It's a new year, and I have a little feeling to say, in order not to waste your subscription money, let's just open a free testimonial chapter.

Ay...... In the blink of an eye, it's a new year!

2018 is really a bitter and difficult year!

Since the esophageal cancer that my father was diagnosed before this book was put on the shelves, it has been more than a year since 28 radiotherapy, 6 major chemotherapy treatments, and various drug chemotherapy.

The condition of the esophagus has finally been controlled to a certain extent, and my father's eating is still smooth, which can be regarded as a relief, but it is just ......

Anyway, sometimes his lack of self-love really drives me crazy.

In September, I had lung problems, and I kept coughing, and the doctor said it was a normal reaction to chemotherapy drugs, and my father was very dead or refused to quit smoking, so the condition became serious, pneumothorax, and the pulmonary bullae also ruptured.

In October, he was hospitalized for half a month, and he was discharged from the hospital and tossed blindly, this time it was bigger, and he didn't get better for a month, and he could only choose surgery after going around and around, and finally he could only choose surgery, on December 29th, after more than three hours of surgery, he finally went well, and removed a number of lung bullae, hoping to recover smoothly, and I hope that he can love himself after this time.

Honestly, cancer sometimes makes me feel like it...... Poison!

Suck up a family, making people helpless and desperate.

I'm 35 years old during the New Year, and I haven't been able to deceive a daughter-in-law, plus my dad's current state, even if a friend wants to introduce me to a partner, I can only refuse, I always feel that the other girl can't be seen, even if you can really see it, you can't delay the girl, isn't it?

I feel like I can only grow old alone in this life, hey......

For more than a year, I'm still writing this book, and I feel amazing myself. The miserable subscription every day,Countless times made me feel the urge to cut it.,But in the end I held back.,Since it's sent out, it's time to finish the book.,Is this a disease.,Or is it a kind of discipline?

In fact, the new book has been researching.,I've made several new books.,Write a lot of beginnings.,But I'm not very satisfied.,Maybe a new book will be issued in the near future.,I don't know if the update can be maintained.,Anyway, I've been running to the hospital recently......

Hey, the desperate 2018 has passed, 2019, please be kind to me, I don't want to soar, I don't want to be famous, I just want to live, whether it's my dad or myself......

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