When Lin Feng returned home, it was already early in the morning. Yuan Lily had long been accustomed to his night not returning, so he opened the door and entered the house, and his wife and daughter were already asleep. Lin Feng hurriedly washed up, lying on the bed bored, looking at his sleeping wife beside him, he felt a little guilty. Wives are not bad, but many men always like the new and hate the old, and Lin Feng is one of them. After too long of dull married life, people say that husband and wife should keep the plain, but they are gradually drifting away on this road, and they can no longer find their original selves.

One day, we will all cut off from our former selves, or, for the past, what you loved or hated, make a most affectionate confession, tell ourselves that no matter the wind or the rain, it is no longer our own. And all the memories, with the change of years, the passage of years, and the gradual drift away and no book, is precisely the deepest trace of oneself at the beginning. Looking back suddenly, it has been a long time, and after a few years, death and life are parting, and there will be no time for the past.

Lin Feng didn't understand what he wanted, what he could leave behind in the end, when the night was quiet, he was often melancholy, forgetting his original intention, forgetting the past, as if he had forgotten himself. Chasing those unrealistic things in a mess. He classifies himself as a minor and a lesser thing, but age is here, and he is almost thirty-one years old. Between his wife and his lover, he compares his wife to the salt in life, and the lover is those flavorful condiments, such as cucumbers and cold tomatoes, which can be eaten without salt, but most dishes are still inseparable from salt.

Lin Feng let out a long sigh of relief, brushed the hair that Lily had put on her cheek, kissed her on the lips, said "I'm sorry" in his heart, and then fell asleep.

After a long night's sleep, Lin Feng was woken up by the alarm clock, still sleepy, reluctantly got up, brushed his teeth, washed his face and hair, changed his clothes, and walked out of the bedroom, Yuan Lily had already prepared breakfast. Lin Feng looked at the bread, omelette, and milk on the table, and his memories went back to six years ago.

At that time, Lin Feng first met Yuan Lili, and the relationship established by the two went to meet her parents with Yuan Lili, and the original mother asked him, you are penniless and in debt, what can you give my daughter. He said, I can give her a future, give her all I have, one day, I, Lin Feng, will make a comeback and make a comeback, and when the time comes, Yuan Lili will have everything.

The original mother was a person who came over and refused to agree with the two of them, Yuan Lily wanted to marry him despite falling out with her family, at that time they were poor, eating steamed buns and drinking boiled water for three meals a day, when Yuan Lily was pregnant, he couldn't even afford to buy fruit for her to eat. In the end, he made money by buying and selling, and opened a huge factory. He did make a comeback, and Yuan Lily also had everything, but there was no one who held her in the palm of his hand at the beginning, even if he spent money on her desperately, what should he do!

Lin Feng and Yuan Lily gradually drifted apart, it's not that Yuan Lily is not good enough, Lin Feng has a very heavy virgin complex, and when Yuan Lily was with him, she was no longer a virgin, the poor boy at that time didn't pick or choose, but the relationship was like having a rich disease, after having money, she wanted the best in everything, including women, then, Yuan Lily became a dead knot in her heart. Yuan Lily likes clubbing, drinking, smoking, and playing, but under his supervision, Yuan Lily quit these, if it weren't for Lin Feng's frequent snub now, she probably wouldn't have picked up tobacco and alcohol again.

Life is like a monster, Lin Feng is her master, one thinks of angels, one thinks of demons, one thinks of Buddha, one thinks of hell.

Lin Feng hurriedly ate breakfast and rushed to work, and at this moment, Yuan Lily was dressing up. She wants to go out glamorously. Every beauty-loving woman's best friend is her mirror, the mirror does not deceive people, what you are, you are what you are in the mirror. Yuan Lily saw that she even had a little crow's feet in the mirror, and she tried her best to cover them up with a thick foundation and concealer, she didn't want to touch the sadness. She gave her best years to her husband, her man.

It is said that behind a man there is always a woman who silently supports him, but behind Lin Feng there is a row of bitches who silently squeeze him dry, what a ridiculous reality. Once she had extravagant hopes for love, she experienced too many liver and intestines, and she thought that her heart might not be able to resurge. The man is her own choice, she is desperately trying to marry, and she can't complain about anyone if she lives well or badly.

Yuan Lili cleaned herself up, called her daughter Lin Yuhan, fed her daughter again, hurriedly sent her to the kindergarten, and called Zhou Ziwei. She had made an agreement with Zhou Ziwei yesterday afternoon to go to the mall this morning and go to a nearby club for a spa in the afternoon. Women, you must live a little more delicately, in this world, if you can't be good to yourself, who can be good to yourself. That's what Lily Hara thinks, and she plans to do so in the future.

When she arrived at the agreed place, Zhou Ziwei had already arrived one step ahead of her. Yuan Lili saw Zhou Ziwei from a distance and walked over with a smile.

"I finished the housework early in the morning, sent a pair of children, primary school and kindergarten two roads, but it's summer, otherwise riding an electric car, I have to freeze to death. When I think about it, I get scared when I get to winter. Zhou Ziwei is famous for nagging, she was not like this in the past, during the time of work, she was simply sharp and resolute, colleagues called her "little whirlwind", after a few years, she was dragged into a conversation by marriage, but she herself didn't know, every time Qin Sihao said her, she always felt that Qin Sihao disliked her, Qin Sihao didn't want to cause family disputes, only shut up.

"Who made you look like a model worker, there are two in your life, and fortunately the two of you have this opportunity, but now it's okay, the news says that the second child is about to be released, but it's a pity that you didn't catch up with the policy. ”

"Do you think I want two, I was unexpectedly pregnant at that time, and the child's grandmother found out, and gave birth to it desperately, and said that she would take it with her in the future. Now it's good, the children are several years old, and they have been brought for a while in the confinement, and they shirked that the child's grandfather is not in good health, and he will never ask again, I am considered to be a ghost! But then again, I really don't dare to let the child's grandmother take it on weekdays, and I come out of the countryside, I don't pay attention to hygiene, and make the house dirty, the home is not big, and she is good when she comes, and the whole thing has become a waste collector, ho!

The two of them entered a shopping mall while talking, and Yuan Lili took a fancy to a chocolate-colored culottes and gestured on her body, "Is this dress good-looking, Wei Wei." ”

Zhou Ziwei looked left and right, "The workmanship is good, the lines are very neat, the fabric is also very good, plus your figure, it is simply tailor-made for you." It's a pity that you and I are a pair of peerless beauties, and I am so wronged by being a housewife all day long. Alas, it is enough to nest at home all day long, and if the child is older, he should really find a class, so as not to quarrel in the future and not have the upper hand. Women are not financially independent, their waists are not straight, and they lack the confidence to speak. ”

Yuan Lili's heart was shocked, isn't this what she is talking about, like a parasite, she can only wait for Lin Feng to give her money to spend, knowing that Lin Feng is recruiting flowers and grass, but she doesn't even have the confidence to judge him. Maybe what Zhou Ziwei said is right, women will only have more say if they are independent of the economy. Yuan Lili stopped answering, and asked the salesperson at the counter to wrap up the clothes, take out the bank card and put it on the counter, and swiped 3,888 yuan.

Zhou Ziwei didn't frown when she saw Yuan Lily swiping the card, she didn't frown, she felt very uncomfortable, looking at the famous brand of Yuan Lili, and then looking at the high imitation of herself, she secretly made up her mind that she would try not to go to the mall with Yuan Lily in the future. It is said that "people are more angry than people", but look at the economic strength of themselves and others, they are also women, they are also quite beautiful, or they are more beautiful, but their lives are much worse than others, whether it is important to find a husband who loves them, or it is more important to find a rich husband, Zhou Ziwei is powerless to think about it anymore, even if it is, what is the use of thinking about it again, she is already a woman, a wife and a mother, and time will not be reshuffled, if she does it again, she will marry Qin Sihao again, she herself does not know.

Zhou Ziwei turned around, and was reluctant to buy clothes for herself, but bought Qin Sihao a pair of shoes, a T-shirt, and a belt, which cost more than 800 yuan, and she was distressed. Yuan Lili bought herself a large bag of small bags of clothes and shoes, and wanted to buy a few clothes for Lin Feng, but when she thought that Lin Feng said that the clothes she bought for him didn't fit well, she hesitated, and finally gave up her plan to buy clothes for Lin Feng.

At this moment, Lin Feng was lazily leaning on the sofa seat in the office, chatting with Tang Qi on WeChat.

"Brother Feng, I bought two pregnancy test sticks today, two pregnancy test papers, and four of them were tested together, all of which were two red bars, and the baby is not good now. ”

Lin Feng read the message sent by Tang Qi in a daze, threw his mobile phone on the desk, closed his eyes, rubbed his temples, and was at a loss for a while.