Chapter 231: Iron-Hearted
Five years later.
Xinyue was about to prepare for kindergarten, Lin Wenwen compared several schools, and then let Xinyue choose by herself, where to go to school if she liked the environment.
Lin Wen was free and took the new moon to visit these schools separately.
Fang Yu also followed.
Visiting the second school, the new moon is decided.
Lin Wenwen said, "Don't you look at it again? Maybe there will be a better one next?"
She shook her head, "I'm absolutely fine here." ”
Seeing that she was firm, Lin Wenwen didn't say anything more. In this way, a large part of the time is free.
Xinyue tugged Lin Wenwen's hand and said, "Mom, can you take me to the amusement park with Dad?" ”
It turned out to be this mind.
Lin Wenwen smiled, "Okay, then let's find a place to eat first, and then go to the amusement park in the afternoon, and then pick up Sister Mu Tong from school after it's over, okay?"
"yes, I'm so happy. ”
Crescent Moon happily jumped on the spot, then spread out and ran out.
"Slow down, be careful of falling. ”
Crescent Moon ran to the slide in the kindergarten and played on her own.
Lin Wenwen looked sideways at Fang Yu and said, "You taught it, right?"
"What? I don't understand what you're saying. He grinned, smiling ignorantly.
She looked at the joyful crescent moon again, time flies so fast, but in the blink of an eye, five years have passed.
In the past five years, she has grown rapidly, under the leadership of Cen Jinghuai, she can be independent, and she can also support the entire Fang Group alone, but she still lacks some qualifications, and she still needs to continue to sharpen and learn, and it is best to do it herself, so that she can grow faster.
She also likes to do it herself, making herself extremely busy, three hundred and sixty-five days a year, she hardly has a time to rest, only a little time to spend with the child, once the child falls asleep, she will never allow herself to have a rest, she will immediately arrange work, even if she does not arrange, she will read all kinds of materials, books, and do not let herself stop.
Nor can it be stopped.
Fang Yu later joined the company and was on an equal footing with her, with a clear division of labor.
Life is slowly on the right track, slowly, she doesn't have to rely on Cen Jinghuai's help, she can also help Cen Jinghuai.
Helping each other, she is also doing her best to help Cen Jinghuai's plan.
As long as she is needed, she will not say a word, even if it may affect the Fang family's business, she will not hesitate.
She knows that Cen Jinghuai has helped her a lot today, and as long as she still has the right one day, she will stand on Cen Jinghuai's side and do whatever it takes to go to the soup. She also hopes that Cen Jinghuai can complete the task quickly, get together with warmth, and the two of them can have lovers and eventually become married.
In the past five years, Fang's has developed rapidly, and its business has become better and better. Lin Wenwen also occasionally appears in financial magazines and newspapers, and occasionally appears on television.
The infighting of the year, even today, is still talked about.
Many people have a question, what about Fang Hengxi?
Where did he go afterward?
It was as if the world had evaporated, and there was no more news. Occasionally, some gossip will come out, saying that I saw him in such and such a city, as if he had become an office worker, an ordinary clerk, living a 9-to-5 life, and there was no one else around, just alone.
Some people also said that he opened his own company, started a new business, and became a small boss. It seems that there is a woman around me.
There are different opinions, and I don't know whether it's true or not.
Anyway, Lin Wenwen didn't know where he went, and Fang Yu didn't know either.
At home, they rarely mention the name Fang Hengxi.
There is no company either, time will dilute a person's sense of existence, it takes many years to establish a foothold in one place, but it only takes a few years to wear off the traces of this person. The rapid development of the company, the transfer of personnel, the survival of the fittest, how many people still remember Fang Hengxi's actions and contributions in the company.
Lin Wenwen found a restaurant, and when the time was about the same, he called the new moon and left the kindergarten.
In the afternoon, when she entered the amusement park, Xinyue was excited, pulling Lin Wenwen and Fang Yu around to play, wanting to try everything, and she was very bold.
If it weren't for the age, the roller coaster might have gone up.
Lin Wenwen was a little afraid of heights, Xinyue wanted to make a Ferris wheel, she didn't think much about it, so she asked Fang Yu to accompany her. Xinyue didn't force it, and took Fang Yu with her.
Lin Wenwen found a place to sit down, she was a little tired.
She watched Xinyue and Fang Yu line up, and soon got on the Ferris wheel, and when they went up, they waved violently in her direction.
Lin Wenwen also waved at them, and then kept looking at the small lattice they were sitting in, slowly rising. A little higher, she retracted her gaze, and in a trance, she seemed to see Fang Hengxi.
Just on the other end of the crowd.
She stood up and subconsciously ran over.
However, when she walked through the crowd, there was nothing, and there was no Fang Hengxi at all.
She rubbed her eyes and smiled to herself, what is this? Can she hallucinate in broad daylight?
When she turned around, she saw the somewhat familiar figure again, crouching to tie a little girl's shoes.
She stood still, didn't move for a long time, and her heart rose to her throat. She pursed her lips and opened them slightly, never able to call out the name.
After a while, when the man got up, took the child's hand and turned around, he realized that it was just a resemblance, not Fang Hengxi.
The man walked past her.
Lin Wenwen lowered his eyes and smiled.
She went back to her chair and sat down, she was busy every day, in order not to let herself be cranky, to enrich herself with work, to fill every minute and every second, so that she didn't have to reminisce about the past, recall the tragedy of that year.
The days always have to go forward.
But even if she immersed herself in her work, in the dead of night, those memories still stuck in her head, haunting her like a ghost. It seems to be forcing her to say a word of regret, forcing her to completely collapse, and forcing her to admit her mistakes.
Kelin Wen held on, but he didn't want to shed a single tear, but he gritted his teeth and endured it.
It's all gone, it's already gone, it's impossible to turn back.
Never.
When Fang Yu and Xinyue came down from the Ferris wheel, they saw Lin Wenwen lying on the rest chair, looking like he was asleep.
Xinyue stopped halfway through the run, passed lightly, and said to Fang Yu: "Shh, Mom is asleep." ”
Fang Yu glanced at it, Lin Wenwen's face was ugly, and the ugliness was worrying. He chuckled in his heart, and when he was about to call her, Lin Wenwen suddenly opened his eyes and woke up suddenly.
She sat up straight, saw Xinyue and Fang Yu, was stunned, and said, "I'm asleep?"
Crescent Moon smiled and said, "Yes, Mom, are you too tired? ”
Fang Yu looked at her face, with Xinyue by her side, she didn't want to ask much, she only said: "Let you rest well, work overtime every day, do you think you are beaten by iron?" Otherwise, you go back to rest first, and I will play with Xinyue for a while." ”
Lin Wenwen rubbed his forehead and said, "It's okay, I'll go back and sleep." ”
"Hmm. Fang Yu called someone, and Lin Wenwen left first.
In the evening, Fang Yu knocked on Lin Wen's door, holding Zhou's mother's stewed tonic in his hand.
She glanced at it, turned around and went in, Fang Yu followed behind, and said, "Have you been for a physical examination recently?"
"I don't have time, I'll go in a while. ”
"What projects have you been working on lately? I'll help you top it, and you can take a day to check it out." ”
Lin Wenwen sat down, still holding the document in his hand, and looked up at him, "What are you doing?"
"Do you know that you have an ugly face at the amusement park today? ”
"Yes? Maybe it's a little cold. She touched her face, "I don't feel uncomfortable, maybe I'm really tired." ”
He took the document in her hand, closed it and put it beside him, and said, "Since you know that you are too tired, let's take a rest." The company doesn't need you to work so hard. ”
She smiled, "Okay. By the way, how have you been getting along with Miss Qin lately? She is very good in all aspects, and she is quite a good match for you, so think about it. You're not too young anymore, you have to start a family. I've already found a house, and I'll move out in two days. ”
"Move a fart, this house is so big, isn't there a place for you yet?
"Needless to explain, I made our relationship clear to her after she knew her from the beginning. ”
"It's not. Lin Wenwen, why can't you be with me?"
At the beginning, not long after Fang Hengxi left, Lin Wenwen filed for divorce with Fang Yu and promised to divide the property in half. Fang Yu disagreed at first, delayed for a long time, and finally signed a divorce.
But because of the children, the two still live under the same roof and raise them together.
Calculating the time, they have been together for eight or nine years, and there must be feelings.
No matter what Lin Wenwen treats him, anyway, Fang Yu is at ease now, and he intends to remarry her, so there is nothing wrong with being together like this.
But Lin Wenwen didn't mean this, not at all.
"To get married, you have to find someone you like very much, you and me, you just think that you have a child, so you can still make a living together, get used to it. I don't want to be by you. ”
Fang Yu was a little unhappy, "This is obviously your own imagination, when did I say that it was improvised, I also like you a lot." ”
Lin Wenwen sneered, "You can do it." Get out of here, I want to rest. ”
"My daughter is mine, don't think about taking it away. ”
"It depends on who she wants to follow, and if she wants to follow you, that's fine. ”
Fang Yu ran out of ideas, took a breath, and finally changed the topic, and went around to the physical examination, "I'll check it tomorrow, don't forget." ”
"Let's talk about it. ”
The next day, Lin Wenwen still didn't go to check, but still went to work in the company, and went on a business trip the next day.
……
Day after day, no surprises, no surprises.
What makes Lin Wenwen feel the happiest is that Lin Nuan and Cen Jinghuai finally have a lover and finally become a family, and after a lot of hardships, it is good to be together as usual.
It's just that they are incognito, and Lin Nuan can't contact her often, which makes her feel a little lonely.
When Lin Nuan disappeared, she felt as if she was missing something, and her heart was empty, and no matter how much work she did in the future, she couldn't fill this vacancy.
After that, her dedication slowly declined, and she handed over a lot of things to Fang Yu.
She has more time to do other things, such as charity, helping in disaster areas, teaching in primary schools in mountainous areas, and so on.
And just like that, another few years passed.
Once to deliver supplies to the disaster area, she met Huo Ruanen.
She is already married, and she is said to have a good relationship with a man who is a good match for her.
The two hadn't seen each other for a long time, and Lin Wenwen didn't go to say hello, but Huo Ruan En saw her and took the initiative to come over to talk to her.
"Long time no see. ”
Lin Wenwen nodded, "Long time no see." ”
Huo Ruan En looked at her and said with a smile: "You are a little thin, are you too busy to eat?"
She smiled, noncommittal.
Huo Ruan En said: "You can be regarded as getting what you want, are you happy to live such a day?"
"Happy. She nodded, not really wanting to talk to her.
But Huo Ruan En seemed interested, "Do you know where he is?"
She was silent, shook her head, and without waiting for her to speak, she replied, "Of course, I don't want to know. ”
Huo Ruan was stunned, his eyes were a little cold, he stared at her for a while, smiled, and said, "Yes, you are really a person who does great things, your heart is really hard enough." If I told you that in the original struggle, if it wasn't for Fang Hengxi's deliberate release of water, you wouldn't have won at all, would you be a little sad?"
"But I still won, why should I be sad?"
Huo Ruan En raised his eyebrows, "Also, you were already taking advantage of his feelings, and you succeeded, you should be happy." I feel sorry for him, how could I like a woman like you. ”
Lin Wenwen still smiled.
"But it's okay, he gave you everything you wanted, and took back everything you didn't want. Now he lives a very good life, he is going to get married next month, he is in Hangzhou, he has a company in his hand that is about to be listed, and his wife is the daughter of the richest man in Hangzhou. I was very kind to him and loved him very much. ”
Lin Wenwen's smile deepened, "Then I really want to congratulate him." ”
Huo Ruan En smiled, "He loves each other very much." Don't think that he is just going to settle, for the sake of profit, he got married because of love. ”
When Huo Ruan En found him, he was down, doing a similar job and living a similar life. She really liked him at that time, and she couldn't see him like this, so she stayed with him for a long time, and told him that she could marry him even if she didn't care about the past.
But Fang Hengxi didn't agree, he directly refused.
Then, without knowing it, she left the city again.
When Huo Ruan En left, he told Lin Wenwen the date and place.
Lin Wenwen finished his work, returned to the hotel to rest, took the medicine on time, and then lay down to rest.
When I closed my eyes, my ears were full of Huo Ruen's words, which sounded in my ears again and again, like a magic spell.
He was married out of love. ’
Life is realistic, it won't break people's hearts like that, and people will love you wholeheartedly, no. If you fall, you can still get up, and you can heal if you have been injured.
The world is so big and there are so many people, you don't have to do it, and you can't only love you for the rest of your life.
No.
As long as you stay through it a little longer, you can still wait until someone you like very much, come out of the shadows, and embrace life again.
And that's a good thing.
That day, Lin Wenwen wrote it down.
When he was about to arrive, Lin Wenwen went to Hangzhou and found a convenient hotel to live in.
I used to go on a business trip for work, and I came here a few times, but I didn't stay for a long time. This time, it didn't last long, after she arrived, she didn't go out, she slept in the hotel.
Time always passed very quickly, she was three days early, and these three days seemed to her as if they were three hours, and they passed after a good night's sleep.
After the last encounter in the disaster area, Huo Ruan En added her WeChat, and at this time, Huo Ruan En sent an address.
It should be the place where Fang Hengxi got married.
In the evening, Lin Wenwen took a bath, changed his clothes and went out. took a taxi and arrived at the hotel according to Huo Ruan Enfa's positioning.
The wedding of the richest daughter in Hangzhou was grand, the whole hotel was wrapped, and their wedding photos were posted at the gate.
She saw Fang Hengxi, such a big one, he was still the same as before, wearing glasses, Sven, with a smile on the corner of his mouth in his eyes, warm as jade, just like the first time she saw him.
She was a little late, and the guests were almost all inside.
Lin Wenwen entered through the side door, escaped the eyes of the security guards, and found the hall where they held their wedding.
There was a live broadcast of the wedding on the big screen outside, and the person standing in the middle of the stage was him.
He didn't wear glasses and had a big smile.
It's different from before, he used to be heavier and laugh less, probably because his mind was heavier and he thought more. Now, after he left the Fang family and let go of the burden of revenge, he lived like himself.
The picture of the woman appeared in the camera, a very beautiful girl, who should not be very old, a little shy, with tears in her eyes, should be excited.
That's what it's like to marry someone you like and marry love.
Lin Wenwen had thought about many things before, what kind of scene it would be like to see him again, but he never thought that it would be such a picture.
She hid outside his wedding venue and watched his wedding live broadcast, but it was just a door, and she didn't have the courage to take a look at the real person.
The master of ceremonies is talking, telling about the beautiful love of the bride and groom, from their meeting, to acquaintance, to private life.
Lin Wenwen listened very clearly and listened very carefully.
As they exchanged rings, she finally mustered up the courage to push open the door, and everyone looked ahead, so that no one noticed that there was an extraneous person in the banquet hall.
It was dark in the hall, and she leaned over and stood in the dark corner, just in time to see the people on the stage clearly.
The two exchanged rings with each other, and the bride laughed and wept. From Lin Wenwen's perspective, looking at the past, I could only see the bride's expression.
But that's enough.
When you exchange rings, you kiss the bride.
Then the lights came on and the audience blessed.
Fang Hengxi arrived here, and with new friends, he was already capable, so he naturally mixed well.
Huo Ruan En sat in the guest seat, and after the lights came on, she looked around. Then, on her mobile phone, someone sent her a photo, which was Lin Wenwen leaving.
The corners of her mouth raised, which was really relieved.
She'll regret it.
Regret your decision.
……
Lin Wenwen returned to the hotel and was caught by Fang Yu.
He huffed and looked at her like this, "Are you crazy?!Are you trying to make others worry about death?!"
She smiled and said, "Don't get excited, I asked the doctor, I can come out." ”
"You can come out, can you tell me? Who are you going to scare to death?"
"I'm such a big person, I can still lose myself. Lin Wenwen laughed at his fuss.
"What are you doing dressed like this?"
"No, go out for a walk. ”
"How did you come up with the idea of coming here?"
"I suddenly thought, no? By the way, I asked for the warm address, I'll take the crescent moon to her next month, okay? If you won't let me take the crescent moon, then I'll go by myself, I want to be warm." ”
She didn't tell Fang Yu, she saw Fang Hengxi.
But Fang Yu later also knew what she was going to Hangzhou for suddenly.
A month later, her condition stabilized and she went to New Zealand to find warmth.
They live in a small town below New Zealand, the environment is very nice, and the house is also very large and idyllic. Cen Jinghuai recovered well, the husband and wife were together comfortably, opened a coffee shop and a bookstore in the town, and lived a comfortable, calm and stable life.
When Lin Wenwen saw the warm double chin, she knew how good her life was.
At night, Nuan slept with her, Xinyue slept with Zhinan, the two little girls were about the same age, and they were very topical.
Wen Wen took her hand and said, "What does the doctor say?"
"How can I say it, it's not those words, I used to hear them when my mother was sick. It's still pretty much the same. ”
Lin Wenwen was more unlucky, she inherited Qi Yulin's illness, and it is estimated that she will not live to be forty-five years old. If you work hard, you should be able to reach the age of fifty.
In fact, when she was pregnant, a doctor reminded her to do more examinations.
"Then you actively cooperate. ”
"Do you still need to say this, I must actively cooperate, I still want to live for many years. She smiled, hugged the warmth, and said, "I'm so happy to see you so happy now." ”
When she said this, her voice trembled a little, and her eyes became hot.
"Seeing your happy appearance, I feel very happy. Life is getting better and better. ”
Lin Nuan felt very sour, hugged her, and said, "Or stay here." ”
She smiled, "I do, but I'm a little scared of you, Dr. Lin." ”
Lin Nuan said so, so he did so, and asked Cen Jinghuai to make arrangements, bring their mother and daughter here, and contact the hospital.
Lin Wenwen did not refuse, and Fang Yu did not have a reason to refuse.
Lin Wenwen can already be said to have no relatives and no reason in Haicheng, Lin Hongyi has been dying for the past few years, and he doesn't know where he has gone.
Even if Lin Hongyi is still there, Lin Wenwen is unwilling to deal with him.
Speaking of which, she really only has one relative, Lin Nuan.
Lin Wenwen originally wanted to live alone, but Lin Nuan didn't allow it.
Since then, Lin Wenwen has eaten dog food every day when she opens her eyes until she sleeps, and these two people are so tired that she can't stand it.
It's too greasy.
The key problem is that she can't escape yet, Lin Nuan has to take her with her wherever she goes, and Cen Jinghuai has to follow her wherever she goes, so it's a threesome.
Moreover, they don't treat her as an outsider, they kiss when they want to kiss, and they say what they want to say, completely treating her as air.
Later, Fang Yu also got married, met a girl with a strong heart, and then got married.
Lin Wenwen sometimes thinks that God may give her a miracle to let her live a little longer.
After all, she is very happy every day and actively cooperates with the doctor.
Unfortunately, there are no miracles.
When she was forty-nine years old, she suddenly became very energetic, and she handed over all her property bank cards to Lin Nuan, and all her property could make Xinyue worry about food and clothing for the rest of her life.
That last night, Lin Nuan stayed with her.
At the moment she took her last breath, she told Lin Nuan, "He is married and very happy with the girl he likes." I see it. ”
When she closed her eyes, a smile tugged at the corner of her mouth.
Lin Wenwen later kept thinking, did she regret it, she actually regretted it, but later she knew that she had this problem, and she felt that she didn't regret it so much.
Isn't this good, he can be happy, and he deserves to grow old with the person he likes.
When Lin Nuan was packing up Lin Wenwen's relics, there was a box full of scandals related to Fang Hengxi that Ying Yao had printed for her before, as well as some group photos, as well as things that Fang Hengxi gave her.
Cen Jinghuai sat next to him and said, "I checked later, and she was the one who broke the news about Fang Xu'an and He Meiqi's scandal, and she still didn't admit it." ”
……
Lin Nuan brought Lin Wenwen's ashes back to Haicheng, people want to return to their roots, she was born and grew up in Si, so she naturally wants to return here.
Buried next to Qi Yulin.
Later, by chance.
Fang Hengxi came to New Zealand for a tour, and happened to come to Lin Nuan's town, and coincidentally entered her bookstore.
When the two saw each other, they were a little surprised, and they simply greeted each other.
Fang Hengxi had a doll on the cupboard, just as he was about to leave.
Lin Nuan still couldn't help but say, "Wen Wen left when she was forty-nine years old, and she inherited her mother's problem." ”
Fang Hengxi paused, glanced back at her, smiled, didn't say anything, pushed open the door and left.
Lin warmed the glass door and saw that he handed the doll to a little girl, a family of four, who looked very happy.
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