Chapter 31: Goodbye Kerr
Tang Fengling reluctantly smiled and shook her head: "There is a bus stop in front, I can take the bus back, I won't bother you, it's late at night, you can go back early!"
At this time, the wind and rain outside were even greater, and the umbrella in Tang Fengling's hand was also swaying left and right, and some raindrops fell on her face, wetting her hair and sticking to her face, looking both delicate and charming.
Li Shaohui endured his anger and said: "Tang Fengling, what do you mean? I'd rather be in the rain than take my car? Don't force me, if you know each other, hurry up and roll me up." ”
Tang Fengling looked at Li Shaohui sadly, there was a stubborn look in her eyes, she sobbed and said: "Shaohui, why are you always like this? You don't give me hope, but you want to be so good to me?" Tang Fengling had tears rippling as she spoke, blending with the rain, flowing down her beautiful face like a spring, looking not very desolate.
Li Shaohui was about to speak when he heard Tang Fengling crying: "Shaohui, do you know? You do this the most hurtful, you make me think of you all the time, miss you, you make me linger for you, but you tell me ruthlessly, I can't get you, I can't get you, do you know what it's like? Do you know how I've survived these days?
Sister Xue is unhappy, she can mess with you, Duo'er is angry, she can quarrel with you, all women in the world can be angry with you, but I, only I, Tang Fengling, am not qualified, so I can only watch you sad for them and worry about them, but you still have to pretend that nothing happened, do you know how heartbroken I was at that time?
Tang Fengling, who was crying on a rainy night, looked at Li Shaohui's dark face, didn't say a word, and whimpered: "Shaohui, obviously I am your first woman, obviously I should be the most important woman in your heart, obviously my mistakes are also forced to do so, obviously I still love you deeply, obviously you also have me in your heart, but why do you keep holding on to my faults? What do you want me to do? Are you willing?"
Speaking of this, Tang Fengling couldn't cry anymore, she pressed her heart for a long time before she said sadly: "Shaohui, I beg you, you don't give me hope, you don't want to forgive me, don't be so good to me, don't torture me, okay?"
Listening to Tang Fengling's amorous daughter's thoughts, looking at Tang Fengling's desolate face, Li Shaohui was stunned, and at this moment, he suddenly understood that this weak woman in the rain did not fight or grab, gentle and gentle, but her love for herself was not only no less than Lin Yue'er's promise, because of guilt, but it was stronger and more lasting than them, maybe in the hearts of these women, she was the one who wanted to be with herself the most, and she also loved herself the most.
After Tang Fengling finished speaking, she looked at Li Shaohui resentfully for a while, then threw away the umbrella, covered her face with both hands, and trotted away all the way, leaving only a thin back, looming...
Suddenly, her feet slipped in high heels, she stumbled, and almost fell, Li Shaohui wanted to get out of the car to help her, but in a blink of an eye, he said angrily: "Do people need it?"
Looking at Tang Fengling's beautiful shadow, Li Shaohui smiled bitterly, is it really wrong for him to do this? He gave up the comfortable and happy life in his hometown, risked hurting Lin Yue'er, and mortgaged his parents' property to set up this company, just to give them a good place to go.
But in the end, the promise is not appreciated, Xia Xue does not appreciate it, and now even Tang Fengling does not appreciate it, they are the most important women in their lives, and one of them has blended with each other, but why do they not understand them at all for so many years? And they don't want to understand themselves?
Tang Fengling's figure became farther and farther away on the rainy night, becoming more and more hazy, and it also hazy Li Shaohui's eyes.
In this stormy night, Li Shaohui suddenly realized that he and Tang Fengling were the hazy couple, the first love of the two was hazy and young, the emotions of the two were hazy and sad, the thoughts of the two were hazy and indescribable, and even the future of the two was hazy and confused, and tonight the two said goodbye in the hazy rainy night...
In fact, when He Yonghui told Li Shaohui that Xia Xue began to forgive him, Li Shaohui already faintly felt in his heart that there was no banquet in the world, and one day soon, everyone would finally say goodbye with tears and go their separate ways.
And Tang Fengling has been in "Yuanhui" for more than half a year, but such a long time of experience has not changed her soft and cowardly temperament. Li Shaohui couldn't help but be anxious in his heart, if one day in the future, she really left herself, and he really couldn't take care of her and protect her anymore, would she still be bullied with her temperament? Will the sad humiliation of the past be repeated again?
At the most powerless age, I met the person I wanted to take care of the most, but I could only watch her fall into the abyss with tears, and now I have been separated for a few years, I met again, and I have the ability, but I can't give her warmth and protection, so I deliberately stimulated her in this extreme way tonight, tempered her, and expected her to change, but can she understand her painstaking efforts?
Since that rainy night farewell, Xia Xue and Li Shaohui fell into an invisible cold war at the same time, Li Shaohui will be very uncomfortable when he sees them, and he is unwilling to say a word to them, of course, Xia Xue and Li Shaohui are also cold and indifferent when they see Li Shaohui, and ignore them.
The promise was to fish for three days and dry the net for two days to go to work, making a wordless protest, Li Shaohui dared to be angry and didn't dare to speak, so he could only hold it in his heart and make all her assessments bad, but it seemed that the promise didn't care at all, because when settling the salary, Li Shaohui was still as timid as ever and never dared to do anything.
And during this time, Li Shaohui also received the news of Xiao Bei's father's death, and after Li Shaohui was sad, he didn't tell Xu Xu, and quietly went to Xiao Bei's hometown alone to help take care of the aftermath.
After taking care of the aftermath and looking at Xiao Bei's father's grave, Li Shaohui was overwhelmed with emotion. After he returned to Shanghai, he watched Xia Xue's three daughters not see each other for a few days, and he was still as cold as before, with neither joy nor love, and his heart was very depressed, and he was more and more reluctant to entangle with them.
Now only Lin Yue'er is kind to him and doesn't give him a look, so Li Shaohui also cherishes this rare good time.
One day, when Li Shaohui was reading the information, he received a strange phone call, saying that it was related to the promise and asked him to go to the meeting.
After arriving at the agreed café, Li Shaohui looked at this strange middle-aged man who came out by himself, but he felt a little familiar.
The middle-aged man smiled slightly when he saw Li Shaohui, stretched out his hand, and said, "Your name is Li Shaohui, and you are Duo'er's boyfriend, right?"
Li Shaohui looked at this thin and easy-going middle-aged man, hesitated and stretched out his hand to shake it, and said with a forced smile: "It used to be, but now it can only be a male friend." ”
The middle-aged man smiled regretfully and said, "Oh, that's the case, I originally wanted to talk to you about her condition, but now it seems that it's better to forget it!"
"What disease?" Li Shaohui hurriedly asked in his heart.
"It's nothing, it's just a minor illness, by the way, I haven't introduced myself yet, I'm Duo'er's father, my name is Hua Zhanjun, you can call me uncle. ”
"Are you Duo'er's father?" Li Shaohui asked with a strange expression, because Xu Promise had told him about her parents, and until now, Xu Promise was still angry with her father. And Li Shaohui always felt as if he had seen him somewhere.
Looking at Li Shaohui's suspicious look, Hua Zhanjun smiled and said, "Why don't I look alike? When you broke up a few years ago, Duo'er complained to me about you?"
"It's you!" Li Shaohui was shocked, he finally remembered, remembering that on the day of Xiao Bei's accident, he was standing at the gate of the mall, asking for a promise to hold his arm and get into the car together. At the beginning, he and Xiao Bei thought that they had promised not to study well and made a lot of money, but it turned out to be like this. No wonder Xu Promise kept emphasizing that she didn't betray herself, no wonder she always thought that she had betrayed her, no wonder she could eat so much vinegar and be so angry when she saw herself and Lin Yue'er together?
Li Shaohui felt a pain in his heart, and thought of the scene of promising to deliberately find fault with himself these days, thinking of the grievances she had suffered for herself, and thinking of the kind of grievances, resentment and sadness in her eyes when she looked at herself coldly...
"Why is this happening? Why is this the case?" Li Shaohui pounded his head with his hand, in pain. Now that the truth is revealed, it turns out that she has failed her promise, that she has abandoned her, and that she has been negative first, so what should she do?
After the last misunderstanding, he and Lin Yue'er finally reconciled as before, and they had the obsession of spending their lives together, but now they have an aggrieved promise.
"Young man, are you okay? Do you want to go to the hospital?" Hua Zhanjun couldn't help but ask as he looked at Li Shaohui, whose face was distorted, squatting on the ground.
After a long time, Li Shaohui slowly stood up, wiped the sweat on his forehead, and said with a wry smile: "Uncle, I'm fine, you can call me Xiao Li, let's sit down and talk!"
"Okay!" Hua Zhanjun responded, seeing that Li Shaohui's expression had improved, and said curiously: "What's wrong with you?
Li Shaohui said bitterly: "It's okay, it's just that I thought of some things about me and Duo'er, and I couldn't control myself for a while, okay, let's not talk about this, uncle, do you need help with anything about Duo'er when you come over this time, if so, just say it, as long as I can do it, I will definitely do it." ”
"Well, Do'er's business is the main thing, but there are other things that need your help as well. As Hua Zhanjun was talking, a little girl ran out of the bathroom, ran to Hua Zhanjun's side, pointed to the cake pattern on the wall, and said in a milky voice: "Grandpa, I want that cake, it's the roll..."
Li Shaohui saw the little girl, there was a "boom" in his head, it was blank, he trembled, stared at the little girl, the tears in his eyes were like a tsunami, rushing out of his eye sockets, washing his face, making him extremely painful and surprised.
The little girl looked at Li Shaohui's crazy posture and was a little scared, so she hid in Hua Zhanjun's arms, and Hua Zhanjun also looked at Li Shaohui strangely.
But Li Shaohui didn't care about other people's eyes, he looked at the little girl stupidly, like crying and laughing, like crazy like a demon, he hadn't seen it for nearly four years, this lost elf in the world could appear in front of him again, the little face as white as the moonlight, the eyes as bright as the stars, the thin eyebrows that bent like willow leaves, and the small mouth as red as the sunset... All of them have a slight resemblance to the poor woman who died for love.