Chapter 157: Feelings Are Too Light
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"You know everything. You know how much." Tang Jun asked me nervously.
I shook my head, tears fell even harder, and I sighed: " Song Cheng gave me a bag when he was in Hainan.I never looked at it.I opened the bag on the long-distance bus when I left.Even if I tried to make excuses for him.I didn't have a chance.He was close to me from the beginning.He promised my parents to be good to me for the rest of his life.Just to defraud my parents of the little shares in Dacheng.This was not our family's thing.He really didn't need to get it back in this way.Two and a half years.He used his invincible acting skills to make me think that he was a person who could be entrusted with his life.The more I thought about him, the more stupid I became.He always looked at my stupidity.Laughed at my stupidity.Laughed at my stupidityTang Jun, have you ever been tricked like this, how much does he hate me, how much does he hate me, can he play me to death like this, I am poor and not wrong, but I still have my self-esteem, I am not the plaything of you rich people, I am also a flesh and blood person...... Is it fun to play me like this...... In the face of interests, feelings are too light...... It's too light......"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Tang Jun apologized vigorously, as if he had nothing else to say except this sentence.
"Alright...... I'm going home...... Please stay away from me...... I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore...... Don't tell me if he's dead or alive in the future...... I don't want to know ......" The moment I turned around, I seemed to see tears falling from his eyes.
Stretched out his hand to stop a taxi.Closed his eyes and fell into the back seat.Hands clenched into fists.Crying so painfully that it was hard to breathe.The driver didn't know what was going on.Drove in a panic and didn't dare to talk.Delivered to the destination.When I got out of the car, I gave him a fifty-fifty.Waved his hand to prevent him from looking for it.The driver didn't dare to say anything more and drove the car away with a roar.
The time I spent back on my home country must have been the worst time I've ever had.When Song Cheng broke up with me.I locked myself in my room without eating or drinking.And then the pain passed.Now.When I happen to something like this again.I realize that even if I want to cry, I have to cry behind someone's back.I can't let my children see my sad and desperate look.
They're still young.They only have me.If I'm not strong.What will they do.I used to be just an abandoned woman.So I can scold and cry with unbridled pain.But now I'm a mother.Even if I die in pain, I can't let my children know that their mother is a coward.I'm a coward who has been beaten down by betrayal.
In the past, when I watched TV dramas, there were often men cheating.My wife was able to forgive generously after she was in pain.In the end, the two of them released their previous suspicions, and their lives were back on track.At the time, I thought that kind of woman was really stupid.Now I realized that the real stupid person is me.The person who can't get over this heart is also me.
"Tianxue, as the saying goes, the prodigal son will not change his money when he turns back, if Tang Xi can turn back, you can forgive him, after all, the children are still young, they can't be without a father." My mother leaned on the pillow and watched TV.
I smiled bitterly and sighed helplessly: "I want to too, but I can't pass my own level.I can't tolerate infidelity a hundred times.The saddest thing now is that I don't trust him anymore.I doubt everything he says.How can such a day continue.Instead of arguing about a suspicious life every day.It's better to let the children have no father from an early age.Save the shadow."
"You can't say that......" she didn't finish her sentence, and my father stuffed a piece of apple into her mouth.
"Eat your fruit, and you don't have to meddle with the children." My father said in a deep voice, but it's a pity that the worry between the eyebrows has long been too thick to dissolve.
"I'm going to see the kids." I got up and opened the door and walked to the backyard. The twins were having fun with Xiaobai, and when they saw me coming, the three of them rushed towards me together.
I was startled at first, and then I calmly crouched down and waited for the two little ones to pounce on me.
"Mommy, Mommy." Dabao put his hands tightly around my shoulders and gave me a fragrant kiss obediently.
Not to be outdone, Erbao shouted several times Mom.He also quickly kissed my face.I raised my chin to accept their fragrant kiss.I stood up and held the two little guys in my arms.I never thought of myself as a strong man before.One arm can bear the weight of thirty pounds.Now I can pick up two little guys at the same time.I am no longer the weak woman I used to be.
I walked to the door, and no one opened the door, so I put down two small things, shook my arm, and chuckled. Let's go inside, it's windy outside."
The twins obediently walked in front, I opened the door and let Xiaobai walk in as well, and then I walked in and closed the door.
It's been almost a month since I returned to China.How glad the twins are still young and haven't officially gone to school.Otherwise, I'm going crazy just to ask for leave from school.Time flies.Every day I'm at home to take care of my parents and twins.It's not boring.From time to time, Xiao He and Gu Yan will ask me to go shopping and eat.They are still very kind to this.
In this city with him, it turns out that I can live well. Every day on the Internet, Liu Minglong will ask me when I will go back, and I will not answer this question.
He asked me if I had reconciled with Tang Xi, and said that my measure was really big, and I knew that he was making fun of me, but I couldn't say a word to refute it.
Finally, my mother's condition has stabilized, and we also said that we should go to the UK first to change a big house, and when their procedures are completed, they will come to us.
The plane ticket back to the UK was booked in advance, but the day before the departure became the headline of major newspapers: the mysterious wife of the young president of Dacheng Group returned to China with her son.
I pointed to the picture of me and my twins on the huge plate and asked my mother, "Is this me?"
My mother nodded a little disdainfully, and affirmed, "That's you.
I took a closer look and said helplessly: "The airport, I think it was photographed when we came back, but I don't understand why it's only in the headlines now, and when did I become so popular."