Half a life of suffering

Hearing her say this, Yuan Li's mood did not fluctuate.

But he still said lightly: "No matter what, I won't let you go into danger again."

Your body is indeed very weak, and there must not be the slightest jolt. ”

Seeing that he had such an opinion, Xian Yuyun restrained some of his original posture, and instead said in a tone of persuasion and lesson: "Yuan Liβ€”β€”

I know you're willing to take care of me until I recover, but I don't.

I don't want to be in bed like this for a year and a half, and everything about myself has to be arranged by someone else.

If you come, you can, but you can't really stay by my side all the time.

So, what if something happens to my body?

Moreover, if I lie in bed like this, will anyone be able to manipulate me at will?

This time it was paralysis, and what about the next time?

Besides, I don't want to be a powerless mortal anymore.

I want to be like you - over the mountains and mountains, full of energy, dazzling fluorescent, writing legendary calligraphy and paintings.

I want to go and see it from afar.

If you keep dragging this mediocre body, you will never be able to see the scenery in the eyes of such people.

I don't want to do this, I want to change, even if you don't let me go now, I will definitely be able to take advantage of the loophole. ”

She said this, looking at Yuan Li's eyes, her eyes were full of determination.

At the beginning, Yuan Li was moved by Xian Yuyun's remarks and shook his position.

But then, he reacted again, he didn't want the other party to be better at all, but worried that she would end his life.

Therefore, after a moment of wavering, he regained his due sanity, and immediately spoke: "Little one, this is not as natural as you say, poetic.

If you fail to open up the veins, the worst result is that the whole body will burst open, and it will come from the depths of the human bones.

Even if it is not the worst outcome, the common result is that some of the bones that are the carriers of the veins are broken and shattered to a greater or lesser extent.

If you look at yourself now, if you were to suffer all these hardships again, do you think you would be able to handle it?

Even if you carry it, how much more will the date of your paralysis go up, and how serious will the paralysis be?

And even if you survive all the days of being paralyzed in bed, there will be a tumor left in the place where your bone is broken.

If it's just like this, then when you get better, you can go back to your normal life and survive as always.

There's no need to be so heavy and sad, you say, little one?"

Finally, he looked into her eyes, leaned down to her, and gave her a gentle kiss on the forehead.

After Xian Yuyun was briefly immersed in this sweetness, she still brought up the matter again.

But this time, she said in a long-term tone of affection without regrets: "No, no matter what the result of the failure after the impact on the Yun Pulse is, if I survive, then I will die on the spot."

Don't cause any more trouble to anyone.

At least, I experienced such warmth before I died, and I died without regrets......"

Hearing this, Yuan Li immediately hugged her tightly, and then said: "You don't need to say such things, I promise you." ”

Hearing this, Xian Yuyun raised her head, and her face changed into a happy smile.

But then, Yuan Li continued: "But there is one point, this matter has to be put on hold for a few days, and you can't rush for quick success.

Also, on that day, I'll have to go with you into the Drum Room. ”

When she first heard the first sentence, Xian Yuyun was still thinking that Yuan Li wanted to use the excuse of "holding off for a few days" to shirk it again and again.

But when she heard the latter sentence, she didn't dwell on it anymore, because her attention was drawn to the last sentence.

Next, seeing that she immediately wanted to refute it, Yuan Li interrupted her in advance by preemptively.

"You don't need to talk about it anymore, as long as you don't want to go, then I will definitely accompany you to the end. ”

Yuan Li lowered his head and pressed his forehead against Immortal Yunyun, and said like this.

Seeing this, Xian Yuyun's heart was warm at the same time, but she also smiled bitterly, and she continued: "Then you say-

If in the end I fail, but I don't die directly, and both of us become dying after being tortured by that, who will rescue us?"

Yuan Li: "There will be other people, not to mention my face as the lord of the city."

Even if I killed all the thieves with my own hands and saved the city from fire and water, no one would ignore us and fend for themselves. ”

Hearing this, the fairy Yunyun didn't seem to be convinced, and immediately said, "Then what if the first person to come up after that is sneaky?"

Yuan Li: "Then we will resign ourselves to fate and die together." ”

The context in which he uttered the great maneuver of words was devoid of emotion, and what one could hear was only the words, and nothing else.

But it made Xian Yuyun feel a flutter and flattered by this.

Next, the two of them lay on the bed like this and talked for a long time.

During this period, Yuan Li reacted that the food was about to cool down, and appealed to Xian Yuyun to eat while it was hot, but Xian Yuyun was unrelenting and hugged him, wanting him to guard his side every step of the way.

It really made him ridiculous and unreasonable, but in the end, he still complied with the other party's request, and the two snuggled up to each other like glue.

In this way, the two of them rarely fell asleep in the thick concentration of affection.

In the next few days, Yuan Li was running around to find the drummer of the bell and drum room and other trivial matters, and at the same time, he had to rush back to Yuan's house, Xian Yuyun's room from time to time.

This performance moved many people around him after watching it.

However, during this period, Yuan Li also heard dirty words like "What kind of tricks did that bitch Xian Yuyun do to Yuan Li, and what kind of ecstasy drugs made him work so hard for her".

Many people have clearly expressed their attitude - the reason for looking down on Xian Yuyun is that she committed adultery in marriage and was a prostitute.

Especially the slot of being a prostitute, it has become the main reason why everyone insults her.

But Yuan Li is particularly clear that the fact is that Xian Yuyun has been just an elegant lady from an ordinary family in the folk from the beginning.

It's just that after being accidentally swept by that disgusting him, he was raped, and he was forcibly accepted under the Yuan family.

At first, her parents not only didn't speak for her, but secretly scolded her for not knowing what to do, and didn't think about how she could take this opportunity to join the Yuan family, but they were reluctant.

This is also one of the pressures of being married into the Yuan family at the beginning.

Since then, she has suffered a lot of discrimination and cold eyes in the Yuan family, and anyone in the Yuan family who has a little power dares to call on her and make a face at her.

None of the many servants dared to approach her, for fear that they would be mistaken for Xian Yuyun's companions and would be targeted together.

At that time, Yuan Li only knew that he was enjoying himself in the city every day with a fat skin, and he would not return to the house if he was not summoned by his parents or under special circumstances, how could he come forward for Xian Yuyun.

It wasn't until people didn't have the interest and energy to deliberately target her that the situation got better.

Later, after the red-clothed Qianying, that is, the blood cultivator brought him a bloody and huge lesson, he woke up.

But he already had no feelings for Xian Yuyun, not to mention, at that time, including for a very long time until this riot, what Xian Yuyun meant to him......

It was just a shadow mark in front of him, pointing to his past sins.

So he proposed to her at that time, but she wanted to fight for a breath, or was it some other reason?

She refused.

It wasn't until she met the traitor who Limo later on, she was in love, and her heart was rippling, that she regained her willingness to reconcile with herself.

The two of them have no feelings for each other, and it is normal for them to leave, especially when he sees Xian Yuyun leaving for love, he is even more happy from the bottom of his heart.

On the one hand, she is happy that she has finally survived her suffering and rushed to love, and on the other hand, she is happy that she will finally not face her "living crime" again.

Who knows, after that, she was immediately betrayed, and when she realized the hatefulness of Limo, she suffered the blow of being rejected by her biological parents and not recognizing each other.

All of them, all the way up to the present paralysis of the lower limbs.

Looking back on everything she had encountered, Yuan Li understood that it all came from herself, that is, herself!

At this moment, in the face of those people who are demeaning and derogatory to Xian Yuyun, he only thinks - maybe only the people who are lowly in their mouths pick up the killing weapon, destroy their lives, trample on everything they have, and ** their relatives until they die violently!

At that time, these monkeys, who are participating, driving the mind game, trying to lift themselves to the highest point and make themselves look as much like a human as possible, will understand that no matter what the person has done or what position he is in, as long as that person has not directly or indirectly inflicted any evil deeds or malice on any harmless and non-malicious person......

Then that person should not suffer from the persecution of evil deeds and evil deeds.

Good and evil are the basis for judging a person's good or bad.

But since when did people stop distinguishing between good and evil, but between skin color, nationality, race, occupation, and region......

And he gave these things the name of good and bad, and taught the future generations that those who are engaged in this profession are good people, and those who are engaged in that profession are bad people.

This nation/country is great and beautiful, and that nation/country is ugly and rotten.

People of this color are ordinary people, and people of that color are garbage.

...... in this area

And so on and so forth.

When did human beings, who are supposed to believe in good, evil and civilization, evolve into monkeys with only human brains and human bodies, and enjoy it in the game of thoughts?

Yuan Li couldn't help but wonder - or, in fact, the so-called good and evil civilization never existed? This statement is just a series of slogans for monkeys to promote their own group positively?

Yuan Li couldn't help but think of a fact that almost came true, that is, if he hadn't been woken up, how many tragedies would he have created that were no less than those of Xian Yuyun?

Who can directly correct this ugly and troubled world?

But whoever it was, he knew, it wouldn't be him.

Therefore, he could only try to be the savior of Xian Yuyun alone, and alleviate a series of pains and grievances in the first half of her life for her.

Especially when he heard that almost everyone was belittled of her, he knew very clearly! He was the only one left in her world!

This is also the ideological background of his willingness to run forward and backward for her without complaint!