Chapter 45: Rejection of ambiguity
Lying on the sofa in a bored daze, the phone screen lit up again, and I was afraid of disturbing Jiang Yan's rest, so I turned to silent mode.
I took out my mobile phone and looked at it, there were more than a dozen WeChat messages, I opened the WeChat, and saw that Yang Yi sent it to me.
She didn't type, she didn't send a voice, she just sent me more than a dozen pictures, all of which were pictures of some landscapes.
I have to say that the skills she takes are really good, and the scenery is really beautiful.
"This is the place, the view is really good. β
After reading these photos, I was in a good mood, so I typed and asked her.
"Xishuangbanna. β
I took a cigarette from the table, took a puff and asked, "How is it, how do you feel when you see these beautiful scenery?" β
"Don't be surprised, watch the flowers bloom and fall in front of the court, go and stay unintentionally, and look at the sky and clouds. β
"Yang Yi, I like this sentence very much. β
"Hopefully you're like that. β
"I will, I hope you are the same, after you two finish playing there, are you going to bring Yang Qi back. β
"No, I didn't plan to take him back. β
When I saw Yang Yi's words, I couldn't figure out what this woman was doing here.
"Why did you come so far to him? β
"Because I want to know if he's doing well. β
"It's so good for him. β
"Because he's my brother. β
"But he's afraid of you, Yang Banxian. I jokingly said to her.
"Isn't it normal for him to be afraid of me, I'm Yang Banxian. β
"Do you say that Yang Qi and his fiancΓ©e are really in love?"
"Love is not an impulse, it is not an infatuation, love contains passion, but it is not the same as passion, love contains happiness, but it is not just happiness. True love is tolerance, sacrifice, sharing weal and woe, and never giving up. β
"As Yang Qi's sister, as Xiang Xin's sister, I don't want to let this matter take care of it, let them handle it themselves, all I can do is occasionally see if the two of them are okay. β
"Li Yu, I won't tell you, I'm sleeping, but I still have to tell you, you don't say goodbye, I'm angry, so you're going to be unlucky. β
Seeing this news, I smiled helplessly, how did I provoke her, no, forget her, sleep.
When I woke up the next day, it was 9 a.m., and I felt tired after tossing and turning for days.
I went to the bathroom, brushed my teeth, washed my face, and tossed for twenty minutes, and then knocked on the door of Jiang Yan's room.
After knocking a few times and not hearing her voice, I opened the door of her room and found that Jiang Yan was not inside.
I glanced at the house where she lived, and it seemed that she was also a careful person.
I searched for her in all the rooms for a long time and didn't see anyone, could it be that she went out, but her feet were not neat.
After a few minutes, the door was turned by a key, and then I saw Jiang Yan walk into the room.
With xiao long bao and gruel in his hand, he shook it at me and said, 'Let's eat.' β
"I said that your feet are not good yet, why are you still running so far to buy breakfast, won't you wake me up and let me buy it?"
I said to her a little angrily.
"I ate your cooking yesterday, and I didn't do you much of a favor, so I felt the need to prepare something to eat in the morning. β
Jiang Yan said lightly to me while putting the snacks on the table.
"No, your legs are inconvenient now, I'll do these things in the future. β
"Let's eat first. Jiang Ran said coldly again.
I always feel like she's getting a little weird today, completely different from yesterday.
Jiang Yan took a sip of porridge and said, "I thought about it for a long time last night, don't you think the way the two of us get along has become a little ambiguous." β
I took a bite of the bun and glanced at her.
"Ambiguous, is there one? Why don't I feel it. β
In fact, what I said was a little insincere, in fact, I also felt it, she didn't know my name, she didn't know my age, and I didn't know anything about her, but sometimes, two people are like a couple, and they reconcile after a quarrel.
"There is no you should be clear. β
"So what?"
"I'll let you stay here for five days, and if your father comes here or not, you'll move out after five days. β
"Okay, I promise you. "I think people really take care of me enough when they say that, can I still say a word.
"You live in the other room, don't sleep on the sofa, we can talk as little as possible, okay. β
"Yes. β
"You really don't have to care about my legs and feet, after eating this meal, let's eat our own in the future, of course you can use my kitchen. β
"Yes. β
"In the future, neither of us will call or text anyone, I can do it, can you. β
"Yes. β
After I finished speaking, I took out my mobile phone and completely deleted the phone numbers and text messages sent to each other in front of her.
Jiang Yan didn't squeak after saying these words, I ate a small bun, drank a small bowl of gruel and moved my suitcase to the room.
After sitting in the room for a few minutes, I adjusted my mood and walked out the door.
I walked around the neighborhood and lit a cigarette, thinking about what Jiang Yan had just said to me.
Do I blame her?
I don't think I will.
Did she do something wrong?
Of course there is nothing wrong with that.
She's enough for me, and if someone else were to go to your house for a few days if someone I've only known for more than ten days were going to stay at your house for a few days, I don't think anyone would be happy.
And there's really an ambiguity between us, and I seem to have a little bit of a liking for her, and this liking is not pure and broken, I know.
Maybe it's because I broke up with Xu Jing, I want to find someone who is more beautiful and better than her to prove her wrong, and I still have someone like you Xu Jing after leaving you.
Jiang Yan is not wrong, refusing to be ambiguous is the best for me and her.
...
I thought a lot in my head, and I walked a long way, but in the end, I calmed down and thought about how to survive first.
This is a problem that a man who is still three years away and will be thirty years old has to face.
There was a sound on the WeChat of my mobile phone, and when I opened it, I saw that it was a message from Yang Yi.
"What are you doing. There was a grimace on the back.
I can't help but think of the night when she stood in the door with a mask on her face and startled me.
"It's a mess. β
She replied to me in less than a second after I sent it.
"What's wrong?"
I didn't know how to talk to her, and I didn't know why I was so upset, so I had to reply perfunctorily.
"I don't want to say it, and I can't say it clearly. β