Chapter 463: Hesitation
For things that I don't know, it's more like Si Niannian's style of doing things all along, thinking of this, after Si Niannian finished her words, she looked at Bai Shengnan, her eyes were very sincere, definitely not like she was joking with Bai Shengnan.
As smart as Bai Shengnan, how could he not know this.
Bai Shengnan knew that Si Niannian was not joking with him when he said this kind of thing to him, so he seemed very hesitant and cautious about this matter.
Thinking of this, Bai Shengnan looked at Si Niannian, there was infinite tenderness in the man's eyes, and the man said to Si Niannian with a tenderness that is rare in the world, "Niannian, but, I think, you should have your own life, and it is enough for Feifei to have a maid to take care of it." ”
Si Niannian heard Bai Shengnan say this, she knew that Bai Shengnan was doing this for her own good, so she rejected her request, "Bai Shengnan, in fact, you don't have to think about me so much, my life ...... My life ......"
Si Niannian remembered Bai Shengnan's words that she should have her own life, and she suddenly felt a little funny, Now that she is still able to have her own life?
Is it still possible?
Si Niannian thought about it in her heart for a long time, and she didn't think about what the Holy Queen she wanted was like, at least, not like this.
Si Niannian thought of this, she suddenly had courage in her heart, she looked up at Bai Shengnan, her eyes were extremely firm, and then, Si Niannian said to Bai Shengnan in a firm tone, "Bai Shengnan, my own life, I don't know what kind of life I want, but I don't know what the life I want should be like, but, I want to ...... I think, at least for now, the life I want is to be with Feifei, I want to be with Feifei, I want Feifei to get better, this is the life I want. ”
Si Niannian said everything he wanted to say in front of Bai Shengnan like this, after Bai Shengnan heard Si Niannian say this.
He never thought that Si Niannian would say such a thing, so that after Si Niannian said this for a long time, Bai Shengnan still didn't think of how to respond to Si Niannian.
Si Niannian waited for a long time, she didn't wait for Bai Shengnan's answer, she hesitated in her heart for a while, and finally mustered up the courage to say to Bai Shengnan, "Bai Shengnan, I think, there are too many things that have happened recently, you should take a good rest and relax yourself, as for Bai Feifei's matter, I think, I am by his side, it is absolutely beneficial and harmless, I have thought of many possibilities in my heart, I really can't think of it, why would you refuse my request?"
After Si Niannian finished speaking to Bai Shengli, to be honest, he really didn't expect the reason why Bai Shengnan refused her request.
Why is that?
Si Niannian didn't know the answer.
Perhaps, at this moment, even Bai Shengnan himself doesn't know the answer.
After Bai Shengnan heard Si Niannian say this, he looked at Si Niannian, and then, after some careful consideration in his heart, he decided to say what he wanted to say in his heart to Si Niannian.
Bai Shengnan said to Si Niannian, "Niannian, I just thought, your condition is still unstable, I just want you to fight well, do you understand what I mean?"
When Si Niannian heard Bai Shengnan say this, she suddenly felt as if she had a chill in her back, it turned out, It's just for her good, do all men like to do things that they think are good for her in the name of being good for her?
Thinking of this, she always felt as if at a soft angle in her heart, as if something she couldn't describe had been touched.
After Si Niannian thought in her heart for a while, she said to Bai Shengnan, "Bai Shengnan, do you think this is for me?"
It's her, and he thinks it's for her good, too?
When Si Niannian didn't ask Bai Shengnan such a question, she also wanted to find the answer to this question in her heart.
This seemed to be becoming important to her.
Otherwise, the quarrel between her and Tu Minglang would not have reached the point of irreconcilability for this reason, so that she and Tu Minglang have now reached the point of not getting along with each other.
Thinking of this, Si Niannian looked at Bai Shengnan, she was waiting for Bai Shengnan's answer.
After Bai Shengnan heard Si Niannian ask, a trace of surprise flashed in his heart, but this fleeting surprise was just a fleeting impression in his heart.
After Bai Shengnan thought in his heart for a while, he looked at Si Niannian, and then said to Si Niannian, "Niannian, for me, this is for your good." ”
But that's just for him.
Si Niannian heard Bai Shengnan say such things to her in front of her, and the corners of her mouth suddenly rose slightly, which was an indescribable bitterness.
Si Niannian said to Bai Shengnan, "Bai Shengnan, this is just what you think is good for me, but, for me, do you know what it means to be good to me in your mouth?"
Si Niannian said the above words very calmly in front of Bai Shengnan.
However, Bai Shengnan at this moment was very clear that Si Niannian was forcibly suppressing his excitement in front of him.
So, Bai Shengnan simply followed Si Niannian's words, and then asked Si Niannian, "What does this mean to you?"
Because, when Bai Shengnan heard Si Niannian say this, he was also very curious, what he said to Si Niannian was good, or rather, what did he think was good for Si Niannian, in Si Niannian's heart, what did Si Niannian think?
For all this, Bai Shengnan also wanted to know the answer in Si Niannian's mouth.
Si Niannian heard Bai Shengnan ask, she looked at Bai Shengnan, and then said to Bai Shengnan word by word, "Bai Shengnan, you think you are good for me, for me, it's just that you think you are the master for me, I never think it's good for me." I just don't seem to understand how much I want Feifei to get better, and how guilty I feel. ”
Si Niannian's words said this, and it seemed that she had become a little incoherent.
Speaking of this, Si Niannian didn't continue, she looked at Bai Shengnan, as if waiting for Bai Shengnan to express some self-righteous opinion on what she had just said.
Bai Shengnan looked at Si Niannian standing in front of him, to be honest, he was surprised that Si Niannian could say such a thing.