Three
It's still this room, it's still this big bed. Miyako's mother fed a small bowl of black viscous liquid into Miyako's mouth one by one, and slowly Miyako's body calmed down and relaxed.
Miyako's mother put the empty bowl back on the table and looked at Kazuko, who was waiting anxiously, "She's fine! Get another night's sleep and she'll wake up.
Kazuko looked at Miyako with concern and asked Miyako's mother her question, "Do you really not have to go to the hospital?"
Miyako's mother, "No, you take care of her and sleep for a while." I'll wait until she wakes up. ”
Kazuko was still uneasy, "But ......"
Miyako's mother exuded the powerful momentum of the Kazama family master around her for a moment, "No, slave, you have to understand your identity." You are not qualified to make recommendations, only to carry out orders. Take care of her until she wakes up!"
Kazuko's body instinctively stood upright, "Yes, master!"
Miyako's mother stood up, her body straight and very graceful. At this time, the phone above the bedside suddenly vibrated soundly. Miyako's mother took it and saw that the phone was displaying an avatar belonging to Du Pingping. With a sigh, Miyako's mother gently cut off the phone, put it back on the bedside, and explained to Kazuko again, "Don't ask anyone to disturb her!" When she woke up, tell her that I was waiting for her in the living room. ”
Miyako's mother gently walks out of the bedroom door and helps Miyako close the door.
Miyako was already lying quietly like a baby at this time, but her pale face seemed to remind others that she had indeed experienced an extraordinary illness before.
Kazuko took a small bowl and carefully fed Miyako clear water spoonful by spoonful, then brought out a basin of water from the bathroom to clean Miyako's whole body, and changed into a dress that was already warm all over. The thin white quilt was pulled up, and Miyako lay there quietly, like a sleeping princess in a fairy tale.
Miyako's mother looked at Miyako and sighed, then left the room.
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The bedroom of this apartment, above the open-air balcony, is blessed with sunshine and breeze. From here, you can also see the Zizi Lake of the Imperial University in the distance, and the huge blue and green beauty makes people feel relaxed.
Miyako's mother sat quietly at the small round table here, like a classical, beautiful, and elegant goddess. Although she already has a daughter who is already in her twenties, Miyako's mother gives the impression that she will not be more than thirty years old. This may be something special in the talent of the Kazama family's women.
Mimiko walked out of the bedroom step by step, dressed in a very simple white dress. Without any trimming, his face was a little pale, and his hair was messy like weeds.
Miyako walked step by step, and her whole body seemed to emit some kind of flame called anger, making the air around her seem to be blazing with Miyako's arrival.
Miyako came up to her mother and sat down on the black wrought iron chair across from her, looking at her mother with a flaming gaze that shot a ray of hatred of some kind.
Miyako, "What's going on?"
Miyako's mother sighed, "Are you pregnant?"
Miyako was puzzled, "What's wrong with the pregnancy?"
Meimu let out another long sigh, "Although we are no different from normal humans in terms of appearance, speech, behavior, and thoughts, we are not human beings. Don't forget that!"
Miyako, "We're not human at that point!"
Mimi's eyes looked at Miyako's eyes sincerely, "Don't forget! ”
Miyako, "So what!"
"Don't be overly superstitious about science!" Maybe from DNA and other tests, we are indeed human beings. But we're not! We're demons. A creature that shouldn't exist in the normal world. Usually there is nothing, but if we get pregnant, a huge problem arises. The child in our womb has no earth soul! There is neither a human soul nor a earth soul as our fox demon. Therefore, as a mother, you will have that kind of pain from the child, from the depths of the soul. It needs an earth soul, which is its instinct to survive and grow. And you can't give it, so you have this feeling of soul tearing. ”
Miyako, "What happens to normal humans?"
"Because of the bloodline, because of the human society, it will naturally and slowly absorb enough to generate its own human soul, and continue to slowly grow its own human soul." ”
Miyako, "What's the difference between us?"
"We must return to the ancestral land, where it will absorb the gift of the ancestral god of the coming body, and it will slowly grow into the earth soul that belongs to our race." ”
Miyako, "That means she'll grow up to be like me, and she's also a fox demon?"
"A contract from the ancients, no one can change it." ”
Miyako, "What if I refuse? I can't accept that my child will end up with the same fate as me in the future." ”
A long sigh.
Mimiko looked at Mimiko very seriously, "Do you think I have never fought anything for you?" Tell you, all fox girls have had their own different struggles for thousands of years, but the final result, as you can see, they finally returned to their ancestral land one by one. Including myself. This fate of the child cannot be changed!"
Miyako's eyes were red, "I don't believe it!"
Meimu sighed, "You can think slowly. It's just that in the future, due to the continuous growth of the child in your womb, this tearing pain from the soul will become more and more severe and more frequent. And in the process, your Earth Soul will not only not become weaker, but will become stronger and stronger. Even if you keep persevering, one day, your Earth Soul will suddenly take control of your body. And then you're going to do something that's instinctive, horrible to an animal uncontrollably. This is also the origin of an ancient legend in which the fox girl is terrible and ferocious. It's a curse, it's a fate, and the more you suffer from a person, the more you hurt that person. I don't think you want to dig out your lover's heart and slowly swallow it into your stomach without control, right? The deeper the love, the more painful it hurts, Mimiko, when it's time to give up, people have to choose to give up. ”
Miyako was furious, "Why didn't I ever know anything like this!
Meimu sighed, "Because there are very few fox girls who can get to where you are now. People always need to survive and hope, so there are some things that we can't say or say for the survival of the whole family. Because having said that, too many fox girls will lose the courage to survive. This is also proven by history, so since then, there are some things that will not be known to all fox girls. ”
Miyako was a little crazy, "I don't believe it! I don't believe it!"
"Haven't you always wondered why the shrine maidens in the temple are all very ugly beings? According to the bloodline of Kazama, even older women can still be beautiful in the last moments of their lives? The more women they can't let go, the stronger the earth soul in their bodies, and the more like a beast they are. If you choose this path, you won't dare to see your lover and daughter again. ”
Miyako was horrified, "You didn't lie to me, did you?"
A woman is indeed a woman, and a woman's obsession with beauty can sometimes be far greater than her own life itself. Sure enough, after Mimi's mother said this thing about a woman's beauty, Miyako's attention attracted the past. Mimiko is not afraid of death, but she is afraid that she will lose her beauty and become the image of the shrine maiden in the Kazama ancestral temple who seems to be an ugly monster. When Mimiko was young, she once saw the appearance of a shrine maiden for real. It kept her awake from nightmares for months.
It can't be like this! It can't be like this! It can't be called fair to see yourself like that!
Miyako is firm and resolute, "I'd rather die!"
Meimu nodded, "Yes! Many fox girls would rather die. Think about your child, I wouldn't blame you if you did make such a decision. But if you don't make up your mind, then return to your ancestral land within a month. Because the longer you drag on, the more your bestiality may become......"
Miyako, "I don't believe it! I don't believe it!"
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It was another night of Miyako's painful struggle, and Miyako, who was rescued by her mother again, looked silently at the hairs on her arms, where the original slender hairs had become visible to the naked eye. Miyako came to the big camera in the bathroom to look carefully, although it was not obvious in the eyes of others, but in Miyako's eyes, a lot of black hairs appeared on her face.
Miyako, "How can this be?"
Mimiko's mother could only sigh, "This is beasticulture! Your earth soul has begun to slowly affect your entire body, and it can only be quiet when you return to the ancestral land." If you can't return to your ancestral land, the beast will only get worse. Your face will protrude like a canine, your canine teeth will become sharp, your pupils will become erect, your hands and feet will be deformed, and your nails will become thick and pointed. Now these are just the beginning, and the longer it drags on, the more serious the beastialization of the body becomes. Once the face, hands and feet are deformed, these deformations are no longer reversible. I've already told you. This is fate, a fate that no one can change. ”
Mimiko can't say with certainty, "Fairness doesn't dislike me!"
Mother Miyako, "And in the end, you will truly become a bloodthirsty beast, and you will attack everyone you know and you don't know. As I told you before, the closer you are, the easier it is for you to attack, like an instinct, you will kill him, devour his heart, and then flee back to Kazama Ancestral Lands. This is a kind of contract with our ancestral gods to curse those who take us captive and hurt us. But now it has become a curse on us, and no one can change it. ”
Miyako, "This can't be! I don't believe it!"
Miyako's mother could only sigh and stroke her daughter and stop talking.
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It's another hospital, and Miyako, who has just come out of the hospital examination area, is enthusiastically sent out of the doctor's office by a nurse.
The nurse smiled and kindly, "You are just worried about pregnancy, many women will have this situation when they are just pregnant. So please don't worry!"
Miyako's mother picked up her daughter and grabbed the silent Miyako. Another hospital check-up, the doctor and the hospital still didn't find any problems again, and it was a woman's health. In the eyes of doctors and nurses, Miyako is just a woman who is anxious due to pregnancy, and gives Miyako a lot of advice to improve her anxiety, but these are not what Miyako really needs.
Miyako's mother took Miyako's hand, "Let's change another one and check it?"
Miyako shook her head. Re-examination is fruitless, Mimiko has already believed her mother's words, this is a curse of the Kazama family's women, an ancient contract, a situation that no one can change. That's fate!
The mobile phone rang, and it turned out that Du Pingping, who was in Zhao State, was concerned about Mimiko and expressed his thoughts about Mimiko.
Miyako's tears flowed silently, and she quietly listened to her lover's voice.
With a sigh, Miyako's mother moved away from her daughter on the phone, and it seemed as if she had fallen into a kind of memory of her former love.
A young and handsome man came to Miyako's mother and made some kind of invitation very gracefully.
Man, "Beautiful lady, can I know you?"
The man's eyes exude an instinctive desire of a male animal for a beautiful female animal. In the eyes of this man, Miyako's mother at this time is not much older than Miyako, and the two of them are more like a pair of sisters together.
Miyako's mother smiled, "Are you talking to me?"
The man was serious and nervous, "Yes, can I have this honor?"
Miyako's mother looked at Miyako, who was answering the phone in tears, and shook her head at the man in front of her with a sigh, "Impossible! You can't be easily distracted!"
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It's another lingering, another pain, the lingering and the pain are over, and the time has come when we can't help but make a choice.
Miyako snuggled quietly at Du Ping's side, motionless, tears streaming out. The body is nostalgic and constantly close to Du Pingping, as if he wants to try to feel the temperature in Du Pingping's body. Cheek to cheek, as if to kiss Du Fair's soul.
Tears flowed involuntarily. It's been a month, and Miyako can already feel the changes in her body getting worse. Miyako has reached a time when she can't help but make decisions and determinations, but she can't always make the decisions she should make in front of the men around her at this moment. Because this man is so in love and attached to himself, Mimiko can't imagine what it would be like when he didn't have himself by his side. Because Miyako is so in love and attachment to this man, just thinking about it, Miyako feels that a huge piece of her soul has been painfully separated.
Mimiko looked at the man beside her, and said to Mimi, who had been standing on the side of the door, "Give me another day, okay?"
Meimu sighed, "What's the point of that? The happier you go, the less pain you will have for both sides. ”
Miyako, "Really, the more you go, the less pain you will have for both of you?"
Mimu sighed, "The thousand-year-old Kazama family can still be inferior to others, but how to break up, no force can have our long history, how much experience, and how heavy the pain." ”
Miyako gently stroked Du Ping's sleeping cheek with her hand, "Can I still see him?"
The beautiful mother sighed, "It's better not to see each other!
Miyako still repeated, "Can I still see him?"
The beautiful mother sighed, "Yes, when the child is born, your earth soul will be stable again. There will be no problem. But believe me, the more we meet, the more painful it becomes. He was no longer the person he is now, and your reappearance may be a deep pain for you and for him. And there is no other ...... but pain, nothing but hatred."
Miyako interrupted, "That's good! Life can't be without a little expectation, right? Mother." ”
Meimu sighed, "If you decide so, then I won't stop you." ”
Miyako, "Mother, how can you make a person remember you forever and forever for the rest of their lives?"
"I don't know. Because I've never made such an effort. ”
Mimiko continued to gently caress Du Ping's cheek, "I read a book that says that it is hatred that can make a person unforgettable more than love! You say, make him hate me! Hate me completely! Okay?"
Meimu, "Why?"
Mimiko said hatefully, "I want him to remember me for the rest of his life, for all eternity! And Mother, don't you think that only by truly hating me can he find a girl again, remarry, have his own family again, and live his own life again? ”
Mimiko lovingly stroked Du Ping's sleeping cheek, "I think only hatred can he really get back on his feet! Even if there is only hatred in his future life, I hope he will always remember me! I also hope that he can get back on his feet!"
The beautiful mother looked at her daughter and sighed deeply.
Meimu looked at Du Pingping, who was sleeping soundly on the bed, and sighed deeply.
There are times when the relationship between the man and the woman is too deep, and it is a deep hurt to both parties.
Meimu, "Alas...... It's up to you!"