When I finally finished writing, it seemed that I should breathe a sigh of relief, but I didn't know why, and suddenly I felt very uncomfortable, I wanted to cry, and I always felt that something in my body had been taken away.

This book has been written for half a year, and I have been accompanied by you for half a year!

This book, at the beginning, was indeed just a whim, just written as a hobby, and did not run in the direction of wanting to make money, let alone how many people would pay attention to this book.

At first, I wrote silently after work alone, and when I finished writing, I silently published, refreshing the book review area, and brushing back and forth was just a few familiar friends leaving friendly comments.

But one day I suddenly found in the comments that someone was really reading the book seriously, and I felt very happy and encouraged at that time, and at the moment when I knew that someone supported me, my mood became different, and the motivation to write became much more sufficient.

Even if you have to work every day, you keep it updated.

Later, as this article entered the middle stage, the popularity began to gather little by little, and the book reviews gradually began to be active, and people left messages almost every day, both good and critical.

Whether it's criticism or appreciation, I thank you very much for taking this book seriously.

It is undeniable that after seeing the messages of some book friends saying that something was not good, my pressure began to come from that time.

Because I also want to present you with a good story, and I also want you to like the plot I wrote, and try to satisfy the tastes of most book lovers.

I remember one time when many people came to me and said that I was too abusive, I was really confused at that time, and it was at that time that my mood began to change, and the whole person was under double pressure.

Every day, I rack my brains to think about how to write this story well, and how to satisfy the tastes of those book friends.

Almost from the middle of the book, my mental state began to deteriorate, I couldn't sleep at night, I didn't have energy when I was working, and I didn't know how to start when I was coding words.

Later, I took a long leave from the leader, and I wanted to write this story completely.

But after the matter came to the end, it did not improve, the pressure was so great that I lost my hair, and even my family persuaded me not to write anymore, and I went to see a psychiatrist.

At the end, there is a paragraph where Tang Ya took sleeping pills in order to have a good sleep, and I really got to that point, with insomnia all day and listlessness.

I was going to stop writing it early, and I wanted to finish the application with the editor, but the words were already spoken.

It's just that after chatting with a few friends, I dispelled this idea and planned to finish writing this story.

But the more I write to the back, the more serious it becomes, rather than getting rid of this emotion. I'm so scared that I rarely open the book friend group, and I don't dare to read the book review area often, and the book review area is relying on friends to help take care of it (here I want to thank Mingming, Dumb, beautiful man, cat, twilight heavy makeup, etc. Good friends, they have been silently encouraging me.) Of course, the most grateful is Xiaoxi, she gave me, I want to say, in addition to being moved or moved. ）

Friends who follow this book should be able to find that the speed of the book begins to slow down after the book is written, and the various updates are very unstable, and sometimes there are no updates at all.

It's really my personal reason, but there's really no way, if I could be able to do three shifts a day like before, I definitely wouldn't do it.

Most of you are pure readers, you may think that it is easy to code words, just sit in front of the computer and type.

But that's not the case, I've been reading books before, and I've chased books, and I also have the kind of time when I complain about the speed of the author's updates. But when I entered this line of writing and started writing by myself, I realized that writing in front of the computer is also not easy, and if it weren't for my hobby, I might not even be able to write 100,000 words.

It's really distressing, I have to think about the plot every day, how to develop next, when will such and such a character appear, when will this dark line be put in, and then connect it again, etc.

At the beginning, it was okay, after all, when I didn't think of anything to write at that time, I could open a branch line and trigger an event, but in the later stage, I could only gradually close the net, and I could only write around those few unsolved lines.

The slow speed of writing to the later stage can be said to be a common problem for most people, not only me, the author who has a saved manuscript will be easier, at the beginning I also have the habit of keeping some manuscripts, but the back card is too powerful, and the manuscripts are all exploded.

Besides, I was really unwell at the time, not to make excuses, there is nothing to make excuses for this kind of thing, I also want to finish writing as soon as possible, finish the book as soon as possible, but in the end, I wrote these tens of thousands of words, but I wrote them for 20 days.

You can imagine sitting in front of the computer every day and meditating, not even in the mood to go to work, and now you have lost your job and become a jobless vagrant, but it is also just right to think about your next book at home.

The biggest mistake of this book is that I started writing it without writing a specific outline, and as a result, I didn't know what to write later in the book.

So I'm here to make a little teaser for you.,The next book may not be published so soon.,Wait until I have a complete story skeleton.,And after I get some settings right, I'll start writing.。

When the time comes, I will announce it to you in the book friend group, and I hope that friends who read books can add a group, group number (542207154)

Chat with everyone in the group, discuss the plot, and you can also express your opinions, what shortcomings does the protagonist of this book have, and how to avoid these in the next book.

I can't guarantee how good it will be anyway, but the next one will definitely be better than the current one!

Thank you brothers and sisters who read the article, thank you, thank you for your company, and I hope you can support the next new book of steamed bread!

Thank you again!