Chapter 133: The Last Hour
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Song Tian said that Song Cheng's life was only one month left, and a month passed quickly. Song Tian hoped that we could accompany Song Cheng through this last month. I did not answer or refuse. Tang Xi took my hand and walked back to our room.
"Why didn't you just promise Song Tian just now?" Tang Xi sat next to me and asked me.
I sighed, shook my head and smiled bitterly, "I don't know if I should promise her, if Song Cheng doesn't die in a month, will I have to wait here until he dies?"
Tang Xi reached out and stroked my hair, sighing, "Why did this come out of your mouth, it feels so strange."
"I'm telling the truth, I don't owe him, so I don't need to dress him in linen."
Tang Xi was stunned and speechless, and was stunned for a long time before he said slowly: "You can accompany him.
I sneered, and snorted at him, "There's no need, I've seen it, I've seen it, I've been here, even the last relationship should be broken, his life and death have nothing to do with me from now on, and you, don't say these generous words with a clear conscience, I feel uncomfortable."
Tang Xi sighed heavily, and said helplessly: "You, why are you so smart, I didn't believe you when Xiao He said you were smart, and now I realize that you are really smart."
I smiled bitterly and said helplessly: "I'm not smart, but I've seen too much.I've thought about it for a long time.Some people miss it.Obsessing over the past won't do any good.On the contrary, I will never be able to move forward.I don't owe him.So I'm at ease.Set a ticket to go back the day after tomorrow.We'll accompany him for another day tomorrow.The fate of this life is over."
"Okay, I'll listen to you." Tang Xi hugged me tightly into his arms, his body was a little cold, and the clothes he wore were a little thin in the British weather.
Leaning into his arms, I pulled the blanket over his shoulders, and sighed, "You're so cold, don't catch a cold here."
Tang Xi nodded, and said softly, "It's okay, my body is very strong."
"Fool, we'll go back the day after tomorrow, we'll have a daughter when we go back, okay, while we're still young, have a few more children."
Tang Xi looked surprised, kissed my forehead, and sighed lightly: "You finally figured it out."
"It's not about figuring it out or not, I just want a daughter, a daughter is caring."
"Yes, they all say that my daughter is intimate, I am afraid that in the end, the children will come to share your love for me, then I want to cry without tears."
"Don't you say that your daughter is your father's lover in her last life, and she will definitely be affectionate to you when you give birth to a daughter." I chuckled, covered the corners of my mouth, and said softly, "Maybe I'll be the one who is jealous."
"How can it be, my heart for my wife can be learned, and it will never change."
"I didn't say you're going to change, I mean ...... Oh, don't talk about it, you just understand anyway."
"I don't understand, and I ask my wife to tell me that I'm stupid." Tang Xi began to play the scoundrel, and the big hand that held my shoulder gently covered my eyes. Cry if you want to, my shoulder will always be for you."
I sighed heavily, wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, and said helplessly, "Don't cry, I have nothing to cry about, I don't owe him anything, even if he dies, I didn't cause it, so I don't need to cry for him."
I didn't accompany Song Cheng here through the last days of his life.I don't want to excuse myself by saying that I wasn't ruthless.I admit that I was ruthless.
I stayed with Song Cheng in the hospital for a day.On the third day after I came to the UK, Tang Xi and I bought plane tickets to prepare to return to China.The family didn't know that Tang Xi and I went to the UK.If they let Gu Yan know that I came to the UK to see Song Cheng for the last time, they would definitely ask me to bring him a shroud.
There are not so many good men in the world.When Song Cheng suddenly changed his mind and played as a junior.I was really sad for a long time.Because I didn't understand.I began to doubt everything.I doubted the sincerity of men.I doubted my eyes on people.I suspected that the relationship between me and him for so many years was all wishful thinking.
So, when Tang Xi told me that the reason why Song Cheng did this was to not affect me, I felt comfortable and at the same time, it was more of a relief. This heart disease has tormented me for many years, and now I can finally let go, Song Cheng has loved me, and I have loved him wholeheartedly.
I didn't lie to Tang Xi.I don't owe him.The only thing I regret is that I didn't keep the child with him.If the child is still there.I should be four years old now.The four-year-old doll doesn't know if the eyebrows are more like me or a little more like him.I can't leave him a bloodline.This is my only regret to him.
Tang Xi stood silently outside the door, looking at me through the glass and sighing, Song Tian stood opposite him, and said coldly, "Do you love her?"
Tang Xi nodded noncommittally and said in a deep voice: "Love."
"Then please take care of her, she has suffered more than anyone else."
Tang Xi didn't speak, but looked at Song Tian quietly and asked her, "Is Song Cheng's illness a family inheritance?"
Song Tian looked at Tang Xi's face in horror and asked coldly, "How do you know?"
"I've seen his case, and when he first found me, he showed me his case, and although it doesn't say that there is a family genetic disease, it doesn't rule out the possibility.
Song Tian silently wiped away the tears on his face, choked: "No help, my father died of brain cancer, there was a big tumor in his head, and finally he pressed the eye nerve and slowly lost his sight.
Tang Xi took a breath and asked, "Does Tianxue know?"
Song tilted his head and smiled bitterly: "I didn't tell her, I'm afraid she will be sad."
"Tomorrow, we'll go back."
Song Tian suddenly cried and whimpered: "Thank you, thank you, thank you for being willing to see him for the last time, so that he can leave without regrets."
Song Cheng didn't seem to be sleeping well.His brows were furrowed and his eyes twitched from time to time.I sat in a chair and stared at his emaciated and pale face.It seemed that time had returned to the way I first saw him ten years ago.He was still a young and frivolous Song Cheng.And I.I would never be Mu Tianxue who waited three hours to watch his basketball game ten years ago.
Time is the most merciless killer.Cruelly cut off the connection between us.In the end, nothing will be left for me.I love him.The person I love most in my life is him.I have spent seven years loving him wholeheartedly.Now I spend three days saying goodbye to him.