My eyes were misty, and I seemed to feel his hand caressing. "Chongming!" I whispered his name, my heart reaching its maximum anticipation. Little by little, those memories with him were recalled in my mind, and I sometimes cried and sometimes laughed.

His eyes slowly closed, and I expected that he would be standing in front of me intact. Then he said to me, "Little fool, I'm back!"

When the mind is completely focused on one thing, the other senses seem to be slowly declining. I only felt a faint pain in my forehead, but I could clearly hear some rustling sounds in my ears.

"Chongming?" Before I could finish speaking, I felt a hand on my shoulder, and my heart tightened and my eyes opened.

Disappointed...

It's like the despair of a drowning person suddenly grabbing a life-saving straw, but if you're not careful, the straw breaks. I pushed away the suffering in front of me, and carefully searched for the figure of Chongming on this high platform.

"Did you hide him?" Finally, I felt all my strength gone, and I just sat down limply on the ground.

Sheng Ku sighed softly, slowly walked to my side, and sat down beside me. "I knew you were here, so I came here to check it out. ”

I looked at him with a miserable smile, and it was already clear to me that my resurrection method had actually failed! The blood of the legendary Nine Babies could not save him at all.

"Wu Buli also said that she didn't know if this method was really useful..."Sheng Ku whispered relief to me, but I couldn't listen to anything! Yes! I understand the truth, but I just don't want to understand it at the moment!

"However, at the beginning, Chongming also burned Ling Xiao and He Shu into ashes, and they were also resurrected by Wu Buli!" Tears unconsciously slipped from my eyes, and I felt like my heart was about to burst!

"But is there any other way?" Sheng tried to help me, but I pushed my arm away.

"What else?" I looked at him in despair, "if Wu Buli were still alive, I might have gotten these so-called other ways from her." It's a pity that she's dead! There's no other way in the world! What do you think I'm going to do? What should I do?"

In fact, I didn't feel sad at the moment except despair, my head was empty, and I didn't even have the strength to cry.

Sheng sighed bitterly, stretched out his arm to me and hugged me, "You don't want to be like this, why can't you accept the fact that he is no longer there? He is dead, this is the will of God, if you want to change your life against the sky, in fact, it is not realistic."

I will support you without hesitation in any decision you make, this time, can you listen to my advice?

Look at yourself, you still have your blood and bones, they haven't been born yet! Can you bear to let them suffer such a big damage in your mother's body? You don't just have the sun burning in your life! Even if you think it doesn't matter to our friends or anything, you have to think about your own children! They are also his children!"

I was actually tempted to say at the time that I cared about you friends. But when he said that the baby in my belly was them, his heart couldn't help but sour, "They?"

Seeing that my mood had stabilized slightly, Sheng Ku continued, "Yes, don't you feel it yourself? If you carefully communicate with your children, you will find that they have actually become aware of themselves and have begun to interact and communicate with you! For such a long time, you have been bent on killing nine babies to get blood to resurrect, and you have really cared about your children?"

His words made me speechless for a while, and even pierced my heart. Indeed, I really haven't done the so-called communication with my own children once. I frowned, suppressed the feeling of despair, and slowly pressed my hand to my stomach.

I've never done this before, so when I was completely calm, suddenly there was a childish cry in my spiritual world. I was startled, and my hand left my stomach at once.

"I—I hear—" I was a little excited, it was the first time I had heard my child's voice!

Seeing that my mood had stabilized, it seemed that I was finally relieved, and it seemed that I was guiding me to something, "Go and try to communicate with them, you will have unexpected gains." ”

I nodded, then put my hand on my stomach again.

It's a black and white world, and it's full of everything that represents cuteness in the world, but it's weird to be thankful because everything is black and white.

I walked in slowly and found a little four or five-year-old kid fiddling with his back to me. I walked over slowly, and the little kid was dressed in black, and slowly raised his head at me.

When her eyes met mine, I saw the golden eyes in her eyes.

"Are you my mother?" she asked me indifferently, fiddling with a black and white bear in her hand.

I don't know why, my center suddenly tightened, and I actually felt an indescribable guilt. "Yes, I'm your mom. ”

But the little girl didn't look up at me anymore, she sighed, and then put down the toy in her hand, "You know what? You see, I've grown so big!"

At this time, I really had the illusion that my child had been born so big, and after being blamed by her immature voice, my face was a little hot. "I'm sorry—" I was about to explain to her that I really love you, but before I could say anything, suddenly a boy dressed in white came out of the deepest part of the room.

Unlike this girl, his eyes are densely covered with pupils, just like my starry pupils. With a smile on his lips, he nodded slightly, but didn't say anything.

The girl sighed, then looked up at me, "What are you going to do?"

I was stunned, and I didn't understand the meaning of her words. She pursed her lips, as if she hated me for being stupid. "We're here, but we all know what's going on outside. You don't need to hide it from us, we already know everything. ”

Suddenly, I suddenly remembered that my method of resurrecting and regaining my sight had failed, and that heart-rending sting rose in my heart again. Suddenly, the boy fell to the ground clutching his head in agony.

The girl immediately ran to his side and hugged him, and then shouted at me, "Adjust your emotions, are you trying to kill your own child?"

I was startled, a little panicked. But the shock helped me to temporarily ease the hopelessness of my failure, and I didn't know what to do.

The heart-piercing feeling also dissipated, so the boy's painful expression immediately returned to normal. I walked over apologetically and stroked his tiny cheek. "Tell me, every time I'm sad and sad, do you suffer from this collateral pain?"

The boy blinked, nodded obediently, and for a moment, I was even a little spinning. The debt to them suddenly filled my heart, and I hugged them, just to give them my love from now on.

All of a sudden, I felt all I tighten, and a strange, painful sensation hit me. The girl was a little disappointed and said, "It's time, you should go!"

I was still very surprised why she said this, suddenly there was a feeling of depletion of spiritual power, and the whole person suddenly seemed to be pulled out of my spiritual world by something.

The surrounding scene has changed, and this is no longer the interior of Hitomi Town. I just thought it was a little familiar, until I pushed open the wooden door and saw a blue lake outside the window, that I remembered that this place was originally the corner of the black city that I had come to with life in the realm of time.

"Why am I here?" Sheng Ku, who was still repairing the dilapidated wooden boat, heard my voice, so he stood up straight and looked at me. "Are you awake?" he smiled as he put down his tools, and said, "I thought, you're going to want to be quiet now, so I'm going to bring you here on my own initiative, you're not going to be angry, are you?"

I squatted down by the lake, and then inserted my feet into the water, and for a moment the cool water of the lake wrapped my feet, and it was very comfortable.

"How could I be angry, thank you. "I sat on a big rock and looked into the distance of the lake.

Sheng Ku didn't say anything more, but returned to the side of the wooden boat and continued to repair, "binding" sound. I was finally attracted by his move, and I turned to him and asked, "Why are you still repairing that ship?"

Sheng Ku seemed stunned for a moment, because I saw his movements stop for a few seconds, and then he smiled and said, "Because I want to go to the end of the lake and have a look." ”

"The end?" I looked in the direction of his eyes, and there seemed to be something at the end of the lake, but it was too far away for me to see clearly.

"Why don't you teleport over, or fly over, or swim over?" I was still puzzled by his behavior.

He smiled bitterly, but I felt that there was something bitter in his smile. "A lot of times, shortcuts are never going to work. ”

I looked at his expression, and I just felt that today's life seemed to be different from his previous life. It seems that the current life is bitter and sad.

And so it was, three days passed. I have completely accepted the fact that the blood of the Nine Babies cannot be resurrected, although the face of Chongming in the dream is still lingering in my eyes, but I know that at this moment, I should be for my children, and I must also maintain peace of mind.

Sheng Ku was still repairing the wooden ship every day, but it seemed that it was almost finished. I noticed that he seemed to have become very strange lately, and even one night I saw him sitting on the side of the boat and weeping silently.

But I didn't bother him, because I didn't know where this sudden sadness of his came from.

Besides, how can one grieving person persuade another to griev?