Chapter 3: My Cousin's Feelings
3. My cousin's affection
Zhang Jiayong can be said to be an excellent man regardless of his appearance, figure, and talent, in the first half of Zhang Jiayong's life, it is not that there are no women who like him, and he does not react to the favor of women at all, but the constraints of moral concepts make most of his sexual encounters end without a problem.
One
The first person to clearly express his affection for Zhang Jiayong was Zhang Jiayong's cousin.
Zhang Jiayong went to the countryside at the age of 16, entered the factory as a worker at the age of 18, in 1977, the college entrance examination was resumed, in 1979, Zhang Jiayong was directly admitted to the Nanjing Institute of Posts and Telecommunications from the factory, and went to school with a salary, in the winter of 1981, Zhang Jiayong, who was proud of the spring breeze, accompanied his mother to visit relatives in Heilongjiang, and his mother's eldest brother, that is, Zhang Jiayong's uncle, worked at the Mishan Railway Station in the remote Heilongjiang.
The time difference between Mishan and Zhangjiayong provinces in Heilongjiang Province is relatively large, and at home, they go to work at 8 a.m., leave work at 6 p.m., and go to bed at 10 p.m. In Mishan, it will be dawn at three or four o'clock in the morning, and at four or five o'clock in the afternoon, it will be dark, and I will go to bed at 8 o'clock in the evening. This made Zhang Jiayong very unaccustomed to it, he went to bed too early at night, and he couldn't sleep on the hot kang in the northeast, so he couldn't get up in the morning, and at three or four o'clock in the morning, his uncle's family got up, leaving Zhang Jiayong alone to make up for sleep on the big kang.
The uncle has four children, two sons and two daughters, and the youngest daughter has a single name, and the little girl looks white and refreshing like her name. Cheerful and generous, quite the style of a Northeast girl. Seeing the aunt from the northwest region coming with her eldest cousin, she was very enthusiastic, and she was very happy after running.
Cousin Jie is seven years younger than Zhang Jiayong, seeing that Zhang Jiayong always can't sleep well, he is anxious, at night, the family sleeps, in that era, there is no TV at home, Cousin Jie sits silently with his eldest cousin alone. Occasionally, there is a movie in the railway club, Cousin Jie is excited to take the hand of the eldest cousin, go to the railway club to watch a movie, it is dark in the northeast, the movie theater is dark, I can't see my fingers, I enter the movie theater, Zhang Jiayong can't see anything, my cousin is familiar with the way, holding the hand of the eldest cousin, and straight to the seat. Most of the movies have been watched, it doesn't matter what you watch, the important thing is to be with your eldest cousin, and that's enough.
Cousin Jie is in high school, and her studies are very good, and the children of my uncle's family are average in learning, so Cousin Jie is smarter, depending on the situation, and has the opportunity to be admitted to university, but as soon as I understand it, there are many candidates in Heilongjiang, and the acceptance rate is low. Zhang Jiayong has participated in the college entrance examination, for the college entrance examination policy, a little bit of the college entrance examination policy, feel that if Jie cousin to the northwest region to take the college entrance examination, maybe more certain, the northwest region has a small population, there are few students to take the college entrance examination, the college entrance examination acceptance rate should be higher, so he strongly encouraged his mother to take his cousin home to participate in the college entrance examination in this province.
Two
Regarding Zhang Jiayong's idea, the uncle raised his hands in approval.
One is that I have many children, and my daughter already has two, girls, sooner or later I have to get married, it is better to go out early, and the second is to be local, after all, the college entrance examination is difficult, there is no absolute certainty, if you can be admitted in a different place, you are also the first college student in the family. The third is that the youngest daughter follows her own aunt, rest assured, the uncle is a cadre, and it may be beneficial to the child's growth in the future. In any case, it's a good deal.
For Zhang Jiayong's thoughts, his mother disagreed, and his mother had her own thoughts: none of her four children had a family, except for the eldest Zhang Jiayong, who was self-sufficient, the other three children had not yet settled, and they were still studying in school. In this world, more is better than less. But he couldn't stand Zhang Jiayong's persuasion, so he reluctantly agreed.
The uncle was very happy, patted his chest and guaranteed the ticket, cleaning all the expenses of the cousin, and did not have to worry about the eldest sister and eldest brother-in-law. It's just that the eldest sister and eldest brother-in-law bothered.
In this way, Cousin Jie completed the formalities in Heilongjiang, followed her aunt and cousin, and came to the remote coal city in the northwest.
In the aunt's house, Cousin Jie expressed great enthusiasm for her eldest cousin Zhang Jiayong, and after studying, she went to Zhang Jiayong's room and chatted with Zhang Jiayong. Zhang Jiayong vaguely felt the feelings of his little cousin, but he felt that maybe he was suspicious, after all, the blood relationship was too close.
Judging from the national map, this province should be the smallest province in the country, with the smallest geographical area in the country, with a population of only a few million, which is not as large as the population of an ordinary city in the mainland, and every year, there are not many students who take the college entrance examination. It has been six years since the resumption of the college entrance examination, and what Zhang Jiayong can think of, others can also think of. Most people have realized that the college entrance examination is not only a way to get a job, but also the best channel to change the path of life. Some people have already seen the benefits of gaokao immigration.
Three
Management is also aware of the problem.
When I went to the school to go through the enrollment procedures, the school informed me that there were new regulations in the province, and candidates who moved in from other places could only take the college entrance examination one year after the hukou moved in. In addition, candidates who move in from other places, if the college entrance examination is online, need to sign an agreement and be assigned in a targeted manner, and if they do not obey the assignment, they will not be qualified for the college entrance examination.
After reading these regulations, Cousin Jie has nothing, after all, she is young, she has grown so big, and she left her parents for the first time, although she can be very happy with her eldest cousin all day long, but she still misses her parents in her heart, knowing this regulation, Cousin Jie signed the agreement very happily and took the train back to Heilongjiang.
A year later, my cousin came to the northwest again.
A year has changed a lot, this year, after being introduced, Zhang Jiayong met Huiru, the two fell in love at first sight, quickly determined the relationship, and began to enter the countdown, ready to get married.
After receiving a telegram from Cousin Jie's train arrival time, Zhang Jiayong asked Huiru to go to the train station to pick up her cousin. One is to make Cousin Jie die, and the other is to show off, although Cousin Jie is much younger than Huiru, but her appearance is average, compared to Huiru's beauty level, Cousin Jie is still a little worse.
The cousin was angry.
As soon as Cousin Jie got off the train, she saw Zhang Jiayong on the platform, and ran over excitedly, shouting: "Cousin!" Zhang Jiayong took Cousin Jie's luggage and introduced with a smile: Jie, this is your future sister-in-law.
Cousin Jie's expression froze suddenly, and her face turned gloomy in an instant, snatched the luggage from her cousin's hand, and walked out of the train station quickly without saying a word, leaving behind the embarrassed Huiru and the dazed cousin.
Cousin Jie was admitted to Ningxia Medical College. fulfilled the college dream of my cousin's family.
However, what puzzled Zhang's father and mother was that after Zhang Jiayong and Huiru got married, Cousin Jie never returned to her aunt's house. Zhang Jiayong knew that his cousin was unhappy, but the newlywed Yan'er didn't have time to think about it, so let him go. When my parents often talked about Cousin Jie, why didn't they come to my aunt's house? Do you think that the family is not well entertained, and the little girl has a temper? When Zhang Jiayong heard this, he did not make any comments, but buried his head in enjoying the happiness of the newlywed.
A year before Huiru's car accident, Cousin Jie took the train back to Heilongjiang, on the train, I met a young man Xiao Zhao who was a soldier in Azuo Banner in Inner Mongolia, Xiao Zhao was younger than Cousin Jie, and his home was also in the northeast, but it was not in the Northeast, but in Inner Mongolia's Zhalaite Banner, which is located at the junction of Heilongjiang, Jilin and Inner Mongolia provinces, not far from Cousin Jie's Mishan. The tedious long journey with a young travel companion excites Cousin Jie. The young man was very able to say, and he could see that Cousin Jie was a college student who was not deeply involved in the world, so he tried his best to please Cousin Jie, Xiao Zhao's family conditions were better, and he bought a lot of delicious food on the road, and dedicated it to Cousin Jie diligently. Cousin Jie is obsessed with her cousin, and the huge emotional gap cannot be made up, and the appearance of Xiao Zhao has greatly satisfied Cousin Jie's psychology.
Along the way, the journey of several days and nights made the two young people have a good impression of each other and quickly fall in love.
Four
Cousin Jie got the news of Huiru's sister-in-law's car accident and rushed to her aunt's house as soon as possible.
At this time, the relationship between Cousin Jie and Xiao Zhao has made substantial progress, and everything that should be done has been done, just waiting for graduation and getting married.
At this moment, my sister-in-law had a car accident, this news made Cousin Jie have mixed tastes, my cousin is still young, not yet thirty years old, and he will definitely take another step in the future, and now, the opportunity has appeared again, do you need to turn? Xiao Zhao has reached the level of talking about marriage, Xiao Zhao's mother has agreed, to use her relationship in Inner Mongolia's Zhalaite Banner to arrange a job for Cousin Jie, and the school is also ready for liquidated damages, everything is ready, only the east wind is owed, and now, there is such a sudden change, making it difficult for Cousin Jie to make a choice all of a sudden.
On the second night of my sister-in-law's car accident, Cousin Jie came to her cousin's house alone, at this time, my cousin was the only one in the house, sitting silently, Cousin Jie didn't know what to say, and she could only accompany her cousin without saying a word.
It was getting late, and my cousin began to sob, and his voice grew louder and louder, and at last, he began to cry.
Cousin Jie didn't know how to comfort her cousin for a while, so she could only bring a towel and keep wiping her cousin's tears.
The cousin suddenly grabbed his cousin's hand and tightened.
The cousin froze, and after a while, gently took his cousin's head into his arms, and let his cousin sobble in his arms.
Looking at the cousin in her arms, the cousin was like a dream, and she whispered, brother, just cry out loud.
Zhang Jiayong stretched out his hand and hugged his cousin tightly, his cousin felt something, his mood was complicated, and it was irresistible, thinking that he was no longer a girl, his body had been given to Xiao Zhao, now, I don't know if my brother still likes my sister?
and Xiao Zhao, my cousin has already written to my cousin to talk about it, including the latest situation, and my cousin knows that my cousin has no radical language, just simply congratulated them.
At this moment, my cousin was in my arms, looking at my helpless cousin, my cousin wanted to do something for him, she said softly, brother, I know you feel uncomfortable, otherwise, you want me now, right?
The confused cousin watched her take off her clothes one by one, her face flushed, he trembled and stretched out his hand, stroking his cousin's young white and smooth body, the cousin began to be confused under the touch of the cousin, she murmured: Brother, my own brother, I finally waited for this day, you want me.
Suddenly, Zhang Jiayong jumped up from his cousin's side and said loudly: Sister, you and I are not Lu You and Tang Wan'er! Your future is still with Xiao Zhao, sister, forgive me!
My cousin was stunned for a moment, naked, and for a while, I didn't know what to do.
My cousin picked up my cousin's clothes and put them on her, sister, we will always be sisters, don't do this!
Three years later, my cousin graduated and returned to my aunt's house for the last time, at this time, she had already received a marriage certificate with Xiao Zhao, and her future mother-in-law also came, completed all the formalities for Cousin Jie, and came to pick up her daughter-in-law to get married. When he came, just in time for the wedding ceremony of Zhang Jiayong and Huibei, Zhang's father and mother warmly invited the prospective in-laws and cousin Jie to attend the wedding. Cousin Jie politely sent a big gift, and sincerely wished her brother and sister-in-law happiness, when taking pictures, Cousin Jie insisted on standing next to her cousin, taking a photo with her brother and sister-in-law, parting, cousin hugged her cousin tightly, and whispered in her cousin's ear, "Bad guy!"
Zhang Jiayong's first affection ended like this.
After the cousin left, he never contacted his aunt and Zhang Jiayong, Zhang Jiayong just listened to the uncle in Heilongjiang, Xiao Zhao was demobilized and returned to Inner Mongolia's Zhalaite Banner, arranged by Zhao's mother to work in a company, arranged for Jie cousin to work in Inner Mongolia's Zarai Banner Hospital, cousin married soon after giving birth to a daughter, but life was not good, a few years later, Zhao's mother died of a sudden illness, and soon the Qili enterprises began to go bankrupt one after another, Xiao Zhao's company was not spared, after being laid off, Xiao Zhao worked as a security guard in a handling market, earned very little money, but his temper became more and more irritable, from time to time he beat his cousin, and still looked for a woman outside, barely passed a few years, still divorced, after the divorce, the cousin never reorganized the family, alone with the children, wholeheartedly to be a good doctor, the progress is very fast, less than forty years old, has become the director of the flag hospital.
Cousin is an eternal pain in Zhang Jiayong's heart.
Later, Zhang Jiayong met several women who liked him, each of which was unforgettable and unforgettable.