Heaven.

Yuan Changwen stood there in a daze, not even hearing Xiaoyu's call.

All the emotions of "him" during the trip are fed back to himself.

Grief, unwillingness, despair, and death......

If it is the first time to travel like this, the strong emotional impact and the confusion of the memories of the experience may make Yuan Changwen able to distinguish between reality and travel for a long time.

Now, it's not the first time I've traveled.

Emotions came, Yuan Changwen accepted it, slowly experienced it, and read it carefully.

From the perspective of the whole life, these strong emotions are only the last moments, and they occupy a very small part of the whole life.

The grief of childhood, the thoughts of suicide during the interrogation, and the confusion of the death of the master......

These emotions were synthesized, and Yuan Changwen was alone there slowly reminiscing.

"Alas......"

"What's wrong, Changwen?"

Xiaoyu was very worried, because after Changwen came back, he had been standing there without speaking.

With my eyes closed, I don't know what I'm doing.

Yuan Changwen smiled and said, "It's nothing, it's just that I'm dead again, and I feel a little emotional." ”

Xiaoyu gently beat his chest, leaned into Changwen's arms and said, "It's really, scared me to death." I told you that you didn't answer, and you thought something was wrong?"

Yuan Changwen hugged Xiaoyu, kissed her forehead and said, "Xiaoyu, it's good to have you." ”

"What? Why did you suddenly become gentle?"

Yuan Changwen smiled, hugged Xiaoyu tightly, and sighed: "It's always sad when a loved one leaves. If you think about it, the loss of anything will be sad. But on the other hand, if these things don't leave, how can I know the love for these things? Everything happens by accident. ”

Xiaoyu didn't answer, and obviously didn't know how to answer.

Yuan Changwen: "People with ordinary lives always chase excitement and vigor, but when these ups and downs happen, everyone complains or hides in the corner and cries. If you want to counterattack and want to get ahead, this desire itself is destined to be anxious and suffer all kinds of oppression, otherwise how can you 'counterattack'?

I also thought about learning killer skills, implanting Trojan horses into the intranet, and then alerting the leaders to come and investigate. I'm going to be dealt with harshly for this kind of behavior, but given my hacking skills, and the source code of the new technology, they want to mobilize me. That way, I don't have to stay at this military school anymore.

But now, I suddenly feel so tired that I don't want to move. I was still in high spirits before, thinking that when someone from above came, I could show off and let them be shocked, 'This kid actually knows so much.' 'Alas...... Xiaoyu, do you think I'm getting lazy. ”

Xiaoyu didn't speak, just kissed Changwen's lips.

Yuan Changwen: "I also know that after every trip, my brain will have a completely different feeling. Only this time, I suddenly discovered the fragility of life, but also the cruelty of life. It's ridiculous to think about, everything in the trip is set by me, although many times God does it for me to set randomly.

It happens, and I want it to happen. Alas...... In order to familiarize me with the killer technique, in order to let me experience the killer world, I set up such a tragic event in heaven, is it too cruel for 'him' in the travels?"

Xiaoyu touched Changwen's face and said, "He is you, how can he be cruel." Travel, although it is the whole life, but this life is just illusory. And you're here to experience the killer, and if he doesn't experience this, how do you experience it, and if he doesn't experience this, how can you gain soul knowledge?"

Yuan Changwen nodded, yes, although I have not inherited the physical fitness of the killer, those killing skills, those firearms knowledge, are all in my mind. I also remember the judgment of the environment, the discrimination of people, and the observation of danger.

These intellectual things, with the return of the soul, are imprinted in the depths of the soul.

Yuan Changwen smiled and said, "Xiaoyu, let's take a walk, I will have a sentry in a while." ”

…………

Sentry again, sitting in the long hallway, the empty hallway lit up with three lamps.

It was the sentry at the doorway of the three stairs.

As a night sentry, the most comfortable ones are, of course, the first and last shifts.

The sentry in the middle will inevitably affect your sleep, such as getting up at two o'clock and going back to sleep at three o'clock.

Yuan Changwen sat there, pillowing his head, thinking slowly.

Night, silence, solitude, this is the best environment to think.

"He" in the travel is also often alone in the corner, and as a killer, he doesn't even dare to sleep.

Killer, it's really not a good profession.

If it weren't for the scenery and chic of the movie, how could anyone take the initiative to be a killer?

You know, it's a profession that you can't get enough of.

In your daily career, no matter how uncomfortable and hard it is, you will always find a moment that makes you satisfied and full of fulfillment.

But the killer didn't, he wasn't even complete with his emotions.

If someone kneels in front of you and no one dares to provoke you, you will feel very happy.

It's not a killer, it's just a great thug.

The faint yellow light, accompanied by Yuan Changwen's thoughts, shone quietly in the dark night of the early morning.

The "he" in the trip, due to his own wishes, had to experience these things full of sorrow.

Am I being a little cruel to him?

Although Xiaoyu comforted herself, she always felt a little uncomfortable in her heart.

However, if "he" is a rich second generation during the trip, he will still have troubles.

Whether he has money or not, no matter what his identity is, "he" in travel is inevitably troubled.

And, if he really just eats and dies every day, what can I learn?

I spend one night and travel for thirty years or so, not to do nothing, not to waste time.

In this case, it is better to arrange something on "him", although cruel but in the end, it can be rewarded.

Yuan Changwen tapped on the table as he thought, and the crisp voice echoed in the long corridor.

The reason why I feel cruel is because those experiences are really too uncomfortable.

Eat in front of corpses, beat them to death, and practice marksmanship with living people......

And all of this comes from my setting, if I don't want to be a killer, I don't want to learn the art of killing, then all this will cease to exist.

If I just wanted to learn some normal professions, then things would be much better, just putting pressure on "him" to work, just urging "him" to work hard to learn professional knowledge.

Presumably, everything will be fine.

Yuan Changwen smiled, as if he had found the answer to his question.

If you don't arrange cruel things, you won't be cruel.

"God, what do you think?"

"God is with you. ”

Yuan Changwen: "I haven't heard you say this for a long time." ”

God: "Not long, a week or so." ”

Yuan Changwen raised his eyebrows and thought about it carefully, it was really only about a week.

"You see, I'm just saying that if you travel too much, it's going to be confusing. Now I can't even tell the time. ”

God: "Time doesn't exist, it's just your imagination." There is no past, no future, everything, only the present. The past and the future are also in the present moment, your imagination. At this moment, based on the information in your head, you imagine the past, imagine the future. ”

Time does not exist as a subject, God spoke about it very early on, and it was still in the first level of authority.

At that time, he was not able to travel actively, and only relied on God to passively return to his past life.

Yuan Changwen: "Okay, don't talk about this." What do you think of what I just thought?"

God: "It doesn't matter. Whether it's the 'you' in your travels or the experiences, it's actually you. Everything that creates the world comes from your soul. It's not just the 'you' in the travels, but also other people, mountains, rivers, clouds, sunshine, etc., these are all you, all part of your soul. Even a lump of comes from your soul. ”

"Hey, hey, the last sentence doesn't need to be added. ”

God: "They all come from your soul, so to speak, they are all you." In that case, where can there be a cruelty or not? Just like if your left hand hits your right hand, is it cruel? Or if you suddenly want to go to the gym, do you have to think about the feeling of fat? Is it too cruel to fat?"

Yuan Changwen frowned, thinking carefully about these words.

Indeed, if it's all yourself, what's so cruel?

And, after death, it's a return, and everything comes back to me.

It was as if everyone had acted in a play and discussed that Soul No. 1 would be killed by No. 33.

What's so cruel about that?

Yuan Changwen found that the reason why he felt cruel was because he saw this as two parts.

I am alone, and the "he" in the trip is another person.

When it is divided, it is naturally cruel.

If we are all one, everything happens for me to experience and meet my requirements.

In this way, it is the right solution!

Yuan Changwen suddenly became enlightened in an instant, those thoughts before were just mediocre self-disturbance that he hadn't seen through.

Those sad emotions are indeed bad, but without their existence, how can I feel happy now?

In fact, there is no sadness at all, for me.

For the "he" in the travels, it may be sad or uncomfortable, but these are also the things I want to experience.

"He" is happy, I want to experience, "he" is sad, I want to experience it, I want to experience it.

Those sad emotions have made me know how to cherish the present even more.

So, there is nothing wrong with killers, wars, and deaths, it's just my arrangement, it's just that I want to experience it.

Yuan Changwen smiled and said, "Thank you, God." ”

…………

During the day, it's a little hot.

In the north, there is a large temperature difference, especially near May.

Sometimes it's so hot that you want to bubble in the sea, and sometimes it's so cold at night that you have to cover yourself with a quilt.

As a cadet, the military appearance is the most basic requirement.

No matter how hot it is, you can't roll up your sleeves and open your shirt.

Pickets back and forth, once such a cadet is found, he must be stopped, and then leave his name company, and on Friday take a small Mazha to study the rules and regulations again.

Yuan Changwen was caught once, just because the hem of his shirt was not tucked into his pants, so he re-educated him.

Under the administrative building, a dozen or so cadets sat on small horses and listened to the soldiers talk about the rules and regulations.

Today, Yuan Changwen came to the library again.

The Trojan is already ready, why not try it.

Although Yuan Changwen now has no impulse at all, he doesn't seem to have thought about changing schools.

That's it, people, always thinking this and thinking like that.

Fortunately, Yuan Changwen has a god and can be tossed at will.

In other words, ordinary people, it is estimated that after a few tosses, they will begin to complain and immerse themselves in the fear of weaving.

Don't be afraid, these two words are easy to say, but it is even more difficult to do.

In an environment with a stable job, it is understandable to say that you are not afraid of the twists and turns in the future.

But in a state where there is no income, you are still not afraid, which is very difficult.

Moreover, there is also a difference between saying that you are not afraid and really not being afraid in your heart.

When comforting others, the truth is all set in one set, what "don't be afraid, you can earn well if you don't have money", "being afraid is just a waste of time", "you have to work hard anyway, why work hard with fear"?

Listen, how well it is said, but can it really be like this?

How long does it take for a chick to leave a warm nest and enjoy it when it is hit by a storm?

How long will it take to understand that a storm will never kill you?

Yuan Changwen didn't know, because he didn't care about these at all.

With God, after using God for all kinds of travel, he knows.

I'm afraid that this word has disappeared.

In other words, Yuan Changwen no longer remembers the matter of "being afraid".

What's not to solve?

At least in Yuan Changwen's cognition, there is nothing that cannot be solved, with God, everything is worry-free.

Coming to the library's print room again, or the warrior.

Yuan Changwen took the initiative to nod and say hello, and the man was stunned for a moment, and also nodded to say hello.

"That student, this is an intranet computer. ”

Yuan Changwen smiled, sat down normally, and said, "I know, the company commander specially instructed to use the intranet computer, and this USB flash drive is only used on the intranet computer." ”

"Oh. ”

When the soldier heard this, he ignored Yuan Changwen and flipped through the newspaper by himself.

Plugged in the USB flash drive, the Trojan instantly lurked on this intranet computer.

Antivirus software is not responding.

Yuan Changwen said secretly, sure enough, everything went so smoothly.

It's strange that I didn't feel too happy, as if I had just done a trivial thing.

Think about it, what are these things in the face of murder?

Yuan Changwen smiled, printed a random piece of information, pulled out the USB flash drive, and left the printing room.

…………

In the classroom, college math is being taught.

Yuan Changwen was holding a history book and reading it carefully.

Every time he saw the striking similarity of these histories, Yuan Changwen was particularly interested, and he didn't know when this interest was cultivated.

In the past, Yuan Changwen had no interest in history at all.

The tablemate turned his head and looked at it and said, "You are here for you, do you want to add material?"

What the?

Yuan Changwen was stunned, and suddenly remembered that before, the same table used the paper of his own skills as a framework.

"What, do you have any ideas?" asked Yuan Changwen with a smile.

Tablemate: "Or, add my name to it." ”

This seems to be a common problem of fans, and I like to be a tricky character.

Yuan Changwen: "I haven't started writing yet, it's useless for you to be in such a hurry." ”

Tablemate: "It's good that I didn't put pen to paper, so that my presence won't add to the trouble." I want a character who drags and blows up the sky, a super tyrant, with many beautiful women around me, and often doesn't pay attention to money. I can't help it, I have a lot of money! But I'm a kind person, and I have a very good heart. Although there are thousands of women who have slept with them, they have never bullied men and women. How?"

Yuan Changwen smiled: "What's the matter, I don't have a clue yet." ”