Bai Xiaosheng is a person who likes music, and he has been fond of singing since he was a child, although because the congenital conditions are too bad, his singing is not very good, at most it is only one level higher than the level of incomplete five tones.

However, this does not prevent the fact that she feels that she is a literary young man.

Every beautiful man who is consciously chic and handsome feels that he is a quiet literary and artistic youth.

When she was young, she also chased stars like a normal child, but she was not single-minded, it seemed that as long as a singer sang the right taste, she would like to listen to whose songs.

Maybe Bai Xiaosheng can't be regarded as chasing stars, but simply chasing songs.

As he grows older, Bai Xiaosheng doesn't pay attention to the stars he sings at all, but prefers to enjoy the music quietly. She listens to ethnic, bel canto, and popular songs, which may not be recognized by the public, but as long as she has an appetite, she will like it very much.

After Bai Xiaosheng came back from abroad, she worked as the editor-in-chief of the newspaper for several years, and she has also been in contact with a lot of things in the Chinese entertainment industry, and knows that the water in it is messy and dirty, but this does not prevent the good works from appearing in it.

Although the character of the leather pants Wang is not good, there are still a few songs of the other party that are very good.

Sometimes when she sings K at a reunion with her old classmates, she, who is jokingly called, also occasionally sings a few songs with leather pants.

For example, the song "In Spring" that Bai Xiaosheng is singing now is a song with leather pants.

She has never been a calm person, Bai Xiaosheng, who is particularly strong in action, as long as there are ideas in her mind, she will do it.

For example, snatching the guitar of this literary uncle, but he sang by himself. She didn't worry about being beaten for such a move, because there was only one person on the other side, and she was really true.

She does whatever comes to her mind.

Bai Xiaosheng has been such a lawless person since he was a child, a gangster.

But this doesn't mean that she is stupid and brainless, if there are so many more people, maybe she will sulk and leave, just like the group of uncles I met at the newsstand before. That's not scared, joke! Will she be afraid of 24k pure masters!? That's a person who knows the times for Junjie!

She sang as if no one was around, wanton and happy. And from the moment she spoke, Uncle Wenyi's hand raised in mid-air was lowered, revealing a surprised expression.

However, Uncle Wenyi's surprised expression was completely different, except that those passers-by had indifferent looks. Although it is not as disgusting as the uncle sang before, it is only slightly better.

It's clear that most passers-by don't like this type of song.

But Bai Xiaosheng didn't care about this, she still sang regardless of it, she sang it to herself, not to others.

"But I was so happy at the beginning, even though I only had a broken acoustic guitar.

In the streets, under the bridges, in the fields, singing the songs that no one cares about!

If one day, I'm old, please leave me in that time.

If one day, I'm quietly gone, please bury me in this spring..."

In the second half of the girl's singing, the scream-like tearing, combined with her unique and magnetic voice, swelled with a very strong uneasiness and deep struggle.

It's always said that life isn't a movie, but that's just for ordinary people.

In Bai Xiaosheng's not long life, her life is more exaggerated and terrifying than any literary film or any war film.

She looked back on the vigorous days before, far beyond the imagination of normal people, and even words could not describe it, but it was not something worth remembering.

But at this moment, in the past time, in this spring Quang Nam City, in the energetic youth. Her singing voice is so beautiful and charming, and in that desperate and dull voice, it is deeply in contrast to the lyrics inside.

Bai Xiaosheng burst into tears.

Because in her singing, she remembered the scene of guerrilla warfare in the Mesopotamian plains of the Middle East, running around the entire valley of the two rivers, and engaging in fierce exchanges of fire with the militants. She thought of her white and black comrades, who had put aside the discrimination of color in that bloody place, and held their hands tightly together.

The days of blood spilling at gunpoint, every minute and every second, passed extremely hard and long.

She remembered the Belarusian girl she had met in that spring, who was so heroic, and her tight camouflage uniform lined each other like a green forest.

But this green forest, on that night when blood and wreckage were flying, was burned by the flames of the sound of anti-tank guns exploding one after another. Also dissipated was dozens of Bai Xiaosheng's comrades-in-arms.

She couldn't forget their laughter.

can't forget her embarrassed figure on the line of life and death.

It was a tragic and terrible thing that people in a peaceful country could never have imagined. The information reported on TV or online media is far from describing the scenes of the flames burning and flying.

When Bai Xiaosheng decided to go abroad and go this way, he never imagined that such days would be so painful and terrible.

She thought of the British arms dealers who hired her, she thought of every shiny machine gun, she thought of many, many miserable days.

Bai Xiaosheng had thought about leaving for a long time, but some things were strange and couldn't be put down.

The words in the song are not gorgeous, far less wild and uninhibited than the popular stars of this era, with the singing of the yellow-haired girl, the very innocent and simple music slowly extends.

Bai Xiaosheng is lost, she is lost in such a spring.

Veterans never die, they just fade away.

"In the Spring" is a particularly vicissitudes of life, people who have no ups and downs in life experience can't sing that artistic conception, but even if Bai Xiaosheng sings it should be said to be very good, it doesn't attract the attention of others.

Except for the shocked expression on the face of Uncle Wenyi, most of the passers-by walked away with just a curious expression. There were only a few young people, who stood by and listened, and from time to time they exchanged ears.

There were even a few young boys who looked at Bai Xiaosheng's slender and fair neck with straight eyes, and they didn't come for the song at first glance.

This does not mean that Bai Xiaosheng sings badly, her voice and musicality are very good, coupled with her own emotional expression, it can be said that she is far beyond ordinary people. Even if it is compared to the original song of leather pants Wang, you might as well let it more, and even surpass.

But after all, this is not the original time and space of China, this is a country that has not been able to rise after 1995, and the general public here is completely different from the aesthetics of the original time and space.

However, Bai Xiaosheng didn't doubt these times, after she finished singing the song, she gave the guitar back to the uncle who was still surprised, and then the whole person was very difficult and slowly half-squatted down.

The green tendons on her forehead and the back of her hands bulged unconsciously, like a thin snake twisting and writhing on her snow-white skin, her eyes were densely covered with blood-red silk threads in an instant, and her mouth unconsciously made a 'ho-ho' gasping sound.

When she returned home from the battlefields of the Middle East, in addition to being covered in bullet marks and wounds, she was also suffering from a mental illness called 'post-war psychological syndrome'.

Even if I go back to the past now, even my body is no longer the same as it used to be, but this spiritual illness still follows me.

Originally, after returning to China, she found a special psychiatrist, and she has recovered very well, and she has rarely had seizures over the years.

But at this time, she returned to the past time without reacting, and was deeply trapped in the memories of singing and couldn't extricate herself, Bai Xiaosheng, who lost herself in a short moment, inadvertently re-energized this post-traumatic stress disorder located in the subconscious.

The huge emotions from the neuronal network in her body, the tyrannical bloody consciousness, made her almost faint, it was an indescribable pain.

(ps. Keep asking for tickets, begging for tickets and smashing me crazy!)

(ps. In addition, thank you for the 588 starting coin tip of 'Black Cloth Impure Breed', the 588 starting point coin tip of 'Chang Mengyi', and the 100 starting coin tip of 'LH Cloud and Moon'.) It's still the 50 soft girl coin reward of the 'Green Tea Baby'. ）