"Don't think about it so much, about the things of the year, I think I still have to meet Xu Xian in person. This matter is not negotiable, and since I am the person concerned, I don't think you will refuse, right?"

"Do you think that when you meet him, you can solve these things by chatting? The grievances of the past may be far more complicated than we imagined. I don't know if the older generation really did any real harm, but I think there must be a lot of unknown things to be discovered. ”

"In addition to the events of the year, I also want to know the real purpose of his sneaking back this time, and about you being secretly photographed at night. If you don't want to say anything, then I'll have to ask the other person. ”

"There's really nothing between us, and if there were, I wouldn't ruin my engagement because of you. Wouldn't it be more practical for me to sneak away abroad to find him myself? As for the problems between the two of us, I thought you would know, and our estrangement was not a matter of a day or two. ”

"You shouldn't specifically refer to Xue Baixuan, right? Since last time, I know that the two of you have always had a knot in your heart, but I don't know how to solve it. However, we have done so many things together, I thought that these were all things that could be said directly face to face, without such mutual torture. ”

"I feel like we're both going to be the perfect match because we're both focused on what we call what we do. On the company side, we have indeed made a lot of achievements. Including your investment promotion in Zhongzhou, that colorful lady, I know everything. ”

"As I explained to you, I'm just playing on the spot. Didn't you also say that shopping malls are like battlefields, everyone wears masks, and there is no need to be too sincere. There are some things that you can't do that way and there's no other way. I wanted to get in, but I didn't have too many channels, so I ......"

"You don't have to explain so much, I've heard you say it many times. When I was a child, there was a conflict between my parents, and when my mother questioned my father, he always answered like that. Later, after a long time, he didn't even bother to find an excuse to hide it, and only said that his mother should not always stay at home and think about some boring things. ”

"I'm not going to be like that. Even if you can't avoid becoming what you hate, I will never become your father. I saw your mother in her last days, and I can imagine how cruel your father was, and there was a difference between us. ”

"Perhaps, it's just that for a long time, I felt that something was wrong between us, but I didn't know how to talk to you. Except for Sister Xue, many times I feel helpless. I believe in you, and I believe in our love even more, but there is still an uncertainty in my heart. ”

"Jin Yue, I didn't know that you had always been ...... We've been busy all the time, and there's very little time to actually be together, and most of the communication is through phone calls and WeChat. But after the photo incident broke out, I really understood that no one can change your status in my heart. ”

"So, is it because you're stimulated and jealous? When you find that you have a strong opponent who is equal to you, you feel that you are in a dangerous situation. Sister Xue was like this at the beginning, after that Zheng Chang appeared, you were in a bad mood. ”

Liu Xuan was poked by Shangguan Jinyue at his point. He knew that Shangguan Jinyue knew him, whether it was Liu Shi'an in the past or Liu Xuan now. Except for the things about Mogu, other things, it can be said that Shangguan Jinyue is the person who knows him Liu Xuan the most.

So you can grasp his actions very clearly, his emotions, his psychology, these are all in your eyes. Because of this, Liu Xuan felt that he needed to find Xu Xian and have a good chat.

Shangguan Jinyue knew herself too well, even as the person she loved the most, but Liu Xuan felt that this was not a good thing. His heart is not yet fully prepared to accept a person who eats himself wholeheartedly.

may be because he has been in the killing field for a long time, and there were too many killings in the first half of his life, which caused him to have a certain distrust of ordinary people.

Even for his master, the life-saving benefactor, the other party told him that he couldn't trust anyone in this world.

In the killing field, if there is a suspicious and trusted partner, you have to give your back to the other party when you cooperate. That's really making friends with his life, but Liu Xuan rarely has such cooperation with people, especially for people outside Mogu.

Although he didn't know what happened to the Liu family at that time, he had already doubted this cooperation model. If the person behind you calculates you at a critical time, the damage you suffer can be fatal.

This point is a thorn in his back, and he still can't mind. Especially later, after Liu Xuan learned the truth about the Liu family from his master, he was even more convinced of this.

It's not that Shangguan Jinyue is not worthy of his own trust, it's just that for Liu Xuan, there is no longer such a word in his dictionary as complete trust.

Maybe for Shangguan Jinyue, this is too cruel, after all, everyone who loves each other will think that there should be no secrets between each other.

It's just a completely blank space, no distance, does it really represent the unswerving love between the two parties? Liu Xuan couldn't be sure, he didn't even know what Shangguan Jinyue wanted.

Ever since the two of them met, Liu Xuan has always felt that he has failed the other party and made a girl wait for him for so long. He felt that he had to be doubly good to her to make up for the lack of years between the two of them. But he forgot, maybe what they lacked was not memory.

Sometimes, Liu Xuan wonders whether Shangguan Jinyue fell in love with Liu Shi'an back then, or his current self? Although they are all one person, they are completely different concepts.

"We seem to be hurting each other all the time when we talk about related topics. Frankly speaking, we both have so much to talk about on both sides, but we don't know where to start for a while. ”

"Yes, I always talk about untying my heart knot, but sometimes I can't even tell what my heart knot is. It's like after my mother became seriously ill, I thought a lot, but I just felt that I had done too little for her, and I always wanted to make up for it. But I forgot what she really wanted. ”

"No, you don't have to deny yourself all the time. I think you've done a good job, and in the last days, what else can you give her but the necessary companionship? She lacks more than this, but there are many things that you can't give, but that person won't make up for her. ”

"You see, as a bystander, you know so much about my family. It's just because of the problems between us, I think maybe you won't be able to really fit in for a while. I know that love should be tolerated, but if you and I tolerate each other like this, it will only lead to worse results in the end. ”

"What else do you want from me? I don't even know what else I can do for you now. As soon as the photo came out, I thought about how to help you solve it, although I didn't understand public relations, but I knew that I couldn't solve the problem by myself at this time, but you refused my help. ”

"How do you want to help me? Find a lawyer to find public relations, these Shangguan families have it, and Jinyue Group also has it, but if I find it, Xu Xian will be exposed, and his identity and some so-called secrets will be put in the spotlight. ”

"So you are willing to be misunderstood by me, to be misunderstood by the public, to be misunderstood by the Shangguan family, and to protect Xu Xian?" Liu Xuan asked.

"Do you think it's just him that I want to protect? We're friends, and you're friends with him. But if the events of that year were really spread out, I think it would not only hurt the three of us, but it should also be more than just entertainment news. ”

"You sacrificed yourself so that it wouldn't make things bigger, do you mean that? Hehe, you're great enough, should I thank you for that?"

"Why do you think I'm hiding? It's because I'm afraid, afraid that so many things will be made public at once. At least from my standpoint, I don't want the Shangguan family to be pushed to the forefront, and I admit that I was too selfish. ”

"You see you have the people you want to protect, and I have the people I want to protect. I thought I had been protecting you, but the first thing you thought of was the reputation of the Shangguan family. I can't say that it's wrong for you to do this, after all, you are from the Shangguan family. It's just that I'm still a little uncomfortable in my heart. ”

"I'm sorry, if this incident really hurts you, then I can only say these three words to you. I'm hiding in my shell, just to be alone and quiet, I'll definitely find a way to solve this matter, but there is no good way for the time being. Shangguan Jinyue lowered her head and said.

"How long do you want to delay? The news out there is already overwhelming, and now every additional hour may increase the click-through rate of this news, the suspicion of the outside world will increase by one point, and the impact on today's group will also increase by one point, do you know?"

"I know. But I can't help it, I can't think of anything to explain to the public. I can't imagine why the public thinks I've become a married woman before we have a much-publicized engagement between us. Just drinking with friends of the opposite sex, I started to speculate when I was photographed. ”

"You probably forgot, in addition to these identities, you were originally the daughter of the Shangguan family. This identity alone is enough to surround you with a bunch of paparazzi who want to dig up some gossip. How can a person who was born into a wealthy family not be noticed?"

"yes, it's all my fault for forgetting it for a while. I just met an old friend and made myself true to myself for a while. As a result, it was written by unknown people, and I was really miserable. ”

"Is self-pity over? What's the use of recalling these now? This is not an ordinary celebrity scandal, it can be ended by finding the person concerned or the reporter who took the photo to clarify. You haven't answered the phone all this time, and the Shangguan family should be worried about you, at least you have to reply to a message. ”

"I don't know what to say, my mind is in turmoil. After seeing you, although it was still very chaotic, at least my mood was a little calmer. Maybe you're my sedative, I think it works. ”

"That's really my honor, I didn't expect that I could still do something to you. Although I really want to help you, but in this matter, I can't go my own way, and it depends on your own true thoughts to help you subjectively. ”

Liu Xuan admitted that in the process of chatting, his mood was still very complicated. Sometimes he began to feel sorry for Shangguan Jinyue when he listened to it, and sometimes he felt stupid, but most of the time, he didn't regret that he fell in love with this woman.

Shangguan Jinyue is undoubtedly smart and beautiful, and the problem between them is not an insurmountable gap for Liu Xuan. Of course, the premise of everything is that the other party must cooperate with him now. If this stalemate continues, the longer it drags on, the worse it will be for them.