Chapter Thirty-Eight: Shameful Life

Since the promise and Hua Xiaojun's sister and brother reconciled, the promise may be out of gratitude, and he did not force Li Shaohui to hand over Ke'er as soon as possible, but Li Shaohui still remembered what he promised to say when he was separated that day, he knew that this was just the calm before the storm, and once he promised it, ten cows would not be able to pull it back.

After returning home, looking at Lin Yue'er's blaming eyes, Li Shaohui could only helplessly shirk and said that he had promised that he had not returned from his hometown yet, and when she came back, he would solve it immediately.

Late one night, after Li Shaohui and Lin Yue'er teamed up to put the naughty Ke'er to sleep, the two also stretched and prepared to wash and sleep, but at this moment, Li Shaohui received a call from Xia Xue, saying that he promised to vomit blood at home and fainted to the ground, and now he is on his way to the hospital.

Li Shaohui was taken aback, hurriedly changed his clothes and went out, after Lin Yue'er knew the reason, she took a scarf and comforted softly: "Don't worry, since you have been sent to the hospital, there will be no major incident." ”

Li Shaohui couldn't help but be a little worried because he was too worried, and said: "What you said is light, I vomited blood and fainted, can I not be in a hurry?"

Lin Yue'er smiled bitterly, stood in the living room in a daze, biting her lip and moistening her eyes.

On the road, Li Shaohui's car was speeding like an arrow off the string, and his heart had already flown to Xu Promise. In the past few days, he didn't inquire about Xu Yue's condition, but Xu Yue either looked at him coldly, or sneered: "Li Shaohui, do you wish I was sick and died early, and then you can be with Lin Yue'er sweetly?"

When he arrived at the hospital, Li Shaohui flew into the emergency room like the wind, and Xia Xue, Tang Fengling, and Hua Xiaojun were already waiting there.

Tang Fengling sat on the chair with Hua Xiaojun in her arms, her face was sad, sobbing and choking, and Xia Xue was also crying pear blossoms with rain, walking around the corridor at a loss.

Li Shaohui hurriedly stopped Xia Xue and asked eagerly, Xia Xue choked up and said: "We don't know what's going on, Duo'er has been in a very bad mood these days, we all know that she is because of you and her family, so we don't dare to provoke her on weekdays." Today she finally felt a little better, saying that she was going out to buy us supper, but as soon as she went out, she coughed up blood and fainted on the ground, and she is still rescuing!"

After Li Shaohui heard this, his body was like five thunderbolts, his body was weak, and he almost fell to the ground, but fortunately, Xia Xue reacted quickly and helped him, and said anxiously: "Hui Wazi, are you okay?"

Li Shaohui's facial features were distorted, and he muttered bitterly: "How can this be? How can this be?" He had long expected that things would not be good, not to mention that Xu Yu and Hua Zhanjun had always refused to tell the truth, just said that with Xu Xu's proud and stubborn nature, if she knew that her heart belonged, she would cut it in two even if she was in pain, turn around and leave, and she would never drag mud and water, but this time she seemed to be a different person, not only did she not leave, but she kept finding fault, constantly torturing herself and her...

In the midst of everyone's anxious hesitation, the door of the operating room opened, and an angel in white came out. If in the past, Li Shaohui disdained them, thinking that they were red envelope angels or the red-bellied mosquitoes on the wall, then at this moment, Li Shaohui was grateful to them from the bottom of his heart, and he didn't dare to show the slightest disrespect.

Subsequently, the promise lying on the hospital bed also came out, Li Shaohui had a "boom" in his head, standing stupidly, he looked at the promise blankly, and suddenly, tears gushed out, and then, he covered his heart that was constantly twitching, threw himself beside the promise, and looked at this woman who loved it to the bone stupidly.

At this time, the promise made her little face pale, her lips were purple, and her cheekbones were standing like two hills because her cheeks were too thin, she opened her dim eyes slightly, and smiled at Li Shaohui with difficulty, Li Shaohui's heart was like a knife, and he cried in a dumb voice: "Duo'er, what's wrong with you, how did you become like this?"

Before Xu Yu could speak, the doctor next to him stopped Li Shaohui's actions in a timely manner, and said coldly: "The patient needs to rest, don't disturb her, and who of you is her family, come with me." ”

Seeing that Xu Yu was pushed into the ward and fell asleep again soon after, Li Shaohui and his party had to follow the doctor into the office, and the doctor looked around at everyone and said solemnly: "Do you know what disease the patient is suffering from?"

"What's the disease?" Tang Fengling was the first to ask anxiously.

"Doctor, do you want to kill us urgently?" Xia Xue looked at the doctor who was still silent and urged anxiously.

The doctor sighed and said slowly, word by word: "Liver-cancer--middle-----late-stage." ”

"How could this be?" Xia Xue exclaimed, Li Shaohui was in a trance, could no longer stand, and fell straight backwards.

"Big brother, what's wrong with you?" With Hua Xiaojun's exclamation, Xia Xue and Tang Fengling turned their heads to see that Li Shaohui, who was colorless, had fallen to the ground. The two hurriedly ran over to help him up, and Tang Fengling cried in a dumb voice: "Shaohui, what's wrong with you? Don't you scare me? I only have a relative like you now." ”

After a while, Li Shaohui woke up a little from a trance, he looked at Xia Xue and Tang Fengling with sad faces, and wanted to speak, but his lips moved a few times, but he was still speechless, only tears kept overflowing from his eyes.

Xia Xue and Tang Fengling looked at each other and smiled bitterly, helped him to the chair, and asked the doctor again, "Doctor, how can this be?"

"How can this be?" the doctor smiled coldly and said, "You are her family, she is in this situation, and you came to ask me?

The doctor's angry words made Xia Xue and everyone lower their heads in shame, and after a while, Tang Fengling asked weakly, "Doctor, is the patient still saved?"

The doctor sneered: "The cancer is in the middle and advanced stages, do you think it can be cured?"

Xia Xue said sadly: "If the patient is treated with the best conditions, how long will he live?"

The doctor looked at Xia Xue and the others, and finally his face eased, and he sighed helplessly, and said: "If the patient can maintain a good attitude, then three to five years is still possible, if it is still like the current emotional ups and downs, then it is possible to lose his life at any time, and today is also early for you to send, otherwise..."

After leaving the doctor's office, Li Shaohui became demented and demented, and his heart began to be numb, he really couldn't figure out how he was a big living person who made a fuss some time ago, and how he became a dying terminal cancer patient in just one or two months?

Xia Xue and the others originally wanted to wait in the hospital for Xu Xu to wake up, but Li Shaohui, who had been stupid for a long time, relieved himself, but said: "You guys go back first, there is still me here, Xiaojun still has to go to school tomorrow, you also have to go to work, if you let Duo'er know that her illness has mistaken everyone's business, you will be more careful, so you listen to me, go back first!"

Tang Fengling said with a smile: "Shaohui, why don't you let Sister Xue go back with Xiaojun first, I will accompany you here and wait for Duo'er, what do you think?"

"No need, you can go back too!" Li Shaohui looked at Tang Fengling, and suddenly a nameless fire was born in his heart. Begin to be angry, and then disgusted.

"But can you do this? We're all worried about you. Tang Fengling looked at Li Shaohui with a worried face.

Li Shaohui was angry, sneered, glared at Tang Fengling viciously, and scolded: "Are you worried about me? You will also worry about me? Why did you go earlier? If you hadn't abandoned Lao Tzu back then, would Lao Tzu have so many bad things?"

Li Shaohui looked at Tang Fengling's face flushed in his accusation, his expression was sad and ashamed, his heart became more and more disgusted, and he couldn't help but reprimand angrily: "Tang Fengling, you get out of me, get out of Lao Tzu, Lao Tzu will be annoyed when he sees you, get out, get out!" In the end, Li Shaohui was simply roaring hysterically.

And when Tang Fengling was also staring at Li Shaohui in a daze, tears fell like rain, crying uncontrollably. At the end, as soon as she turned around, she covered her mouth and nose and ran into the dark night, leaving a hazy figure and a sad cry like crying, Xia Xue looked at Li Shaohui for a moment, sighed helplessly, and pulled Xiaojun to chase Tang Fengling.

Li Shaohui looked at the direction in which Xia Xue and the others left, and his heart suddenly felt empty, his body went limp, and he slid down against the wall.

After a while, Li Shaohui's mobile phone rang, he opened it indifferently, and found that it was Lin Yue'er's, his heart twitched, and suddenly he thought of the dead Xiao Bei, so he pondered for a long time, and as soon as he connected it, he cried: " Girl, I'm sorry, I know I'm very selfish to do this, I know it's unfair to you that I'm doing this, I know I'll break your heart by doing this, but I can't help it, Duo'er has a terminal illness and won't live long, I don't want to leave her, I don't want her mother's tragedy to happen to her again, when Do'er's mother dies, her father won't forgive her mother, and won't go to visit again, so I--I..."

As Li Shaohui spoke, he thought of the sad and innocent girl in the living room just now, standing stupidly, he had already hurt her once, did he have to come a second time?

Li Shaohui's heart was like a knife, he slammed his mobile phone on the ground, squatted on the ground with his face covered, and cried...

And after Lin Yue'er listened to Li Shaohui's heart-rending cry, she looked at the sleeping Ke'er, burst into tears, and murmured: "Ke'er, Li Ke'er, are we really going to say goodbye to Dad?"

After a long time, Li Shaohui leaned against the wall, slowly stood up, trembled his body, and walked towards the promised ward.

After entering the room, Xu Yu had already woken up, and when she saw Li Shaohui, who was in tears, she smiled with difficulty, and said, "I heard someone crying just now, is it you?"

Li Shaohui's face turned red, wiped his eyes, and defended: "What are you kidding, I'm a man, how can I cry?" Before the words fell, he couldn't help but shed tears again, and promised to smile distressedly, wanting to wipe his tears, but she was weak after her illness, and she couldn't even speak, how could she lift her arms?

Li Shaohui grabbed her little hand, put it on his face, and wiped it for him.

After a while, Xu promised to apologize: "Husband, I'm sorry, I didn't want to come back last time, and I didn't want to come back to disturb your life."

In fact, when Sister Xue told me and Ling'er that you wanted us to come back, the three of us decided to stay in Chengdu after thinking about it for a long time, but the day before departure, the three of us didn't know what was going on, and we all took the flight back to Shanghai.

I know it's useless to come back, but I don't know why I want to see you.

When I learned that I was dying, I thought of my mother again, and when she died, my father neither forgave her nor visited her, leaving her with regrets.

When I didn't see you, I thought that it would be good for me to go away like my mother, and die a clean death, neither to make others sad nor to trouble.

But when I see you, I can't control myself, I just want to see you sad for me, cry for me, I just want you to accompany me through the last journey of my life, I don't want to be alone like my mother, I don't even have a man who is sad for her.

Sometimes I think about my mother's way of walking like that, maybe because she angered God, so God deliberately tortured her, punished her, and told her that she deserved it, but I didn't betray you, and I didn't deserve that ending!

But what can I do after I come back and see you? You have already gotten along with Lin Yue'er, it's so sweet, like glue, although I am very envious and jealous, but I also know that I shouldn't break you up.

But I don't want to lose you, so I don't know what to do these days? I can only continue to torture you, and torture me, when I see you angry with me and can't speak, I will be very happy, very happy, but after a short period of revenge, my heart will ache deeply, so painful that I can't sleep late at night, my mind is full of your smile, all your figure, all the memories with you..."

"Don't say it, don't say it, Duo'er, it's me who is sorry for you, it's my little belly, I wronged you without figuring out the situation, and I married a new love, it's my fault, it's all my fault..."

Xu Yumo rubbed Li Shaohui's cheek and said with a wry smile: "How can I blame you? Everything is my fault, I know that since you were abandoned by Ling'er, you have especially hated women's farewell, you would rather me make it clear to you face to face and turn into the arms of others, rather than I don't say a word, I don't say goodbye, neither give you hope nor let you despair."

But I know your intentions, but I still have to trample on your dignity again and again, and let you stand in place and wait for me, being toyed with by me.

It's just that you fool, you know all the truths, you know my purpose for doing this, but you are still willing to wait for me, waiting for me for more than a year, even if Belle's death makes you heartbroken and makes you hate me to the bone, but you are still willing to grieve for me and worry about me..."

Listening to the sentimental daughter's family, Li Shaohui became more and more painful, crawling on the promise and crying.