Chapter 39: Resignation
Li Shaohui, who let go of his worries, bought another ticket to Nanjing and got on the train back to Nanjing.
Li Shaohui found a place to sit down at random, looking out the window, there were large green rice fields, full of vitality and vitality, and at this time the train also put a moving and sad song, "Finally, you are not by my side, finally let me out of sight, we can't renew our relationship..."
When Li Shaohui returned home, Lu Yao's phone also called.
"Li Shaohui, what do you mean? Playing in the middle of the night is missing? Is it because we are not well entertained as the host? Or do you think this is fun?" As soon as Li Shaohui connected, Lu Yao's voice roared through gritted teeth.
Li Shaohui smiled bitterly, although Lu Yao was very angry at her for not saying goodbye, she could hear her concern for herself in and out of her words, presumably she must have been very worried when she just found out that she was not there!
Maybe in this world, in addition to her parents and relatives, she is the person who cares about herself the most, thinking of this, Li Shaohui finally couldn't bear the pain in his heart for two years, and muttered: "Sister Yaoyao, I got the news of Ling-Ling--Tang Fengling, she--she actually ran away with a rich man..."
"What? How is it possible? Who did you listen to?" Lu Yao on the other end of the phone was stunned when she first heard the news.
Li Shaohui wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, eased it for a long time, and then endured the heartache and explained the truth of the matter in detail.
"No, I think there's something strange about this, at that time, you both had good jobs and great prospects, and you only need to survive for a few years to live the life you want, how could she be infamous for doing that kind of thing?
And what kind of person is Ling'er, don't you know, she is so self-respecting and self-reliant, how could she do those messy things? Could it be that there is some unspeakable suffering?" Although Lu Yao was also very sad, as Tang Fengling's best friend, she categorically did not believe everything in front of her.
Li Shaohui choked up and said: "Sister Yaoyao, like you, I never believed that she would abandon me for money, glory and wealth, so I found a lot of excuses for her departure, so I willingly stayed in Nanjing alone and waited for her for two years, but what can I do?"
Facts are facts, far better than words, she still became that kind of person after all, abandoned me for money, and gave up her original intention.
What else could it be besides her vanity that is doing something wrong with the occurrence of these things?" Li Shaohui said, remembering the situation of being alone in Nanjing in the past two years, and tears were inadvertently left.
And Lu Yao was also silent, not knowing what to say.
After a long time, Li Shaohui smiled bitterly again: "It's been two years, it's been two years, I've been thinking about it day and night for the past two years, but I think about it, it's like this, Sister Yaoyao, you say it's ridiculous?"
"Shaohui, sister knows that you are very aggrieved and miserable now, and sister can't figure out how Ling'er could do this, how can you say that she can be ruthless?
"Look at you, Lao Li was already very sad and sad, you didn't persuade him well, but cried first to make trouble. This is Yu Qiangzhai's voice, he took the mobile phone from Lu Yao's hand and said to Li Shaohui: "Lao Li, how did you come over in the past two years, Yaoyao and I both saw it, although we can't help you with anything, but you have to remember one thing, we will always care about your sister and brother, always." ”
"Well, Lao Yu, thank you. Li Shaohui sighed heavily, this is probably the best brother! When you are in trouble, he will not say those tender and sweet words, but he will firmly tell you with his actions that no matter what happens, you should not be afraid, because he will always stand by your side and be your most solid support.
After a while, Yu Qiangzhai said solemnly: "Lao Li, in fact, in the past two years, we all have a faint guess in our hearts, Tang Fengling She is an adult, and she disappeared out of thin air in a society with such good public security, it must not be an accident, but she deliberately chose to stay away from us and chose a road of no return, this road of no return is not cheating for a normal woman, what else can it be?"
I'm sure you have this idea in your heart, but we don't want to believe it all along.
Now it's okay, now that the ending is out, since Tang Fengling's derailment has become an established fact, then I will directly say some things, Tang Fengling has changed, she is no longer the person we know, you don't need to be sad for her anymore, you have wasted two years of time for her, you are worthy of her enough, and now it is time to wake up, and it is time to get out of the shadow of the past and start a new life. ”
"How do I get started with a new life?" Li Shaohui smiled weakly.
"Several business groups of our company happen to have sales departments recruiting people during this time, if you want, I can say hello to them to ensure that you can come in, and the treatment here is also good, much better than your home." Yu Qiangzhai put forward his own opinions.
"Yes, Shaohui, now Nanjing for you, there is nothing to be nostalgic for, you come to Shanghai, first, you can leave that sad place, change the environment, change the mood, and second, the three of us can also take care of each other. Lu Yao on the side sobbed and persuaded again.
Li Shaohui sighed and said, "Well, it's not impossible, but you let me think about it again, okay?"
After that, the three of them chatted for a long time before they hung up the phone, and Li Shaohui was physically and mentally exhausted, tossed all night, it was strange that he was not tired, he lay on the bed, and after a while, he fell asleep, but because he had something in his heart, he often had nightmares, one after another.
When he woke up from the dream, he looked at the ceiling in a daze, tired of seeing, and fell asleep again in a hazy manner, so repeatedly, I don't know how many times he tossed, and when he was really sleepy, he opened his mobile phone and found that it was more than 11 o'clock in the morning of the third day, he didn't expect that he would sleep in such a mess for more than two days.
Li Shaohui was alone in the room in this time and space, lonely, silent, only the ancient clock on the wall ticked and walked, unhurried, unhurried, the light outside the house was projected through the window, forming a dazzling light curtain, a little dust flew in the light curtain, and cast on Li Shaohui's bearded face, Li Shaohui suddenly rose a boundless loneliness, as if abandoned by the whole world.
Yes, in the past two years, Tang Fengling has abandoned herself and her life again.
Li Shaohui really couldn't bear this kind of loneliness that went deep into the bone marrow, so he simply washed up and went to the electronics factory to go through the resignation procedures, this confused and numb life should also end, not to die in silence, just to explode in silence, he still has a lot of good time to do what he wants to do.
The resignation procedures of the electronics factory went quite smoothly, and after Li Shaohui finished everything, it happened to be 12 o'clock at noon, and it was time for the employees to eat.
At this time, the young and decadent employees rushed out of the prison-like factory buildings as if they had regained their freedom.
In this vast sea of people, Li Shaohui looked back and suddenly found a girl, she was soft and pretty, it was Zhu Jing.
Li Shaohui wanted to come forward to say hello to her, although he had never had anything to do with her all along, but the two had a few brief heart-to-heart contacts, and there were also so many sweet secret send-offs, and now that he was about to leave, he should say goodbye.
But before Li Shaohui could take a step forward, a thin monkey with yellow hair and bells and whistles came out next to Zhu Jing, the man held a cigarette in one hand and put the other hand on Zhu Jing's waist, Zhu Jing half pushed and half pointed, and walked into the cafeteria with the man with a smile.
Li Shaohui stopped speechless, people, it's too easy to fall!
After a while, Li Shaohui turned around suddenly without hesitation, facing the bright sunshine, with a smile, and walked forward with a brisk step, and the electronics factory, Zhu Jing, Tang Fengling and many other past events behind him were like yellow leaves blown up by the breeze, and he was completely left behind, among which a fallen leaf was unwilling to be lonely, swaying and falling on Li Shaohui's shoulder.
Li Shaohui sighed silently, flicked it down gently, landed at Li Shaohui's feet, and was ruthlessly stepped into the sludge by Li Shaohui.
Author's experience: At this point, the first volume is coming to an end, Li Shaohui will also say goodbye to the past, bid farewell to Nanjing, and start his new life in the magic capital, who will wait for him in the magic capital?