The resignation hit Li Xiaoran hard, even more than leaving the website. Li Xiaoran didn't think about how to talk to Fang Tingting about this, so he used the excuse that he had just completed a big project, and the company gave him a few days off, so he didn't have to go to work recently.

"Tingting, I don't have to go to work in the last few days. I'll cook for you every day, okay? I haven't been with you well these days, and you won't know how guilty I feel and how much I miss you! I'll make good use of these few days and behave well to make up for what I owe you these days!" Li Xiaoran said casually.

Fang Tingting heard that Li Xiaoran finally didn't have to work overtime every day, and happily hugged him like a child, "Great, Xiaoran, I miss you too, I can finally see you after work every night! This is the happiest thing for me." ”

Stroking Fang Tingting's hair, Li Xiaoran looked out of the window thoughtfully, at this time he was extremely conflicted in his heart, but he didn't want to pass on all the frustration to the woman in front of him.

Watching Fang Tingting leave happily, Li Xiaoran's decadent appearance came back. Lingering depression and self-denial occupied his heart, and he ran downstairs and bought a box of cigarettes, hoping to relieve his bad mood. This time Li Xiaoran had the urge to smoke for the first time, and for many years, he was particularly reluctant to smoke, but at this time, he hoped that he could get the comfort of tobacco.

For a few days, Li Xiaoran's room was filled with thick smoke, he smoked numbly one after another, his mind was full of things that annoyed him, and he was also thinking about how he should go in the future. In this way, he numbed himself with tobacco, and he could not get out of the control of cigarettes......

In the afternoon of this day, Li Xiaoran was preparing dinner at Fang Tingting's house, picking vegetables on the balcony, he began to smoke again, so he began to smoke one after another, he had done things like this several times, but before Fang Tingting came back from work, he would dispose of the cigarette butts, open the window to disperse the smoke, and then return to his home to change clothes and wash, so that he could greet Fang Tingting in a good mental state.

However, what he didn't expect was that at about two o'clock in the afternoon, Fang Tingting suddenly came back.

"Ahem......" Li Xiaoran, who was spitting clouds and fog on the balcony, was startled by the sound of the door opening and coughing, and looked at Fang Tingting with a stunned face. I saw the shopping place she was carrying fell to the ground, and she walked towards the balcony in disbelief, "Xiaoran, what's wrong with you? Why are you smoking? Moreover, it seems that you smoke a lot?" Fang Tingting's eyes widened and she couldn't believe that the person in front of her was Li Xiaoran.

"Tingting......" Li Xiaoran's expression of surprise froze, and then suddenly he didn't know what to say.

"Xiaoran, what's wrong with you? What's going on?Do you have something to hide from me?Look at your sluggish appearance, what's wrong with you?" Fang Tingting's eyes were full of anxiety, looking at Li Xiaoran's tired expression, messy hair, and the stubble that had just emerged...... Fang Tingting's distressed tears were about to fall.

"Tingting, don't worry, I really don't have a big deal. Saying that, Li Xiaoran extinguished the cigarette in his hand, opened the window, put down the food in his hand, and after doing a series of actions, he pulled Fang Tingting to sit on the sofa.

"Tingting, it's okay. It's just a little upset. Well, I'll tell you anyway, I quit my job again, and I messed up a big project at the company, so I didn't do it with a lot of guilt. Li Xiaoran didn't want to say it too carefully, but just said it lightly.

"If you don't do it, you won't do it, why are you so embarrassed, what kind of big thing can make you feel so uncomfortable? You must tell me, otherwise, I will be very worried, please don't hide me!" Fang Tingting stroked his face and his green beard distressedly.

Li Xiaoran let out a long breath, he decided to tell Fang Tingting the truth, because of the pressure and criticism of these resignations, he felt that there was a stone pressing on his heart, and he couldn't hold it back, "Tingting, it's all my fault for this, because I refused to drink with a big customer, I took it upon myself to drink halfway and ran away, I didn't think so much about it at the time, so I ran away while I was drinking." However, I didn't expect that the big customer was furious and canceled the cooperation with the company, and the loss was great. Originally, I thought I was not making a big mistake, but the big customer was too unqualified and making a big fuss. However, when Mr. Wang and his colleagues heard the words of my ears, I realized that I was so willful, so reckless, and let everyone follow me to eat the pot! I really blamed myself. Through this incident, I finally know what kind of person I am, a person who is used to being high-minded and never thinks about others, I am a selfish, arrogant, and conceited person!" As she spoke, Li Xiaoran smashed her head with her hand, and tears began to circle in her eyes.

"Xiaoran, don't say that, you're not like that. Fang Tingting grabbed Li Xiaoran's hand and didn't let him torture herself, looking at the person in front of her, she was extremely distressed, and now she knew that Li Xiaoran had hidden that she was under so much pressure in her heart, and was pointed at by so many people behind her back, making this sunny, happy, and confident person become depressed.

"Xiaoran, don't care, I've experienced something like you. I still splash people with wine! I also smash people with wine glasses and saucers!" In order to alleviate Li Xiaoran's emotions, Fang Tingting actually said her past troubles in a very relaxed way. "I also don't like being forced to do things I don't want to do. I don't think you're doing anything wrong!"

"Tingting, don't comfort me, men and women are different, they can't even overcome a drinking game, I am indeed like they said, I am a spoiled child, I have not suffered hardships, I have not experienced the suffering of the world, I can't stand any grievances, everything is done by my own will, it's all my fault!" Li Xiaoran buried his head in his arm, deeply trapped in self-blame.

Fang Tingting hugged the man with great distress, "Xiaoran, let's pass the past, I believe that after this incident, you will become more mature, people grow up in continuous difficulties and tribulations, you should take it as an opportunity for your own training." Don't think too much, there are many things in the world, and you can only know what is going on when you experience it, but since it is already in the past, don't let it bother you anymore, but try to raise your head and meet a new life with a better self. Fang Tingting's words made Li Xiaoran cry out loud.

Fang Tingting hugged him like this, waiting for him to finish crying, her eyes were full of distress, her heart was full of sourness, she could feel his sadness, decadence and frustration, as if all this was her own emotions.

Looking at Li Xiaoran, who seemed to feel more comfortable after crying, Fang Tingting wiped his tears with a tissue, at this moment, she had a strong sense of care for Li Xiaoran, and wanted to take care of him and protect him at all times, so as not to let him be hurt in any way. An idea, so spontaneously arose.

Fang Tingting walked into the house alone, and then, mysteriously walked to Li Xiaoran's side, in Li Xiaoran's question, Fang Tingting knelt on one knee and handed a small red box to Li Xiaoran's hand, "Xiaoran, are you willing to marry me?" This is the ring you once proposed to me, I still keep it, if you want, then bring it to me now." ”

This scene stunned Li Xiaoran, he would never have thought that he had been rejected many times when he mentioned marriage to Fang Tingting, but this time, she proposed to him in this way. All the tears turned into happy and excited smiles in an instant, all the troubles disappeared, Li Xiaoran happily knelt down on one knee and took out the ring in the box, "Tingting, are you willing to marry me, are you really willing to marry me?"

Fang Tingting smiled and nodded.

"I'm so happy, Tingting agreed to marry me, I'm so happy. As she spoke, she slowly carried the ring over her ring finger. Looking at the ring that he once felt extremely precious, Li Xiaoran smiled, smiling so brightly, when he once felt that Fang Tingting would be the owner of this ring, and now, his dream has come true.