Lu Xun said: "Tragedy is the destruction of valuable things in life for others to see." Although Li Shaohui has always worshiped such a literary giant, he has always seemed to understand people's aphorisms and aphorisms, but during this time, he witnessed the people around him go away one after another, and finally became dull and enlightened.

If tragedy is the destruction of valuable things in life to show others, then the biggest tragedy in the world is to tear up the most beautiful things to show people, slowly, bit by bit, so that you can't take your eyes off it, but you are powerless, so when Li Shaohui learned that Tang Fengling was really leaving, although he sent sincere blessings on the surface, he was crying and dripping blood in his heart...

From ancient times to the present, literati and scholars and articles through the ages have tried their best to exaggerate the sadness of separation, but after separation, there is still hope and reunion, but what about parting?

The night before parting, Tang Fengling came to see Xu Promise and Li Shaohui, and the three of them talked and laughed happily, and no one wanted to touch the pain of parting.

On the day Tang Fengling left, Li Shaohui thought of the heartbroken scene when Lin Yue'er and Xia Xue parted, and he no longer had the intention of sending each other.

Facing Li Shaohui, who was lying on the sofa, he promised to persuade him with good words, but this time Li Shaohui was determined not to say goodbye, so he promised to do everything he could to persuade him to no avail.

The promise under the annoyance thought about how long it had been, and Li Shaohui dared not listen to her, so she was ashamed and anxious, broke her heart, and spit out a mouthful of blood, which made Li Shaohui panic and dare not disobey.

When Li Shaohui finished packing up and was about to leave, Xu Yu took his hand again and asked him to sit beside her and say a few words to him.

Li Shaohui looked at the rare tenderness of the promise, and he was not happy and shocked in his heart, because he thought of the last time he accompanied Lu Yao with Tang Fengling to send Yu Qiangzhai for burial, the promise had also had such a behavior, so Li Shaohui muttered in his heart: "This madman's jealousy is too great, just force yourself to send Tang Fengling, and now when she leaves, she still threatens herself? Does she want to give another substantial punishment? Such as slander, love pinch, love grabbing, and so on."

These women's kung fu, she is practicing more and more proficient in herself, and she has reached the point of perfection. As soon as he disagreed, he began to verbally attack, and when he couldn't bargain for money, he began to use force, which is really 'only villains and women are difficult to raise', no, compared to promises, villains are nothing. ”

Just when Li Shaohui was frightened, Xu Yu really smiled softly, lowered his head and whispered in Li Shaohui's ear. Li Shaohui smiled helplessly, feeling sad in his heart, this madman is really this trick again, faintly she seems to smell the sour smell of the promise, but Li Shaohui is not reconciled, he wants to retaliate, so his hand is unconsciously placed on the thin waist of the promise, constantly rubbing back and forth, and this time it is at home, there is no one else, so Li Shaohui is more and more unscrupulous, after reaching in, he is not willing to stay in place, but climbs up, just when he just touched the tender peak, he was shocked by the promise of the words, and the bad thoughts that were about to move just now disappeared without a trace。

Li Shaohui pushed away the promise, looked at her suspiciously, and couldn't help sneering again: "Hypocrisy, you are really hypocritical enough, I have already learned your sisterhood, you are bewitching me like this, you must want me to make mistakes, and then let Ling'er denounce me, you can have a reason to torture me again." ”

Xu Promise smiled slightly, and said: "Li Shaohui, people like you must stay by your side all the time, look at you, you have no chance to do bad things, but I am willing to give you some freedom today, I am willing to let you bully Ling'er once, if you don't believe it, then pull it down, don't blame me for not giving you a chance at that time." ”

Li Shaohui naturally wouldn't believe the promise's duplicity, but he looked at the sincerity on the promise's face, and it didn't seem like he was joking, so he half-believed it, and said: "Duo'er, I don't care what your intentions are, I won't fall for you, take your affection, besides, you don't know what kind of person Ling'er is?

Take a step back, let's just say that yesterday, she struck and slandered me, even more powerful than you and Sister Xue, and now she is getting worse and worse under the guidance of you and Sister Xue, and she doesn't take me seriously at all, so how can she let me get a little cheaper? So I won't be grateful for your pretending to be kind. ”

Xu Yu chuckled and said: "I naturally believe in Ling'er's personality, but I am also very confident in your ability to pick up girls, although Ling'er is no longer a soft-hearted and kind girl now, but who are you Li Shaohui? You were able to deceive people before, let alone now?"

And Li Shaohui, I warn you, this is the last chance I give you, if you don't grasp it, then it's no wonder to me.

From now on, you can only have a woman in your heart that I promised, if you dare to break the thread with other people, you see how I clean you up. ”

As he spoke, he was a little excited, so Li Shaohui glanced at her angrily and muttered loudly: "I'll just say, how can you suddenly change your temperament? ”

Xu Yu sneered: "I am the vinegar jar, and the vinegar jar that is very generous and reasonable, much stronger than your vinegar jar with a small belly and chicken intestines." Look at you, you are full of sour gas, you also eat the vinegar of children, and you also eat the vinegar of women, and there is no vinegar in the world that you don't eat. Xu Promise repeated the exact same words as last time, and couldn't help laughing again, looking at Li Shaohui mockingly.

Li Shaohui smiled helplessly and sighed: "Alas! No way! We are a generous vinegar jar and a stingy vinegar jar, just a match." ”

After Li Shaohui went out, he arrived downstairs to Tang Fengling not long after, and accompanied her all the way to Shanghai Railway Station by subway.

Shanghai Railway Station, a characteristic landscape in China. Thousands of travelers come and go here every day, and the bustling scene is also a microcosm of the country's rapid development, but behind this unprecedented prosperity, there are also rampant theft, prostitution, gambling and impatient and numb faces. However, with the improvement of law and order in recent years, there are many fewer lawbreakers, and the only thing that is not missing is the irritable and indifferent people, and this phenomenon is even more than in the past.

Li Shaohui got a platform ticket, and Tang Fengling didn't say anything all the way, passed through the flow of people, and entered the platform.

While waiting for the train, Li Shaohui wanted not to let the parting atmosphere be too depressing, and at the same time wanted to say a few more words to Tang Fengling, so he asked casually: "Ling'er, you go home this time, your parents and brothers, they won't..." It's been so long, I've learned to protect myself. ”

Li Shaohui nodded with satisfaction and said with a smile: "That's good, that's good, I understand a truth from Lao Yu's affairs, whether we are relatives or friends in this life, we can only be good and caring for those who love us, as for those who don't love themselves, even if they are like parents, they can't be kind without principles." ”

Tang Fengling sighed when she heard Yu Qiangzhai and said: "Good people may not have good rewards, but evil people will definitely not have good rewards, maybe retribution is coming, my innumerable younger brother was broken and amputated this time, and became disabled, and it is impossible to do bad things again." ”

Li Shaohui looked at Tang Fengling, although she was blaming her younger brother, there was still a trace of regret in her eyes, and she smiled helplessly in her heart, although this stupid woman is much stronger and can really protect herself, but the kindness of her bones still can't be changed.

Tang Fengling looked at Li Shaohui staring at her directly, her face blushed, and said: "Shaohui, I didn't expect that for so many years, going around and around, walking and stopping, I unconsciously returned to the beginning, back to the starting point of the university, when we went home from vacation, every time you insisted on sending me, every time I left, you were willing to buy a ticket to go back, but you never let me send you, even once, no."

And now, after so many years, I can still have such an opportunity, and I can still have you with me and send me, I am really happy and happy..."Tang Fengling said and thought of the sweet years before, and showed a slight smile.

Li Shaohui was sad from his heart, and secretly thought: "You stupid girl, you can still laugh, this may be the last time I will send you, maybe the person who will send you after this is no longer me, maybe this goodbye, we will never see each other again in this life." ”

Tang Fengling looked at Li Shaohui's sad expression, and suddenly asked faintly: "Shaohui, do you know what is the most important thing for a person?"

Li Shaohui looked at Tang Fengling's Yingying gaze, thought hard for a while, smiled bitterly, and said: "Ling'er, you used to call me stupid, but after so many years, I still haven't made any progress, so I still can't guess what you think in your heart." ”

Tang Fengling smiled slightly, and said angrily: "Stupid, of course it's the phrase 'don't forget your original intention, you have to always', have you forgotten that you always liked to talk about it at that time?"

"Alas!" Li Shaohui suddenly sighed and said: "At that time, I was too young and ignorant, thinking that the world was my own, and I thought that as long as I worked hard, I could get what I wanted, but after I was born in society, I realized how naïve I was, and I knew what whimsy was." ”

When Tang Fengling heard this, she also said astringently: "Yes, how many true feelings are ruined in the materialistic flow of society, if it was a dream seven years ago, then I am willing to revel in that dream for the rest of my life, naïve every day, whimsical every day, and no longer wake up, so I plan to forget all the ups and downs of the past few years in the society, I plan to take the memory of the university, the one in the memory, stick to the original intention, go to study abroad, complete my studies, and realize my dream." ”

Li Shaohui looked at Tang Fengling silently, thinking that the two of them were inseparable, and after all, they were ruined by fate, and said bitterly: "Ling'er, if you can let it go, that's also good, I'm happy for you from the bottom of my heart, what is your dream now?"

Tang Fengling sighed: "Shaohui, do you remember your original dream?"

"The original dream?" Li Shaohui whispered these words in his mouth, and wondered: "Oil painting?"

Tang Fengling smiled happily and said, "It seems that you haven't forgotten your original intention! These days when I have nothing to do, I will look through your previous letters and graffiti, and then suddenly I am interested in oil painting --- your dream, so since you can no longer realize your original dream, then I will take your dream and go away to the end of the world!"

Hearing this, Li Shaohui's body trembled, his eyes turned red instantly, and tears were left, he had always loved Lin Yue'er the most, and for her, he could leave everyone else behind.

Later, Lin Yue'er left, and Xu Yu was seriously ill, and in order to take care of her, he didn't dare to be too close to Tang Fengling, so he never talked to her once these days, and talked about his heart once.

But this stupid woman, although she doesn't fight or shoot, she uses silent actions to explain her love for herself, maybe her love is not as pure as Lin Yue'er, nor as hot as promised, nor as bold as Xia Xue, but if you say perseverance, I'm afraid no one can beat it. Who else in this world would do their best to fight for an idea they don't care about anymore?

Time is passing, feelings are brewing, Li Shaohui and Tang Fengling looked at each other silently, and remained silent for a long time.

And Li Shaohui didn't know what to say, this time he said goodbye, I am afraid that it will be difficult to see each other again in this life, although he has a thousand words in his heart, but in Tang Fengling's stunned eyes, it melted into a smile that is more ugly than crying, so at the last moment of parting, Li Shaohui could only look at Tang Fengling silently, plucked up the courage to pat her shoulder with his hand, and said with a forced smile: "Ling'er, take care, goodbye." ”

When Tang Fengling heard this, she suddenly put away her sad face, shook her head, and said with a smile: "Shaohui, I remember the night you confessed to me, I kissed you, so I now ask you to give me back, kiss me, to end our relationship." ”

Tang Fengling's bold request surprised the sad Li Shaohui, but when he saw Tang Fengling's gentle smile but full of confidence, in a moment, he understood that this timid and shy girl, after this period of tempering, has completely stepped out of the shadow of the past and can face everything calmly, including himself, so Li Shaohui couldn't help but tease while being pleased: "Ling'er, what do you say you can't learn? You have to learn from Sister Xue's boldness and shamelessness, you say..."

Li Shaohui didn't dare to continue, because Tang Fengling in front of him had a cold face and a contemptuous expression, as if he had promised Xia Xue to possess him, which made him tremble, and he could only scratch his head and laugh awkwardly.

"Say, why don't you say it?" Tang Fengling looked at Li Shaohui's frightened appearance and asked with a smile, as if he was a high god, looking down on Li Shaohui, an ordinary man.

Li Shaohui became more and more helpless, so he could only laugh there dryly, but Tang Fengling took a deep breath while being funny, looked at the few tourists around, glanced at Li Shaohui, then tilted his head slightly, closed his eyes, pouted his bright little mouth, trembled slightly, and made a gesture of letting Li Shaohui pick.

Li Shaohui rubbed his hands, and when he looked at the charming beauty in front of him, he swallowed his saliva, licked his chapped lips, and not only looked at it stupidly, but the smooth forehead was the first gift she gave herself when she successfully confessed (kissing her forehead), and the thin willow eyebrows were an important measure for her to punish herself when she made a mistake (thrush) , that amorous eyes are the best weapon for her to calm her anger when she is angry; that Xiuting's nose is the best weapon for her to tease her own taste when she is bored and tricky, and the ruddy little mouth is the sea of love that she has been obsessed with all her life, the breath of Rulan, the gentle words, always make her soft intestines turn but can't stop.

Tang Fengling, who had been waiting for a long time, obviously felt that Li Shaohui was in front of her, but she refused to do anything, she couldn't help but quietly open a trace of her eyes to peek, and then she saw Li Shaohui looking like a wolf, but she refused to move, so she was shy, not only was she angry, what does this mean? Dislike herself for not being attractive enough? So she opened her eyes and stared at Li Shaohui, and between Li Shaohui's wry smile, she blushed and bold, and imprinted a heavy kiss on Li Shaohui's face.

And Li Shaohui also thought of the hazy night in the college grove in an instant, it was on that night that he confessed successfully and began his youthful first love journey, and it was also on that night that he and this woman who were entangled in love and hate began a lingering career of love and killing, and it was also on that night that she took away the first kiss she had cherished for more than 20 years... Li Shaohui, who was indulged in the past, looked at the delicate and infinitely shy beauty in front of him, and was emotional, so in Tang Fengling's joyful and disgusted eyes, he couldn't help but raise his arms and wrap them around Tang Fengling's slender waist, and then panted, and leaned towards the tender red lips, wanting to taste the taste of beauty again, but Tang Fengling stepped on Li Shaohui's feet fiercely after the initial panic, and stepped on Li Shaohui's feet, and then in Li Shaohui's scream like killing a pig, he turned around quickly, and ran towards the car while pulling the suitcase, raised his arm and waved back, shouting: "Li Shaohui, I want to tell Duo'er, you bully me and insult me. ”

"Huh?" Li Shaohui exclaimed, touching the wet kiss marks on his face, smiling bitterly, and could only mess alone in the wind.

Soon, after Tang Fengling got into the car, she looked at Li Shaohui through the window again, at this time she no longer had the clever smile just now, she sighed slightly, opened her bright eyes, and looked at Li Shaohui with that kind of extremely serious and loving gaze.

At that moment, Tang Fengling was beautiful and infatuated; at that moment, time seemed to have traveled through thousands of years, and Li Shaohui was deeply engraved in her heart; at that moment, Li Shaohui and Tang Fengling finally returned to the amorous night they had just met after a hundred turns and thousands of turns...

After a long time, a poignant smile bloomed on Tang Fengling's face, she waved her hand and said softly: "Shaohui, thank you, you are willing to accompany me on my last journey." After that, she didn't hesitate, decisively, turned her head, and left a slender back, miserable.

The train started slowly, gradually accelerated, and flew by, and inadvertently, it disappeared into the boundless land with Tang Fengling, without a trace...

Li Shaohui was grief-stricken, he suddenly thought that all girls have a perfect home, only she, still alone, floating alone in this world, she once said, "I am a Pisces, they said that I will not get real happiness, I didn't believe it at first, and then there were more people, and I began to doubt myself, but I only found out today that I was wrong, as long as I have you, I will be happy, and I will always be happy." And after the song ended, he still deceived her after all, and he couldn't give her what she wanted.

Li Shaohui looked into the distance in amazement, his heart was broken again, the road ahead is boundless, where should the beauty go?

Although the coming and going in life are accidental, why can't I see through it? Why do I want to be a greedy person and don't want to watch those beautiful people and things pass away slowly in front of me?

At this time, the platform also played the song "I wish you a smooth journey", "That day, knowing that you were leaving, we didn't leave a word, when the midnight bell rang, knocking on the door of parting heart but couldn't open your deep silence, that day sent you to the end..."

This kind of episode, Li Shaohui can often be seen in Qiong Yao dramas when he is young, and he is often moved at that time. But later, as I got older and experienced more, my heart was no longer as soft as it was at the beginning, and I would no longer leave a tear or sigh for such a sensational scene, but would think that those were too hypocritical.

But the world is impermanent, when 20 years later, when such a scene happened to him, he burst into tears, and he just wanted to accompany her to the end of the world, no matter now, no matter the future...