Chapter 179: Self-Willingness
The ward was very quiet at this time, except for the sound of water mist from the humidifier, only the medical monitor would sound from time to time, and it was already the evening of the next day after the operation, but Qianyi was still in a coma, as if she didn't want to wake up at all.
Old Madam Xu sat on the edge of Qianyi's bed with a sad face, stroking her arm from time to time, and occasionally let out a sigh.
"Old lady, why don't you go to the sofa to rest for a while?" Mother Wu, who specially came to take care of Old Madam Xu, glanced at Mother Zhang, and persuaded softly beside her: "You also have to pay attention to your body, you haven't slept much last night." ”
"It's fine. Old Madam Xu waved her hand, then turned her head and instructed Zhang's mother: "Don't you ask the doctor anymore, why doesn't Qianyi wake up?"
Zhang's mother agreed, and walked outside, but as soon as she arrived outside, she heard Mrs. Xu's excited voice from inside: "Qianyi, are you awake?"
Zhang's mother stretched out her head to look inside, and her expression was suddenly much more relaxed, but after thinking about it, she didn't go back immediately, but walked out of the ward and walked towards the doctor's office.
At this time, Qian Yi looked around the ward in confusion, and it seemed that he had not reacted for a long time.
"My baby, it's good to wake up, you always fall asleep like this, and your grandmother is in a hurry, you must think about everything!" Old Madam Xu touched Qianyi's hair with red eyes.
Finally, Qianyi remembered what had happened, and her own ...... What was lost.
"Grandma, I'm fine. Qianyi tried hard to smile at Old Madam Xu, but she didn't want to, but tears burst out of her eyes involuntarily.
"Can't cry, can't cry. Mrs. Xu hurriedly comforted her: "You just had surgery, you will hurt your eyes." ”
"What should I do, the baby is gone, he is angry and will never come back, I am so useless, I can't even protect my own children, how can I be qualified to be a mother!" Qianyi knew that she couldn't cry, but she couldn't help it.
In a word, Mrs. Xu's tears also fell a lot.
After calming down for a long time, Mrs. Xu soothed: "You can't be blamed for this matter, and when you just got out of the operating room yesterday, didn't Dr. He tell you that you must stabilize your emotions, the road behind is very long, for the sake of the child, you must be strong." ”
Qianyi bit her lip: "I know, grandma......"
"The young master is here!" Mama Zhang shouted suddenly outside the door at this time, as if she was deliberately reminding the people in the ward.
Almost immediately, Chi Yi stopped and swallowed back what she wanted to say to her grandmother.
Xu Disheng walked in at this time, looking very depressed, followed by Zhang's mother, who looked a little nervous.
Qian Yi directly covered his face with a quilt to show his diswelcome, and Old Madam Xu asked straight to the point: "Is the matter settled?"
Xu Disheng nodded, but his eyes looked at Qianyi, with remorse and helplessness in his eyes.
"Is she really willing to leave obediently, without any conditions from you?" asked Old Madam Xu with a sneer.
Xu Disheng smiled self-deprecatingly and replied: "Grandma, Steward Li was assigned by you and followed her until she was sent on the plane, I think you got the news a long time ago, everything is as you want, she didn't ask for it, and promised not to show up again, we are very cooperative with you." ”
"What do you mean, grandma can not understand that sending that woman away is not out of your intention, but forced by the situation, or by grandma's persecution. Old Madam Xu was almost questioning.
Without directly answering Mrs. Xu's words, Xu Disheng only stared at Qianyi on the bed fixedly, and was silent for a long time before he seemed to muster up the courage to ask, "Children...... Really gone?"
Old Madam Xu moved her gaze to the window and asked word by word: "Di Sheng, have you ever thought that if you could arrive at the ward at the time agreed with Qianyi at that time, instead of listening to Lin Yue's nonsense and playing some runaway game with her, maybe the rest of the matter would not become out of control?"
Xu Disheng's expression became extremely painful, and after a long time, he stretched out his trembling hands, as if he wanted to touch Qianyi's head, but his arm was raised for a moment, and he still took it back, and just said with a choked voice: "I apologize to you, during this time, I did not do well, failed to understand your feelings, and did not protect you, I will never be like this again in the future......"
"The child is gone. Qianyi buzzed from the quilt: "Did you hear it, the child is gone, and we will have a future?"
"It's okay, there will be. Xu Disheng leaned down and pleaded in a gentle voice: "Qianyi, I'm sorry, I'm willing to spend my life to make up for it, please...... Can you ......?"
"If the child is gone, there is no more. Qian Yi muttered again, as if reminding him of something.
"It's my fault, don't think again. Xu Disheng leaned down at this time, as if he wanted to kiss Qianyi's hair, Qianyi had already noticed it, and simply pulled the quilt and wrapped his head tightly.
The scene was a little embarrassing for a while, Xu Disheng was stunned for a long time before he straightened up, frustrated and lost.
After a long time, Qianyi sighed and said through the quilt: "You go, I'm very tired now, I don't want to talk at all, just ask me to be quiet for a while." ”
At this time, Xu Disheng's face was as pale as paper, but he didn't try to argue with himself anymore, he only straightened up obediently and said: "Okay, you rest, I'll leave now, Qianyi, I'll wait for you, you can think slowly, when are you willing to see me, call me." ”
Just as Xu Disheng was about to turn around and leave, Old Madam Xu suddenly asked: "Disheng, I want to hear you say it in person now, how did you deal with Lin Yue?" in front of your wife. ”
Xu Disheng paused, turned around and said: "There is no so-called treatment, I talked to Lin Yueshen once yesterday, she finally decided to go back to Manchester, I asked Pinbei to send her away, this morning's plane should have boarded by now." ”
"You've got it right, it's Manchester again. Old Madam Xu sneered, and then said solemnly: "I gave her enough money before, I don't want you to have any more involvement with that woman in the future, including financial assistance, our Xu family does not owe her." ”
Xu Disheng lowered his head and did not try to refute, but walked out directly.
Old Madam Xu thought for a moment and patted Qianyi's hand: "You rest first, grandma go out." ”
Qianyi let out an "um" and lifted the quilt off her head.
As soon as Mrs. Xu left, Mama Zhang hurriedly stepped forward and said, "Young Madame, really don't tell the young master?"
"Wait a while, I haven't figured it out yet. Chii closed her eyes again.
"Just now, when I was about to ask the doctor to come over, I went out and saw the young master leaning against the wall outside. Mother Zhang couldn't help but shake her head and said: "As soon as he saw me, he asked the young lady if she was awake, and then I heard the bodyguard say that he stood outside for several hours, and then, I saw that the young master's eyes were red, and I was really sad." ”
"Yes, yes!" Mother Wu echoed on the side: "It's rare to see the young master like this, young lady, speaking of a hundred days of husband and wife overnight, or you can forgive the young master once, the child's matter, he is also heartbroken." ”
Qian Yi smiled bitterly in his heart, no matter how painful Xu Disheng was, could he feel the heart-wrenching pain when the child flowed out of his body? And these have nothing to do with Xu Disheng's actions at all.
At this time, Mrs. Xu's voice came from outside: "Disheng, Lin Yue's matter, grandma also wants to break off with you today." ”
Qianyi clearly heard Xu Disheng's answer: "Grandma, there is no need to talk about this matter, Lin Yue has already left, everything that should be broken is broken, I don't want to mention it again." ”
"Didn't you always think that grandma was behind Lin Yue's back? I just told you that day, Lin Yue's so-called tragic experience, grandma never intervened, but don't you want to hear the truth?"
Xu Disheng seemed to flatly refuse: "No need, grandma, any truth is meaningless." ”
Old Madam Xu obviously didn't want to let him go: "How can it be meaningless, I don't want to become a vicious old lady in my grandson's heart, today I have to ask for a clean slate for myself, so, listen to my words, Lin Yue's imprisonment is Wang Quan's wife's secret force, Lin Yue was beaten into a disability inside, naturally it is also Mrs. Wang's handiwork." ”
"I see, you don't have to say any more. Xu Disheng obviously wanted to stop Mrs. Xu from talking, Qian Yi sneered, when did Xu Disheng become so timid that he was unwilling to face the truth.
Old Madam Xu raised her voice at this time: "Do you know why Mrs. Wang Quan wants to do this? Wang Quan has been raising Lin Yue, like a mistress, Mrs. Wang has endured it for almost twenty years, and finally Wang Quan fell down, and she made a move, this is the truth, believe it or not!"
"Grandma, you're satisfied now, aren't you?" Xu Disheng said a little weakly: "Haven't you thought about how innocent Lin Yue is? Is it her fault that she was insulted by Wang Quan at the age of fourteen? When she was forced by Wang Quan to entertain his group of friends, she was only twenty years old and had no ability, how could you let her resist? Later, she knew that she was wrong, and took the initiative to admit the whole matter to me, and also helped me collect evidence of Wang Quan's crime, is she really as bad as you think? Haven't you ever thought about which girl would want to live such a life?"
"So you still know so much?" Old Madam Xu sneered: "But you forget, there is a kind of person who is willing to fall! If she wants to resist, go to the police!"
"Let Lin Yue go, okay?" Xu Disheng's tone began to be a little excited: "I surrendered, I surrendered to you, is it okay?"
"This is your attitude?" Old Madam Xu was obviously a little angry.
"Actually, Lin Yue and I don't have the kind of relationship you think you have, and during this time, I was all out of sympathy and wanted to help her start a new life. Xu Disheng sighed and said: "Emotionally, I will never drag the mud and water, let alone do anything betrayal, but you and Qianyi have never believed me!"
"Don't you know how Lin Yue provoked your wife, you dealt with it silently, or even connived, this is what you call no betrayal?"