Chapter 173: Seize the Day
Lin Nuan sat for a while, got up and went to the kitchen to pour him a glass of water, and took some fruit and some dry goods, and put them on the coffee table.
is a guest at the door, and she, the host, still has to be entertained.
She hadn't looked at him carefully until now, but she thought that he could come here and appear in front of her, and the current situation should be under his control.
She yawned, took the pillow next to her, tucked it in her arms, tilted her head, and her eyes were half-squinted.
Cen Jinghuai could see that she was tired, and it was written on her face that I wanted to sleep, but he still couldn't say it, and asked her to go into the room to sleep, if she went in, he probably had to go in with her. It's still the kind that never leaves, and even in the current atmosphere, he also wants to make an inch.
Thinking so, he did so.
Lin Nuan was in a daze, and felt that the surroundings suddenly became very crowded, as if the space had shrunk instantly, making her very uncomfortable.
She frowned and moved from side to side, still unable to alleviate the feeling of crowding.
She lifted her eyelids, and as far as she could see, it was all Cen Jinghuai.
But now that she was half-asleep and half-awake, she directly took the person as Lu Zhengshen, and slammed her fist at him in the face.
Her movements are not fast, but her strength is quite strong.
Cen Jinghuai gently wrapped her fist in the palm of her hand, pressed it gently, and the person also leaned over, kissed her between her eyebrows, and said, "It's me." ”
"Bastard......" her voice was faint, fluttering in his arms.
Fiddling with it, the person came to his senses, opened his eyes again, everything around him was clear, Cen Jinghuai was close at hand, and his eyes were full of emotions that could not be covered.
She pressed her hands on his shoulders and coughed, "You ......"
He tightened his hands and hugged her tighter, rubbed his forehead lightly on her head, and said, "I'll just hug you, and don't do anything else, you ...... Just bear with it. Whatever you say, I won't let go, no matter how you resist, you can't break free. From now on, until dawn, it will only be five or six hours, and it will pass quickly. ”
"You, you take it as a repayment...... Whatever, whether you want it or not, I'll just force it. You just can't do anything to me. As he spoke, he hugged her tighter, using even her legs, and wrapped her to death with both hands and feet.
Lin Nuan was out of breath when he hugged him, glared at him, and said, "Then can you loosen it up a little? ”
He smiled, "Not struggling?"
"Hmm. She replied perfunctorily, looking away, not wanting to look at his silly smile.
"Not running away?"
"No, no, no, no, you're not done? You said you wouldn't let go, is it useful for me to do that?"
She pursed her lips and proposed, "Can you change places? ”
"Okay. He readily agreed, and without letting go of his hands, he directly picked her up horizontally, and sat on the couch, so that it was spacious, and he put her on his lap and did not let her go down.
Lin Nuan doesn't like this awkward posture, but he likes it very much, so there is no room for rejection, now he can do what he likes, not his territory, he also has to be the master, obviously he is a strong person, and he has learned to be coquettish, I don't know where I learned it.
Maybe I learned it from Sheng Jia.
"If you're sleepy, you can sleep. ”
Her eyes moved, but she didn't respond.
He held her hand in the palm of his hand, rubbing his fingers, and the fingertips swept over her palm, a little itchy. She frowned and clenched her fists, "Are you finished?"
He just laughed, "Nails are going to be cut." ”
"I'll cut it myself. ”
"I can cut it for you, too. ”
"No, I don't. Her fists clenched tightly, her whole body resisting.
Naturally, he didn't force it, and broke her fingers away, "Don't hold it so tightly, be careful of hurting yourself." ”
She didn't speak, holding her breath. I didn't know where to go, but fortunately I closed my eyes, "Don't move, don't talk, I'm going to sleep." ”
"Hmm. ”
Ten minutes later, Cen Jinghuai's voice sounded in his ears, "That man, how long have you known him, and what is his name?"
Her eyes moved, her eyelids did not open, she turned her head sideways, turned to one side, and did not answer his words.
Cen Jinghuai continued to take care of himself and said: "I look a little average, and I don't look tall, is it a little hunchbacked? Don't they all say that the profession of doctors has a high derailment rate, both of them are doctors, and this life is not easy." ”
Lin Wen'an's brows furrowed.
"So, if you're looking for a partner......
She opened her eyes, "Is the doctor bad?"
The two looked at each other, but he smiled happily, "Okay, it's only for you, it's good." ”
"Dr. Li is also very good, how can he be as ordinary as you say, he is 1.8 meters, not tall? Where do you see that people are hunchbacked? He just bends down politely when he talks to me, and you are hunchbacked? Also, who told you that doctors have a high cheating rate? Are you scolding me?"
"Both of them are doctors, life is good, the salary is not very high, but it is better to be stable, life is not too easy. You can't eat grapes, why do you say grapes are sour? You want to be a doctor, but you can't. ”
She said loudly that she would give him all his dislikes.
Halfway through, my chin was grabbed and my mouth was gagged.
Her head was hugged very tightly, and her lip was maliciously bitten by him, which hurt a little.
She hissed, "What!"
He didn't speak, just touched her lips gently, "Don't talk about other men now." ”
Who the hell mentioned it?!
She glared at him, reached out to support his face, tried to push him away, only to make him laugh, and very happy.
Lin Nuan didn't know where the laughter was, and she didn't want to be so close to him.
"You ......"
However, she couldn't speak, and as soon as she spoke, she was blocked, endlessly. She stopped talking, and she couldn't do it if she didn't speak.
After all, this person has no integrity, and he said that he would not move, but he still moved his mouth.
He kissed for a while and came to an intermission, "Are you still used to living here?" is there anything that makes you uncomfortable, if so, you can ask Chen Xueyi to change it for you." ”
She covered her mouth and said, "No, it's good here." ”
"Don't let people into the house in the future, especially men. ”
Here it is again, just now I said that I didn't mention men, but I couldn't do without the word man in three sentences.
He said: "You opened the door just now and were very vigilant, don't think that the doctors in your hospital can be defenseless, since you have to be on guard, then everyone should be on guard." Messy people, don't just bring them in the door. ”
"So are you a mess?"
He pulled down her hand from her face, "I don't count." “
"But you're a lot more than others. ”
"I'm different, I'm your man, I'm your man. ”
"Yes, I don't even know when. ”
"You'll have to know. ”
Black Lotus Cen Jinghuai got up, he couldn't control it, as long as he thought of her taking other men home, he was uncomfortable, unhappy, White Lotus fell, and Black Lotus won a big victory.
He got up and carried her into the room.
Lin Nuan didn't dare to shout, for fear of waking up the children.
"Don't mess around!"
"You, that's all you have on your mind!"
"Cen Jinghuai, you are a person!"
"Ahh
……
He also wanted to be a person, but he couldn't, he couldn't do it, he couldn't do it.
He thinks it's not bad to be an animal, he doesn't care about any benevolence, righteousness and morality, he just wants to take care of the woman he has missed for a long time.
Emotions are pouring in.
He wanted to give her everything, everything he could, what he could not give, all to her.
He wanted to live for a long time, he wanted to see her grow old slowly, and if he thought too much, he became greedy. But if you can't grasp something, the more you want to grasp it, don't you say it, you only know how to cherish it when you lose it, and the more you want to get it if you can't get it.
Even if he gave up, he still thought about it in his heart, and he never forgot it until he died.
When Lin Nuan fell asleep, her eyes were full of Cen Jinghuai's deep eyes, telling her heart, even if she didn't have a word, she seemed to be able to hear him saying I love you.
She fell asleep, it was rare that she did not dream, she slept very soundly and deeply.
But she also woke up very skillfully, and when Cen Jinghuai was about to leave, she opened her eyes, as if she had a feeling.
He got dressed and sat on the edge of the bed, not wanting to look at her again, for fear that if he looked at her more, he would not be able to leave.
As a result, there was movement behind him, he turned his head, Lin Nuan sat up, put on his clothes, her face was still cold, there was no expression, she looked outside, the curtain was left with a slit, and she could see the sky outside, which was cloudy.
"I'm leaving. ”
"Hmm. ”
He answered, his voice a little astringent.
"Oh, then you have a good trip. ”
She didn't plan to get up, but when she woke up, she told him.
Cen Jinghuai's feet couldn't be lifted, and he sat down again, "Why did you wake up? I woke you up?"
"No, wake up naturally. There are many outsiders in the family, and I don't always sleep too deeply, and I am not used to it. ”
She lowered her eyes.
Cen Jinghuai: "Can I see the child again?"
She thought for a moment, looked away from him, and said coldly, "I can't get up." ”
She felt that she was very indifferent, but in Cen Jinghuai's ears, it was like being coquettish, and she wanted to hug.
He walked around to her side, "Then I'll carry you over?"
"Hold your head. ”
She reached out and put a palm on his face, pushed him away, lifted the quilt and got out of bed. Before she could stand up, her legs were weak, and she almost sat back, but Cen Jinghuai moved quickly and took her into his arms.
Then, like a child, he picked her up and said, "Suddenly I feel that I can die without regrets." ”
"What nonsense!" she slapped him in the mouth.
He laughed heartily, and then, getting serious again, asked, "Would you be sad if I died?"
"It's not sad. She didn't think about the question of whether she would die or not, "Fortunately, Zhinan and Yulin haven't seen you either, and they don't know who their father is, in this case, if I find them a stepfather, there will be no burden, it's good." ”
He pinched her waist hard, "Deliberately angry with me?"
"Who said it was on purpose? I mean it. ”
"Seriously angry with me?"
She pushed him away, "Toss for a while, the sky will be bright, it's too bright, I'm afraid you won't be able to leave." ”
"Then I won't leave, stay with you, okay?"
She pursed her lips, this time not replying, she raised her eyes and looked him fixedly. After a while, he sighed and said with a smile: "No need, in today's days, there is not much difference between one more person and one less person around me, and today, I only have children in my heart." ”
"Well, it's all my kids. ”
With a smile on his face, Lin Nuan glanced at him and stopped talking.
Anyway, he can get his way.
I can't say it.
"You still can't watch it?"
"Look. He nodded.
Subsequently, Lin Nuan went over first, Ji Silai also got up early, she got dressed and went to the bathroom, and then Cen Jinghuai went in.
The child is still sleeping, this will sleep is very different from before, horizontally and vertically, Zhinan's little feet directly pressed on Yu Lin's body, the whole person was bent, and his head was against Yu Lin's head, very cute.
It is more and more pretty.
His heart softened into cotton, and he bowed his head and kissed the child's face, and did not linger long.
"I'm leaving. ”
"Let's go. At the door, Cen Jinghuai stopped and didn't go, and said three times that he had left, but he hadn't left yet.
The two of them stood at the door like this for a while, Ji Silai's breakfast was ready, and seeing that the two children were about to wake up, he still didn't move. Lin Nuan didn't say a word to keep him, just waited for him to really leave.
Ji Silai thought for a while, walked over, and said, "Why don't you have breakfast and then leave?" I'm done with it, and I've done Mr. Cen's portion." ”
Lin Nuan rejected Ji Silai's kindness instead of Cen Jinghuai, "No need, he is in a hurry, he has to leave at dawn, if it is a little brighter, he will not be able to leave." ”
He said it as if he were a ghost.
Cen Jinghuai smiled and said: "It's okay, since I have done it, then I will eat and leave, and it is not bad at this time." ”
"Not bad? I thought you were in a hurry. ”
"It's fine. ”
Then, he went to the restaurant on his own and sat down.
The breakfast was quite hearty, and Ji Silai went downstairs to buy it, of course, this was an excuse, just didn't want to be a light bulb for two people.
Lin Nuan sat down and began to eat breakfast.
"This is Chen Xueyi's person?"
"Yes, his high school classmates are quite diligent, very neat, and easy to get along with. She lowered her eyes and ate as she spoke.
"It's pretty smart to look at. ”
"Hmm. Hurry up and eat, the children will wake up later, and you'd better go before they wake up. She glanced at him, "You look too similar to Lu Zhengshen, I'm afraid that when they see you, they will be scared and think of what happened before." ”
"Good. He was silent for a moment before answering.
But it was still very early, and it was at least nine o'clock for them to get up, and it was only half past six now.
After all, we still have to go, and we have to leave for a minute, and we have to leave for an hour.
After breakfast, Ji Silai hadn't come back yet.
Cen Jinghuai said: "I'm really leaving. ”
"Hmm. ”
He walked to the door, turned around, and took her into his arms again, "Wait for me, wait for me to come back." ”
She didn't respond.
He went out, came back suddenly, grabbed the back of her head as fast as he could, and a kiss quickly fell on her lips, "Don't have any more ambiguities with other men, I'll watch you." ”
She still hasn't responded.
After one last look, he quickly left, this time really left, and did not come back.
Lin Nuan stood in the door, after a while, he took a step out, and looked out, he didn't take the elevator, he took the stairs, she walked to the door, and slowly walked to the safety of the corridor, stretched out her hand and gently pushed it away, there was no one inside.
It was pitch black, there was no sound at all, and there was no human figure.
Lin Nuan took a deep breath, and the corners of his mouth twitched.
When Ji Silai came back from buying breakfast, she was still standing there, and she didn't know how long.
"Warmth?"
Lin Nuan came back to his senses, turned his head to look over, and smiled, "It's back, why did it take so long? ”
She walked over like she was nothing, grabbed her arm, and looked at the contents of her bag, "Fried bread fritters, and rice balls, you bought all lunch." ”
"He's gone?"
The two entered the house, and Ji Silai asked.
"I left, I said I was leaving, but it dragged on for so long, and I let him have breakfast. He got up at five o'clock and said he was leaving. ”
Ji Silai smiled, "He is reluctant." ”
"He gave it. Lin Nuan's eyes stared at the rice balls in the paper bag, "What dishes are in it?"
Ji Silai reported it, two days ago she said she wanted to eat, and today the breakfast shop opened, so she went down to buy it.
So naturally it's all she likes to eat.
"It's all I want to eat. ”
"Of course. ”
She held the rice ball and sat on the sofa, "I'm a little tired today, I'll have to sleep for a while later, and the child will trouble you." ”
"It's okay, you just sleep. ”
She was tired, tired all over, and even her heart was a little tired.
After eating half of the rice ball, she took her joyful clothes and went into the bathroom to take a bath.
After taking a shower, she went into her room and lay down to rest.
However, this bed is full of his breath, and there seems to be residual warmth, which is really difficult to sleep.
She opened her eyes, let out a long breath, snorted, and said to herself, "You say wait, just wait, when I'm a person without a temper?! I won't wait, I won't wait." ”
She also has a grudge against him in her heart, and this resentment, in his vacant days, is getting deeper and deeper, and will not easily dissipate.
……
Cen Jinghuai sat in the car, with a shallow smile on the corner of his mouth from time to time, and he was in a very good mood.
Chen Xueyi's phone called.
"Are you happy?"
There was a deep sense of amusement in his tone.
Cen Jinghuai coughed, and in the same tone, said, "Who is that Ji Silai?"
The other end of the phone choked and didn't answer immediately.
It was as if he had been struck in the key point, and he was speechless for a while.
"Isn't it the one you said about the longing high school girl? the one who took away your first kiss and your first boy. ”
Chen Xueyi scolded on the other end of the phone, "Cen Jinghuai, why do you have such a good memory? Why don't you remember, but do you remember this kind of thing?
Cen Jinghuai giggled, it had been a long time, and his mood had not been so comfortable for a long time.
The lyrics of a song popped up in my head.
Love is like a blue sky and white clouds, and the sky is clear......
It's really timely.
After the ridicule, Chen Xueyi said: "Do you see the child and wife? Next, you hurry up and strive to complete the task as soon as possible, and the child and wife will be hot as soon as possible." ”
"Hmm. As soon as the words fell, Cen Jinghuai's face changed slightly.
His head began to ache violently again, as if it hurt more than ever.
He gritted his teeth and tried to endure it, but he still couldn't help the pain, as if something was constantly picking at the nerves in his head, and it hurt so badly, it really seemed like he was going to die.
Soon, he couldn't stand it anymore, but he didn't have any medicine with him.
The driver sensed something was wrong with him and immediately pulled over.
Turning around, "What's wrong?"
He gritted his teeth, didn't speak, couldn't speak.
The driver was a little panicked and at a loss.
Fortunately, the mobile phone was still talking, and Chen Xueyi heard that something was wrong, and said loudly: "What's the matter? What's going on?!"
The driver reached for his phone, "Hey, I'm Aso." ”
"What's going on??'s his condition now?!"
"I don't know, it seems to be a headache, and the whole person is wrong. ”
"Does he have any medicine on him? Look for it? If it doesn't work, I'll take him to the hospital. ”
The driver got out of the car and went to the back seat, just about to find medicine, Cen Jinghuai buckled his wrist, and his hand was very strong, as if he wanted to crush his wrist.
"No, the medicine is not on the body, after a while, it will be fine after a while. ”
Ah Suo found something and asked him to bite it, and I don't know how long it took, Cen Jinghuai seemed to have been scraped off a layer of skin, covered with sweat, and lay there weakly.
The phone didn't cut off, and Asso put the phone to his ear.
"What the hell is going on with you, what's going on?"
"It's fine. ”
"What are you hiding from me?"
"Nope. ”
He breathed slightly, his eyes on the blue sky.
After a moment of silence, he interrupted Chen Xueyi's mania, "Can you give me a few days?"
Sheng Jiren's ship had an accident at sea, and the matter had not yet reached Haicheng.
Chen Xueyi was silent for a while, "How many days?"
"Two to three days, it's best to do it longer. ”
"Let me ask Uncle Zhao, you wait for my news. ”
"Okay, I'll wait for you. ”
Hanging up the phone, Cen Jinghuai threw the phone aside, sat up, and said to Asso: "Change places to park." ”
"Yes. Ah Suo went directly to the front cab, started the car, stopped in a different place, and waited for Chen Xueyi's reply.
He collapsed and leaned back in his chair, lifted the seat with his foot, and asked, "Do you have a cigarette?" ”
Asso took a pack of cigarettes, handed them over, and gave them a lighter.
Cen Jinghuai took out one, bit it in his mouth, lit it, and slowly pumped it.
The windows are lowered, and the wind blows in, blowing the smoke out.
"Drive, go around in circles. ”
"Good. ”
Asoyi Yan started the car and began to circle the city.
The city is not big, and there are too many traffic jams, and the cars are let into the city, the sun slowly rises, and the city begins to wake up.
It was still the first month of the year, and there were not many people on the streets, and most of the stores were closed and not open.
He smoked a cigarette very slowly, but when he put it in the vent, it seemed that he smoked quickly, and it didn't take long for a cigarette to be finished.
He took out another cigarette, a total of three cigarettes, and Chen Xueyi's phone came.
He picked it up and put it to his ear.
Chen Xueyi said: "Two days. ”
Much shorter than expected, he was silent and did not respond immediately.
Chen Xueyi: "No way, if it takes a little longer, I'm afraid that there will be extraneous branches." It's all at this point, you can't pick and choose. ”