That Li Ke seems to be a decent gentleman, and as Lin Nuan himself said, he is an informed and interesting person, and his temper seems to be not bad, and he is also very good at the two children. Come to think of it, the doctors in the neonatology department should be very patient.

If Warmth is really with Li Ke, it is also a good choice.

It's hard for a woman to have two children, it's too hard, it's too hard, even if she is a strong and self-reliant woman.

Waiting is a long thing, and time can dilute many things, including feelings.

Cen Jinghuai hopes that all the good things in the world will be given to her, and she also hopes that she can live happily and truly live a new life.

His hand hanging at his side was clenched into a fist, and the two looked at each other for a long time.

Lin Nuan closed his eyes, snorted, and turned to leave, as he wished.

In this world, no one can or can't die, just love.

She took out her mobile phone and prepared to call Ji Silai, ask where they were, if they went back, she would take a taxi directly and charter a car back, there was no problem with how much it was.

When she was about to get to the intersection, when the phone was about to go through, her hand was grabbed and the phone was almost thrown out.

She turned her head, her gaze faint.

Cen Jinghuai said: "I'll send you back." ”

She broke free, "No need, now the transportation is convenient, and you can go anywhere if you have money." ”

"Then you'll treat me like a taxi driver. ”

"Don't. She still refused, and just as the phone was connected, she turned around and said no more to him, "Silai, where are you now?"

"On the way back, what's wrong?"

She pursed her lips, "Nothing." I just asked, and I'm back. ”

After a few more casual words, they hung up the phone, and Lin Nuan put the phone back and prepared to stop the car at the intersection.

As a result, before he could take two steps, the man was resisted and quickly walked back.

He moved quickly, Lin Nuan didn't have time to resist, and the person was already carrying it on his shoulders.

She didn't move either, because she didn't want to fall on herself, "Cen Jinghuai, are you sick!"

He didn't speak, just stuffed her into the car, and then blocked the door, "I'll send you back." ”

Her feet were on the outside, equally firm and stubborn, "If you're ready to let go, start now, as a man, don't procrastinate." If you hesitate like this, you will do the most harm!"

He took a breath, for a moment, softened his attitude, squatted down, looked up at her, and said, "I don't know when I can fully return to my normal life, and I don't know when I will die suddenly." ”

"I love you and never change, everything I do is half for justice and half for you. You said that if you want an ordinary and stable life, I will give it to you, no matter what the price is. I know I shouldn't show up, I didn't want to come, so I made you hate me, or forget about me, whatever. But I still couldn't help it, when I came, I just told myself, I'll just take a look, just look at it from a distance. ”

"When I see that you and the child are well, I am satisfied, and I am willing to die. But I didn't do it, I couldn't do it, I still want to see you, one glance is not enough, I just want to see a few more times, I'm afraid that when I die, I will forget what you look like. Also, I can't stand the fact that you have other men around you. ”

He smiled, his smile full of helplessness and self-deprecation.

"I'm very selfish, I really hope that you can wait for me, wait for me to come back, even if I die, I want to pester you, put a mark on your head, so that no one else can get close. If I'm dead, you'll have to be my man. He looked away, reached out to hold her hand, and said, "Actually, I am also miserable, since the birth of the child, I have only been with them for such a day, and soon I will leave again, and they will forget me." ”

"During the time I was with you, it was like stealing, using someone else's identity. ”

Lin Nuan didn't speak, nor did he resist anymore, just listened to him very quietly.

After he finished speaking, she spoke, "The bruises on the head haven't gone yet?"

She also remembered that when she was in H City, He Hongwei said that there was a bruise in his head, which was in a strange location, and if the blood clot was removed by surgery, the chance of success was very low, so it was observed whether it could dissipate on its own.

He had a headache just now, and it must be the reason.

Cen Jinghuai raised his eyes and looked at her.

Lin Nuan said, "I'll go back with you." ”

He paused for a second, a little unresponsive, "What?"

"I'll go back with you. ”

"No, I can't. ”

He vetoed it.

Lin Nuan was very calm, "Since you have now taken Lu Zhengshen's place, even if I go back, there is no danger." I'll change my identity and won't be discovered. Nor will it delay your task. ”

"Where's the kid?"

"The child has thoughts, I believe in her, not to mention Chen Xueyi. She said very seriously, and Cen Jinghuai was almost shaken when she said it.

He laughed, "I won't let you risk with me, the child needs you." ”

"I know, you need me too. ”

His expression froze, his eyes were red, his eyes were shining, his throat was like a lump of cotton, he wanted to say something, but he couldn't say anything.

Lin Nuan reached out and hugged his head and said, "The child is important, and you are also important." Children need not only mothers, but also fathers, you have to die outside by yourself, impossible. ”

His throat rolled, and tears fell into her clothes. His forehead was against her, and his snort was full of her breath.

Lin Nuan stopped talking, just put his face against his head, and the whole person became extremely soft and angry.

"Let's go to the hotel just now, you didn't check out just now, I want to take a break. ”

Subsequently, the two walked to the hotel again, Cen Jinghuai opened an ordinary suite, but this hotel is five stars, even if it is an ordinary room, it is much better than other hotels.

After the two entered the door, Lin Nuan jumped on him, held his face, looked at it carefully for a long time, and then gave it to his lips.

……

I don't know how long it took, Lin Nuan opened her eyes, the room was still very dark, the people around her breathed steadily, and it seemed that she was still sleeping, she stood up, covered him with a quilt, got into bed lightly, picked up the clothes on the ground and put them on, went out of the room, and after sweeping around, she took the kettle and boiled a pot of hot water first.

She just stood by and waited, with no expression on her face, and after a while, as if she had thought of something, she picked up the bag that was lost on the ground, took out her mobile phone and took a look, there were several WeChat messages sent by Ji Silai.

Report that the child is safe and report the situation after the child returns home.

At this point in time, they should all be asleep.

There is also a WeChat is Li Ke, a very decent message, summed up the mood in the zoo today, and praised Zhinan and Yulin, and the last sentence was written, [You are very happy. 】

It was already late, Lin Nuan deleted the two words on it, locked the screen, put the phone next to him, and then sat down on the sofa.

She stared at one place until the water boiled, there was a crackling sound, and then the whole room fell silent.

There was no sound at all.

She sat for a while more before she got up and poured the water on. It was too hot for her to drink for a while, so she put the water cup on the coffee table and continued to sit down in a daze.

What she said to Cen Jinghuai was not impulsive, his current situation should be found by the best brain doctor and make a detailed plan, she believes that there is no end to the world, and there must be salvation.

Now that medicine is so advanced, she doesn't believe in powerlessness.

It is impossible to let him go like this, if it doesn't work at home, just go abroad, she doesn't believe that there is no way out, it will definitely be solved.

He must not have been to the doctor for so many days, and it was a little funny to think about what he had said to her before and what he had done.

"What are you laughing at?"

Just as she was stunned, Cen Jinghuai leaned against the door of the room and looked at her, and she didn't know how long she had been standing. She came back to her senses, raised her eyes, met his gentle gaze, and said calmly, "Laugh at you." ”

"What are you laughing at me?" he walked over and sat down beside her, snatching her into his arms, "what have I done to make you laugh so much." ”

"I miss the things you did as the Great White Lotus of the Century. ”

He laughed, tapped her on the head, and said, "I don't like your name." ”

"And what do you like?"

"Call me husband. ”

She snorted, "I'm not. ”

"There are two children, and you still say no?"

"Legally not, it's not. When you marry me, I will call you again. ”

"Stingy, it's just a name. ”

She smiled, turned her head, looked at him, and said, "I'll wait for you to marry me." ”

Looking at each other, the smile on Cen Jinghuai's face slowly fell, he held her face with one hand, with mixed feelings, he kissed her forehead, "Wait." ”

"Hmm. Cen Jinghuai, I've decided, I've decided to go back with you. ”

"Don't make a fuss. ”

"No trouble, I'm serious. ”

"Do you know what I'm doing? You're not going to help me by following me, you know?"

"I'm not going to drag you down. ”

"Children need moms. ”

She took a breath.

Cen Jinghuai said: "If unfortunately I really can't come back, at least there are still you, isn't it? Anyway, they don't have a profound impact on me, my biological father, and it's no different from strangers, I'm really gone, and they won't be sad." And, with you, I can rest assured. ”

"What about me?" she asked softly, "Why don't you think about me? Have you never considered my feelings? Just like before, you didn't tell me anything, you changed identities with Lu Zhengshen, and you didn't think about what kind of mood I would feel after I knew it? You are always like this, you come when you want, you can leave when you want, what do you think of me? Have you considered my feelings?"

His throat moved slightly, and the corners of his mouth twitched, but he couldn't laugh.

"You owe me so much, can you die casually? Your life is mine, why do you abuse your life like this, huh?"

Her eyes were calm and calm, and Tarzan collapsed in front of her without changing color.

She had always been strong inside, he knew it.

It's not that he ignores it, it's just that he knows that in her place, it's not that she can't live without anyone, and she can still live well without him.

She is never attached to anyone, she relies only on herself.

"Then I promise, I will come back, you are here with the child, waiting for me, I promise. ”

"I've decided. ”

She didn't say any more, "Okay, go to sleep, I'm a little tired." She opened her hand, "Carry me in, I can't walk." ”

Cen Jinghuai didn't move, took her hand, and said, "I think we can talk a few more words." ”

"Don't talk. She refused, closed her eyes and ears, and resisted.

Cen Jinghuai said: "This stop is not as easy to deal with as imagined, even if I have reached this position, it is still not optimistic, do you understand?"

She opened her eyes wide, blinked, and didn't listen.

"If you go back with me, there will be danger, aren't you afraid?"

He remembered every word she said.

She didn't like this kind of fearful days, and she hated all the trouble he had caused her.

"It's my own choice, I'm not afraid. ”

It was forced and unprepared before, but now it is her own choice, and if she is prepared, she will not easily put herself in a dangerous situation.

Cen Jinghuai thought about it for a while, and didn't say more, thinking that she was so determined now, and when she saw the child tomorrow, she would definitely change her mind. He smiled and pulled down her hand that was blocking her ears, "I can't help you, sleep." ”

He picked her up and went into the room.

This night, I slept until noon the next day.

The two had lunch at the hotel, left the room, and then went home.

The two children were very well-behaved, Ji Silai comforted them very well, and did not lose his temper because Lin Nuan did not return all night.

In the afternoon, they stayed at home, Lin Nuan tried to get Zhinan to accept him, the process was very slow, there was not enough time, and when it came to dinner in the evening, he couldn't go further.

At night, Lin Nuan slept with the two children and talked a lot. Yu Lin stared at her for a long time, her bright black eyes seemed to have insight into everything.

Zhinan was already asleep, and he slept soundly without heart and lungs.

When children sleep, they sleep when they say they say, and they fall asleep in one second.

Yulin: "Mom." ”

"Huh?"

"Are you leaving?"

Many times, she really doesn't like children who are too smart, and people who are too smart often carry a lot of things, which may be easier than stupid children, but they may not be happy.

She doesn't want her children to be sensible at a very young age, which will reduce the fun of innocence.

Originally, at his age, he should be carefree, sleep when he is full, and play when he wakes up. It only takes a moment to be happy and sad.

"Yulin, you're still a child. ”

"I will take care of my sister. ”

Tears rushed to her eyes, she couldn't help it, looking at Zhinan and Yulin, she was really reluctant.

She lowered her head and kissed Yulin's head, "We, we will be back soon, and when we come back, our family of three will never be separated in the future." ”

He smiled brightly at her, innocent, and cute.

Lin Nuan accompanied them again, and it wasn't until Yulin fell asleep that she got up, went out of the room, and went in with Ji Silai.

Cen Jinghuai was in the room, she pushed the door in, and saw him standing in front of the cabinet, looking at the knick-knacks placed on it.

Yellow smiling faces, each expression is different, and when you tap it, you will shake your head. This was supposed to be a car toy, and she bought a set to put in the room as an ornament.

It looks cute.

"Have you taken a bath?" Lin Nuan closed the door and looked at him.

"Hmm. He straightened up and nodded, "It's clean." ”

She chuckled, "Are you going to leave at night?"

He nodded, "It's past twelve." ”

"Matches your style. ”

She climbed into bed and sat cross-legged, "Haicheng has everything, then I won't pack my things, it's just that there is a little trouble in the hospital, so it's a bit irresponsible to walk away like this." When the time comes, call Chen Xueyi and ask him to do him a favor. ”

"Warm. He sat down beside her, his eyes fell on her face, put a hand on her shoulder, and said, "Listen to me, stay here, take good care of the children, and when it is all over, I will be back." ”

"Don't say it, I've already decided. If you leave me and go away on your own, then I will marry someone else at once, and let your children call someone else's father. ”

He smiled, "No problem. ”

"Look, you still didn't expect to come back alive. ”

He smiled and shook his head, "Warm ......"

She stretched out her hand to cover his mouth, "You don't need to say it anymore, I've already decided, can you respect my choice?" If you really can't be saved, I can accompany you through the last days of your life, the children are still young, I have a lifetime to accompany them and take care of them." But you're different, I've spent too little time with you, I'm just trying to spend more time with you now, I don't want to wait for your urn to come back, even if you die, I'm going to send you off for the last time, understand?"

"Also, even if you leave me alone, I can go to Haicheng and go to you by myself. Which way do you think it's safer?"

He exhaled, finally compromised and took her into his arms, he had a lot to say, but he didn't know how to say it, and finally he just waited for it to turn into a kiss and merge into one sentence, "I love you." ”

Subsequently, the two sat together to watch TV, the time was about the same, Lin Nuan changed his clothes, and the two went out together.

Ji Si looked at Lin Nuan with a worried expression, "Do you really want to leave?" ”

"I'm relieved to have you there. ”

"But they'll look for Mom. ”

"I'm sure you can handle it. ”

"You're so optimistic. She pursed her lips, squeezed her hand, and said, "Think again." ”

"I've already decided, I'll talk to you on the phone, and it's not like nothing has been heard. ”

Ji Silai exhaled, "Okay, then you have to be careful. ”

"Hmm. ”

Ji Si watched them go out, there was already a car waiting downstairs, and the two got into the car one after another.

They did not immediately return to Haicheng, but went to the base first.

In the base, only Hanxiao and An Xiaoyuan were there.

An Xiaoyuan did an amnestic, and now she only recognizes one smile, and she doesn't remember anything else.

Hanxiao was a little surprised to see Lin Nuan, "Why did you bring her?"

"She'll be with me in the future, and you can make something to make her look a little different. ”

"Why?" smiled puzzled, didn't she try to get her away before, so that she could have no worries, and now she got people back, what does it mean?

Lin Nuan looked at An Xiaoyuan and did not participate in their topic.

An Xiaoyuan is very well-behaved, she will do whatever she asks her to do with a smile, she will sit next to her obediently, smiled at Lin Nuan, and lowered her head.

Cen Jinghuai said: "I have my reasons, you just do it." What about Lu Zhengshen?"

"He's in there, and he's not in a good mood. ”

"I'll go in and have a look. ”

Lin Nuan immediately stood up, "I'll be with you." ”

She wants to see what happened to Lu Zhengshen.

The two of them entered the infirmary next to them together, Lu Zhengshen was in the innermost room, he was sitting in a wheelchair at this time, his face was expressionless, staring at him in a daze.

Hearing the movement, he tilted his head slightly, his eyes moving slightly.

Turning his head, he saw Cen Jinghuai and Lin Nuan coming in.

He snorted through his nose and quickly turned his gaze back.

The two of them went in, except that he couldn't lift his hands and legs and couldn't walk, he still looked very good, and there was no remorse on his face, the momentum was stronger than theirs.

This is different from what Lin Nuan thought, she thought that he should be miserable, and if he is not miserable, he should be down, but he is like this, and it has nothing to do with the word down.

His gaze swept over the two of them, chuckled, and said, "What's the matter?

Cen Jinghuai swept around, Tang Ning's diary was placed on the bedside table, he took it and looked at it, and he would read it to him when he had time, but seeing that he had no remorse at all, Cen Jinghuai felt sorry for Tang Ning.

He closed the notebook and put it back, "We will eat together for a while, and the most important thing is to reunite with our families." ”

He sneered, his eyes were cold, and he looked at him quietly for a long time before he looked away, "Get out." ”

Cen Jinghuai looked at him, pulled over the chair and sat down, there was a pot of wine on the small table next to him, he took it and poured two glasses, "The two of us, haven't we sat together for a long time to chat and drink, how many days have it been? Since you were in a car accident and disappeared, until now, the two of us have hardly spoken a word, nor have we sat down to have a meal." ”

"Remember when we used to? At the end of the year, we only see each other a handful of times, but every time we meet, there are always endless topics to talk about, and I like the ones you like, even the same hobbies. Speaking of which, at that time I took you as my role model, and I felt that you were the best person in the world, and I should be like you. ”

The two of them sat facing each other, and Lin Nuan really understood how similar these two people were, if it weren't for the scar on their faces, it was really not easy to distinguish clearly.

If you wear the same clothes, at first glance, you probably won't be able to recognize them.

Lin Nuan thought about it, and didn't stay in it for a long time, but only told Cen Jinghuai to drink less and go out. Leave the space to the two brothers.

She returned to the hall and looked around, the base was underground and very secretive. The exit is in the storage room of an old house, and I don't know the person, and I probably won't find it for the rest of my life.

An Xiaoyuan was still sitting on the sofa, but this time she was eating, and she didn't know where she went.

She had nothing to do, so she walked over and sat with An Xiaoyuan.

She took something and handed it to her, asking, "Do you want to eat?"

"Thank you, I'm not hungry. ”

"Hmm. She was not reluctant, and then, with the remote control turned on, she turned on the TV.

The two sat together and watched TV to pass the time.

Cen Jinghuai took a sip of wine, got up again, took another wine glass, and put it to Lu Zhengshen's mouth, allowing him to take a sip as well.

"In your heart, do you still care about the people you love? I don't care about what I love you, what do you care about? I only care about power and money? Even now, it's still like this? You don't regret it at all?"

"Regret?" he raised his eyes, looked at him, and then laughed, "Is regret useful? If I regret it, everything can start again?If I can really start over, I hope that the person who went to the Lu family in the first place was you, not me." ”

"From the beginning, it was doomed, there was no turning back. I'm not going back. Do you think you'll be able to leave alive if you join this organization?" he laughed, "Do you think no one has ever left?"

"Cen Jinghuai, do you think that if you trip over me, you will be able to succeed? If it was so easy, this organization would survive to this day? You are so naïve. He giggled, "Don't be delusional about being a hero, the least worthy thing in this world is a hero, and in the end, you sacrifice yourself, what do you get? ”

He giggled, "Good people, what kind of good people, what kind of righteous people, do you think you will not sacrifice? Think about yourself, how many things you have sacrificed for your so-called justice." You're so good, you're angry, but what you've gained and what you've lost, have you thought about it?"

Cen Jinghuai's face did not change, and his expression did not waver in the slightest, "I just want to have a clear conscience, at least until now, I can still be upright in front of you, I have never been sorry for you, I really regard you as a brother, I will definitely help you as soon as you have an accident, what is the brother used for? Brothers are not pulled over to carry the black pot, as a stand-in, brothers are in difficult times, help each other, face together." ”

"Lu Zhengshen, you are sorry for all the people who care about you and love you. Do you think you've got everything you can before, but if you really had the ability, you wouldn't be sitting here. None of us want to be wiped out, we just hope you can turn back. But if you look back, it won't end like this. The people you love, the people who love you, will be there for you. ”

"But now, you have betrayed your relatives and left, and even the person who loves you the most has been killed by your own hands, do you dare to say that you don't regret it?"

Lu Zhengshen pursed his lips tightly, his brows furrowed slightly, something in his heart came up, it hurt like a pinprick, he closed his eyes, gritted his teeth, and told himself that he would not regret it, he would never regret it, this world is like this.

He was forced, and it was all of them who forced him to be the way he is today.

Faces flashed through his mind, and those people were smiling at him, sincere and happy.

In the end, the picture was fixed on Tang Ning's face, she smiled, with tears in her eyes, and said, "I'm waiting for you to marry me." ”

"Ah Zheng, turn back. ”

The blue tendons on his forehead protruded, and he suddenly opened his eyes, his eyes were red, "You get out of here! I'm not wrong, I'm not wrong! I'm just doing what I should do! It's you, you're forcing me! I can't help it, I can't turn back, I can't go back! You're not me, you don't have the qualifications to educate me! Get out! Get out! Get out! Get out! I never want to see you again!"

He was so emotional that he began to flutter, and with a slam he hit the table, and finally, he fell to the ground and couldn't get up.

Cen Jinghuai exhaled slightly, walked to his birth, squatted down, and helped him up.

Lu Zheng cautiously slammed into his face, the people trained by AS, even if their hands and feet were useless, they could still fight.

Cen Jinghuai quickly avoided it, he pounced, and the person was planted on the ground again.

This time, Cen Jinghuai didn't help him again, "Calm down yourself and think about it." ”

"Why did you keep me?"

"I am not qualified to judge you. ”

"Hey, why do you say it so nicely, you keep me, don't you want to use me to make a scapegoat for you?"