Extra-Hua Long's confession
"Ding Dong Ding Dong"
When I rang the doorbell again, I was a little dazed.
In the past few days, I have been going to Huahua's house a lot, and I can feel that she seems to be a little tired of me.
After all, BL dubbing studio is really not well-known at the moment, so it is easy to be regarded as a liar by going to someone's house to talk about the copyright adaptation of the radio drama.
How to say it, I am both happy and speechless to see that my idol can have such a strong sense of prevention, and I am happy that in this complex society, people are separated from the belly, and it is quite reassuring that idols can have such a strong sense of prevention;
I stood in the doorway for a while, and finally waited for her to open the door for me, and I looked at her frown, and suddenly wanted to give up, after all, I didn't want her to hate myself so much.
After entering the room, I looked at the A4 paper all over the floor, which was covered with horizontal and vertical lines and wavy lines with red, red, green and green pens, and I sighed.
Due to the age group of the website's audience, her current number of fans and popularity have declined, and she is currently undergoing her own transformation, but she has formed her own style, and it is not easy to transform.
So Huahua's mood doesn't seem to be very good lately, I sat on the sofa and looked at her expression full of worries, and suddenly felt that I shouldn't come to harass her anymore, because I can only bring her confusion and boredom, and it doesn't have any positive impact on her current state.
I stuffed the half-cut contract and agreement back into my bag, "Huahua, I'm sorry, I just came today to apologize to you, I bothered you recently, and I won't come in the future." ”
I grabbed my bag and got up to go out, when she suddenly stopped me, "Wait, don't you keep saying you're my fan, can you talk to me about my past." ”
When I heard her say this, I immediately stopped, and I could hear the excitement in my voice: "Okay. ”
We talked about her previous work all afternoon, and although I was a boy, I was still the kind of boy with big shoulders and round waist, but I was different from other boys.
I don't like those who level up infinitely as stallions, and instead like some romances, but don't get me wrong, I don't like all romances.
After all, I'm a very dedicated man, I only like flowers, her romance doesn't have those bloody plots that make people speechless, all the feelings in it are the kind of plain and very real kind, which makes people feel very touched and immersed in reading.
We talked all afternoon, but fortunately I read her many times and did a lot of homework before I came, so I remember most of her questions.
After so many times and so many days, I finally saw her smile.
She laughs so beautifully, unlike other girls of this age, she often stays at home, so she often wears some very homely clothes, but there is a different beauty.
Probably thanks to my knowledge of her work, she finally believed that I was a fan of hers, and the long-delayed cooperation was finally reached.
The moment she signed the contract, I was excited but I felt a little lost.
After all, after the cooperation was reached, I no longer have a very valid reason to come to her again, I have been coming to her a lot lately, and it seems that I am still a little unaccustomed to not being able to come, and I actually like the feeling of sticking to her like a leper dog in my heart.
Fortunately, after I got it, I thought of a reason to go to her, that is, to adapt the script, and after I went again, I found that she had suddenly reduced the number of code words recently, as if she was trying to transform, and it could be seen that she seemed to be a little painful and unhappy.
I began to ask her out on the grounds of radio dramas, but fortunately, we arranged a lot of activities after that, whether it was a signing event or an audition, we needed her cooperation.
I just thought I could take her out for a walk, after all, she must be bored to stay at home all day, plus I have been watching some very bad comments in her comment area.
I guess she's not been in a good mood lately, but when I met her, I found it even worse than I thought, because Flowey's mood was far worse than he thought.
In the days that followed, I still found excuses to see her every day, Sun Hao, Lin Mo and Yang Jin also joked that my working hours were used to pick up girls, and threatened to deduct my salary, and the whole company circulated criticism.
Hearing them say that, I suddenly realized that there was a question as to why I wanted to see her all day, and that was that I really liked her.
The days of our acquaintance went by and I became her best friend.
It seems that she doesn't have many friends, after all, she rarely goes out except for staying at home all day long, and she rarely chats with people even on the software, and even Weibo is used to ask fans for leave and send some notices, so I naturally became the person who contacted the most besides editors.
A few years have passed, I can't help it anymore, I don't want to just be by her side in the name of a friend, I want to go further, I want to be the one who accompanies her and comforts her honestly.
I finally found a suitable opportunity, and I confessed to her, but I received a less than ideal reply, and she just replied to me lightly: "I like the tall and thin type." ”
At that moment I really wanted to give up, I always thought that you were not the type I liked, and this reason for rejection was actually synonymous with the person I already liked in my heart.
That day, I went to Sun Hao, Lin Mo and Yang Jin to drink for a long time, and I regained my confidence in their reminders and encouragement.
As they said, in the past few years, no other boy has appeared in front of Huahua except me, how can she have someone she likes.
So I started trying to lose weight, and it happened that a new gym had opened near her house, and I would take the time to visit her every day, even if it was just downstairs to see her room.
Then I went to the gym and worked hard, and I was convinced that one day I would lose weight, and after that, I would start pursuing her again.
I don't know how many days a person will go through in this life, but I still remember that day even after many years.
It was a sunny day and a breeze, so I walked around her neighborhood as usual and then went to the gym.
After taking two spinning classes in a row, I felt the sweat on my face dripping down, and my clothes were sticky and uncomfortable.
I kind of hate this kind of workout, I prefer to dance a few dances in the dance studio to these, but I don't know why dancing and exercising haven't been able to lose the flesh on my body, probably I really don't have anything to do with her in my life.
Thinking of this, I walked out of the bicycle room with my head down and depressed, and who knew that as soon as I walked near the reception area, I received an unexpected hug.
Although I didn't see her face, I could be sure that the person holding me was the one I thought about day and night, because the smell of her body was familiar to me.
She threw herself into my arms and started crying, and I was both happy and distressed at that moment.
After that day, we were officially together, and she was still the same as always, but after writing the romance at hand, she began to transform into writing silly carving life essays.
Every time I ask her why she wants to transform, she always hears a sentence, "Art comes from life and is higher than life, and the same is true." ”
I always feel like I've been scolded unintentionally, but it doesn't matter, our family is happy.