After I got out of the hotel, I walked home.

No, it should be going back to Jiang Yan's home, which is just my former home, and now it's gone.

Coming to the door of the fifth floor, I heard the sound of a TV coming from inside, and it seemed that she was not sleeping.

'Knock knock'

I knocked lightly on the door three times.

Then I heard a man in the room walking slowly towards the door.

After pausing at the door for a few seconds, I guess I was using a cat's eye to see who was knocking on the door.

When the door opened, I nodded to her, changed into slippers and went back to my room, as if I had repeated it all over again yesterday.

I was really special, special, and wanted to talk to her, even if we were arguing, just like before, but I couldn't help it.

What to say, how to say it, I don't really know how to open my mouth.

Is she used to me like this? must be awkward.

I changed into a clean outfit and walked out of my room, where she was still sitting and watching TV.

But I saw her sneaking a glance at my shoulder when I came out.

Is she caring about me?

My throat moved, and the words were on my lips, and as long as I worked hard, the words could come out of my mouth, but I just couldn't say them.

I smiled wryly and sat down on the other side of the couch, the two of us were only a few meters apart, but I felt so far away.

Jiang Yan didn't show a bored look on my face when I sat on the sofa, so I just sat there in a daze.

The TV series is over, and tomorrow's trailer is out, I thought she would go back to her house, but Jiang Yan was still sitting there.

Then I took out the remote control and began to change the station over and over again, from one to fifty, and then from fifty to one, and so on and on, without stopping.

If I had been in the past, I would have said to her: "Hey, can you watch a station, the TV is about to explode if you press it like this." ”

But now I can only stare at the TV like she did, and watch her do it.

I closed my eyes and rested on the back of the couch for a moment, just as I was about to get up and go back to my room.

But I found that the remote control was placed at a distance of not knowing when, and I could reach it with my hand.

Did she let it go little by little when I closed my eyes and rested, it should be like this?

I glanced at her and found that Jiang Yan was pinching her clothes tightly at the moment, staring at the advertisements on TV.

She really can't find a show she likes, or does she want me to find a show so I can sit here for a while?

Hey, I'm really annoyed at the moment, and I'm depressed beyond words.

When I reached for the TV, she stole another sneaky glance at me, but the hand that was holding her clothes tightly was released.

I found that I, like her, kept changing programs over and over again, and I couldn't find a show I liked to watch.

In fact, is there really no show you like to watch?

Of course not, but I can't calm down and concentrate on watching TV.

Both of us must have felt awkward, but tomorrow will be the third day, so we will be able to get used to it quickly.

I was looking for a TV show for a long time, and finally I couldn't stand it, so I opened the online movie, closed my eyes casually, and found a movie to play.

Then I put the TV remote in the place among us.

Well, I really choose a movie, and I chose the film "Your Name" with a casual press of the remote control.

I wanted to change the channel and was embarrassed to bring the remote control, so I had to deal with it like this.

Actually, it's quite embarrassing for the two of us to watch this show, and I really hope she can take the remote control and change it casually.

But she didn't do that, just put her legs on the couch, wrapped her hands around her knees and began to look seriously.

Hasn't she seen this film, what a classic.

But I thought, who hasn't seen a few classic movies that she hasn't seen, or who doesn't like to watch this genre.

The two of us just watched quietly, and when this sentence appeared on the screen, it made my mood extremely low.

"I want to get to know you again, starting with what your name is. ”

I vividly remember that I once asked Jiang Yan, do you know my name.

When Jiang Yan on the other side of me saw this, I saw her shoulders tremble.

She also has someone she wants to get acquainted with again, and that person won't be me, I know.

It's early in the morning, and I've finally finished watching the movie, and I don't know what her mood is, but my feelings are complicated.

The nice ending song was finally finished, and she rested her head on her knees.

I want to walk over and whisper to me, okay?

But I hesitated for a moment, but I didn't pass.

After the video was played, I jumped back to the playback page, and I wasn't in the mood to watch a movie or a TV series.

But several times I tried to get up and go back to my room, and found that my legs seemed to be disobedient, and I couldn't stand up.

I adjusted for a long time, and finally got up from my couch seat.

Because I wanted to smoke, I just thought, but I didn't smoke in the living room.

I went back to my house, opened the window, and it was quiet outside, except for a few houses with the lights on, and I lit a cigarette and took a hard puff.

Finally, after smoking this cigarette, I turned off the light, took off my clothes, and lay down on the bed.

After persisting for a while, I couldn't open my eyelids.

It was seven o'clock in the morning when I woke up, I put on my clothes, smoked a cigarette, pushed the door open and walked out.

Did she sit there to eat again, and get up so early every time?

There was a lot of food on the table, a plate of fried dough stickers, a plate of potstickers, as well as soy milk and gruel.

I can't help but wonder why I buy so much every time and don't waste it.

I went to the bathroom and tossed for more than 20 minutes, and finally came out, and today I have to work hard again.

The potstickers she bought, the fragrance reached my nose, and I couldn't help but scream.

When she saw that I had come out, she had eaten a little bite and went back to her house as she had done yesterday.

Looking at the tempting churros and potstickers on the table, I couldn't help but swallow and spat at the mouth.

In the end, she denied the idea that she would not find out if she ate one.

I decided, I ate potstickers when I went out for a while, and I sat on the couch and thought about it with hunger.

I sat on the couch and was quiet, and she probably thought I was gone, and came out of the house again.

She saw that I was not leaving, but sitting on the couch, and she was a little puzzled because I didn't change into yesterday's work clothes today.

Actually, my old problem is my stomach hurting again, and I need to rest for a while before I can get up.

After resting for a while, I found that there was still no relief, so I had to pretend that nothing was wrong, and then I went back to my room to change my clothes, took another pill and hurriedly pushed the door and walked out of the house.