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I waved my hand and smiled, "Mom can do it."

"Hmm." Erbao clapped his little hands happily, raised a smile and winked at Tang Xi, and smiled: "Then I want a sister."

I'm pouting. it's a cliché." My sister won't have it yet, but Mommy can give you a set of Barbie dolls.

Erbao flattened his mouth and thought for a while before he said in a muffled voice, "Okay, then Barbie."

Tang Xi stared dryly from the side, he definitely didn't expect his son to give in so quickly, I glanced at him, snorted coldly, and secretly thought in my heart, I didn't look at who my son lived with, I actually wanted to unite my son to do bad to me.

Dabao happily clapped his hands and ran forward several steps, holding a large box of chocolates, and asked me, "Mom, can I eat chocolate?"

I nodded, and he happily put the chocolates in the shopping cart. Erbao also took a big bag of potato chips and asked if I could buy them.

Tang Xi looked at the two happy little guys and sighed, "The child is really well taught by you.

I nodded and chuckled, "I'll also discuss things with them in a soliciting tone, so they will ask for my opinion when they want to do something."

"Hmm." Tang Xi nodded thoughtfully, looked at the contents of the shopping cart, and asked me, "They are so small, can they eat chocolate?"

"Yes, as long as you don't eat too much, I'll give them a prescribed amount of food every day after I buy these snacks.

Tang Xi chuckled and didn't speak.Maybe a thousand words had surged in his heart.But he couldn't say it.As long as he was a person.,He could see his debt to the child.I didn't want to ask for my debt.I didn't want to ask for anything from him.As for the rest.Do your best to see the will of God.I don't fight or seek.Try to keep a normal heart.Maybe it will be a little better.

The reason why I can't let go, why it's uncomfortable and painful, is because I really love him, that's why I care about him so much, if I try to love him less, take care of myself more, and a lot of things will fade, if I don't love him so much, who does he go to, and what lies does he tell me?

If I no longer take him seriously in my heart, and what effect does what he does do to me, I think about it like this, and I don't resent him so much, and I don't resent him so much for being around me.

If someone asks me if I still love him, I can tell you very responsibly: I love him, but I love my children more, I love myself more, I change the order of the people I love, the world can be so beautiful.

Buy good things and drive home.Because Tang Xi doesn't have a British driver's license.So the driver is me.This is the first time I'm with him.I'm driving.When I was waiting for the red light, I glanced at Tang Xi, who was sitting in the back seat with my child.I just felt that life was developing in a dramatic scene.

When I went home and drove the door to bring all the things I bought into the room, I came out and opened the car door and put Dabao Erbao down.

Tang Xi got out of the car depressed.At this time, Dabao and Erbao had already carried the things in their arms into the room.I easily held the wallet on the co-pilot and the few books I had just bought in my arms.I walked to the door and found that the door was closed.Raised my knees to hold the things in my arms.opened the door with my hands and walked in with some difficulty.

Until dinner, Tang Xi was sullen and didn't speak.Late at night.Take care of the two little ones and sleep well.I sat in front of the computer wrapped in a blanket and began to compile small articles.Life is so strange.I have experienced more and seen more.I will find that what I have insisted on before is nothing more than this.Time is the best medicine.It can dilute any sadness and pain.In the end, only a shallow scar is left.

Tang Xi sat across from me all the time, drawing with a sketchbook and charcoal, I didn't ask him what he was drawing, I didn't ask him why he didn't go to sleep, why he didn't talk, his thoughts, it seemed that for a moment I didn't care that much.

It's painful not to be needed.Now I don't have any revenge.But I let him taste it.He's a man.Not needed by his wife and son.He's dispensable.How sad he should be.'s grief.'s

I don't want to see him sad, but I don't mind seeing him sad, my heart has been broken, it's hurt, it's cold, and now I want to be resuscitated, even if it's repaired, the fact that it's broken won't change.

I didn't mean to ignore his existence, but for two years I got used to it, I got used to the days without him, I had to do everything myself, I was dependent on my sons, I had to learn to be independent, I had to learn to be strong even if I licked my wounds alone in the dead of night.

That night, Tang Xi didn't sleep outside my door anymore, but slept in the storage room that was cleaned up downstairs. My room belongs to my private space, I won't invite him, my sons' room is their little world, Tang Xi has no right to disturb.

He lives in our world, but he's pathetic on the edge, trying to get closer, only to find that he can't get involved, and it's all his own fault. I've given him a chance to get close enough to us, but he's not in a position to ask me and my children to change our lives in order to cater to him.

Isn't it cruel.Yes.It's really cruel.Even Liu Minglong doesn't agree with what I did.I said I want to get along with us.He first has to adjust his mentality.Find out whose world he is in now.He's not the protagonist of our world.He's just one of them.I won't and can't go around around with him as before.I'm not going to be around him as before.

He's depressed, he's uncomfortable, he's distressed, I know all of that, but until he says it to me, I'm not going to ask, not a word.

"You're not punishing him." Liu Minglong shook the red wine in the glass and asked me.

I shook my head, took off my glasses, looked into the distance, and chuckled, "No, I don't have to do such a boring thing."

"But you do this to him, it hurts him more than you kill him." Liu Minglong sympathized with him, and after learning that I treated Tang Xi with such an attitude, Liu Minglong actually felt that he was very pitiful.

I chuckled, "I've taken a big step back, and if he can't move forward on his own, my relationship with him will never improve."