I found a place to sit on the side next to her, in fact, I really admired this woman, completely immersed in my own world.

There was a stranger sitting a few meters away next to her, and she didn't even look at it, trying to ask herself if she couldn't do this.

The fresh air after the rain, and the tip of my nose was still filled with the smell of perfume on her body, which made me unconsciously stunned.

It would be nice if Xu Jing was by my side, if she didn't say how good it would be to break up,

Hey, 'if' is really a headache, she's at home, is it okay?

Is it painful like me?

Or she is really relieved, in the end, the family and education of the two of us really don't match, she should also know this, and then paradoxically lived with me for so many years.

The more I thought about it, the more sad and angry I became, whether I should hate her or not!

He took out the beer he had bought from the bag, opened it, and drank it down.

The taste of beer, which was supposed to be bitter, is now like water, and it has no taste at all.

Seeing my state at the moment, the woman sitting not far away finally came out of the memory and glanced at me lightly.

Her eyes seemed to speak, and I could read them.

I was thinking she was blaming me for interrupting what should have been her own moment.

Time ticked by, I drank bottle after bottle of beer, I thought she would go, but she still put her hands around her legs and rested her head gently on her knees.

I had the urge to comfort her several times, even if it was to say, 'Are you okay?'

In the end, I gave up on this idea and indulged in my own sorrow.

It's just that there is a curiosity in my heart, can such a beautiful woman also have troubles?

Probably not, people like them should enjoy the care of all kinds of people around them.

The night wind in Hangzhou was originally gentle, but as soon as the wind blew, my wine strength came up, and my head began to be slightly confused.

Then the brain uncontrollably took out its own phone and did something that even looked down on itself.

Fingers gently flicked the familiar number, trying to make an effort, because I really want to get it back, because I really don't want to lose.

'Give up freedom and like two people, two people who are tied up, don't let each other or love each other to share a lifetime...'

It's her favorite song, and she uses it as her phone's ringtone.

I was in the middle of the song when the phone came in: 'The number you dialed is on the phone.' ’

I smiled self-deprecatingly, this is because you don't want to answer my phone and hang up on me, right?

I didn't give up, dialed out at one time, and the phone hung up quickly at one time.

My fingers clenched the phone, I controlled my emotions that were about to explode, and after dialing it once, more than thirty seconds of effort, she... Finally picked up the phone.

She didn't speak, and neither did I, just gasping for air.

"Xu Jing, don't treat me like this, okay?"

Xu Jing on the other end of the phone didn't speak, she could only hear her slight breathing, and after a while, she finally spoke.

"Li Yu, don't call me, I really can't bear it, so even if it's for me, it's the last time I feel sorry for me, just let everything pass, do you think I'm not sad, I'm more fragile than you, so long pain is better than short pain." ”

Xu Jing didn't speak when she said this, she was quietly waiting for my reply.

I took a cigarette out of my pocket and lit it, took a sip of beer, finally squeezed a 'good' word out between my teeth, and hung up the phone as if I had lost my soul.

I was silent for a few seconds, holding my head in my hands and squatting on the ground in pain, four years of relationship, hearing her sentence 'long pain is better than short pain' completely broke me.

I thought she was happy with me, calm, and without a trace of trouble.

It turns out that I haven't understood her all along...

'Bang'

With all my strength, I dropped my phone on the concrete floor of the moon platform, and it was like my soul, shattered.

The woman sitting a few meters away from me was startled by the loud noise I made when I dropped my phone.

Then he turned his head and looked at me with a cold gaze, which was extremely beautiful, but I didn't want to appreciate it.

I looked directly into her cold gaze, and the two of us looked at each other.

I could read her gaze, with anger and disdain in her gaze.

And I, I don't want anything anymore, I'm miserable enough, do I still care about other people's eyes.

After a full minute of staring at her fierce gaze, I noticed that I felt as if I had lost the battle, and was no longer looking directly into her gaze.

I didn't care about her, I continued to drink beer by myself, and couldn't help but say: "Heh, women are really inexplicable, they have been together for so many years, and then they inexplicably say that they broke up, and then inexplicably get together and disperse, and the long pain is better than the short pain." ”

"It's really neurotic enough. ”

She was stunned at first when she heard my words, and then glanced at me with her eyes in disgust, which was just right for me to see.

Does a strange woman hate me so much? What did I do wrong?

I'm the victim, okay?

"You don't look at me with your kind of eyes, do you think you can look down on others if you are good-looking, I tell you, beware that I will take you off this platform and don't mess with me. I took a puff of my cigarette and said fiercely.

When the woman heard my words, her face was cold again, she stroked her hair, and said three words to me without a trace of emotion: "You try." ”

Her voice was nice, but I couldn't appreciate it, because I was really angry right now.

I got up from my chair angrily and walked slowly towards her, I thought she would be scared, but she didn't.

She watched coldly as I walked towards her step by step, with no fear in her eyes, just disdain and hatred.

Less than a meter away from her, I said at one point: "I can't control my temper and don't throw you down, so you get out of here." ”

She was still the same indifferent, saying the same three words: "You try"

Eye contact with me, I could read that she was really not afraid of me throwing her down, and although she looked very light, I could effortlessly throw her off the ground a full four meters above the ground.

I finally gave up, and although I am angry now, I really can't do anything criminal.

I waved my hand and spat out a puff of my cigarette at her, and the smoke floated around her, which looked kind of funny.

"You're just a neurotic. I gritted my teeth and said.