Chapter 22: Reunion
Xu Yifeng walked on He'an Street, he was busy in the dark these days, and when he was free, he would always think of the scene when he saw Su Jiu that day. Although Su Jiu was no longer here, he somehow came here again.
Su Ji dim sum shop, what a coincidence, Su Jiu is also surnamed Su.
Xu Yifeng walked into the store and chose a few snacks to prepare to pay the bill.
"Sir, a total of twenty dollars. Jiang Yue handed him the wrapped snacks.
Xu Yifeng paid the bill and smiled self-deprecatingly, what was he expecting. After leaving with snacks, Su Jiucai secretly came out and sat on the counter, a little stunned.
When Xu Yifeng was on the booth just now, Su Jiu saw it in the operation room and hurriedly hid.
She hadn't seen Xu Yifeng for many years, three years, or five years, Su Jiu remembered the previous things, as if they had happened in her previous life. What was the reason for the breakup between them, Su Jiu thought, what was the reason?
The distance from the fifth class to the first class is only twenty-five steps, the distance from Su Jiu to Xu Yifeng, Su Jiu thought, he will not reach it in this life.
After meeting the competition, because of Ye Jianghan's relationship, the two also nodded at each other, and they were not particularly familiar, but they could be regarded as acquaintances. Su Jiu's physics is particularly poor, and every time he goes to Ye Jianghan to borrow a physics paper to correct the answer.
At the school's New Year's Day party, the head teacher recommended Su Jiu to be the host.
Su Jiu looked at the empty playground, and when he thought that it would be full of people here, his heartbeat did not slow down.
"Are you nervous," Xu Yifeng saw that the manuscript in her hand was about to be crushed.
"I'm nervous, I've never spoken in front of so many people. Su Jiu regretted why he agreed in the first place, he was digging his own grave, and if he got stuck on the stage, he would lose face and lose his hair.
"Then why do you want to be the host, let's go to the next seat and sit down for a while to get the script right," Xu Yifeng was afraid that she would collapse if she continued on stage.
"I didn't want to come, but when the head teacher asked me to come, I came. Su Jiu hurriedly jumped off the stage.
"You are really a good student, as soon as the teacher says that you are here," even if he was so scared, Xu Yifeng was strange.
Su Jiu also wondered, "Don't you listen to the teacher, I have to do it if I can't do it." Su Jiu took the manuscript and fanned the wind, obviously why is it so hot in winter.
"If you're nervous, don't come, the teacher won't say anything, if you don't want to say it, I'll help you say it." "Xu Yifeng.
"It's okay, thank you, it's good to practice," Su Jiu is a strong person, she doesn't want to admit defeat easily, and she is the good student Xu Yifeng said, and the tasks assigned by the teacher must be completed well.
"Okay, I'm here, I'll give you an inscription then. "Xu Yifeng.
Su Jiu didn't expect that Xu Yifeng's words would become a prophecy.
Su Jiu thought that he had practiced for so long, and he was familiar with the script, and he would not have stage fright at all, but when he saw the people in the audience, Su Jiu's mind was blank.
After Xu Yifeng finished speaking, he didn't wait for Su Jiu's words, seeing that she looked at him blankly, the students below began to coax a little again, and hurriedly helped her with the words.
Xu Yifeng secretly pinched her wrist, Su Jiucai came back to her senses, and hurriedly glanced at the manuscript, she was so nervous that she even forgot that the manuscript was in her hand.
While waiting, "Thank you just now, my mind suddenly ran empty just now, but fortunately you reminded me." Su Jiu was shocked.
Xu Yifeng gave her a bottle of mineral water, "It's okay, I'm nervous for the first time on stage, if you forget I'll tell you for you." ”
Su Jiu was moved by his words, and she dragged down her partner. After that, the host Su Jiu felt much more relaxed, just like riding a bicycle for the first time, knowing that someone was holding him behind, he was not afraid of falling.
The hormones of adolescence are vigorously secreted, and the ambiguity of boys and girls is developed in the schoolyard. In this way, the two became acquainted here.
Jiang Yue was on the opposite side of the counter, looking at Su Jiu in a daze, leaning over and saying to Su Jiu, "Sister, I think it's right, you did the right thing." ”
Su Jiu suddenly woke up from his memories, "Why? Jiang Yue was only fifteen years old, and Su Jiu thought that she just wanted to comfort her.
"Although I'm young, I can see that you have a story with the man just now, right?" Jiang Yue poured Su Jiu a cup of hot tea and put it in front of her. "His presence reminds you of what happened between you, happy and painful. But you don't want to turn back. So you're right not to see him. ”
"But when I don't see it, I don't think I have let it go. Su Jiu felt that he was too cowardly, "I should be like on TV, I said to him lightly, 'Long time no see', and laughed it off, instead of being so cowardly." Su Jiu took a sip of tea, which seemed to warm up a lot.
"Sister, it's not like this, your instinctive dodge is just because, it's already passed between you, you just don't want to see the people of the past, that's all. Jiang Yue continued, "Life is not a TV series, everyone has a different attitude towards love, and everyone is not real life." ”
Su Jiu held his cheeks and looked at Jiang Yue's words, "What you said is so reasonable, how can you understand it so well, you don't look like a child." ”
"Because I've seen a lot, and when I see more, I naturally understand, didn't I wander around before, and different people look different in each place, and I slowly understand. Jiang Yue also added tea to Su Jiu and poured herself a cup.
Su Jiu was a little glad that Jiang Yue was left, and this kid also had a story. "How can I make myself have no regrets, others say that it is a pity that I have not been in love before the age of eighteen, but I am very regretful, very regretful," Su Jiu held the cup in her hand, she had a lot of regrets, and her heart was a little unhappy after all.
If she hadn't gone to graduate school and went to work, she might have some savings, and she wouldn't have had no money to treat stomach cancer when her mother was diagnosed with stomach cancer, and her mother wouldn't have kept it a secret from her until she was critically ill.
If she hadn't become friends with Xu Yifeng at the beginning, she might have been able to focus on her studies, and she wouldn't have so many thoughts, so many tossing and turning, and sleepless late at night.
If she had lived with her mother after graduation and work, she might have found out about her mother's illness earlier, and she would have had more time to spend with her mother, so she would not have been so regretful and regretful.
When you are young and want to fight in all directions, you have a long love for your children, and you always forget the people who are waiting for you to go home, and you always forget the people who are gone, and you will not come back.
"If you have regrets, you will cherish your current life more, think less about the past, and look forward to the future more. When I was a child, I liked a little boy in the village, he brought me candy every time he went to school, that sweet I still remember, he helped me copy my homework when I didn't do it," Jiang Yue told her story, "He will accompany me home, and he will leave when he arrives at the entrance of the village, which is very good." ”
"What happened later?" Su Jiu knew it was a sad story.
"Then my parents left, I didn't go to school, and I never saw him again. Sister, you said that my life is still very long, and we have hope. Although I regret it, I remember his goodness, forget the bad of life, and think that I will get better and better now, and I will be happy. Sister, we have a store, we have hope. Jiang Yue really hoped that Su Jiu would be a little confused and happy.
Su Jiu looked at Jiang Yue, his face was childish, full of vitality, wearing a ponytail, wearing an apron, Su Jiu really understood the difference between pessimism and optimism, "I see you talking like a philosopher, it makes sense, I will learn from you in this regard." ”
Su Jiu took a deep breath, "I feel much better chatting with you." ”
Jiang Yue also breathed a sigh of relief, "We learn from each other, sister, let me tell you, most of you are optimistic, but sometimes you will be pessimistic, which is normal." Recently I saw a movie that said that shadows are also a part of life. ”
Su Jiu smiled at her deep appearance and knocked on her head, "Little brat, I know so much." It's amazing. ”