Eighty-ninth
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Mother said that the palm of the hand is meat, and the back of the hand is also meat.
Mother said that the battle between the East Palace and the Three Kings' Mansion was bound to be incompatible.
Mother said that as the daughter of the Murong family, she was destined to sacrifice herself for the reproduction of the family and take care of the overall situation.
She also said a lot, a lot, a whole afternoon.
The tears in her eyes and the emptiness in my heart dimmed the blue trees outside the window.
In fact, in retrospect, I don't remember many words, I only remember shaking my head lightly and insistently, and I only remember the look of disappointment in my mother's eyes that couldn't be hidden.
Later, even though she personally took me by the hand and sent me out of the house, she talked earnestly, gave me careful advice, and said many comforting words, so that I should not think too much about it and take care of the baby. Maybe things aren't out of control.
But I know very well in my heart that everything is different.
It's not that I didn't try to convince myself, but the disappointment in my mother's eyes was too strong to hide, so I couldn't even deceive myself.
In this political struggle between the East Palace and the Three Princes' Mansion, my family has chosen to give up on me.
A princess who has fallen out of favor is naturally no more likely to become a queen than a favored princess, and naturally there is no way to bring greater benefits to the family.
Since we can't have both, we can only give up, and it is human nature to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages.
I believe that if I change places with Yun'er today, and my parents' choice is tilted, it is very likely that it will be Nan Chengyao, and the reproduction of the Murong family's family business is more important than anything else.
I understand, I know it early on, but why, my heart still hurts, it hurts like that.
Maybe I should listen to my mother's words and find out what she said about the secret letter and list in Nan Chengyao's hand that premeditated the abolition of the heir, in this way, this is what a daughter of the Murong family should do, to protect the peace of the family, isn't it the original intention of me to agree to this family business.
But I couldn't.
Even now, even if the beautiful flower that accompanies him every day is no longer me, even if his mother promised not to hurt his life, I still can't do it.
"Miss, this is the tocolytic medicine I just boiled, you should drink it while it's hot." Shuying walked in with a medicine bowl in her hand, interrupting my thoughts.
I looked at the thick black liquid in the bowl, and I didn't take it, but slowly reached out to cover my lower abdomen.
My child, in this world, only you, is completely mine, isn't it?
It's just you, you won't give up on me, you won't leave me, will you?
Then, Mother will also do her best to protect you from any harm, and you will be born in peace and health, and you will grow up and no longer experience what Mother went through.
"Miss," perhaps because he saw that I hadn't been serving the medicine for a long time, Shuying called me a little strangely.
I slowly moved my gaze from the medicine bowl to her face, and said softly: "Shuying, from today onwards, I will personally prescribe the prescription of the fetal pill."
"Why, isn't Dr. Huang so good, can the master and Mrs. take the person that the young lady is looking for?" she asked puzzled.
"Just do what I say, and don't let anyone else know. I lowered my eyelashes to hide the gloomy sorrow in my eyes at this moment.
But I never thought that even I couldn't enjoy the silence for too long, the painting came in, and said with some caution: "Princess, Miss Sang is here again, this time with Mr. Chun---- because the Third Highness ordered Mr. Chun to ask for the princess's pulse and pregnancy, so it is not easy for Mr. Qin to stop them, and now they are all waiting in the side hall, and the chief Qin asked the slave maid to ask the princess what to do." ”
I don't know why this Sang girl must see me, since she came back from the Prime Minister's Mansion that day, she has asked to see me several times, and now, she even does not hesitate to pull Chun Yuyi.
Even though I know that it is because of her that she is willing to ask me for a pulse, but now I really don't have the strength to deal with another intrigue.
So let the painting find an excuse to shirk it, she nodded in response, and said to Shuying while walking outside: "Amitabha, I hope she won't come again tomorrow, I'm scared when I see green now." ”
In my mind, I suddenly remembered that when I came out of the Prime Minister's Mansion that day, in the small sedan chair that fell head-on, the breeze blew the sedan curtain, and the person in the sedan chair was wearing a green Luo skirt, and I couldn't see my face.
I didn't care about it that day, and I never thought about it all the time, after all, Sang Muqing was traveling, how could she be committed to such an inconspicuous sedan chair - the green canopy is full of flowers, and ten miles of red makeup welcomes Muqing, "This is the exclusive glory of the first dancer of the Southern Dynasty."
But I don't know why this happened, and suddenly a thought flashed through me, perhaps, the woman in green who sat in the sedan chair that day was Sang Muqing, perhaps, the person who did not want to see her again in her mother's mouth was also her.
So, what was her purpose in coming to me?
Calling out the painting, I walked slowly to the side hall with a sparse shadow, as soon as I entered the temple door, I still saw the graceful figure of the light blue light yarn at a glance, through the veil, the face is not real, but it is such a natural falling style, but it is not to be misunderstood.
This time, there was only Chun Yuyi by her side, and she didn't see the maid in Tsing Yi who had never left her side before.
Chun Yuyi first called the pulse for me, opened the prescription for the fetus, and told a few words not to be depressed.
I thanked and told Shuying to take the list, but I knew in my heart that I would never use it.
Sang Muqing saw that Chun had finished calling for me, and Ying Ying got up: "Chief Manager Qin, Mr. Chun, can you let me talk to the princess alone?"
Qin An turned his eyes to look at me, I nodded slightly, so he retreated with a group of subordinates.
Chun Yuyi glanced at Sang Muqing deeply, and walked out without looking back.
But Shuying stood firmly behind me, didn't move, and said to Sang Muqing's gaze: "I won't leave, I will definitely not leave my young lady." ”
"You are quite loyal to your young lady," Sang Muqing smiled: "But have you ever thought that your loyalty may be given to the wrong person?"
"What do you mean by that," Sparse Shadow said puffed.
Sang Muqing ignored her anymore, turned straight to me and asked softly: "Princess, I heard that you lost your memories of the past because of falling off the cliff, but have you never doubted your identity? Or is amnesia just an excuse, you don't want to leave your current life at all." ”
"Miss Sang went to my mother to say that there are no these?" I watched as she didn't answer the rhetorical question, and said lightly.
She was stunned, and then smiled, but the smile made people feel indescribably sour: "It turns out that she has already told you, it turns out that she really doesn't believe it, I thought, I thought it was ......"
I looked at her eyes, and two lines of tears fell in a daze, but there was a smile on my lips, so sad and thin, people couldn't help but feel distressed.
was about to say something, but saw her suddenly raise her hand, tear off her veil, and then look at Shuying with bright eyes: "We grew up together, what about you? Don't you know me too?" /7/7517/)--
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