Chapter 48 (I)

Bottleneck, definitely a bottleneck, Zhang Shaoyu has been sitting in front of the computer for three days, and he didn't type out a word, he didn't come up with a single note. It's a strange thing, when I was working on creation in the past, the inspiration was like a spring, gushing out, what happened this time?

Music is also an art, and art must be rooted in life and subject matter from life. Zhang Shaoyu already had a few plans, and there were a lot of things that made him feel a few days ago, but as soon as he wrote it, he still felt that something was wrong. Now, pop music is still a love song singing the leading role. But there is a big problem, it seems that if you don't sing to die or live, it is not called a love song.

The world is still beautiful, is it possible that you fall out of love every day? are dumped every day? The current pop music scene, lack of novelty, that kind of sad tune, everyone is tired of listening to it, it's okay to be like a little daughter-in-law, crying and grabbing the ground, what are you doing secretly wiping your tears?

It is precisely because of this that the previous versions have let Zhang Shaoyu shoot himself. This time there is no room for failure, the opportunity is so rare, he wants to prove himself through this competition. It doesn't matter if you win the award or not, the important thing is that your creation can be affirmed by everyone.

So, I had to find something else. Creation, it's about a creative idea, and if you don't have creativity, it's called following the trend, and you can't get ahead. But this idea is not three meals a day, and when the time comes, I will eat it, and if I feel it, I don't feel it, and it is not a way to force myself.

"Shaoyu, I see that you have a bitter face these days, what are you doing?" Li Dan was playing WOW, and when he turned his head, he saw Zhang Shaoyu frowning, holding his chin and looking at the monitor. So, he asked casually, in his opinion, Zhang Shaoyu is like this, most likely he quarreled with Yang Tingyao or something.

Zhang Shaoyu sighed and said weakly: "Alas, buddy has encountered a bottleneck. For three days, I couldn't think of anything. ”

Although Li Dan doesn't know music and can't create, when he heard Zhang Buyu say this, he laughed: "Cut, what should I do, I don't feel it, you just go to find it." ”

Zhang Shaoyu glanced at him and snorted coldly: "Play your game, you know a fart, do you feel like you are looking for it?"

Li Dan glared at him and sneered: ", I don't believe it, we've lived for more than 20 years, not to mention it, just since middle school, how many things have we experienced?

Zhang Shaoyu sat up straight suddenly, yes, Li Dan's words reminded him that finding feelings can't be limited to the present, there are so many good memories in the past, don't you think you can provide yourself with some materials?

But when I think about it, no, in high school, I was fighting, picking up girls, skipping classes, drinking, and the absurdity has passed, and I really want to find the subject matter and write things from here, but I am afraid that I will be criticized. This competition is so grand that we can't take these deviated paths. Otherwise, maybe you won't even be able to pass the primary, and you will be shot!

Alas, nerve-wracking......

Seeing that it is already the beginning of December, December 10 is the deadline for submission of works, and his work has not yet been seen, Zhang Shaoyu is really a little anxious. But he knew in his heart that it was useless to be anxious, and the more anxious he was, the more troublesome it became. Well, let's not get busy for a while.

The network in the dormitory uses Netcom, Zhang Shaoyu originally wanted to play two games of street basketball, but the next client will take five hours, so he doesn't have the patience, turn off the computer, and prepare to call Yang Tingyao and go out for a walk. It's really annoying to be in the dormitory these days.

As a result, as soon as the phone called, Yang Tingyao was doing her graduation project, and Zhang Shaoyu was of course not reluctant, so he went out alone. The weather is really good, it's a December day, it's rare to see the sun again, shining warmly on the body, not to mention how comfortable. Out of the school gate, Zhang Shaoyu walked aimlessly, thinking about creation.

Unconsciously, he looked up and found himself in a completely unfamiliar place, which looked like a residential complex. How did you get here, and when I was about to turn around and leave, there was a quarrel.

"Get out! Is this where you can come in? Get out!"

"I didn't steal or rob, so why can't I come in?"

"I won't talk nonsense with you, hurry up and get out, or don't blame me for not recognizing pornography!"

How could Zhang Shaoyu be so familiar with this voice? Following the prestige, at the gate of the community about five or six meters away from him, a man in a security uniform was pushing and shoving a person out. Zhang Shaoyu felt very familiar with the back of that person, and because he didn't see the front, he wasn't sure, so he walked over immediately.

The security guard seemed impatient and kept pushing the man out of the door. But the man didn't seem to be convinced, standing there motionless, and the tall security guard actually pushed him not to move.

Walking over to take a look, Zhang Shaoyu was stunned, it was none other than Tang Kui, who left the Internet café not long ago. He was wearing a whitened old-fashioned army green shirt, blue cloth pants, a woven bag in his hand, and a square face flushed, staring fiercely at the security guard.

Seeing Zhang Shaoyu appear, Tang Kui looked a little panicked, and hurriedly lowered his head, not daring to look at him.

The security guard was still scolding, Zhang Shaoyu had never had a good impression of the security guard, as soon as he walked over, he didn't look at him, and said coldly to Tang Kui: "Follow me!" After speaking, he turned around and walked outside the community. Tang Kui glared at the security guard and followed.

Zhang Shaoyu was so angry in his heart, he really hated the taste of iron not becoming steel. You say it's bad for you to do something, ah, just like you, the blind know that you're collecting the rags! Is this what a man does? It's not a shame!

Along the way, Zhang Shaoyu didn't say a word, just stuck in front of him. Tang Kui followed cautiously, he could see that Brother Zhang seemed to be unhappy, although he didn't know what it was for, he was still extra careful and didn't dare to say a word easily.

When he turned out of the community and came to the street, Zhang Shaoyu suddenly stopped, turned around and stared at Tang Kui, speechless for a long time.

Tang Kui subconsciously lowered his head, not daring to look into his eyes.

"Xiao Tang, let me ask you, what are you doing?" Zhang Shaoyu originally wanted to scold him severely, but after thinking about it, he didn't have that qualification. To put it nicely, people call you big brother, in fact, to put it bluntly, that is, an ordinary friend, what qualifications do you have to scold others?

Tang Kui raised his head slightly, looked at Zhang Shaoyu, and replied in a low voice: "I'm here, collect the rags......" Although he said it quietly, he didn't feel embarrassed, but he didn't dare to speak loudly when he saw that Brother Zhang was angry.

Zhang Shaoyu looked at him, like this, where is he still like a sixteen or seventeen-year-old man, he looks similar to a half-pulled old man, he is not tall, but his clothes are long, and he wears them like skirts, and the pair of broken rubber shoes on his feet, I don't know what year it is, and his toes are sticking out.

"Have you had lunch?" Seeing that Tang Kui lowered his head and didn't speak, Zhang Shaoyu just wanted to lose his temper and couldn't get out, remembering that it was lunch time, Tang Kui, this kid, was thrifty, but he was afraid that he didn't eat.

"I brought food, Brother Zhang. Tang Kui said.

"Bring it? I'll take a look, what did you bring?" Zhang Shaoyu asked strangely, this kid usually doesn't even want to eat a little more rice, and he will bring dry food? When Tang Kui took out his lunch, Zhang Shaoyu's dignified seven-foot-tall man, an iron man who would not frown with a knife on his neck, actually had a sour nose, and almost didn't cry.

What kind of lunch is that, it's just half a steamed bun! It's not one, it's half! It was packed in a small plastic bag, and the other half, presumably eaten as breakfast, stretched over and took the half steamed bun, and before I opened the plastic bag, I smelled a sour smell. Is this something that people eat?

didn't say anything at the moment, raised his hand and threw out the half of the steamed bun. Tang Kui looked at Zhang Shaoyu in a daze, not knowing why Brother Zhang was so angry.

Looking left and right, there was a snack bar on the side of the street, and there was no one here, so he walked over with Tang Kui. There are no good things in this snack bar, that is, noodles, buns and the like, as soon as Zhang Shaoyu sat down, he asked the boss to bring a big bowl of beef noodles and four fresh hot steamed buns.

This snack bar is really shabby, with three tables, a few plastic benches, and less than eight square meters, no wonder there are no customers. After a while, the noodles and steamed buns came, and Zhang Shaoyu pushed them all in front of Tang Kui and told him to eat them quickly. It could be seen that Tang Kui was really hungry, and when he saw the steaming bowl of beef noodles with oil splashes, he couldn't help but swallow several mouthfuls of saliva.

"What else to see, let's eat. Zhang Shaoyu didn't know whether to cry or laugh. Tang Kui nodded, took the bowl, took a pair of chopsticks, wiped it with his sleeve, and ate it.

Zhang Shaoyu couldn't help but sigh, this little brother's life is inevitably too bitter. When I was young, I couldn't read a book, so I came to the city to work, and other children, at this age, were afraid that they were still coquettish in the arms of their parents. But he is already working hard for life.

"Eat slowly, no one will rob you!" Seeing Tang Kui eating noodles while desperately stuffing steamed buns into his mouth, Zhang Shaoyu couldn't help but say with some distress.

"Well, Brother Zhang, why don't you eat?" Tang Kui asked as he ate.

Zhang Shaoyu shook his head: "I'm not hungry, you can eat, eat it all, it's not enough to take it again." ”

"Enough! Enough! I have two steamed buns left, and I'll eat them in the evening." Tang Kui smiled honestly. Zhang Shaoyu glared at him and snorted: "You eat it all for me, and I will talk about it in the evening, and there will be no one left!"

After he finished eating, Zhang Shaoyu began to ask what was going on, how did he run to collect the rags?

Tang Kui wiped his mouth and smirked: "After coming out of the Internet café, I can't find a suitable job for the time being, I don't know anything, and no one invites me, our fellow is collecting rags in the city, and when he sees that I don't have a job, he lets me go with him." I went there to collect the rags just now, but the security guard didn't let me in, looking like he was like that, as if he wanted to beat me. I don't want to cause any more trouble, or I'll beat him to death!"

"What's wrong with you doing something? Ah, you're going to collect the rags? Is this what a man does?"

Tang Kui heard this, his two thick eyebrows wrinkled together, he looked at Zhang Buyu, he wanted to say something, but he couldn't say it, Zhang Shaoyu naturally observed it, and asked, "What do you want to say, say it!"

"Brother Zhang, you are a college student, naturally I think differently, but collecting rags is also a serious matter, I don't steal, I don't rob, I eat with strength, what's this, right?" Tang Kui said seriously.

Zhang Shaoyu heard it, he seemed to be saying that he looked down on him, shook his head and smiled, and said to Tang Kui: "Brother, it's not that my brother looks down on you to collect rags, but this man, you have to be ambitious, you can collect rags, can you collect them for a spring? You can earn a few dollars a day, and you are still being looked at everywhere, I don't believe it, you feel comfortable?"

Tang Kui stopped talking, it was originally, in the past few days, he was running around with a woven bag, and he was not less angry with others, when he saw himself like this, most people frowned in disgust, waved his hand and told him to go quickly, as if he was a plague god. I can't figure it out, doesn't it say that labor is the most glorious, who did I provoke when I collected the rags?

"You didn't recruit anyone, you didn't mess with anyone, but people just looked down on you, because you just collected rags, you just have no status, understand? The reality is like this, you can't accept it, brother, brother look at ......it" Zhang Shaoyu just said this, the mobile phone suddenly rang, waved at Tang Kui, and he picked up the phone.

After receiving the phone, Zhang Buyu looked a little anxious, thought about it, and left a sentence to Tang Kui: "The day after tomorrow, it is the day after tomorrow, you must call me, do you hear it?

I didn't get to the door, but I suddenly turned back again. It turned out that he thought that Tang Kui probably didn't have much money on him, and he didn't want him to collect any more rags, so he took out his wallet from his bag, and was about to take out a hundred yuan, but he changed his mind, took out a twenty-denomination banknote and handed it over.

Tang Kui was stunned, but he didn't reach out to pick it up. He's also a man, he also has self-esteem, I have hands and feet, and I don't need charity.

"I won't give it to you, when you earn money, remember to pay me back, and I'll make a note for you in that little book when I go back, for my brother's sake, not counting your interest." Zhang Shaoyu said jokingly.

Tang Kui grinned and took the twenty yuan with both hands. Zhang Shaoyu also smiled, turned around and hurriedly rushed out. Twenty dollars, in his opinion, is a little less, and even a little unreachable. Tang Kui is a child from the countryside, who is looked down upon everywhere, and his self-esteem is fragile, and he hurts people if he is not careful.

Zhang Shaoyu felt strange, I got up this morning, and my eyelids didn't jump, why did this person come when she said it? Besides, what is she doing here? Last time, I put a big green bag on my head, this time I won't do the same trick again, right?

Hit the first one, went straight to the bus station, in the car, Zhang Shaoyu analyzed all kinds of possibilities, but let himself deny it. I used to think I knew her very well, but now it seems that it is not like that at all, five years is not a short time for understanding a person, but they don't know each other well.

After getting off the bus, I saw Zhang Li standing at the exit of the station from a distance, to be honest, this girl is indeed beautiful, standing at the exit of the station, you look at the past, you must see her first, and after seeing it, your eyes will never look away. She's probably the amazing type.

hurriedly walked over, stood in front of his ex-girlfriend, and looked at her. Neither of them spoke, just looked at each other quietly. And Zhang Shaoyu is still guessing the other party's intentions.

"I don't think you're very welcoming to me. Zhang Li smiled like a flower, and said softly, this smile has made Zhang Shaoyu unforgettable for many nights, and this smile has made Zhang Shaoyu's heart stir many times. Although things have changed, but suddenly I saw it, but it is so worth recalling.

"As long as you don't hit me on the head with your bag, I think you're still welcome. Zhang Shaoyu said with a smile.

Zhang Li covered her mouth and laughed, and reached out to hit Zhang Shaoyu with her little hand: "You guy, you're still so funny." Although it was just a small action, it reminded Zhang Shaoyu of many things. When I used to be with her, whenever she was amused by herself, she would slap herself like this. Now that I think about it, it was like it happened yesterday, and everything was like a dream.

"Shaoyu, you have lost weight again......" Zhang Li looked at Zhang Buyu and said with pity.

Zhang Shaoyu put his hands in his trouser pockets, looked left and right, and said with a smile: "The last time you came, you had already said this." ”

"Really? Hehe, I'm just thinking, your senior sister, I'm afraid I didn't take care of you. Zhang Li asked half-jokingly, half-seriously. Zhang Shaoyu didn't want to pull the topic up, turned around and stopped a taxi, and sat straight on.

Zhang Li looked at Zhang Shaoyu's back and suddenly laughed, this man is still so cute, it seems that there has been no change at all. A hint of loneliness flashed in her eyes, Zhang Li sighed faintly and followed into the car.

The car sped away in the direction of the school, Zhang Shaoyu really couldn't guess what purpose she came this time. It is said that she already has a boyfriend, and it is a bit too much to come to Chengdu to find herself, won't her boyfriend be jealous? It seems that she doesn't know Zhang Li, and she hasn't been able to see through her in five years.

Chengdu University of Information Technology, female dormitory.

Yang Tingyao shook her sour hand and put on the cap of the pen, the graduation thesis is really annoying. After a busy morning, even if he got some of it, he didn't even have time to accompany Shaoyu. Look at the time, yo, it's almost there, no, I have to call Shaoyu to come back for dinner quickly.

"Yaoyao, where are you going?" The roommate saw Yang Tingyao standing up anxiously, quickly putting away her things, knowing that she was going to find Zhang Shaoyu, but she still deliberately asked.

Yang Tingyao didn't raise her head, took a small mirror and looked at it, she felt fine, and replied casually: "Go to dinner, where else can you go?"

"Hehe, I'm just worried about your baby brother, oh, no, it should be the baby husband who is hungry, right?" the roommate said jokingly.

Yang Tingyao smiled and ignored her. Now that all my friends know that they are with Zhang Shaoyu, every joke they make can make them feel great happiness, and the feeling of being in love is really good.