Chapter 301: A sense of security

After Liu Xuan's home visit, Ren Yi really became more active. The entire company could see his changes, and the head of the administration department was even more amazed at Liu Xuan's influence on him.

You know, he has seen a lot of diligent interns, but there are really not many who can really be busy with ideas and help you. After all, everyone will assume that they are cheap labor, so they will not have too high expectations.

A lot of things are done so-so, just turn a blind eye and pass it, and don't do it in the end. Unexpectedly, after that not-so-good fight incident, Ren Yi's whole person changed. Others naturally didn't know the reason, they just thought that Liu Xuan was very powerful.

Xue Baixuan was still very satisfied with Ren Yi's plan, she directly asked Ren Yi to implement the plan, to prepare as soon as possible, and to complete it before Liu Xuan left Zhongzhou.

So, Ren Yi began to be busy, and Liu Xuan was completely idle. It's not that he doesn't want to help, but he just feels that since this matter is handed over to the other party, he should trust him to do it well.

One day, Liu Xuan was bored in the office, so he went to Tianhai to blow the wind, who knew that before he could push the door open, he heard a noise.

When the voice was still, Liu Xuan pushed open the door and saw that it was Xue Baixuan on the phone. By this time, she had dropped her phone to the ground, and the person was also sitting on the side.

Liu Xuan walked over and picked up the phone and sat down beside her. "Whose phone call ??what's going on??Whether you admit our relationship or not, I think at least we can still be friends???Don't turn people away? ”

"I'm only now realizing that I'm wrong, and it's ridiculously wrong, I don't know if there's any cure??"

"What do you mean??"

"It was Zheng Chang's phone call just now. Actually, you're right, we've been in touch all the time. The reason why he was taken away by his father was not because of his injuries, but because of me. His father felt that I had influenced his son, and if it weren't for me, Zheng Chang wouldn't have become like that, so he insisted on taking people away. ”

Zheng Chang is a mature man, he has his own thoughts, and he can take responsibility for what he does. ”

"He's always been there for me, you know. I'm soft-hearted and have to admit that you weren't there for me when I was at my most vulnerable. He is with me, and he doesn't care how much he helps me, he just helps me, and I can't refuse his kindness to me. ”

Although Liu Xuan felt a little embarrassed, he still nodded. A lot of things have long gone off track, and he can't comment on anything. If Xue Baixuan has a problem, why doesn't he have a problem? ?

On the road of feelings, they are all wavering, and there is no point in dwelling on who is right and who is wrong. And Liu Xuan knew that Zheng Chang was a gentleman, if it weren't for the emotional entanglement, maybe they would have become friends.

"But I can tell from your phone call that you don't have a pleasant conversation. What the hell is going on?? I think according to his character, if something like this happens, he will not only persevere, but also comfort you. ”

"Yes, but I didn't understand it at the time. Then something happened to my family, and as you know, I refused your help and didn't tell him. Later, you still asked the president to enlighten me, and don't ask me how I guessed. I've known the CEO for as long as I've known you, and I know her. ”

"But you still accepted Jin Yue's help, I think it's a good sign. It shows that you have not rejected her, and I don't want your relationship to be affected too much. ”

"Well, I thought so, too. At least after we talked, I felt better. I can't be ruthless with the president. After all, we used to be like best friends, close to each other. We have gone through the most difficult time of Jinyue Group together and witnessed too much. ”

"You go on, I still don't know much about your opinion of Zheng Chang, why did you suddenly quarrel??"

"I knew that I was wrong like that, I didn't like him, but I always maintained an ambiguous relationship with him, and even always gave him hope. But you know what? I sometimes envy the president for having everything and I have nothing. ”

"How so? What you have now is the envy of many people. Xuanxuan, could it be that you are too stressed, sometimes don't think too much. Especially you girls, when it comes to certain seasons, you are always sentimental. ”

"I'm sober. The president was born as a rich second generation, and she has wealth and beauty. But I'm different, I was born into an ordinary family. I need to rely on my own hard work for everything, although the president said that he started from scratch, but the money for the start of Jinyue Group is, in the final analysis, also from the Shangguan family. ”

Liu Xuan felt that Xue Baixuan was actually simply jealous. He can understand, after all, the other party has such a good relationship with Shangguan Jinyue, and after a long time, the two of them will always be compared together.

It is said that people are terrible, who can really not care about anything?? Now Xue Baixuan was unconsciously invaded by the demons, and began to think about why others have I don't have such boring thoughts.

Liu Xuan has always felt that complaining about the sky and others is a loser's remarks. After all, there are many things that cannot be chosen, such as your origin. Even if he was born in the Liu family, Liu Xuan can be regarded as a rich second generation, but what can he do?

If he hadn't been saved by Master, maybe his life would have been even more difficult. He is a rich second generation in the true sense, but he is also a miserable one played by fate. But he never cared about that, because it was useless to know.

Sometimes I am a little lucky, at least I was saved by the master, and the master knows martial arts and has been teaching myself all the time. His time in Mogu was not very difficult, and they were quite happy in the days when they were growing up.

"Xuanxuan, sometimes people can't be too serious, otherwise how will they live? You're not bad right now, doing what you love and what you're good at. And there is a car and a house, and the loss of the family has been dealt with. ”

"You bought me the car and the house, so I can't tell the difference. The car you owe me is a car worth hundreds of thousands, but the one you gave me back is millions. The two of us used to have a close relationship, and I felt that you were the one I could trust for life, so I used all of this as a matter of course. ”

"You can still use it now. If you think I've given them all, that's even more fine, I'll give them to you. You didn't ask me for it, and with your ability to work, it was only a matter of time before you got it. ”

"Heh, you really think of me. I still know the value of this, even if I am the president's right-hand man, it is not something that can be obtained in the short term. I know how much I'm making for the company, and I know how much I'm worth in the market right now. ”

"So, are you going to part ways with me? We don't have to be so clear, what yours and mine, I don't understand, isn't it good, why do you suddenly have to be so fine. ”

"Don't you understand??I don't care what Zheng Chang has to do with me, but his father looks at me like that, which makes me very uncomfortable. I thought I had worked hard and I was capable, but he still looked down on me. In the end, it's nothing more than that I can't take out what belongs to me. ”

"You have your own car, if it weren't for me, even a car worth hundreds of thousands of dollars would not be something that ordinary people could buy. You are a girl, you rely on your own hard work, and you are already very powerful. ”

"I think there's one thing his father said was right. I've always called myself a strong woman, but that's just an illusion. It's the image I set up for myself in the mall, and in private, I'm just a weak woman. I need to find a man to rely on, whether I love him or not. ”

"He said that about you??"

"Advice is against ear. You are like this, and so is Zheng Chang. You see, even though I don't love him, but I still take advantage of him, what is that? I have always hated this, but I have become the person I hate the most. ”

"Xuanxuan, I don't want to hear you go around in circles here, why don't you get up, I'll take you to see a psychiatrist. Maybe it's just that something has happened during this time that makes your stress surface little by little, and we will be fine when we vent it. ”

"I've finally figured out why I'm so dependent on you. Because I felt that I couldn't find my own security, I always thought that only you could give me this. For example, when something happened at home, you rushed out to help me as soon as possible, so at that moment I was so moved that I wanted to give you my heart. ”

Of course, Liu Xuan remembered this incident, and it was because of this incident that he got Xue Baixuan. Including the parents of the Xue family, they all want Xue Baixuan to make a promise. First, they feel that they are very powerful and can protect their daughter, and second, they feel that they must love Xue Baixuan very much, and they are very relieved.

It's a pity that he has broken his original promise now, according to the current development, even if he will not marry Shangguan Jinyue in the short term, it is impossible to return to his hometown with Xue Baixuan to live.

Because he has returned to the identity of the young master of the Liu family, no matter whether the Liu family is the only one left, but his status in the imperial capital is already well known.

Now everything is hard to get by himself, and now if he wants to give up everything and return to his hometown with Xue Baixuan, it is difficult for him to really let go of all the flashiness. It's really hard to make a choice, especially if you commit to something too early.

"It's not your problem, you don't have to dwell on it that much. ”

"I'm going in the wrong direction, I was wrong in the first place. The sense of security is given to me, and only I can be truly responsible for myself in this world. Thinking about how desperate I was at that moment when I was captured by the Sun family, I thought you would come down from the sky to save me, but unfortunately not. ”

Xue Baixuan paused, and then continued: "I know I can't blame you, after all, the situation was very complicated at that time, and you didn't know that such a thing would happen." And later, you still exchanged so many Sun family lives for me, but this shadow will always be with me for the rest of my life. ”

"Xuanxuan, I ......" Liu Xuan was a little speechless and stopped.

"When Zheng Chang started to be nice to me, I was very repulsive. But after a long time, I have to admit that I still enjoy such a rich second generation to pursue me fiercely. So I was a little willing to fall again, and I wanted to rely on him, although he was quite reliable, but he couldn't help me solve all my problems after all. ”

"Is that a feeling??"

"Think of me as a new life, maybe I can't see it all at once. There may be some entanglements from time to time in the future, but I at least understand one truth. For myself, it's a little more sober, and I will work harder in the future. I will go to the imperial capital, but for myself. ”

Liu Xuan nodded, he didn't quite understand what Xue Baixuan said, but the other party was willing to cheer up again, as for the rest, wait until she was better to talk. Anyway, it's good that people are safe, and they still have time to talk slowly.