Chapter 62
I looked at whether it was Qin An, or looking for clouds and rain, for a while, because of the words of the shadow, my face was a little stunned, I felt a little embarrassed, and was about to say something, Qin An had already taken the first step to speak: "The princess is a daughter, and it is also appropriate to pay more attention." โฎ Yan Mo Xuan โฎNo Ads โฎ"
I glanced at him with some apologies, then looked at Xunyun, and said, "Shuying is not sensible, but she doesn't mean anything else, don't be careful, girl." โ
Xunyun lowered her eyes and responded: "The princess is serious, since it is His Royal Highness's intention, we should all follow it well, even if it is not His Highness's intention, just like what Chief Qin said, the princess is a daughter, and she should pay attention everywhere, how can Xunyun have other ideas." โ
After using the tea and resting for a while, a maid came over to report that the bathing soup was ready, so Qin An and the others said goodbye and left, and Shuying accompanied me to the bathroom to wash off the dust.
Although the trip is very slow, but in the end it is a long journey back, I bathed and then went to the Guimo Pavilion dormitory to rest and sleep, until dinner, Shuying woke me up, she helped me change clothes while saying: "Miss, it's time for dinner, I have already instructed the little girls to be placed outside, you get up and freshen up to go over the past." โ
I was a little puzzled, and asked, "Don't you have to go to the front hall for dinner, why is it placed in the Guimo Pavilion?"
Shuying said: "It was arranged by Xunyun, she said that His Royal Highness would not come back anyway, and the young lady was tired of traveling, so she directly ordered someone to send dinner over. โ
"Isn't Your Highness coming back for dinner?" I asked casually, sitting down in front of the bronze mirror.
Shuying took a jade comb to help me comb my long hair, and replied: "Well, I heard Xunyun say, it seems that the palace sent someone to send a message back, saying that the emperor left the three highnesses for dinner, and also told the palace that if it is too late, there is no need to wait, and maybe His Highness will stay in the palace." โ
My fingers, which had been combing my hair, paused slightly.
Although the celebration banquet is set tomorrow night, Nan Chengyao is the most favored prince of the saint after all, and now that he has returned triumphantly, it is not too much for the emperor to leave him for a family banquet, and in the Bauhinia Palace, there is also a palace residence specially prepared for the prince, and it is common for the prince to stay in the palace after drinking, so even if he does not come back tonight, it is reasonable, there is no place that cannot be said at half, I should not doubt anything.
However, I couldn't deceive myself, when I listened to Shuying's words, the first image that flashed into my mind was the graceful and charming concubine Niangniang in Qingyang Palace.
Even when we got married, she had the ability to find an opportunity to call Nan Chengyao away, and she stayed for three days, and now, who knows if she will do it again.
Although at that time, Nan Chengyao may have been happy to take the opportunity to get out because he had scruples about me, but now, why won't he stay for Concubine Qing?
I also know that he may not love Qing Guifei and herself, but he undoubtedly loves her identity, as the emperor's favorite concubine, it is difficult for ordinary people to reach the sky, but when she arrives, it is just a gesture, so Nan Chengyao will not easily brush her mind, after all, on his chessboard, she is still a very useful chess piece.
What's more, how could he be willing to wronged himself, the graceful and charming Concubine Qing, the alluring Sang Muqing, who is not a character in this world that men dream of seeing each other, my lips can't help but bring out a slight arc, a little self-deprecation, and a little bitterness.
"Miss, what's wrong with you, don't let go quickly, if you pull it down again, this hairpin will be broken by you, this is the one you like the most!"
The sound of Shuying pulled back my thoughts, I was startled, and suddenly let go of my hand, and the jade hairpin in my hand fell to the ground in response, and it was really broken into two.
"Oh, what can I do, blame me!" Shuying hurriedly leaned over to pick up the broken hairpin, distressed.
I was in a state of turmoil, so I comforted her casually, "It's just a hairpin, it's not a big deal." โ
She looked sorry and annoyed: "This is the bride price that His Royal Highness gave at the beginning, I see, the only thing you like in those things is the white jade Feiyan pendant and this hairpin, what can I do now?"
I calmed down a little and said, "Okay, I don't love these jewelry, it's not a big deal, let's go, the food should be cold in a while." โ
Having said that, she put down the broken hairpin and went out with me.
I watched her try the dishes one by one with silver needles, although I felt that it was a bit of a fuss, but in the end, my mood has been unstable, so I have no intention of stopping it, besides, even if I say that I recognize the reason for death with a sparse shadow, I am afraid that I will not listen.
The dinner was prepared very richly, Jumbo balls, Cuiwei asparagus, Babao duck, abalone sauce mushroom buckle goose paw, ginkgo stewed pigeon, six-style blood bird's nest, crispy shrimp cake, lotus leaf porridge, a big table full, not at all like it was prepared for one person to eat.
However, I didn't have much appetite, so I only picked a few light bites at random, and then ordered them to withdraw and give them to their subordinates.
Shuying looked at me with some concern: "Miss, is there something uncomfortable, eating so little." โ
I smiled faintly and shook my head, she didn't know, I was uncomfortable, it was in my heart.
Is it jealousy, perhaps.
I remembered that day in Qingyang Palace, laughing at all kinds of things to Qing Guifei, so careless and dismissive, I never thought that one day, my emotions would be affected by her.
However, this is not the main reason for my unstable mind, at this moment, only I know how confused and scared I am in my heart.
It's not that I don't know what kind of person Nam Chengyao is, I knew it from the beginning, and he never tried to hide it from me.
It's not that I don't know that his heart is ruthless, it's not that I don't know how many women fall in love with him, and what the result is, it's not that I don't control myself.
I always thought I could do it, or rather, until today, I always thought I could do it, with kindness and ruthlessness, and raised my eyebrows.
However, as the jade hairpin broke off in response, the coolness and helplessness in my heart also expanded slightly, in the end, I still cared, didn't I?
Even though it may still not be love, but I can't deceive myself, watching him and other women warm, and even as long as I think about it, even if I pretend to be light on my face, but in my heart, there is no way to be as indifferent as before, I care.
I closed my eyes and let out a long sigh, hearing my heart repeat, I cared.
There is the pride and self-esteem of being the daughter of the third princess and the Murong family, and the faint expectation of being a wife, I am willing to be a one-hearted person, and the white head is not separated, yes, I care.
Unwilling to let myself fall into a sad mood and feel sorry for myself, I got up and wanted to go outside to the garden, but I saw a little maid come in and report: "Princess, the Prime Minister has come to see her, and she is waiting in the side hall of the front hall, and the chief manager of Qin sent the slave and maid to come and report." โ
I'm a little surprised, who will it be at this time?
So he asked, "Who is here, Mrs. Prime Minister?"
The little maid shook her head: "No, it is said that it is Young Master Murong's entourage, called Qing Jing." โ
I'm getting more and more strange, Qingjing has grown up serving Tong since he was a child, reading, riding, shooting, everything is together, this time he rushed to Mobei to find me, didn't bring him, this is probably the first time they have been separated for so long when they grow up, but, at this time, what did he come to me for?
I didn't say much at the moment, I walked straight to the front hall, and then stepped into the side hall, as soon as Qingjing saw me, it was like seeing a life-saving straw, stumbling a few steps in front of me, "plop" knelt down and said: "Miss Qing, you go back with me to save the young master, it's too late, he will be killed by the master!"
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