Yuan Changwen was lying on the hospital bed, a little unable to sleep.

Maybe the beds in hospitals across the country are all purchased in the same way, anyway, there is not much difference from the inpatient departments of ordinary hospitals.

Of course, the bed should be wider, about one meter two, and then there are only two beds in one room, and there is also a bathroom.

I don't know if all mental hospitals have this structure, or if this one is special, and it feels like sleeping in a hotel room.

In a daze, Yuan Changwen fell asleep, as if he was not asleep again.

A bottle of water was placed on the bedside table, and he drank in a daze.

Suddenly, his body twitched slightly, and Yuan Changwen suddenly found that he was still lying on the bed and did not get up to drink water.

[The feeling just now, hehe, is like really drinking water.] 】

Yuan Changwen turned over, ignored it, and continued to sleep.

After another moment of confusion, I opened my eyes slightly and found that it was already dawn.

The curtains are illuminated by the day, and it's a new day.

Yuan Changwen lay on the bed, didn't want to get up at all, closed his eyes and wanted to continue sleeping.

I found that I couldn't seem to sleep.

[Alas...... Forget it, let's take a nap later. 】

Yuan Changwen thought about it, but he didn't actually think about it, but he just had this thought in his head.

[Huh?]

Yuan Changwen sat up, half of his vision was his own arm.

[It seems that I am numb from sleep, and my hands are a little unable to put down.] 】

Yuan Changwen didn't care, sitting on the edge of the bed, feeling weak, he couldn't even stand up.

The arms still occupy half of the field of vision, diagonally down and up, like the vision of lying on the side with the arms on the pillow and opening the eyes at the same time.

Yuan Changwen wanted to put his hands down, but he couldn't, and if he wanted to stand up, he still couldn't.

It seems that it takes a lot of force to do this usually easy action.

[Damn!Get up!]

In a trance, Yuan Changwen found that he was still lying on the bed, lying on his side with his arms on his side.

…………

[Was that a dream just now?]

[Another dream within a dream?]

Yuan Changwen smiled and slowly sat up. This time, without an arm to occupy the field of vision, I sat up easily.

[Also, if the arm is really numb, it should not be able to lift it, how can it not be put down!]

Yuan Changwen shook his head, got out of bed, and put on his shoes.

[I'm the only one?, did everyone go out to?]

Yuan Changwen remembered that it should be high school now, and his roommates had gone for a morning run.

[Damn!I actually missed the morning run?!]

[It's over, it's over, I'm going to be scolded to death!]

Yuan Changwen wanted to get dressed quickly, but he felt that he was moving super slowly, and he didn't seem to be able to get dressed well.

Anxious, anxious, who knows how the head teacher will punish this time!

[Hurry!]

In a trance, Yuan Changwen found that he was still lying on the bed, lying on his side with his arms on his side.

…………

[Huh?]

[What's going on?]

Yuan Changwen turned over and found that his arm was completely numb, and when he moved slightly, it was a different kind of sourness.

The roommate next to me had already gotten up and was making up the bed.

Yuan Changwen lay on the bed and said with a smile: "Let me tell you, I had two dreams just now, and I dreamed that I got up, but I didn't get up. ”

Roommate: "Did the ghost press the bed?"

Yuan Changwen: "I don't know, I'm dreaming anyway." But it's okay, at least it's up now. ”

The roommate nodded, and then started to play songs, and got up in the morning to listen to songs, which is standard in the dormitory.

Yuan Changwen got up and went to the toilet, but he couldn't walk to the toilet, as if there was an invisible air swamp, which made it very difficult to move forward.

[Let's go!]

In a trance, Yuan Changwen found that he was still lying on the bed, lying on his side with his arms on his side.

…………

[What's going on!]

[Can't wake up by yourself?]

Yuan Changwen opened his eyes and saw that his roommates had changed from one to three.

"Oh no, I can't get up now!"

The roommates looked confused.

Yuan Changwen said a little anxiously: "I've been dreaming, and every time I think I'm awake, but in fact, I'm not awake at all." ”

The roommates were also frightened, helping to find a way, and one of them even went to tell the teacher, saying that Yuan Changwen had been dreaming in a loop and couldn't get up.

Yuan Changwen looked around anxiously, and found that the little fish in the bedroom jumped out of the fish tank and were struggling on the ground.

Hurry over and put the little fish back in the fish tank, and the mood will be much better in an instant.

Yuan Changwen took a closer look, and there were some small fish fry that were also on the coffee table outside the fish tank for some reason.

Luckily, the fry are so small that a small puddle of water can keep them alive temporarily.

Yuan Changwen forgot what he had dreamed about, and began to concentrate on putting the small fry back into the fish tank.

…………

Another trance.

Yuan Changwen found that he was still lying on his side with his arms on his back.

【it!】

[Can't get up?]

Another dream, followed by a state of lying on his side.

Then I woke up again, but I was still in a dream.

Yuan Changwen tried to wake up in a dream, and his roommate also suggested that he could jump off the bench.

When I woke up, I was still in that position.

I thought I woke up, but I was still in a dream.

It's not a simple dream within a dream, this Nima doesn't know how many layers of dreams there are.

"Tick!"

Horn sound?

…………

Yuan Changwen opened his eyes suddenly, and saw that he was lying on his side with his arms resting.

But this time, it was really awake.

Yuan Changwen breathed rapidly, his heart beat faster, as if he had a nightmare.

[Are you really awake?]

(Yes, back to reality.) ）

This is the gap between dreaming and reality, once you wake up, you know that you are awake.

[What about the evidence?]

(No, what evidence does this Nima have?)

[Then who knows if I'm in another dream?]

(Don't you feel it??The difference between the feeling of being awake now and the foggy feeling when dreaming is obvious!)

[When you dream, can you tell the difference?] Or rather, this is an advanced version of the dream, and those just now are just low-cost dreams. 】

(Stupid!)

Yuan Changwen smiled, and sure enough, he couldn't be sure of anything other than "I exist".

Calm your heartbeat a little, roll over, and relax your slightly numb arms.

Yuan Changwen lay flat on the bed and looked at the ceiling.

Is this what waking up to?

What I'm doing now is also trying to wake up from this dream?

Kill self-definition, remove all unreality, and what remains is authenticity.

Wake up?!

Arousal?!

This is a very appropriate word to describe the current state. Isn't this just for the sake of awakening?

It's just that the word awakening always feels a little awkward.

When it comes to awakening, one thinks of spiritual cultivation and Zen Buddhism.

Could it be that he is taking the route of a sect?

Or is it that the sect has already gone through the road of awakening?!

Yuan Changwen was taken aback by his own thoughts, if this was really the case, then he could find some books on this subject and study them carefully.

Look at how those masters, those popes, awakened!

Yuan Changwen immediately got out of bed, didn't even care about washing, and wanted to open the door and go out.

only to find that the door could not be opened!

It took a while to hear a click before the door could be opened.

Depend on!

Zhen Nyima is a prisoner!

Yuan Changwen did not dwell on these at this time, but found Dr. Keiko and said that he wanted to read a book.

It has to be said that the psychiatric hospital also has its own library, which is not large, but has a collection of nearly three thousand books.

Thanks to the national policy, it is mandatory that every hospital must have a library.

Yuan Changwen quickly flipped through all kinds of books, what spiritual enlightenment, what everything is the best arrangement, what is living in the present, and what compassion blooms for all things......

No!

None of the books match Yuan Changwen's state, and all of those books are teaching people to be good.

Good to your sister!

Invisible to good and evil are opposites, both belong to the definition of self-weaving?

Evil is the bad guy, good is the good guy?

Let go of this falsehood and go after another?

What's the difference?!

Yuan Changwen slammed the book on the ground, causing the administrator to suddenly become nervous.

"It's all rubbish!"

Yuan Changwen didn't look back, and left the library, leaving behind a spilled book.

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