The more I thought about it, the more I felt sad enough.

After so many years of wandering around in this huge city of Hangzhou, in the end, nothing remained.

But can anyone else be blamed?

It's no wonder.

Do you blame yourself?

But I never felt like I was doing anything wrong.

The money I earned was never spent indiscriminately, and I paid my family 2,000 yuan a month.

Although my parents at home have told me more than once that they don't need to call them for this money, so that they can buy something they like, they have been insisting on it and have never stopped.

I lit a cigarette and sighed helplessly, and recently I found that there were more moans and moans.

Probably been too stimulated lately.

Take your time to heal yourself, and you're afraid of other people's jokes when you say it.

Maybe this is life, everyone has times when things don't go their way.

How can life be indicated in two words?

After smoking the last puff of cigarettes, I also came to the door of the house on the fifth floor, and then took out the key from inside my clothes and opened the door.

I went to the shoe cabinet to change into shoes, and found that the lights in the house were on, and I still smelled the fragrance of flowers and the faint fragrance of Jiang Yan in the air.

But there was silence in the room, and there was not the slightest sound.

I came to the living room, and then saw Jiang Yan sitting alone at the dining table at the moment, and there were six dishes that had been prepared on the table.

I can tell at a glance that these dishes are all made by Jiang Yan herself, not takeout, because the color and shape of the dishes can only be made by Jiang Yan, because they are too unique.

Then there were two more bottles of Budweiser on the table, one had been opened, and then Jiang Yan's cup had half a glass of beer left.

It's been a long time since I've known her, and it seems like the first time I've seen her drinking.

She didn't seem to look at me since I came in, but sat alone in a chair with blank eyes.

I walked up to Jiang Yan's side and said:

"Yo, drink it yourself. ”

This sentence was ignored by her like air, and I shook my head helplessly.

That's her style, and I'm getting used to it.

Then I smiled wryly and went back to my room, and then jumped down on the bed, put my hands behind my head and began to start.

Her life and mine are completely different, and on her terms, sooner or later she will move out of this small house.

That day will come quickly, so so that's all it takes.

Lying on the bed for about half an hour, I found that my stomach began to growl, and I was drinking with Yang Qi in the restaurant just now, as if I hadn't eaten a mouthful of food.

No, I can't help it, let's go to the kitchen to find something to eat, or this stomach will soon have a problem with me.

It's okay to make a fuss, but the key is that the most sinful person is myself, and I have deeply experienced it over the years.

I got up from the bed and put on my slippers, then pushed open the door and walked out of the room, and then saw Jiang Yan still sitting at the dining table by herself.

But this time I saw that she had just gulped the beer in her own glass, and then her brow furrowed.

I couldn't help but think to myself, drinking half a beer wouldn't be so painful.

But it doesn't matter, no matter so much, let's fill your stomach first.

After glancing at her, I walked to the kitchen.

And then...

I saw a cake in the kitchen with the words: Happy birthday, Li Yu.

Wait, something went wrong...

How can there be a cake in the kitchen? And the cake has my name on it?

This.. Jiang Yan should have bought it for me.

Then I remembered the six dishes on the table that were already cold and couldn't be cold, and then I remembered Jiang Yan's phone call to me in the early morning.

She...

How would she know that it was my birthday today!

Also, I saw her very haggard just now, and her eyes were still a little black, did she not fall asleep all night?

When I thought about it, my scalp started to tingle.

She waited for me all night?

No, how could it be like this.

I really don't know how to deal with this kind of thing.

Isn't she a cannibal eater?

Wait, am I being too biased?

Will you live in this dilapidated house without cannibalism?

If you don't eat the fireworks in the world, you will see me lying alone on the moon platform, and when I fall asleep, you will put your clothes on me.

If you don't eat the fireworks in the world, how can you run towards me in severe pain when I am drunk and about to lie in the river for a while, despite the fact that I have broken my foot.

If you don't eat the fireworks of the world, how can you show me your lovely side?

How can you know my birthday if you don't eat fireworks in the world, buy me a cake, others may make six dishes quickly, but for a beginner, she doesn't know how much effort it takes to make these dishes.

Originally...

I just found out...

The one who doesn't eat the fireworks of the world is me!

It's this self who is blind because of ridiculous self-esteem.

I've always thought about others in my heart, and I've always been like this, but I've never summed myself up.

I lit a cigarette alone in the kitchen, helplessly confused, and finally snuffed out the cigarette fiercely, and then adjusted my mentality.

Then he stepped out of the kitchen, smiling as much as he could.

Then I came to Jiang Yan's side and looked at her, my throat moved, I really didn't know what to say, and finally said:

"Hey, I'm still drinking it myself. ”

I'll admit that I've said enough of this, but I really don't know what to say.

Jiang Yan turned her head to look at me after hearing my words, and then continued to ignore my words.

I can tell how angry she is at the moment.

"It's not interesting for you to drink too much by yourself, I'll join the gang. ”

After saying this, I didn't care whether Jiang Yantong agreed or not, I quickly sat down next to her, and then picked up the chopsticks.

"Yo, there are so many delicacies, I count, there are six, each of which I like, I don't know where to start. ”

I took a casual bite of the spicy tofu she made and put it in my mouth.

And then...

It's so salty, how much salt did she put in, doesn't salt cost money!

"Well, it's delicious, this spicy tofu is not inferior to the restaurant, I can eat this kind of food, I Li Yu don't know how many good things I did in my last life. ”

Then I opened the remaining bottle of beer on the table and drank it clean in one sitting.

"Good food has to be paired with good wine, it's just amazing. ”

Actually, only I know what I drank this beer for.

It was so salty, and I was too embarrassed to drink the water on the table, so I had the whims.

I thought this series of praises could ease Jiang Yan's emotions, but what I didn't expect was that she looked at me with cold eyes.

It is difficult to coax a woman, and it is even more difficult to coax this sensitive woman.

Because she looked at me with hatred from the cold gaze just now.