Chapter 20: Confession I

"Everyone wants happiness, but marriage is not a matter for the two of them, but a matter for the two families, it is complicated, if the parents of both parties are difficult, then many things are not within their control. ”

"Isn't there a solution?"

"There used to be, but now it's hard. ”

"Why?"

During the Cold War between the two of them, Xue'er's husband accidentally made a man's mistake. ”

At the same time, he also felt sad for Xia Xue, through more than a year of getting along, he already fully believed in Shi Lei's evaluation of Xia Xue, Xia Xue looked very open on the surface, in fact, she was very traditional in her bones, she was close enough to her, but at most, she only held her arms and shoulders, and she didn't even pull her hands, but such a woman would still be disliked?

"Then does Sister Xue know?"

She should be able to feel it, but she doesn't have any definite evidence, so the two are on the same page at the moment. ”

"But it's not a way to go on like this, sooner or later there will be problems, I think women, they are all soft-hearted, coax well, it's really not good, they have been grinding her with a dead face, consuming her, they can always reconcile, and Sister Xue is not a heartless person, there must still be her husband in her heart. ”

"The depth of love and hatred, often the more people who love each other, the more they can't tolerate each other's mistakes, and they can't tolerate the other party being a little unfaithful to themselves, that is, they can't even accept spiritual derailment, let alone others?"

"It's another love and killing. Li Shaohui sighed, he didn't expect Xia Xue to be exactly the same as his own view of love.

Lu Yuan also sighed, and said: "Manager Li, since you already know what happened, persuade Xue'er more, don't take some things too seriously, otherwise you will hurt others and yourself in the end." ”

"Okay, I'll do my best!" Although Li Shaohui agreed, he didn't think so, if he didn't even care about the word "love", then what else was there to care about? If he really didn't care, he might as well become a monk!

At this time, the rain was much lighter, but the wind was quite strong, so Lu Yuan was still standing there, with no intention of leaving, Li Shaohui looked at the hazy night after the rain, and couldn't help but think of the promise again, so he couldn't help but ask Lu Yuan again.

Lu Yuan stared at Li Shaohui and said, "You should know, if she doesn't even want to tell you, how can I know?

"Alas!" Li Shaohui let out a long sigh, and the face of promise began to appear in his mind again, and he wanted to ask the promise, "Since you still care about me, why do you want to say goodbye without saying goodbye, have you really become the second Tang Fengling? Do you really want me to die for you?"

Lu Yuan looked at Li Shaohui's painful appearance and changed the topic, and said, "Manager Li, I gave you the opportunity, but you still have to work hard, if you don't grasp it, I won't force you." ”

Li Shaohui smiled bitterly and said: "Mr. Lu, I understand this truth, don't worry, I will definitely do a good job this year, and I will never disappoint the trust of you and Mr. Liu." ”

"Hmm. Lu Yuan nodded, and when the wind was light, he prepared to walk towards the garage. After Li Shaohui hesitated for a moment, he said, "Mr. Lu, can I ask you something?"

"Nothing, but it doesn't hurt to say it. ”

"It's that Duo'er has a male friend in his 50s, and he is relatively close to her, do you know her?" When asked this, Li Shaohui couldn't help but think of that day again, and in that instant, he promised to leave, Xiao Bei died tragically, leaving himself alone to be heartbroken.

Lu Yuan pondered for a moment, shook his head and said: "I haven't seen or heard her mention such a person, but the person behind the scenes who helped her cook the shop later is obviously a rich man, but in any case, I believe that Duo'er would not do such a thing, I still know her temperament well, and before the matter is clear, you better not be suspicious." ”

Li Shaohui smiled bitterly: "I don't want to either, but she left without a sound, I just want to believe her, and I don't have a chance." ”

"Alas!" Lu Yuan sighed and stopped persuading.

"Mr. Lu, I still have a question for you, that is, with your good conditions and so much like Duo'er, why didn't you get along well before me?"

"Well, it's a lot to talk about, I'm a person who has seen a lot of bad things and experienced a lot, and it's easy to complicate things and be pessimistic.

At that time, I was performing on the street with her and her husband, not to mention how happy I was.

But after getting married, within a few years, Xue'er has changed, she has become what she is now, and she doesn't say anything in her heart, every day is either a bar disco or a chess and card venue, how can she still be cute before?

Of course I don't blame her, I'm just saying that the more beautiful something is, the easier it is to be short-lived, and when it is at its most beautiful, it can bring us infinite joy, but after that, it slowly becomes dull, and we fall into infinite melancholy. ”

"Isn't everything in the world like this? There is prosperity and loneliness, just like two people who love each other stick to the end, and they also become dull with their left hand holding their right hand. ”

"So in order not to let myself feel lonely and regretful, I like to leave it at the most beautiful time, remember its most beautiful appearance, and hide it in my heart, so that's enough. ”

"So you don't want to get married until now?"

Lu Yuan nodded, and said: "As soon as people get old, they have more ideas and become fragile, you see that I am in my forties in a trance, and I already feel that I am not as good as before, so in order to eliminate my fear of old age, I can only keep mixing with young girls, but it is not realistic to form a family with them..."

The rain stopped, the wind stopped, Lu Yuan also left, and Li Shaohui was still wandering alone in the rainy night, he thought about the conversation just now, and he was confused in his heart, a person is unwilling to get married, is it really because he has seen through the world, or the person who is destined to come, has been waiting and refuses to come.

After returning home, Li Shaohui lay on the bed tossing and turning, and the figures of the three women, Xu Promise, Xiao Bei and Tang Fengling, kept rotating in his mind like a slide, tormenting him with a splitting headache, and also made him deeply understand a truth, it is normal for things to be divided and combined in the world, but in the end, they dispersed while walking...

That night it rained heavily, and the jasmine swayed in the wind and rain.

Since he had a goal in his career, Li Shaohui temporarily put down all his worries and devoted himself to his work.

But these days, Li Shaohui has a wordless trouble, since the last time he and Lin Yue'er unexpectedly reunited at the Song Dafu banquet, both of them have cherished this rare fate.

Lin Yue'er hides at home every time she has free time and doesn't go out, if it happens that Li Shaohui is also there, she will keep borrowing books with Li Shaohui, and take the opportunity to give Li Shaohui a thought lesson, and Li Shaohui is also very cooperative every time, and the sudden cheerful appearance has the feeling of "listening to your words is better than reading for ten years".

And Lin Yue'er is still a person who never gives up and becomes more and more courageous, recently, she has bought several catering books and learned to cook, but after a long time, she still can't change the characteristics of "black and spicy", and Li Shaohui, a guinea pig, is about to become invincible after such a long period of torture.

And the relationship between the two of them is also undergoing subtle changes unconsciously, I don't know when, whenever Li Shaohui can't see Lin Yue'er, Lin Yue'er's figure will unconsciously appear in his mind, and when he sees Lin Yue'er again, he will be inexplicably excited and nervous, especially when he is away on a business trip, it is like an arrow. And so far, he has collected 52 notes left by Lin Yue'er.

And Lin Yue'er's mood has also quietly changed in the more than a year of silent relationship, whenever she sees Li Shaohui's * and bad smile, her heart will be filled with a different kind of feelings, even her eyes have a little more affection, although it is still as clear and bright as in the past, but if you look closely, you will find that there is more tenderness that makes Li Shaohui throb.

In this foreign land, in an old small house, two young and fiery hearts, unconsciously, quietly warmed each other and illuminated each other's future.

After promising Xiao Bei, Li Shaohui's mood changed greatly, and he didn't want to indulge in the love of men and women anymore, on the contrary, he enjoyed the current faint ambiguity with Lin Yue'er, not far away, not close, not close, some just a kind of pulse affection flowing between each other's hearts, these days, he has been reflecting on the last relationship, his relationship with Xu Promise and Xiao Bei is like dry firewood, just a little bit, but after a short period of brilliance, in addition to a place of ashes, what is left?

Although the two are still getting along carefully, their mood is no longer what they were in the beginning, until someone pokes open the thin layer of window paper, but after it is opened, is it really a warm and dazzling light?

Li Shaohui thought of chatting with Lu Yuan in the rain that night, what he couldn't get was the most beautiful and precious, and if he got it, he would have a kind of regret that was just like that.

Moreover, once two people have established a relationship, they will keep asking from each other, and if they can't be satisfied, they will use responsibilities and obligations to limit the requirements.

So in the following time, Li Shaohui traveled frequently between customers, tried to avoid Lin Yueer, avoided the small family that he thought about day and night, and began a wandering life of one person and one bag wandering between heaven and earth.

But faintly, he felt that there was an invisible silk thread that had been pulling his turbulent heart, and that silk thread was in Lin Yue'er's hand.