Fanwai (Sang Muqing).

I don't want the king's edict, I only hope that Mu Qinggu will take care of it. ∮ Yan Moxuan ∮ ad-free ∮

This is the obsession of men in the world with her.

The green canopy is full of flowers, and ten miles of red makeup welcomes Muqing.

This is the first dancing girl of the Southern Dynasty, the exclusive glory.

However, no matter what kind of scenery she is, she is only Sang Muqing after all.

Mu Qing, Mu Qing, but he can never become "Qing", the original self.

She still remembers that when Aunt Liu held a white-flour steamed bun and handed it to her dirty little hand and asked her what her name was, she said these two words.

In fact, I didn't think about it deeply, and later I didn't even understand how I could say these two words when I was only twelve years old.

What is your last name? What about your parents? Can you take off your veil and let me see it?" Aunt Liu asked.

She just shook her head, clutching her dirty, wrinkled veil.

Aunt Liu carefully looked at her eyebrows and figure under her veil for a long time, and then spoke, child, are you willing to follow me, you will no longer be cold and hungry, and no one will bully you again, I will give you the best food, use the best, you will follow my surname Liu in the future, okay?

Shall I give you anything?" she asked.

A twelve-year-old girl already understands that in this world, no one will be good to another person for nothing, and everything has a price.

Aunt Liu's smile implied appreciation, I will teach you to dance, you just need to dance for others to see.

I can dance.

At the age of twelve, she nodded, and suddenly thought of the endless dark green outside the window when she woke up, the light ink green shirt, and the three powerful words on the plaque - Sang Lixuan.

She looked at Aunt Liu and said softly, My surname is Sang.

Years later, she recalled that if she had known what Aunt Liu's dancing was referring to that day, she would have nodded her head in agreement.

The answer, even she herself does not know.

It's not that she doesn't feel sad, but she told herself that if it weren't for this, if it weren't for the fame of the first dancer of the Southern Dynasty, how could she know him, let alone stay by his side.

Thinking about it like this, the pain and self-pity in her heart seem to be able to slowly subside, and she can make herself feel better.

Until, until that marriage decree is promulgated in the world.

She always thought it was Yun'er, but she never knew that the person who married him turned out to be the second lady of the Murong family, Murong Qing.

The sharp pain in her heart almost tore her apart, and she was about to go to him regardless of it, but Li Xin took out the jade bell from her arms, and she still stubbornly crawled out of the door step by step in the severe pain, until she lost all consciousness.

She remembered that when she came to her senses again, there seemed to be a trace of unbearability in her indifferent eyes for the first time, and she said that last night, the emperor's holy body violated the harmony, and all the princes were edicted into the palace, and even the wedding of the third highness was disrupted.

A bitter and indifferent smile tugged at her lips, so what?

So what? He married another woman, the woman who took her identity.

"Mu Qing, why don't you go downstairs quickly, the carriages of the Third Highness have already arrived outside the door——"

Aunt Liu's words suddenly pulled back her thoughts, and she got up in disbelief and surprise: "What did you say?"

Aunt Liu covered her mouth and smiled: "Look at you, are you stupidly happy? But also, these three highnesses just came out of the palace, and they didn't send the new princess back to the palace, but they came to see you first, even yesterday the three princesses Guining heard that they were all alone, in my opinion, the hearts of our three highnesses are all on you!"

She had no intention of paying attention to Aunt Liu's laughter, but quickly straightened out the soft cloud temples in front of the bronze mirror, and then lifted her skirt and ran downstairs.

Her eyes were full of irrepressible joy, even though she knew it very well in her heart, he would come to the Forget Worry Pavilion for the sake of it, but it wasn't her.

But it doesn't matter, as long as you can be by his side, as long as you can help him, then it doesn't matter.

Is the new princess beautiful? She finally couldn't hold back and asked softly.

He just smiled nonchalantly, and if it weren't for the red mole under your eye, she would have looked a little like you.

I don't really care.

She always knew that he had never been the person who coveted beauty as outsiders thought.

also tentatively asked about him and the new princess.

His carelessness in her eyes was as real as the joy in her heart, and she knew that he really didn't care, it was just a marriage of interests, but it was hard to disobey the holy order.

Until, until that time, he asked her to take Chun Yuyi into the palace to ask for the pulse of his princess, at that time, she knew that something must be different, but she didn't let herself think about it, so she deceived herself.

After returning from Mobei, he almost no longer came to the Forget Worry Pavilion, even if there was something, he just called Qin An in the house, or came to inquire and convey the clouds and rain.

In the long lonely time, she always wondered if that time, if she didn't hesitate and told the truth, all this would be different.

He had asked her, although only once, the smile on his lips was gentle, and his dark eyes looked at her without blinking, Mu Qing, what was your life like before?

She lowered her eyelashes and said in a low voice, I followed Aunt Liu to learn art after I was twelve years old, and then I came to Beijing, and slowly had the Forget Worry Museum, and I was fortunate to know His Royal Highness.

What about before the age of twelve?

He still looked at her like that, and she was almost bewitched into blurting out everything.

A jade bell rang faintly outside the door, and the pain in her abdomen calmed down in a moment.

What's wrong?he asked.

In her mind, a touch of light ink green shirt suddenly flashed, and she hesitated slightly, but did not speak.

But in the bottom of his heart, there was an implicit expectation, if he continued to ask, would she have a reason to break this oath, and would she no longer have to live in torment like this year and month from now on.

However, he just smiled casually and did not ask.

"Miss Sang, Miss Sang, Mr. Chun is not there?"

Qin An's anxious voice interrupted her thoughts, and she couldn't help but be slightly stunned, in her memory, Qin An has always been deep and steady, and it was the first time that she had messed up like this.

Her heart suddenly tightened, and she didn't have time to ask questions, she almost trotted all the way into Chun Yuyi's room, and couldn't help but pull his hand with one hand, and carry his medicine box with the other hand and rush to the waiting carriage.

Although he was reluctant, he was silent and did not resist, and his empty right hand stretched out in the air to take the heavy medicine box in her hand.

She actually knew that it would be like this, but she didn't have the strength to feel guilty anymore, and all she was relying on was that he loved her.

"Chief Manager Qin, how is the Third Highness doing now?" It wasn't until she got into the galloping carriage that she struggled to suppress the fear in her heart and spoke in a trembling voice.

Qin An was stunned, and his insightful eyes narrowed slightly: "Your Royal Highness is very good, this time Mr. Chun is bothered because of the princess." ”

The taut string in her heart loosened, and then she sank into a bottomless abyss.

Along the way, she didn't dare to look at Chun Yuyi, afraid of seeing a look of pity and mockery.

When they arrived at the Three Princes' Mansion, Qin An kept taking them to the Guimo Pavilion for a moment.

The woman was in his arms, asleep, and her face was pierced through the veil, and she could not see it clearly.

She only remembered that the corners of his lips, which had always been lazy and smiling, pursed out a cold and hard arc, and under his eyes, there was a burning pain that could not be misunderstood, and he hugged her arm, so tight, so tight that it made her strange.

Seeing them coming, he didn't get up, still hugged her in his arms, just looked at Chun Yuyi, word by word - don't let her have anything to do.

Chun Yuyi didn't say much, and went directly to probe her pulse, and after a while, she let go with a solemn face, she was pregnant, but it was possible to inhale musk by mistake, which was very dangerous.

Her heart was like a cloud, undulating, and she couldn't tell whether she was happy or sad.

She heard his voice as dark as night, slowly smashing into her heart, word by word.

He said that if I have to give up the child as a last resort, I just want her to be okay.

How she wished she hadn't heard.

For a long time, she thought that he would no longer come to the Forget Worries Pavilion because of Du Ruyin in the mouth of the world.

She hadn't seen Du Ruyin, but she knew what kind of fairy jade it should be when she heard the rumors, so she would let someone like him fall in love.

Although it is still an inevitable depression and heartache, it will never hurt now.

When the maidservant girl named Shuying talked about the ins and outs of Shuhe Benzoin, his eyes were clear and murderous.

Although it is fleeting and no one will notice, she knows him too well, and her heart is all in him.

Later, Du Ruyin's maidservant girl came over, and he looked at the people who blocked her, and he couldn't hide the cold anger in his voice.

Shuying was so aggrieved that she was about to cry, Chun Yuyi said coldly in her ear, is such a man worth it?

She just laughed in a trance, and they didn't understand that his anger was real, but it wasn't what the world did.

Returning to the Forget Worry Pavilion from the Three Princes' Mansion, she fell asleep, a night of grogginess, opened her eyes, it was Chun Yuyi's nervous and anxious face, he held her hand and said, Qing'er, you are sick, don't think about anything, don't be afraid of anything, it will pass, everything will be fine.

She nodded, but a tear slipped from the corner of her eye.

There was no way to forget that after knowing that the woman was fine, the scorching tension that had been continuing under his eyebrows and eyes finally dissipated.

He embraced her, holding her hand and placing it on top of her still flat* as if he were holding the most precious treasure in the world.

Her illness came quickly, but it went very slowly, which really responded to the old saying "illness comes like a mountain, and illness goes like a silk pump".

She knew that during the period of her lingering sickbed, he still held Du Ruyin at the height of the envy of the world, and he had always arranged for Chun Yuyi to ask for a safe pregnancy for his princess.

"Miss Sang, it's time to drink the medicine. Li Xin came in with a medicine bowl.

She took it and drank it, and when she handed the bowl back, she suddenly burst into tears: "I'm not reconciled, I'm really unwilling to ......."

Li Xin's face turned cold: "In this case, I advise the girl not to say it again in the future." ”

After finishing speaking, he turned around and went out with the medicine bowl.

She watched Lixin's back disappear outside the closed door, and slowly wiped away the tears on her face.

I'm sorry, but I can't help it.

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