"Are you hungry?" asked after I came out, Shen Man was combing his freshly dried hair in the mirror.

"It's okay, not that hungry!"

"Then let's talk for a while, let's go out to buy vegetables together, cook and eat at home, it's rare that no one has been with me to eat at home for a long time." ”

I let out an 'oh' and walked over and hugged her from behind!

Shen Man leaned back slightly, leaned his face against my chest, stared at the charming self in the mirror, and sighed with a slight smile: "You say, in fact, if you look at it this way, I'm pretty good-looking, don't look old, right?"

"It's not just beautiful, it's beautiful. ”

"Well, women love to listen to good words, if you say a few words, I'll listen to it......" Shen Man smiled like a flower, staring at himself in the mirror, as if the peony flower had just bloomed after being moistened by the rain and dew, with the white and light red complexion after the rain and dew, even Shen Man himself thought, how could he be so beautiful?

Could it be true that what was said is true, that a woman will have such a complexion after being moistened by a man?

I shamelessly hugged Shen Man and said a bunch of meaty words, Shen Man turned around with a smile and slapped my hand away and said, "Get up!" My body is still a little soft, let's lie down and talk, right?"

I can't ask for it!

Shen Man went to pull the curtains, but she turned on the light yellow light, she lay on her side in my arms, her fingers playing with the scar on my left arm, but she didn't speak for a long time.

I wondered, "Didn't you say you had something to say to me?"

"yes—"

"But I'm afraid that after some words come out, I may lose you, and I'm still hesitating, whether to give you freedom and let you fly......" Shen Man sighed resentfully in my arms.

"What freedom?"

"Can you tell me about that girlfriend you had in college?" Shen Man suddenly got up and pillowed on my chest.

I thought she might be listening to my heartbeat, and if I lied, I guess I wouldn't be able to hide it from her, so after hesitating for a moment, I didn't hide it and told Wen Xiaomo.

"Sounds like a good girl, I originally thought that you would rekindle your old love with Xu Lu after you went to Yangcheng, but it sounds like this girl named Wen Xiaomo seems to be more worthy of you!" Shen Man sighed faintly, and asked after a while, "Do you love her?"

I was at a loss in my heart, and sighed with a wry smile: "If I say I like her, Manman, will you think I'm too scummy?"

"Yes-" Shen Man bit his lip, "Actually, it's not just you, I know that I'm not suitable for you, and I know that our relationship is unusual, in Yali's eyes, before you come back, I was dreaming of breaking with you, but didn't I still have no shame just now? Even if you deliberately put on such a posture to abuse me!"

"How can I spoil you?" I couldn't help laughing.

"Yes!" Shen Man gritted his teeth and snorted, "Don't you know that posture is very shameful?, and you are comfortable, you get so much every time, don't you know how rare it is to clean?"

"I'll wash it for you next time!"

"Phew, shameless little wolfdog—"

"Look at you, I'm a little wolf dog, so aren't you—"

"You say—"

Shen Man pinched me, gritted his teeth and said in shame: "I even abandoned the bottom line......, you know? What a wickedness!"

I hugged her tighter and sighed, "Why don't I break up with Wen Xiaomo after I return to school this time!"

Shen Man was silent for a while, then sighed and sneered: "Are you willing to hurt her, you can't let it go, right?" If one day, we get along and have a conflict, when you think of her again, you will only think that she is better, and you will only dislike my ......"

"Is it because you think too far ahead, so you think we ......?"

"No-" Shen Man smiled bitterly, "It's that you are really young, and there are many benefits to being young, but there is one thing that is difficult to comprehend when you are young, and that thing is called responsibility!"

My mind flashed for a moment, and I finally understood what the reason for my constant confusion was, because the one thing I was missing that could put me at ease was indeed a responsibility.

I didn't think about how to be responsible for Shen Man, nor did I think about how to be responsible for Wen Xiaomo, I just felt that I liked it, just like seeing a beautiful flower, I couldn't help but want to pick it, and after expressing my love for it, I stretched out my hand!

"So, in many stories, when a woman teaches a boy how to be a man, if the man doesn't understand such a thing, he will inevitably be abandoned in the end......"

"I thought about it for a long time, and I think that you may not be bad-hearted, but you are really young, and you don't know that responsibility and love are sometimes linked, so I tell you now, I don't like you to abandon me one day because you dislike me, and I don't want to, you have provoked others, but you are irreresponsible to say that you will scatter ......"

"So, what should I do?" I asked with a wry smile.

Shen Man raised his face and stared at me affectionately, reached out to hold my face, and said with a complicated smile: "If you like it, you can go and dating, if you don't dating, how do you know if she is really the one who is suitable for you." ”

"I don't understand ......"

"What's not to understand!" Shen Man leaned up, rubbed his chin against me, and said with a smile, "You have a beard...... I just hoped that you, when you went through something, you would become the kind of man I imagined, but at least you weren't right now, and I didn't expect you to actually marry me, really!"

I stared at Shen Man's sparkling eyes, a little complicated.

"I probably have had the luxury of imagining what my own love will be like one day, and most of the time I will think, in fact, I may find an honest person to live with, and he doesn't dislike me for not being able to have children......"

"However, of all the women I have seen who can't have children, almost none of them can survive, even if they love to death at the beginning, they can't bear family factors and various pressures in the end, and they break up in two————"

Shen Man said a lot of words, it didn't sound sad, but she herself had actually been desperate for her physique for a long time, which made me blame myself even more, last time I saw Zhong Haishan, asked about Liao Qingyang, and asked about her left arm, but I forgot to help Shen Man ask, and I also forgot to help Wen Xiaomo ask, thinking of these for a while, I was distracted!

"Hey-" Shen Man pinched me, "Are you listening!"

"Oh, I just want to say, in fact, infertility can be cured!" I couldn't help but hug Shen Man and sighed, "I'm not that scumbag, in fact, Wen Xiaomo and I haven't reached that point yet......"

"Okay, I believe in your mind, can't you?" Shen Man clinged to my arms, hugged my waist and smiled, "But if that's the case, when I really heal myself, I can hope for these things, and then if you want me to ...... at that time"

Whispering like silk, Shen Man curled up in my arms and fell asleep while talking, I looked down at her white and perfect body and curves like snow, beautiful as jade, lying quietly in my arms, I couldn't help but ask myself, am I content?

When Shen Man's words come to this, I won't be unclear about what she wants to express, but the word 'responsibility' suddenly jumped out, but it was like a shackle, which made me feel heavy!

Shen Man slept very sweetly in my arms, but I was thinking about something for three hours, and I didn't notice until Shen Man woke up quietly in my arms.

"What are you thinking?" Shen Man's fingers suddenly stretched out, trying to soothe my frowning brow, "Could it be that I suddenly told you this, which made your psychological pressure too great, in fact, if you think about it carefully, you are only nineteen years old after all." ”

"You're right!" I smiled and sighed, "I didn't think of these problems before, and you suddenly woke me up, maybe I'm too greedy, I should be content when I get you, but I provoke others!"

"I'm already very content if you think so!" Shen Man propped up his body, stared at me tenderly and smiled, "Don't think about this anymore, okay?" I actually knew for a long time that I couldn't limit your future, just like I couldn't give you the company you wanted, we can only keep each other warm, as long as you still like me, even if it's my body, I will always be good to you......"

Shen Man said, leaned down and kissed me affectionately, warmly gave me all the lychee aroma in his mouth like fire, and after a while, he sat up with the perfect grinding plate with a slight tremble, bit his lip and said softly: "Before you leave, love me well......