Chapter 1193: The First Step 593
The truth has not never changed, and there is a subtle misleading statement to this statement, appearing that the truth is like a rock that has not changed in the passage of time.
It's that there is no time, and there is no time to talk about change in a place where there is no time at all.
I had no reason to stop, even though the fear was still tugging, and the twist in my mind still wanted me to go back to the past, but I still had to continue to kill.
There is nothing to believe, whether it is "tomorrow will be better" or "tomorrow will be over", it is not credible, it is just a distorted scene in the mind and self-written and directed by emotions.
There are too many baseless affirmations that haunt my mind.
And when chatting, it only reinforces this unfounded affirmation.
For example, your own opinion on something, your own concept of the times, or these questions to which it is impossible to know the answer.
For example, "You're so good, you can't find your other half" or something like that, it seems like a normal chat, but there is no causal relationship in it at all.
It's just the presentation of picture elements, and this kind of chat is all about enriching the characters.
A mature character, a humorous character, a rigid character, an unmotivated character, and a well-informed character......
There are characters everywhere, and characters are plumping up at all times.
On the other hand, the characters are dying, and inevitably they are dying.
No matter what the character wants to grasp, he can't grasp it.
Because nothing is real, the fundamental impetus for everything lies in emotions, but emotions themselves are not real.
For example, I was afraid that I would not achieve anything, so I would grab shit like "you have to work hard in life".
Not only is "I have to work hard in life" a kind of nonsense, but the state of "I'm afraid that I won't achieve anything" is just a picture element in itself.
If you don't have it, just throw it away.
What a boring thing to explore at a distorted level in your head, to refute in content.
However, this can make the character appear to be very knowledgeable, or see through or something.
So in order to maintain this role, I had to continue, so as not to be forgotten or something.
It's all characters, and even though it's already in a soft policy, the presence of the characters still makes me sick.
Ruining lives, ruining characters, I'm ready to wait for death to come at any time.
All kinds of pulling are completely due to the existence of emotions, not to mention, it's just that the characters are pulled.
I don't know if I'll be able to finish it, and that doesn't matter and can't be used as an excuse to stop.
Because I didn't know it, how could I know?
The reason why this situation is sad is because of the distortion in the mind.
There is no logic in this judgment, and without the blessing of emotions, the statement that "wives are separated so miserably" will not gain much approval.
My opponent is not emotions, it doesn't matter what emotions the character is in, or what they do because of emotions.
It's still not real, and it still can't hurt the truth.
Emotions are pulling there, I can't find a better one after my wife is separated, and I am lonely all my life, and these fears are silently affecting me.
There is also the discarding of character attributes, "how can I be a person without a wife and children", "I must have a other half, otherwise what will others think of me" and so on.
I was panicking because I wanted to stay in control because of the twist in my mind, but I couldn't.
Is it good to go downstream?
Right, it's been clear for a long time that going along the stream is just going well, and it doesn't mean that good things will happen.
It's just that in the absence of fear, this problem is not a problem.
I didn't know, I should have panicked, because the distortion in my brain was not dead, and I was determined not to believe in the distortion in my brain anymore.
That feeling of stability will naturally disappear, and panic will slowly emerge.
None of this matters, it doesn't matter what state the character is in, it doesn't matter.
Unreal is unreal, and the character must die if he wants to die, which is not negotiable at all.
My wife and children are not qualified to be arrogant in my head, it doesn't make sense at all, it's all emotional pulling, I'm an emotional monster, and I talk about rational bullshit.
I want to take responsibility for my wife and children, just because I am afraid, and I think that after I take responsibility, my wife and children will also take responsibility for it.
So, I wouldn't have lost my wife and children, or I wouldn't have had an affair or anything like that.
I was afraid of being alone, but it didn't make any sense because I couldn't be sure that someone was a real person.
Right, I'm just pretending that someone else is a real person, and then pretending to the point where I forget I'm pretending.
In other words, if I can assume that someone else I can't identify as a real person is a real person, then I can also pretend that a toy or a person in a video is a real person.
I've always been lonely because there was no one else at all.
And, if it was true that someone suddenly had me with me right now, there was no reason to accept it.
It will only hinder my slashing, and it will only allow me to continue to flesh out the character.
In the final analysis, it is still just the pull of emotions, and it is still just the picture elements that present "the character of Yuan Changwen is grabbing his wife and children".
My wife and children are not qualified to be arrogant in my head, not "I need a wife and children", nor "I don't need a wife and children", but all this is not true.
Do I have to have a family?
This in itself is born out of fear, and there is nothing to believe.
Emotions tugged at me, as if I was thirsty for water, rather than driven by fear.
I didn't treat these distortions in my head the same way I treated thirst, no, no.
It's downstream, it's an easy and natural life, but it's not a killing.
It's still unreal, it's still a picture element.
The role of Yuan Changwen is a picture element, and his wife and children are also picture elements, all of which must be thrown away.
As for how the characters catch their wives and children, it doesn't matter at all.
I'm still trying to control it, and the character of Yuan Changwen is already panicking, as if the solid earth is trembling.
Then I found that there was no earth at all, it was just my own fantasy and just my own wishful thinking.
What kind of person the character becomes is none of my business.
There is nothing to be arrogant, or rather, the elements of the picture show what the character is grasping at the same time, but also show the character's disgust with the situation.
The existence of wives and children is just another character attribute, a role full of masculinity, a role full of responsibility, a role full of care, all of which are just roles.
No matter how beautiful and sweet it is, it's just a character.
It's not that I need a role, but the character attribute includes a wife and children, just like the role attribute contains knowing more, and then keep learning to enrich knowledge.
The character must die, even if it cannot touch the real for the rest of his life, and the picture elements must present a dead and silent character.
The twists in my head are all damned.
No matter how beautiful and sweet, it is all distorted, and unreal is unreal. (https:)
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