While smoking a cigarette, I watched the cars coming and going on the street, there were BMWs, Mercedeses, and again, Santana. Fuck, there are so many rich people. You say, this person was born the same way, and the most people ask is, is it a man or a woman? Will it be you, a president, a peasant, a worker?

But why did the gap get bigger the later it went? Some people drove sports cars and lived in luxury houses, while others did not have food to eat and clothes to cover their bodies. What is the reason for this result? Is it the system? No, opportunities are equal to everyone, it just depends on whether you can grasp it or not. Aren't many successful people also self-made? Why do people have to squat on the street and smoke cigarettes when they succeed?

The point is, the opportunity has not yet come. I remember that the host of a variety show I like very much said that it really makes sense, "Opportunities are only reserved for those who are ready." Perhaps, I am really not ready now, so the opportunity has not yet come, as long as the opportunity comes, I will "Nine Howling Dragons Screaming Shocking Changes".

Thinking like this, my heart is much more steady, Zhang Shaoyu doesn't know, whether this is Ah Q's spirit, anyway, my heart is comfortable, and I have energy in my body, so let's go find it again.

I just snuffed out the cigarette butt and wanted to throw it in the trash can next to it, but the phone rang. Damn, who is calling the mobile phone if they have something to do, they don't know Lao Tzu's card, and they also need money to answer the phone?

I took it out and looked at it, stunned, Dad's mobile phone number.

At that moment, Zhang Shaoyu was stunned, whether he accepted or not? The contradiction between himself and his father seemed irreconcilable, and sometimes, he really wondered, whether I was his son or not? Is there such a father in the world? Speaking to his son, he can never do without a single scolding word, and no matter how good it is, it is also sarcastic, sarcastic, and like a class enemy.

After hesitating for a while, Zhang Shaoyu still picked up the phone. Unexpectedly, this time it was my mother calling.

"Son, what are you doing now?" said his mother's voice on the other end of the line. Pity the hearts of parents in the world, the nature of mother and son, Zhang Shaoyu's mood has calmed down before, and he has always thought that he is a person who can be happy and unobtrusive. But when he heard his mother's greeting, his tears fell. Not for anything else, just because of the mother's words, "Son, what are you doing now?"

"Mom......" tried his best to hold back his cry, and Zhang Shaoyu shouted in a trembling voice.

Mother is always the most careful person in the world, not to mention her own son, the mother immediately realized that her son's situation was wrong, and hurriedly asked: "Shaoyu, what's wrong with you? Are you crying? Tell your mother what happened!"

Zhang Shaoyu temporarily put the phone away, wiped away his tears, took a few deep breaths, closed his eyes and shook his head vigorously, and then picked up the phone when his mind calmed down.

"Mom, it's okay, I just woke up and yawned. ”

The mother will be suspicious: "Shaoyu, what's wrong? Is something wrong, good, tell my mother, ah." ”

Zhang Shaoyu smiled deliberately: "It's really okay, Mom, I'm fine." With a smile on his face and tears streaming down his face, he was once again dripping.

"Really, then Mom will rest assured, your dad went out to buy goods, and I took the time to call you. Son, mom is worried about you, you seem to be graduating soon, right? How's the work?" Mom's concerned greeting almost made Zhang Shaoyu cry.

He took the phone away again, and tried his best to hold back the crying, but he barely slapped himself a few times.

"I've found it, Mom, you don't have to worry about me, I can take care of myself now. ”

"Really, ouch, I'll just say that my son is the most capable, our Shaoyu is a little naughty, but he has been smart since he was a child, and he has the ability since he was a child!

"Oh, yes, it's a technician of a company, and the salary is not high now, a month, only about three thousand yuan a month. In order not to worry his mother, Zhang Shaoyu told lies against his will. Hmph, three thousand yuan, now even the work of three hundred yuan has no share of its own.

The mother was happy, and her voice was a little excited: "Okay, well, okay, my son is capable, he is a technician, and your monthly salary is worth a month's income of your parents." Okay, son, mom ...... "Mom also cried, and said that she wanted her son to become a Chan, what could make her mother happier than hearing that her son had become a mature man, she was pregnant in October, and she worked hard to bring up her son, isn't she just looking forward to this day? Now that her son is out of work and can get 3,000 yuan a month, she will be a mother and she will not want anything.

"Mom...... You, don't cry......" Zhang Shaoyu hated himself a little at this time, why was he so useless, his tears were endless, and he was still not a man!

"Okay, Shaoyu, mom doesn't cry, ah, don't cry, mom is happy. Shaoyu, I heard my mother say, now that I am working, I earn my own money, I have to take good care of myself, do you hear? I have to eat on time every day, it's cold in my hometown, right? I remember when I go out to work, add more clothes, now the medicine is expensive, we can't afford it. If you have a spare time, you can send some money back to your grandmother, your grandmother has loved you since she was a child, you know......?

There was a convulsion in my heart, as if someone had inserted a knife and twisted it twice. Grandmother......

"Okay, the mobile phone is expensive, Mom won't talk about it, you have to be sensible yourself, take good care of yourself, Mom and Dad can still move and support themselves, you don't have to worry about it, just take care of yourself, you know?"

"Mom, I see. Zhang Shaoyu gritted his teeth and held back his tears and said softly.

"Okay, Mom hung up the phone, ah, take care of yourself, you know?"

There was already a "beep" sound on the other end of the phone, Zhang Shaoyu was still stunned, with the mobile phone on his ear, wanting to hear his mother's voice again. But I lied to my mother and told a lie, I was not a technician at all, and I didn't have a monthly salary of 3,000 yuan at all, and what my mother was happy about was all her lies.

Zhang Shaoyu, Zhang Shaoyu, you are not filial.

Putting down the phone, Zhang Shaoyu sat down weakly. Mother, grandmother, the people who care about themselves the most in this world, I'm afraid they are them, they all look forward to their success, but, but, ......

Finally, Zhang Shaoyu felt frustrated for the first time and felt that he was useless. You have to rely on deception to make your relatives happy. After looking for a job for so many days, I don't have a clue at all. If you continue to consume it like this, I really don't know when this little confidence will be consumed. When I was in school, the teachers were blowing every day, how high the school's attendance rate was over the years, how the senior brothers and sisters were so promising, some became bosses, some became leaders, and some went abroad for further study.

Damn, if you have the ability, you give me his phone number, Lao Tzu will call and ask, maybe in which city to sweep the streets.

But in the final analysis, I can't blame others, blame myself for not being angry, why didn't I work hard in high school, and I had to take a better university, at least for an undergraduate. In that case, maybe you don't have to be so angry now.

Zhang Shaoyu knew in his heart that these were angry words, there was no regret in the world that medicine was sold, and everything had to be paid, but sometimes, the price was heavier. That's it, if you come, you will be safe, cheer up and continue to struggle. Who calls us men, men, we have to fucking work hard, we have to be strong and unyielding......

I raised my head, wiped away my tears, tidied up my things, and prepared to be blinded again.

At this time, a person walked in front of him, originally, Zhang Shaoyu had already noticed that there was a person wandering around, but he didn't pay attention to it, and he walked in front of him at this time, and when he looked up, it was actually Zhao Jing.

The girl was wearing a pink jacket and carrying a small bag, and her hair was straightened and draped like satin. It seems that the last time I saw her, it was a different feeling. Especially like a gentle and lovely girl. But Zhang Shaoyu knew that under this gentle and lovely appearance, what was hidden was a chattering person.

At this time, Zhao Jingzheng looked at Zhang Shaoyu nervously, looking timid, as if he was afraid that Zhang Shaoyu would suddenly go crazy. pursed his lips, stared at the big angry eyes, tilted his head and looked at him without moving.

"I said you are sick, aren't you?

Zhao Jing still didn't speak, still staring at Zhang Shaoyu intently. Actually, she had already discovered Zhang Shaoyu, she was not sure before, she only saw a man sitting on the chair, burying his head low, looking a little decadent, and then when the man looked up, he found that it was indeed Zhang Shaoyu!

And he's crying!

Zhao Jing really didn't dare to imagine that a man like Zhang Shaoyu would cry so childishly. It's like being spanked by my mother when I was a child, sitting there with my legs on the ground, pouting and crying. Did something happen to him? Otherwise, how could he be crying so sadly?

"Don't you speak? Don't say I'm leaving!" Zhang Shaoyu glared at Zhao Jing, turned around and was about to leave, but the foot never stepped out, alas, there is really no way to take this crazy girl. Turning around stupidly, Zhang Shaoyu simply sat down, I want to see what tricks you are going to play today!

Seeing Zhang Shaoyu sit down, Zhao Jing also carefully carried him to sit down, those eyes were still staring at Zhang Shaoyu, and Zhang Shaoyu felt a little hairy in his heart.

"Sister Zhao, Sister Zhao, ah, I beg you to do it, if you have anything to say, don't look at me like this, my heart is furious. Zhang Shaoyu said helplessly.

Finally, my aunt spoke: "Little rascal, why?"

Zhang Shaoyu choked so much that he didn't say anything for a long time, why?

"Why are you crying?" asked Zhao Jing. Zhang Shaoyu suddenly became depressed, he didn't expect that when he was crying, he was seen by this girl, and when it was over, he must have been caught and ridiculed.

With a word of the bag in his hand, Zhang Shaoyu let it out. He took out a cigarette, took out one and lit it, and inhaled it vigorously. Those who have been upset by quitting smoking in the past two days are time to take a sip.

This side was pumping hard, and Zhao Jing's hand suddenly stretched out. Zhang Shaoyu was stunned for a moment, and before he could react, Zhao Jing had already wiped it up for him. Damn, deceive people and don't bully heads, men's heads, women's waists, that's a place that can't be moved casually. There is no basic politeness, this girl is getting more and more disagreeable!

Just as she was about to reprimand her, Zhao Jing had already whispered, "The tears on your face haven't been wiped clean." ”

"Ah, oh, thank you. Only then did Zhang Shaoyu know that he had misunderstood others, and said embarrassedly. After saying that, he took two more puffs and put the remaining half of the cigarette back into the box.

"Little rascal, can you tell me why you're crying?" Zhao Jing brought up this matter again, and Zhang Shaoyu really didn't know how to tell her. It's about your own family, there's no need to tell her, but if you don't talk about your family, it's not clear to talk about it.

After thinking about it, he simply said: "I haven't found a job, I'm crying here." ”

Originally, although Zhao Jing was crazy, at this time, as a woman, you always have to comfort your buddies. But who would have thought, as soon as Zhang Shaoyu finished speaking, Zhao Jing suddenly roared: "What is the big deal with you!

Zhang Shaoyu was stupid at the time, how can I be a useless man again? Hey, this girl, how can this girl be moody! Just now, there was a cautious look, for fear of provoking herself, and she turned her face and didn't recognize anyone.

"I can see it, you kid is a scrap. If you can't find a job, you cry? There are more people in Chengdu who can't find a job, and if they are all like you crying and grabbing the ground, then they won't be able to live? Miss Ben has been looking for a job for almost half a month, and so far she has not landed, but I have never shed half a tear. You are a big man, standing there is quite a tall man, and you actually learned to cry from a woman for such a small thing, even if I was blind, I used to think you were a good man!" Zhao Jing slashed his head and counted, so that Zhang Shaoyu didn't even have time to interject.

Oh, by the way, didn't I hear her say that her father found her a job at the county procuratorate, but she didn't want to, so she had to stay in Chengdu and work her own. Well, in this way, this girl still has a bit of a hard bone.

"Why don't you speak? Do you have a weak heart? Or did you deeply hurt your self-esteem by my words? Zhang Shaoyu, Zhang Shaoyu, you can't be angry, don't let me be so embarrassed, okay?" Zhao Jing's expression is like Zhang Shaoyu's mother, should you teach your son a lesson?

Zhang Shaoyu was very angry and laughed: "You have to go, Mother Zhao, I have served you, but you should talk about it, what should I do, ah?"

Zhao Jing glanced at Zhang Shaoyu with disdain, and snorted coldly: "Listen, Miss Ben won't say it a second time." You have to look for a job, you don't have to look for a job, right, if you look for a job, you have to find a job. If you don't look for it, then the job will come to you, right?"

Zhang Shaoyu was still waiting for her next words, but he waited for a long time, but he didn't! Summarize her words and summarize them in two words, nonsense! Who doesn't understand this truth? Do you still want to teach her?

Seeing Zhang Shaoyu's appearance of crying and laughing, Zhao Jing became a little proud, and said with a smile: "How is it?

Zhang Shaoyu was too lazy to talk to her, and nodded again and again: "Well, it's inspiring." ”

Zhao Jing breathed a sigh of relief, suddenly eased her breath, patted Zhang Shaoyu on the shoulder and said: "Actually, little rascal, you are a good person, really, I am in my heart, you are a good man, come on! We have been working hard and believe that with our hands, we will be able to create a piece of the world, which I have never doubted. Trust me, you're really good. ”

If these words come out of other people's mouths, it will be forgotten, but it is Zhao Jing and Zhang Shaoyu who are a little inexplicably moved. Subconsciously stretched out his hand and held Zhao Jing's small hand on his shoulder, which was tight and tight.

"Okay, don't be moved like this, just find a job and invite me to dinner. Zhao Jing's words blew the little emotion in Zhang Shaoyu's heart without a trace. With his hand back, he picked up his bag and stood up and left.

"Little rascal, come on, you are the best!" Behind him, Zhao Jing's cheerleader-like cry came.

Zhang Shaoyu shook his head and smiled.