Chapter 720: The First Step 120
Having said that, I was still blocked. If you can really be like the protagonist, the tiger's body was shocked, pointed angrily at the sky, and asked with a smile "Who dares to stop me", so it crackled to achieve "real". I like this too.
It's like going into a haunted house, knowing that you won't die, knowing that these are fake, but still being scared and still being afraid.
That awareness is everything, and nothing can escape the phrase "I am aware." Don't ask me how I perceive if there is nothing objective out there. How do I TM know?
But I can be sure that the awareness is real, and as for what I perceived, how do I know where it comes from. So, I can only be aware of that awareness, and everything else is.
Is that awareness everything, hard to understand? Why is there so much distortion in my head? What is it that keeps me from discarding this bullshit?
Why does my mother still exist in my head? Why do I still fantasize about the scene to enrich the character of Yuan Changwen?
Since that awareness is everything, then the content of the awareness doesn't matter at all. I don't even know what I'm aware of.
It seems that I am the character of Yuan Changwen, and it seems that I can't argue with it at all and have nothing to discuss. Then, start a series about the life of this character and the like. No one will discuss whether the character itself is real or not, and the only thing they want to do is to make the character's life better.
There's a lot of fear haunting us, a lot of self-definition, and so much more so-called sacrosanct gadgets. This makes the role of Yuan Changwen very stable, and in addition, the instinctive pursuit of happiness to avoid discomfort reinforces more self-definition from the side.
First I was afraid of life, then I believed too many unfounded affirmations, and finally I was afraid of death.
That awareness is everything, and whatever it is, I'm aware of the awareness in my head. Strictly speaking, the word "brain" is not rigorous. It was I who realized that "the character of Yuan Changwen is in the depths of the lake", as for what I perceived, how I perceived, who knows?
Moreover, there is no me at all, "I am aware" as a whole, not having a role and then having an awareness. Just as I exist as a whole, so I perceive it.
Or, "that awareness" realizes that "the character of Yuan Changwen is in the depths of the lake".
Worst!
It's a bit confusing!
I'm still believing in the distortion in my head, which is why I deeply resist the statement that "that awareness is everything." I knew this many chapters ago, and it seemed to be completely thorough at the time. But now it seems that I didn't seem to see through it.
The point is that even if I believe in the distortion in my head, I am aware that "the character of Yuan Changwen is believing in the cognition in my head", and I still have not escaped the sentence "I am aware".
This Nima is real, something that cannot be shaken off at all, and it is not something that can be chosen.
The only thing, how can there be a choice?
I don't own anything, because I'm just that awareness. And the character of Yuan Changwen is even more unlikely to have anything, everything has the possibility of loss, what kind of possession is this? What's more, there are so many other things that can't be owned at all, such as beautiful female stars and the like.
However, the whole world of duality is false, and I am the only truth. That is, the whole hallucination was generated by me. For so many years, these things belong to me. It's like dreaming, so many dream elements, in the dream, it doesn't seem to belong to me.
In fact, it's all me.
"I exist" is the only truth, and nothing can exist beyond "I exist", and nothing can exist outside of "I exist". So, the whole dualistic world belongs to me.
The contradiction is that the character wants to control, "Since it's mine, then use it for me! Those beautiful female stars, those mountains of gold and silver" and so on. It's clear why things have to go the way the characters think?
I am not the character of Yuan Changwen, and the dualistic world belongs to me and does not belong to the role of Yuan Changwen. Moreover, the character's thinking, the character's thinking, the character's thinking, none of these have anything to do with me. I just noticed that all this was happening, so it has something to do with the role of Yuan Changwen!
Not only does it not matter, but once I am identified with the role of Yuan Changwen, it will hinder the manifestation of that sense of ease. Moreover, the character's mind is full of distortions, which makes it disgusting to think about.
No matter how the role changes, it is an inevitability, and it can only happen this way. It seems that the decision was made in a thought, but in fact, this decision has long been predestined. The illusion of free will comes from my inability to know what the future holds.
Just like the weather forecast, I can't know tomorrow's weather with complete accuracy, but I still know that tomorrow's weather is certain, a necessity, not something God will decide temporarily.
So, what else is there to discuss with the character? Anyway, I'm just aware of it, I'm just aware of the change in the character. Unexpectedly, the result of the discussion went back to before, and it was my business.
I have nothing to do with the character, so what's holding the character back? How do I know these things, and how does the character overcome them? I don't know either, so I'll see.
Perhaps, the character will not be able to kill at all, and then he will commit suicide. It's completely possible, I don't believe that I have only experienced the role of Yuan Changwen once.
However, if you think about it carefully, what is the use of cultivating the character of Yuan Changwen to the truth? It is nothing more than the manifestation of "I exist", replacing the cognition in the mind of the character of Yuan Changwen, to walk in this false dualistic world.
But "I exist" has always been there, and it's my essence. I can finally convince myself that I am a character, that is, a hurried life, a drop in the vast sea of people, why should I destroy this?
Of course, everything is predestined. Perhaps, that's how things were arranged. Perhaps, it is just to see how you find truth in your carefully planned dreams.
Perhaps, it is a means of testing dreams to see if they are made wisely or not.
The reason has always been there, it's just that the characters don't know it.
What does the character know?
Know a ball!
Wait a minute, "everything is predestined", is this a kind of knowing?
When I declare that "everything is predestined," am I claiming a kind of knowing? Am I claiming more speculation than "I exist"?
Yuan Changwen was a little undecided, but this hesitation itself proved the existence of the problem. So, why pretend that there is no problem? Look at the question carefully, think about it, it's either true or false, it's as simple as that.