Episode 25 Retreat
"Ouyang, there is one thing I haven't told you all along, but I feel like I have to tell you now. I had breast cancer. In order to corroborate what she said, she actually went to the study with a happy face to get the diagnosis book from a year ago.
When Ouyang Rui heard what Fang Tingting said and used his trembling hands to get the diagnosis, he was stunned, and a feeling of being on the verge of collapse made him breathless.
"Tingting, how can this be? This is impossible, this is impossible, God this is not fair. He stood up suddenly and threw the diagnosis on the ground, "I'm sorry, Tingting, this news hit me too hard, I'm not sober now, you told me to calm down, I need to think about it calmly." Saying that, ignoring Tingting's surprised and helpless expression, she fled the door in a hurry.
Leaving Fang Tingting alone, she stood in place dumbfounded, originally she thought that Ouyang Rui would say to her, "Tingting, don't be afraid, I will always accompany you, no matter what you look like in the future, I will take care of you and take care of you for a lifetime." Then give her an affectionate, reluctant hug. Then, she will surprise him with the latest diagnosis report of his recovery.
Fang Tingting's perfect storyline designed in her mind, why did it suddenly change, why didn't it develop according to the plot? Thinking of this, Fang Tingting shed tears, "It turns out that Ouyang's love for me is nothing more than that. She picked up the report and numbly cleaned up the table, letting the tears roll down her face.
When he learned that Fang Tingting had breast cancer, Ouyang Rui disappeared for three days, and Yumi couldn't get through, so he called Fang Tingting, and Fang Tingting didn't know where he went.
Yumi relied on her memory to find a lot of places, but she couldn't get to Ouyang Rui. Yumi and Fang Tingting were both a little anxious, although Fang Tingting was already disheartened, she also realized that her joke was too big, no matter what, she was still very worried about Ouyang Rui's safety.
For Ouyang Rui, what Fang Tingting said was a fatal blow to him, Ouyang Rui, who had already lost his love once, really collapsed at that time, although he is currently at the most mature and stable age, with the most powerful mind, but, obviously, at his age, he has experienced life and death, and any thing that his loved one touches death has made his heart more fragile. He didn't dare to imagine that Fang Tingting died in pain in front of him, and he couldn't accept such a blow again.
In the past three days, he hid in a house that he had just purchased in Fang Tingting's name, thinking that Fang Tingting could take her parents and live there occasionally, fulfilling her filial piety. But I never thought that this place would set up its own refuge. He made himself very embarrassed, hiding in the house without thinking about tea and food, he complained about God's injustice to him, and he could finally get the love, but the love could leave him early again, he couldn't figure it out, and he didn't know what he should do next. Because he is too afraid of losing a loved one to have the courage to face it.
Three days passed, and his face was full of haggardness, and he seemed to be much older. Although he still didn't clear his inner thoughts, he knew that the three days would be very difficult for Fang Tingting, so he forcibly cheered himself up, dialed Fang Tingting's mobile phone, and agreed to meet her.
They agreed to meet at a private club and booked a private room. He had already greeted him, and no staff member was allowed to enter without his permission.
After three days, the two people who met again saw the suffering and pain in each other's expressions, and they felt sorry for each other, and their eyes were full of distress and reluctance.
Ouyang Rui looked at Fang Tingting, and finally spoke, "Tingting, I'm sorry, in the past three days, I have locked myself up, just thinking about the problems of the two of us, please forgive me, I have been indifferent and indifferent to you in the past three days, because my heart is too chaotic, can you understand me? As a middle-aged man, I have already tasted the experience of losing a loved one, the kind of experience of watching my beloved, my loved one, and the painful departure in front of my own eyes, what kind of experience is that? Maybe you haven't experienced it. However, that experience, for me, was the feeling of dying once. I'm too scared to face such a parting of life and death, maybe I'm getting older, my heart is extremely fragile now, I'm even more afraid that the person in that scene will be you, watching you, struggling in pain in front of my eyes, but I can't help, I can't help you relieve the pain, I'm going crazy, I think I'm going crazy. It feels like to me that life is better than death. Tingting, do you know how deep my love for you is? so deep that I would rather get sick for you and die for you, but I can't see you suffering in front of me. I think it's going to take me a little bit to get over that fear, so can you give me a little time? I want to calm myself down. Can you forgive me, can you forgive me, for neglecting you?"
Obviously, Fang Tingting knew that everything Ouyang said was true, it was his truest thoughts, and she could also forgive him. After all, in such a matter, this middle-aged man who has experienced a lot of ups and downs and many hardships in life is the most unbearable to see life and death, and one of his jokes unfortunately hit the most vulnerable place in a middle-aged man's dead heart, and he is most afraid of being uncovered by others.
Fang Tingting smiled, "Ouyang, I can understand you, not only you, for me, if this is the case for the person I love, maybe I will also have some fear and retreat." Especially if you have experienced such a life and death, it is natural that you should be in your current situation. I can understand your feelings, your actions, so I won't complain or be disappointed in you. I just think I'm overestimating myself a little bit, maybe underestimating the fragility of human nature. Ouyang, you are an almost perfect man I have met in my life, however, I know that no one should be perfect. And the person in front of you, the current you, looks so real, because only a person with human weaknesses can be called a person, even if he is no longer perfect, but a person full of fresh humanity, I like you like this. In the past few days since you left, I have also thought about it a lot. However, I want to say to you, maybe it was your hesitation or uncertainty that made me suddenly feel that you and I don't seem to love each other so much, but more of a passion. Perhaps, from now on, we may no longer be lovers, but a kind of friends who know each other, which will be more appropriate. People have their own obsessions, your obsession is life and death, and my obsession is the pursuit of the purest love, after knowing your hesitation and uncertainty, I can no longer be as before, so enthusiastic, so eager to invest in your life, as if being poured cold water, let me recognize that the gap between reality and ideals, our relationship will never reach the perfect and impeccable appearance I imagined. ”
"Tingting, what are you talking about? Are you going to break up with me? I didn't say I wanted to leave you, I just wanted to calm down and think carefully about how we should live together in the future, I won't leave you. Ouyang Rui panicked.
Fang Tingting smiled, "Promise me, just as if nothing happened in the past few days, let's each take a step back and go back to three days ago." Three days ago, we were the most perfect in each other's hearts, and we took that moment as the moment of breakup, and always left the most perfect each other in each other's hearts. It can also make us think of our love every moment for the rest of our lives, which is the most beautiful memory. ”
"Tingting, don't make such a decision casually, I don't agree. Please believe me, my move is not to be with you, I just want you to give me a little more time, to overcome the psychological barrier, so that I can be with you forever. But before that, can you let me send you to the best hospital in the United States, I want to see you healthy and happy, and I don't want you to suffer from any illness. I will also put everything away here, I will accompany you to the United States for treatment, if it doesn't work for half a year, we will be a year, and I will see how you recover. Ouyang Rui explained, he was sure that he couldn't just lose Fang Tingting.
"Thank you, Ouyang. You don't need to go to the United States for treatment. I'm sorry, I didn't say the whole thing, and I hated myself very much, and I was naughty about this matter, but I didn't expect it to lead to such a result. You see, this is my latest test report, the doctor said that my cancer cells have all disappeared and now I am a healthy and normal person. And the doctor said that as long as I can have a healthy and happy mind after treatment, there is almost no chance of recurrence. Fang Tingting handed him the medical certificate she had brought.
When he heard the news, Ouyang Rui's eyes emitted an extraordinarily dazzling brilliance, he stared closely at the hospital's examination report, his excited hands began to tremble, and he said loudly, "Great, Tingting, is God saving me?" Great, you're fine, I'm really going to die of joy." As he spoke, he couldn't help but suddenly knelt down on one knee in front of Fang Tingting, "Tingting, marry me, after experiencing this incident, I am even more convinced that you are my unique choice, you are my favorite in the world, I want to marry you." I am ashamed to be so cowardly under your test, but can you understand me? Can you forgive me? I promise you that I will spend the rest of my life and my life to redeem this wrong decision, even if you tell me now that this report is false, that you may have reached the final stage of your life, and I have decided to marry you and have you no matter what. I was too humble and fragile before, but now I realize that if I can have you, I will exchange everything I have in time, and I am willing to do it. ”
Ouyang Rui's confession, Fang Tingting was moved, but her heart could no longer accept his marriage proposal happily as she did three days ago, "You sit down first, and I'll continue to tell you." ”
At this time, Ouyang already felt a trace of crisis, he thought that Fang Tingting showed him the latest report to give himself a chance. However, from Fang Tingting's no longer hot eyes, he seemed to see despair. Now that he knew that he was wrong, he sat there and looked at Fang Tingting with a somewhat numb expression.
Fang Tingting continued, "Ouyang, if all this goes back to three days ago, then I will not hesitate, very excited, very happy to promise you, but now the crack has been generated, this crack is like a crack between you and me, maybe you don't feel anything now, but this matter is always a piece of heart disease in your and my hearts, maybe in the future stumbling, this crack will become bigger and bigger, causing our hearts to be more and more farther away, this is not the result I want to see." I imagine you and you imagine me to be the most perfect. Therefore, we can't and don't enter into marriage with such cracks, so let's retreat to the position of good friends who have always loved each other. ”
After Ouyang Rui heard what Fang Tingting said, he stood up as if he was afraid that Fang Tingting was about to disappear from his eyes, walked to Fang Ting's side, held her hand tightly, and hugged her in his arms, "I don't care what you say, I'm going to marry you." ”
He hugged Fang Tingting tightly, because he felt that if he didn't do this, he would soon lose her and never have a chance to have her again. Tears flowed quickly down his cheeks, and he muttered, "I won't let you leave me, no, I'll never let you leave me." ”
As his arm continued to exert force, he hugged Fang Tingting more tightly. The warm embrace, the familiar feeling, made Fang Tingting feel safe, and felt that the warm embrace may never belong to her, Fang Tingting did not struggle, but quietly felt that this may be the last hug for her, she closed her eyes and immersed herself in this moment.
Ouyang Rui looked at Fang Tingting, who was touching in his arms, and had an unprecedented impulse, he couldn't let go of her, he wanted to hold her like this forever. Smelling the fragrance of Fang Tingting's body, he became crazy, and his tearful lips began to kiss on Fang Tingting's cheeks and forehead, eyebrows, nose ....... finally, deeply imprinted on her lips.
This was the first time he kissed Fang Tingting, and that feeling made him obsessed, that deep kiss was so sweet, so intoxicating to him.
The two seem to have been looking forward to this kiss for too long, but they have remained reserved and sober and have not explored. But this time is different, two hearts that love each other are finally deeply expressed through this kiss. suppressed the emotions of countless times, crushes, love...... It erupted like a surging flood.
Maybe it was too excited and too beautiful, Ouyang Rui's head was blank, and he couldn't extricate himself.
Fang Tingting was also addicted to Ouyang Rui's kiss and couldn't extricate herself, but Fang Tingting had already realized that she couldn't go on like this, she bit Ouyang Rui's tongue hard with her teeth, a labor pain made Ouyang Rui stop all his actions, and with her hands pushing, Ouyang Rui left her body.
Ouyang Rui's face was flushed, and he was reluctant to give up.
Fang Tingting looked at Ouyang Rui, "It's all over like this, let's stay here with all the goodness." Ouyang, goodbye, you are the man I have loved or once loved, but we can't be together, we are fated, I think maybe this separation is the best way to continue that flawless love. As he spoke, he forgot about Ouyang Rui, who looked sluggish, and left without looking back.
After returning home, Ouyang Rui's face was lifeless, only to hear Ouyang Yumei's voice sounding in the distance again, "Old Ou, where have you been? Tingting and I are both dying, hey, why is your face so ugly, so old? Old Ou, what's wrong with you?" Yumi looked at her father worriedly.
"Tingting and I broke up!" At this time, Ouyang Rui didn't want his daughter to disturb him, so he wanted to explain the reason as soon as possible and leave her field of vision as soon as possible.
"Why?" Yumi was surprised.
"Because, she told me she had cancer, I ran away and hid from her house for three days. Okay, I've told you everything, I'm going upstairs. Ouyang Rui hurriedly wanted to leave.
"Stop, Lao Ou, let me say what is good about you, didn't you propose marriage in the first place? How did you become like this? By the way, you said that Tingting said that she had cancer, and you were scared away? It's over, it's over, daddy, you're finished. Yumi came back to the taste.
"I know, I'm finished, I've completely lost Tingting, don't say it anymore, I have the heart to die. At this moment, Ouyang Rui was told by his daughter, and he wanted to cry without tears.
"If I were a woman, I would definitely leave him when I saw my beloved being scared away by my illness, a coward's performance. At that time, isn't it the time when you need to be cared for by your lover?" Yumi still had to say something, and found that Ouyang Rui's face was already red and blue for a while, and her emotions became excited, she knew that she couldn't add fuel to the fire anymore. "Daddy, don't be discouraged, it's not completely out of the ordinary. You sit down, and I'll help you analyze it. ”
At this moment, Yumi felt that she couldn't hit her father, otherwise he would collapse, and what she needed most at this time was the encouragement of her relatives.
"What else can you do? I think she's been so disappointed in me that she can't give me another chance. Ouyang Rui didn't believe Yumi's words at all, and just wanted to be alone for a while.
was forcibly dragged to the sofa by Yumi, and after pressing him to sit down, Yumi's little eyes began to wander constantly, in fact, it was quite difficult for her to come up with any ideas for a while, after all, her father's escape this time was really unforgivable. "How is Tingting now? How long is it? How many issues are there?"
"Don't worry, girl, now she's fine, she's fully recovered, I feel like she's testing me, and I didn't stand the test. Ouyang Rui hung his head, at this time, he felt that it was good to have Yumi to talk to him, otherwise, he would be stuffy in the house by himself, he really didn't know what kind of pain and sadness he would become, and he couldn't vent it.
"Lao Ou, don't be discouraged first, let's calmly analyze the current situation. You proposed to Tingting, did she say yes?" asked Yumi.
"Well, I agreed, and then I said that I was sick, as if I thought of it suddenly, not deliberately arranged. Ouyang Rui recalled the scene at that time and said.
"That is, if there is no such thing, she has agreed to marry you, I think about it, then, this should show that her heart belongs to you. That's easy, since she has you in her heart, it means that she values your relationship very much. And don't you know Fang Tingting's character? is the most soft-hearted and easy to be moved, but one of the biggest problems at the moment is also the reason why I urge you to propose to her quickly, then there is also a Li Xiaoran who is eyeing him, obviously, your mistake this time gave him a great opportunity, and it is very likely to be reversed!" Yumi said while thinking, constantly pinching her chin, just like a great detective on TV.
"Girl, you have talked about the key place again, if there is no Li Xiaoran, I will waste time and stalk Tingting will let Tingting return to me and forget everything that is unhappy, but, obviously, I don't have so much time, if Li Xiaoran knows that we have broken up, I will definitely intervene soon, then I will have no fun. "Ouyang Rui is very decadent.
"Lao Ou, I want to think about it, how to solve Li Xiaoran's problem first and create time to win back Tingting. I thought of it, if you put pressure on Li Xiaoran to participate in the development of new projects as an investor, you must designate him to participate, and the time can be dragged on for as long as possible, so that even if he knows what happened to you and Tingting, he will not be able to come back for a while and win time for himself. The scheming Ouyang Yumi actually came up with this idea.
Obviously, this is the best idea that Ouyang Rui needs most at the moment, he looked at his daughter happily, and actually smiled, hugging Yumi like a child, hugging Yumi and kissing her face, "What are you doing? Everyone is an adult, your saliva makes me look so disgusting." Yumi ran away from her father's arms in disgust, although she hated it on her lips, but her heart was warm, and she found the feeling of being infinitely loved and doted on by her father when she was a child.