Chapter 238: Gu Linan, let go
Half an hour later, Xiao Yan came in from outside, and he leaned over and whispered in the boss's ear.
The huge conference room suddenly fell silent, and everyone stared at the boss's expression. After returning from the boss going out to make a phone call, he was obviously a little absent-minded, and looked at his phone more than ten times in half an hour.
Xiao Yan said in his ear, "Mrs. lives in the Intercontinental Hotel, and she can only find this, and there is no way to check which room is there." ”
Gu Linan hummed lightly, "You go out." ”
The meeting continued, and for the next two long hours, he was quite tormented.
I haven't seen Chi Wan for more than a month, she doesn't contact him, and he doesn't dare to go to her, he has done the opposite thing before, only in exchange for more disgust from her.
So she was silent, he was silent, and the relationship between husband and wife fell to the freezing point, and he couldn't communicate and ease, so he could only wait silently.
It is time to thank Xu Zheng and Gu Yanran for getting married, because of a wedding, she returned to China, and he had the opportunity to meet her.
At nine o'clock in the evening, Gu Linan drove to the Intercontinental Hotel.
He didn't know if Chi Wan was in the room or went out, she came back this time, and he didn't know how long she would stay, did she make an appointment with a friend?
As for Chi Wan's failure to go home, he had expected it, and he didn't want to see him, so how could he go back.
The car was parked in a makeshift parking spot outside the hotel, and he had smoked a lot, and he stopped.
When I came, I was very interested, but when I got here, I didn't know what to say when I saw her. Chi Wan resisted him, he knew very well in his heart, if he didn't resist, how could he come back without saying a word?
She always didn't want to see him to behave like this.
The cigarette butt under his feet stepped on the ground, and he leaned on the car body with his hands in his pockets, and he didn't see anything wrong on the surface, but in fact, the whole person was restless.
Finally, he made up his mind to go to the front desk to go to Chi Guan's room number, ID card, marriage certificate, he brought it, and it was natural to ask his wife which room she lived in.
However, as soon as he was about to enter, he saw a yellow taxi parked on the side of the road.
Chi Wan said thank you to the driver, and as soon as he got out of the car, he bumped into the man's deep and urgent gaze.
Chi Wan froze in place for a while, forgetting to take a step forward, and when she reacted to pass by him, the man stepped forward and pinched her wrist.
"Awan. ”
He called her, his voice low and magnetic, with some kind of unwilling repression.
Chi Wan looked ahead, pulled his hand away little by little, and said hoarsely, "I'm coming back to attend Xu Zheng and Yanran's wedding." ”
He nodded, "I know." ”
After a while, she slowly moved her gaze to his face, "Gu Linan, let go." ”
The knuckles were stiff, the fingertips were cold, and he slowly let go of her.
Chi Wan didn't have anything extra to say to him, he looked at him more stingily, and was about to go to the hotel lobby with his things. Gu Linan followed her with his hands in his pockets.
"You go back. Chi Wan said.
He pursed his lips and said nothing.
When he arrived at the lobby, Chi Wan stopped, "Gu Linan, don't be like this." ”
He said, "What am I like?"
Chi Wan saw that he was not good at oil and salt like this, and planned to fight her to the death, so she discussed it with him, "Let me stay alone, okay?"
He blinked, "Not good. ”
Chi Wan shook his head, turned his head and left, and entered the elevator.
As soon as she got in on the front foot, he came in on the back foot.
Chi Wan was angry in his heart, and he didn't want to have a seizure with him, once he quarreled, he had more opportunities to debate with her. Chi Wan was not his opponent, so he dispelled the idea of arguing with him.
In the car, Chi Wan lowered her head, and Gu Linan looked at her sideways all the way, intently focused, very focused.
I haven't seen her for more than a month, and he thinks she is dying, and he can't wait to rub her in his arms and not let go.
But she couldn't get close, and she avoided him like a plague.
Gu Linan felt ridiculous for himself, when did he start to have a sense of marital crisis, and it was a laugh to say it.
When he arrived at the door of the room, Chi Wan refused to take out the room card.
The two of them stood there glued, not moving for a long time.
Gu Linan was in a hurry, and reached out to rummage through her bag, but Chi Wan protected his bag behind him, "What are you going to do!"
"you!" he gritted his teeth.
Chi Wan's face was red and his ears were red, and he didn't know what to say.
Sinking down, she planned to communicate with him, "During this time, I have thought a lot, Gu Linan, maybe we are not the same kind of people in the first place." ”
A few words made him angry, in a fit of rage, with his hands on his hips and nodding his head and asking, "What kind of person? You tell me clearly, what kind of person are you and what kind of person am I?!"
Chi Wan didn't look at him, "You see, after getting married, I have experienced so many things that I have never encountered before...... Child...... The child suddenly has no ......"
Her eyes suddenly turned red, with tears in her eyes, and her emotions became excited, and she also cried when she spoke, "I don't know how to face this...... I want to have a child with my husband, do you know that feeling, Gu Linan......"
"Awan ......"
Seeing her crying, Gu Linan's heart was shocked, and the anger just now was gone, leaving only a heart full of guilt and debt. He tried to reach out and wrap his arms around her petite body, but she flinched back, dodging, "Don't come near me!"
Gu Linan's eyes were crimson, and his voice was difficult, "It's my fault, I know, it's all because of me." ”
Chi Wan shook his head, "I don't want to see you, as long as I see you, I will, I will think of that child...... He's the child of the two of us, he must look a lot like you...... I dreamed that I was covered in blood and that my hands were bloody...... Why is he gone......"
Chi Wan sat on the ground, covering his face with his hands, "I don't want to see you, I don't want to, I'm afraid I'll have nightmares again......"
Something crumbled in his heart.
He stood there like a sculpture, not daring to approach her, let alone hug her.
It turned out that in her heart, he was not a plague, more terrible than the plague, a nightmare hidden deep in the corner of her heart!
His stiff body took half a step back, and his deep voice fell into her eardrums, and he said, "Okay, I'll go, I won't let you see me." ”
He turned slowly, withdrew his reluctant and sad gaze, and forced himself to leave.
The footsteps gradually faded away, and by the last point there was no more, Chi Wan raised his head and looked at the empty hotel corridor.
She squatted there for a long time before she got up and took her room card and entered the door.
That night she lost sleep again.
I fell asleep in the first half of the night, woke up from a nightmare, and never dared to fall asleep again.
She always dreamed of her bloody hands, dreamed of the invisible child, the small back, the small shadow, that was her and Gu Linan's child.
……
Ten o'clock in the evening, 3213 factory.
Wu Jinyue was on duty today, from nine o'clock in the evening to nine o'clock in the morning the next day, there were two people in the office, she and Zhou Tiantian, who were bored and watched online dramas while on duty.
Duty is not the same as overtime, compared to duty is much easier, you only need to wait in the office to listen to the demolition of the R&D department.
"I'm a little hungry and want to go buy something to eat. ”
Zhou Tian got up and moved his muscles, walked up to Wu Jinyue, and glanced at her computer screen, "You also watch this drama? ”
Wu Jinyue held her chin with both hands, "I'll take a look at it casually, otherwise the long night will be too difficult." ”
He yawned as he spoke.
"What do you say we are suffering, spending an average age here, working overtime or working overtime every day, and wearing the most expensive mask to stay up at night!"
Zhou Tian complained every day, and Wu Jinyue was stunned when he heard it.
She hadn't had such negative energy before, and now that she thinks about it, she feels that she is too right, "Yes, I also found that my skin condition has been getting worse and worse recently!"
I don't know what the picture is, many companies outside have looked for her, and she didn't go to dig her with a high salary, 3213 is not only work intensive, but also very stressful.
In the past, because of unrequited love Ji Zhongxi, no matter how hard and tired she was, she had nothing to complain about, but now she has a falling out with Ji Zhongxi, and she can't even be a friend, she doesn't know what she is still doing here.
The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, the TV series pressed pause, and stood up, "Every day, aren't you hungry, I'll buy you something to eat!"
Sunday day: "Let's go to ...... together"
Wu Jinyue raised his hand, "No, I'll buy it for you!"
“……”
Zhou Tian watched her shadow float out of the office lightly, stunned for a while, and said in his heart Jinyue, how can Jin Yue say that the wind is rain, and the mood swings are so big!
Wu Jinyue came out of the elevator and stood at the door of the lobby of their building to blow the wind.
The cold wind blew her up a lot.
She was ashamed of what she had just thought!
Even if you break up with Ji Zhongxi, you can't affect your work because of this kind of thing, a company like 3213, as long as you work hard, is still very promising. Why is this kind of unit when others want to come in, it's not because the development prospects are very good!
Wu Jinyue felt that there was a hole in her brain, and slapped her head fiercely: "I think about that person all day long, is it necessary!"
She came downstairs alone, just to keep herself calm and calm, and the cold wind was blowing on the way to the commissary, and she quickly figured it out.
It is precisely because of the failure in the relationship that you have to work hard in your career, so that you will not lose face in front of that person!
If you are depressed because of broken love, and you can't even do your job well, won't you laugh at her if you know it?
Wu Jinyue said to herself, "Although he came to this unit because of him, this unit has good benefits and a high salary, as long as you work hard and get promoted and raised, it is not a problem! Wu Jinyue, Wu Jinyue, you can't be brain-dead to resign or anything, because a man doesn't even care about his own future, what is that not a fool?!"
clenched his fists and praised himself in his heart, "That's it, everyone is going to die, if you want to open up, it is impossible to live without Ji Zhongxi, right?"
"Hey, in fact, I haven't been in love with him, and it's not a broken love, why should I be depressed for such a thing?"
"Happy Wu Jinyue!
I walked all the way to the commissary, and as soon as I pushed open the glass door and entered, the cold air outside was cut off.
Wu Jinyue walked to a row of shelves and called Zhou Tiantian, "Tiantian, what do you want to eat?"
On the other side of the shelf, the man in the black puffer jacket had noticed her since she entered, his eyes fixed on her.
She was picking out the flavor of instant noodles while talking to the girl on the other end, completely oblivious to anyone looking at her.
"Pickled pepper beef? Didn't you say it was unpalatable last time?"
"It looks like a new flavor has arrived, would you like to try it?"
"Then you eat instant rice, someone is so picky about running errands for you!"
"I'll tell you ......"
As soon as she looked up to get the curry beef instant rice above the shelf, she looked at the man opposite through the gap in the shelf.
For a moment, the air seemed to freeze, and her hand kept in that position, forgetting to take it off.
Wu Jinyue didn't react for a long time, Zhou Tiantian thought she was angry, and hurriedly said, "Oh, what do you buy, I can eat?"
Wu Jinyue Mune's, "...... line"