Since then, Xia Xue has started a carefree life.

Xia Xue, who came to Lijiang, has recovered her true colors, and she no longer has to wear masks and shackles to live carefully. At that time, Xia Xue was straightforward and cheerful, fast-talking, and never beat around the bush, except for He Yonghui, she never cared about other people's feelings and opinions, but a girl of such a big age looked like a spoiled bad girl.

Here, they also met Lu Yuan, a rich second-generation who came here to experience life, Lu Yuan opened a bar at that time, and in order to attract customers, he thought of a ---way to tell jokes.

"It is said that one day, a certain woman married a foreigner, and took the foreigner home to show off during the New Year, and proudly asked the second uncle of the village, 'Second uncle, this is the first foreigner from our village, right? The second uncle pondered for a moment and said a word, which made this woman who admired foreign women ashamed, what did the second uncle say?"

The audience was silent, and no one could guess what the second master was talking about, while Xia Xue sat on the side, crossed Erlang's legs, shook the wine glass, and said casually: "The second uncle said, 'He is not the first foreigner, when the Japanese invaded China, there were a large number of little Japanese devils begging grandpa to show them the way, but grandpa didn't bother to take care of them at all."

Lu Yuan could only pout helplessly at Xia Xue's trouble, and changed to a joke, "I raise you, these three words are said by my father, so what should be his next sentence?"

"It's a hairy picture!" Xia Xue said again out of place, "You have leftovers from many years ago, and you still have to take them out to show off, don't be too panicked, hurry up and change a few fresh jokes." ”

The list goes on and on.

Once, Lu Yuan came to He Yonghui's house as a guest, and when he saw He Yonghui standing in the courtyard contemplating a withered flower, he laughed at He Yonghui for giving new words and saying that he was worried. Xia Xue was furious when she heard this, and the fried dishes were salty and spicy, which made Lu Yuan blushing and panting and telling him again and again: "Xue'er, my little brother is wrong, can you give me a whole bowl of soup --- me, can you not give me such hot water?"

Xia Xue's deepest impression is that once He Yonghui and a few of his friends held a small concert, which attracted many tourists to come and cheer. When it was He Yonghui's turn to sing, many amorous girls began to get dizzy, and then frequently threw their eyes.

The tall and bold beauty said: "This guy is good, good-looking and talented, and he can exchange experiences in bed." ”

Xia Xueliu raised her eyebrows, "That's my husband, whoever dares to seduce him, I will definitely let her not survive, I can't die." ”

Literary and amorous girls will say: "His voice is so unique, and the lyrics are also very good, which is very meaningful." ”

Xia Xue rolled her eyes, "I wrote this word, I wrote the song, and I have nothing to do with him." ”

The shy girl will say, "He looks like my idol Song Joong Ki, it's my Oba, it's the Prince Charming of my dreams." ”

Xia Xue jumped directly, "The one riding the white horse is not necessarily a prince, it may also be Tang Seng, he is famous for his broken thoughts, and he is still a violent maniac, who likes to abuse you little girls." ”

Later, a melancholy Hanfu woman came over, this woman was very beautiful, her gestures were full of style, she was also attracted by He Yonghui's singing, and looked at He Yonghui silently, her eyes were full of tenderness. He Yonghui would also occasionally nod politely to the woman in response between playing and singing.

This can make Xia Xue anxious, usually as long as there are female guests coming, she will reflexively enter the first-level state of preparation, her beautiful eyes are round, her expression is solemn, for fear that someone will rob her of this bowl of radish greens.

What's more, now He Yonghui dares to flirt with a beautiful woman in front of her, and secretly send Qiubo. How could she bear this, her face was hideous, and she gritted her teeth at Lu Yuan and said, "Old Lu, now your eldest brother is in trouble, and you can't do it?" and Xia Xue at that time forgot how she usually abused Lu Yuan.

At that time, Xia Xue was like a girl who had not yet fully developed, but she was acting out the farce of the rebellious period of youth at the age when she should have talked about marriage and husband and children, but He Yonghui didn't care, because he loved her and understood her, they were people who sympathized with the same disease, Xia Xue had just been suppressed for a long time, and she needed a gap to release her nature, and she needed to pour out all the misfortunes in the past and bury them in order to start life again.

As for how depressed Xia Xue's previous life was, there is no need to mention how painful it was, and it doesn't matter, whose growth is not a thick but dusty book?

Since then, the meaning of Xia Xue's life has begun to sublimate.

In the second year after Xia Xue and He Yonghui were together, the two decided to take time out to travel, not for anything else, but to live a life of wandering and happy revenge.

They walked a lot and saw a lot of scenery. They hiked to Shangri-La, looking at the vast grasslands there, and on a whim, they played "Tashi Dunzhu"; they also drove to Erhai Lake, looking at the sea where there has the reputation of "wind and snow, snow and moon", they were inevitably vulgar, and silently made a true love vow of "holding the hand of the son and growing old with the son".

During their journey, they also met a tall and thin Tibetan boy, the boy was naturally shy and did not like to talk or communicate with people, but when he smiled, his white teeth and two deep dimples gave people a very down-to-earth and warm feeling.

The boy inherited the fine tradition of Tibetan singing and dancing, and his tambourine beat particularly well, he has a very old Demandu tambourine, which has a very dull sound and vicissitudes of life.

But when the tambourine reached the banks of the Lijiang River, it and its owner stayed there, forever.

The boy left without leaving a word or a smile, and was swallowed up by the rushing river, taking away his young life and disappearing forever from the world.

If there is an afterlife, Xia Xue believes that he will be able to break away from the six realms of reincarnation and go to Elysium.

As for the cause of the boy's death, Xia Xue is not very clear, many people say that it is because when he was drinking water by the river, he took two more steps into the river, just these two steps, as soon as he stumbled, a young life fell, and it was just these two steps, and the wheel of life ended here.

Life is so small, life is so happy, what reason is there not to be strong to live, and what reason is not to cherish time?

Xia Xue said this, she didn't want to say more, her attachment to the past seemed to end here, the smile on her face slowly disappeared, just quietly looked at the lake in a daze, seemed to be thinking about the dead Tibetan boy, thinking about the good years that had passed, thinking about the unforgettable man...

"What about later?" Li Shaohui still couldn't help but ask curiously, he didn't expect Xia Xue's story to be so legendary, full of shock, and yearning, just like a novel with ups and downs, but what was the plot later? Why did she and He Yonghui come to Shanghai? After arriving in Shanghai, why did the two of them drift apart?

Xia Xue looked into the distance and was obsessed for a while before sneering: "What happened later? Later, isn't this what it is now? He betrayed me and had an affair with a woman in the United States, and I hurt him, haha, haha." Xia Xue's tone was stunned, and she suddenly laughed unscrupulously, as if with the pleasure of revenge, but also with endless pain.

Li Shaohui's heart moved, and he suddenly became colic, it seems that the matter between Lin Yue'er and He Yonghui is a certainty. His face was blue, he didn't say a word, his heart was like grass overgrown, messy, cut and tied. It is said how sweet it is when you are together, and how sadistic it will be when you are separated, so many smart people never fall too deep in their feelings, so as not to hurt themselves.

And where are he and Lin Yue'er going, do they still have to abuse each other to death and come back to life, so that they can say goodbye, no, they will never see each other for life.

Li Shaohui was in pain for a long time, and suddenly thought of something again, so he asked coldly, "Sister Xue, what do you call your husband?"

Xia Xue looked at Li Shaohui fixedly and said with a smile: "Of course it's my husband." ”

"Then what did you call him before you got married?" Li Shaohui chased after him.

Xia Xue's body was shocked, and she stared at Li Shaohui for a long time before she said silently: "My husband's name is He Yonghui, and I naturally called him 'Hui Wazi' when I was not married." ”

Li Shaohui's body shook and almost fell, and the sour jealousy in his heart suddenly raged upside down, so it turned out that the title he had been complacent about was used by others, and it turned out that he was someone else's shadow, haha, shadow, shadow.

Thinking of this, Li Shaohui looked at Xia Xue with extreme resentment, Xia Xue twitched the corners of her mouth, wanting to explain, but in the end she only smiled reluctantly and turned around without saying a word.

Li Shaohui, who was humiliated, suddenly thought of Lin Yue'er who was far away in Shanghai, Xia Xue regarded herself as a shadow, so would she think the same way?

No, she is such a kind girl, and she is so sincere in her feelings, how could she do such a thing?

But wouldn't she?

The first night I saw her, she never forgot her "Hui". If it weren't for the word "Hui" in her name, would she be able to look at herself differently? With her conditions, what kind of husband can't be found, so she has to find a good-for-nothing scumbag like herself? Having been in love with her for so long, how could she have taken the initiative in her true enthusiasm, how could she have promised her that kind of fiery enthusiasm, and didn't she rush to please her every time?

Thinking of this, Li Shaohui's heart twitched, and his clenched fists gurgled.

At this time, Xia Xue's voice floated over again, "Hui Wazi, can you kiss my sister?" Xia Xue's voice was intermittent, as distant as the sound of flowing water by the river.

Hearing this, Li Shaohui was stunned, and looked at Xia Xue fixedly, Xia Xue at this time, her face was lonely, her eyes were full of confusion, that look was an injured little woman, how could she still talk and laugh on weekdays?

Li Shaohui's heart is complicated and inexplicable, hesitating, although he usually tries to treat her as a sister, but the unsightly thoughts in his heart have been stirring, and more importantly, if he kisses Xia Xue tonight, then the relationship between him and Xia Xue will definitely not stay at the current ambiguous stage, then he can use this to blackmail Xia Xue, and even get Xia Xue, and take revenge on Lin Yue'er and He Yonghui in a more extreme and crazy way.

Thinking of this, Li Shaohui smiled coldly in his heart, did not hesitate any longer, took a step forward, and wrapped his hands around Xia Xue's waist.

Xia Xue looked at Li Shaohui's cannibalistic eyes, her face turned red, her body began to tremble uncontrollably, and she wanted to raise her hands to push Li Shaohui away.

But Li Shaohui was unmoved, not only did the hands around her waist tighten a little, making her unable to move, but even her face was close to her face, and then Li Shaohui groaned slightly, gritted his teeth, and lowered his head to the red lips he dreamed of.

And Xia Xue couldn't struggle, so she could only sigh helplessly, her hands gently rested on Li Shaohui's shoulders, her lips trembled, and she closed her eyes...

At the moment when Li Shaohui was just lucky enough to taste the soft and moist red lips, he glanced at it and saw a crystal teardrop in the corner of Xia Xue's eyes, slowly swirling.

Li Shaohui's heart was cold, why did she cry? Is it to take revenge on He Yonghui? Or is it for her loss of virginity? Or is it disappointed in herself?

Li Shaohui felt sad in his heart, looking at Xia Xue's violently undulating chest, feeling the pain of her bright red nails deeply embedded in his shoulder, smiled bitterly, and let go of Xia Xue, he understood that Xia Xue was not willing to do this at this moment.

Li Shaohui was silent for a moment, took a step back, and said in a deep voice: "Sister Xue, today's kiss, I will let you owe it first, if the time is ripe one day, I will naturally look for you to come back." ”

The reason why Li Shaohui said this was because Lin Yue'er's face seemed to be happy and angry again, and he was unwilling to betray Lin Yue'er before the matter was clarified. If Lin Yue'er really doesn't miss the old love, he has to betray and hurt him, if things really come to the point he least wants to see, then he will also take revenge completely, not to lose both, and vow not to give up.

Xia Xue listened to Li Shaohui's inexplicable words, hesitated for a moment, and seemed to have understood his thoughts, so her face began to ripple with that kind of mocking smile, and her eyes were full of disdain.

After that, the two had their own hearts, and neither of them wanted to look at each other, nor did they want to say another word.

After a long time, a cold wind blew on the riverside, whirring and blowing, chilling Li Shaohui's body and his heart that was struggling, painful, and tormented.

I don't know how long it took, Xia Xue suddenly sighed deeply, and sighed: "Actually, sometimes think about life and death, isn't that the same thing?

Rather than suffering all kinds of torture and pain like now, it is better to die.

I envy that Tibetan boy now, if I could be like him, I have experienced the best time of more than ten years, withered in the best season, and saved the trouble that I can't get rid of later. ”

Today's Xia Xue is particularly sad, and once again mentions life and death.

Li Shaohui looked at her, his heart was extremely bitter, and he couldn't help but think of the scene where Xiao Bei sacrificed himself to save him, so he sighed: "Sister Xue, there was a moment when I also thought about life and death, I wanted to be clean after I died, everything was not disturbed in my heart, there was no suffering or sorrow, it seemed to be excellent."

But after that catastrophe, I suddenly understood, since sooner or later we will die, since life is a train to death, then why should we rush to get off the train halfway? Why don't we just follow the fate and enjoy the joys and sorrows of suffering? Life is originally a joy in suffering, and only with the pain of suffering can we prove the sweetness of happiness, and the more bitter the suffering, the sweeter the happiness we will enjoy. ”