Chapter 48: A Tragic Life (2)
Breaking free from the pull, Lin Deqing walked to the edge of the pool and sat on the edge of the pool, his legs dangling in the air, swinging back and forth.
"Every morning, my dad still wears a suit and leather shoes, carrying his high-end leather bag, and goes outside to pretend to talk about business. My mother, on the other hand, continued to live like a noblewoman before, playing around with some real Mrs. Kuo. And I, in order not to hold them back, often have to socialize and socialize with the daughters of those rich families. β
"Don't say it," I can't listen to it anymore, "Lin Deqing, these have nothing to do with us being friends." β
This has nothing to do with them being friends, but it has something to do with her family's huge debt!
Otherwise, why did she tell her these cruel realities, which she would never mention even in her home?, "Well, haven't you always been happy to help me, and if you still want to help me, keep listening." β
"Okay," he nodded, "then I'll listen." β
Lin Deqing patted the open space on the left, let De De sit next to her, and then continued: "It's not all because of vanity, we don't have to wear famous brands and live in mansions. Actually, we are also here to survive...... My parents are a bit old and want to start all over again, it's too hard for them. And I don't understand anything, I can't help at all. Even when I went to work to eat, it was all up to you to get fired. If you hadn't always helped me, I might have reached out to my parents to ask for money to spend right now. β
Lin Deqing stopped, rubbed his head, smiled, and laughed coldly: "Only by pretending that there is still no end in the mountains and rivers can my parents get some leftover business from their former partners. Although I have not experienced the deception of the mall, I understand the indifference of businessmen, who will not hand over a project to a white wolf with empty gloves. My dad said, with a luxury house, a luxury car...... The faΓ§ade propped up by him is the social currency he uses to buy business opportunities. Otherwise, he would not be able to return to his previous circle at all. β
Hearing this, I was a little stunned.
Every time she accompanied Lin Deqing on a blind date, Lin Deqing always asked the man some business questions, but he always avoided talking about emotional issues.
It turned out that the blind date was just a means for Lin Deqing to obtain, or deceive, business information.
So just now Lin Deqing said that she could help her, could it be that he was referring to the business experience of those male guests that she helped her record during the blind date?
In order to help Lin Deqing more accurately, I had to ask her for verification: "Qing'er, is it possible to go on a blind date in the future, as long as I can redouble my efforts and write down the words of the male guests word for word, your family's situation will slowly improve?"
Lin Deqing laughed, "Come on, you're too naΓ―ve." β
"What, isn't that right?"
"Deact, the people I date are all 'elites' in society, will they be stupid enough to tell us valuable business secrets? β
"What's a better way out?" the more I listened, the more confused I became.
"I told you, and you won't understand. Lin Deqing lowered his head and smiled bitterly, "I'm a person, I have a good life, and I am destined to marry a rich man in this life." However, before marrying into a wealthy family, I have to have fun first, otherwise it will be a great loss. β
When Lin Deqing said this, he was even more puzzled, "Then where else can I help you?"
"You can help me in many ways. Lin Deqing snorted coldly, grabbed the pool wall tightly, shrunk his whole body into a ball, and was silent for a long time before continuing: "As long as you are willing to get back together with Brother Chen'an, then how do you want to help me, can't you help me?"
"I'm sorry, Lin Deqing, I told Chen An that I won't go to him again. β
"Really? Looks like you're going to break your word this time. β
Lin Deqing naturally wouldn't be naΓ―ve enough to think that he would go to Fang Chen'an to reunite because he took pity on her family's situation.
Moreover, even if she had to become close to Fang Chen'an, with her understanding of Dede, it would be impossible for Dede to damage Chenqi's interests because of their personal relationship.
It was precisely because of this that she fought against the odds and went to make that deal with Fang Chen'an.
Since she has to eliminate disasters with others if she takes people's money, she has no room to turn back, so let's do everything according to the plan.
She was about to say it all at once: "Zhao Dede, in fact, deep down in your heart, you have been complaining about why Fang Chenan didn't cancel that engagement back then, right? But have you ever thought about what the result would be if Fang Chenan really did this?"
"It'll be the same as my family!" Lin Deqing asked himself. "Perhaps, the status quo is not as good as my family. β
After that, she pulled her over, pushed her out together, and said fiercely as she walked: "Yes, we women can give up everything for love, but men often don't do this, because their social relations outside are much more complicated than ours." They can't think as simply as we do, and they can't always put us first. But as long as they give us all their share of love, then we should not have any resentment!"
Although Lin Deqing's expression is a bit confusing, and even a little incomprehensible, it is still like a hammer, shaking out the soul of the winner, and prolonging the time, giving her the opportunity to re-examine the past.
She seems to have been habitually deifying Chen'an, and then asked Chen'an not to be flawed, and her love for her must also be straightforward, and there must be no moments of escape.
Thus, she made a big mistake that most women would make. At the same time, she also violated a big taboo that most men have.
In the unpredictable life, the lover needs to tolerate the other party's focus on all kinds of relationships according to the current situation, and cannot force them to focus on love in everything.
In reality, the contradictions between men and women basically start with a deviation in their understanding.
Men often do not put love and other feelings in a two-choice pattern, women are one step ahead of men, putting themselves in a two-choice situation.
After thinking about this, I gradually understood that I shouldn't have forced Chen An to make a choice.
However, why did Chen An only ask her to wait for him at that time, and did not explain to her that the engagement was just to make a show for the shareholders?
"Come on, do you still want to figure out, why didn't Fang Chenan explain it to you earlier?" Lin Deqing seemed to see her through. "Then think about it yourself, have you ever given him a chance? Moreover, how can a person who is so proud of him have the face to tell you that he is as dirty as those shareholders, and wants to use this marriage to revive Chenqi.
After the whole thing is over, it is even more impossible for him to tell you how hard he has worked and worked hard in the past few months in order to push off the engagement, and even went to the hospital several times because of this. He is such an upright man, how can he keep you by wagging his tail and begging for mercy. What he fears most is that you forgive him out of sympathy. β
"Definitely, that's why even Zhong Mingqiu thinks it's your fault. If you don't believe what I said, then you can ask Zhong Mingqiu. β
When she came back to her senses, she was already outside the door of Lin Deqing's house. She had no idea when she was invited out by Lin Deqing.
She turned around and knocked on the door again, but no one answered her, so she had to leave.
Walking and thinking, she found that she had indeed been complaining about Chen An in her heart, so she rejected Chen An again and again.
Did Chen An ever complain about her?
Maybe so...... At an age when it is very easy to produce this kind of emotion, everyone will have it.
But what happens next after complaining?
It was a sulk in each of their chests, and then they each thought to themselves for a while, and then took a reason to break up......
That's the age of the separation, but Erer.
Oh, that's ridiculous.
The more opaque the age, the more I want to make everything clear.