Zhang Guilan clenched her hands, due to the rough and wide knuckles of the perennial labor, most of them were half deformed, and the fingers could only be bent half-open and half-closed, too hard, some cracks in the hands were stretched open, and a trace of blood flowed out.

"You white-eyed wolf, you don't care about your mother? Do you also plan to ignore labor and capital, work hard to raise you, build you such a big house, you have hard wings now, you want to fly? I tell you, if you don't support me when the time comes, I will smash your pot. Zheng Yunsheng's scolding came from the crack in the door.

"Dad, I don't mean that, I mean mom's side, the two aunts took Tian Xiaonuan and they all pointed fingers, I'm afraid that she will make a fuss when the time comes, I don't care about you, I mean that if they are willing to take care of their mother, then let them take care of it." ”

"Yes, son, you are right, they really hate it, come to our house to stir up, I heard Bobo say, and went to your factory?"

"But no, I asked my mother to call yesterday and explain to them, I don't know what my mother thinks, and I didn't call, today my second aunt found my unit, and also trained me in the cafeteria, and the colleagues and leaders of the unit all watched, you said it's annoying, how can you live these days, if they are so sisterly, then just take my mother over, it's wrong for me to do something in the province, Yanyan's uncle also taught me a lesson, thinking that I have a bad temper. ”

"Damn it, their family is just a bunch of stinky shit, our family begs them for help and refuses, they are more energetic than anyone else, I see your mother too, her sisters and relatives are all good, and our family is black-hearted. ”

"I think so too, I think the second aunt is deliberate, they can't see that I have a good future, so they don't have a good heart for our family. ”

The two fathers and sons found a common language, complaining and scolding each other about the people on Zhang Guilan's mother's side over the years, Zhang Guilan stood outside the door, listening word by word, and the blood in her body was cold little by little, as if it had become ice slag.

"Son, you understand it like this, Dad won't accept it, you are a man to understand Dad, as long as you don't care about Dad going out to find someone, Dad doesn't care what you do in the future. ”

"But lately, you have been more restrained, don't make any unsightly things before I get married, and I will try my best to appease her on Mom's side. ”

Zhang Guilan didn't want to listen anymore, she was weak, she leaned against the wall and moved to the kitchen step by step, stood by the sink, turned on the water and mechanically took the linen cloth that wiped the stove, scrubbed it with dish soap, and the cold water was on her cracked hand, as if she didn't feel any pain.

After Zheng Tao finished talking to his father, he came out and found that there was no one, his younger brother was no more, and his mother didn't know where to go.

"Mom, I told my dad that he wouldn't be allowed to do it in the future, because he was too old to let you go out for the past two days. Second aunt, if you have a better face tomorrow, hurry up and call them, and have less contact with them in the future, so we can live a good life. ”

After saying this, Zheng Tao didn't care whether his mother nodded or not, turned around and went upstairs to rest by himself.

Zhang Guilan was like a sculpture, standing on the edge of the pool, her face was already numb, and her eyes were full of despair when she stared at the pool.

She didn't go back to the bedroom all night, cleaning the house everywhere, tidying up the utility room, she just wanted to do things, she didn't have to think about anything when she was tired, the conversation between her son and her husband, every sentence was repeated in her mind.

Zhang Guilan forced herself not to think about it, but she couldn't forget it at all, the more she thought about it, the colder her heart became, what was she to her son to her husband, her husband just wanted to make money to support his family, and her son didn't plan to take care of himself at all, and even planned to let himself go back to his parents' house to live.

The more Zhang Guilan thought about it, the more scared she became, "Dad, I'm just coaxing our mother, otherwise who will do the work at home, who will make money, you look at my brother like that, who will take care of it in the future, there is a mother who doesn't have to worry about these things, you are right." ”

The eldest son's words were in her mind, and she thought about it over and over again, Zhang Guilan began to tremble, could it be that the eldest son had been lying to himself all along, he cared about himself was all fake, she never thought that the son she raised was actually more terrible than a tiger.

Zhang Guilan fell on the sofa in the living room outside, staring at the ceiling in a daze, and every fragment of her two sons from baby to child to adulthood flashed in her mind, remembering that Tao Tao softly called her mother when she was young, and Bo Bo grabbed delicious food with her brother when she was young, how cute they were when they were children, and why did they change when they grew up.

Zhang Guilan thought about it, leaned on the sofa and fell asleep, it was getting dark, and the whole living room was dark without turning on the lights.

Zheng Yunsheng came out to wash his feet and go to sleep, and as soon as he turned on the light in the living room, there was a person on the sofa, which frightened him so much that all the hairs on his body stood up.

When he came back to his senses and looked at it, his heart was startled again, under the dim yellow light, Zhang Guilan's bruised and swollen face became more and more terrifying, she leaned on the sofa, her mouth half open and half closed, as if she was dead.

"Guilan, Zhang Guilan!" Zheng Yunsheng raised his voice, and when he heard someone calling him, Zhang Guilan opened her eyes in a daze.

Seeing that Zhang Guilan opened his eyes, Zheng Yunsheng put his mind at ease and secretly scolded himself for making a fuss, how could he die after a few hits, or Zhang Guilan's ghostly appearance, which scared him as if he was dead.

"Why don't you turn on the lights, scare labor and management to death, and think you're dead, damn, if you want to die, stay away, don't pretend to be a ghost here to scare people. ”

Zheng Yunsheng shouted and scolded, Zhang Guilan glanced upstairs, such a loud voice must have been heard by the two sons, but no one came down to say a word.

Zheng Yunsheng, who came back after washing his feet, saw that Zhang Guilan was still sitting on the sofa, and scolded angrily: "Who of you doesn't sleep, you don't sleep, don't sleep and lock the door." ”

There was a sound of door locking from the bedroom, and Zheng Yunsheng locked the door, which was to completely prevent Zhang Guilan from going in to sleep.

Zhang Guilan got up slowly, standing in the empty house, Nuoda's house, there was no place for her to stay, she unconsciously wandered around the house, walked to the utility room, and suddenly saw a bottle of pesticide under the corner of the wall.

What's the point of living like this, it's better to die, the son takes himself as a burden, the husband looks for a woman outside every day, and he can't wait for himself to die immediately, what's the point of living by himself, he can also change some funeral expenses for his son when he dies, and his son has no burden.

After the idea of death suddenly came out, it could no longer be extinguished, Zhang Guilan suddenly picked up most of the bottles of pesticides in the corner of the wall.

The pungent smell of medicine came out, but Zhang Guilan was not afraid at all, leaned her neck and poured it all into her stomach, walked a few steps, and collapsed in the living room.