Chapter 528: Cultivating to Truth 158
Yuan Changwen cleaned up the tableware, but there were bursts of nausea in his heart.
The character of disgusting, disgusting the falsehood of self-definition, knows nothing, but seems to know everything. Once something happens in reality, it has to be explained with that poor knowledge, and if it does not conform to the self-definition, then it is a cover-up of emotions.
In the past, I believed in cause and effect, and in order to avoid future pain, I carefully accumulated good deeds.
Shit!
How can we say that the pain of the future comes from the evil deeds of the present or the evil causes of the previous life?
Who stipulates that good will be rewarded with good, and evil will be rewarded with evil?
It's just self-deception!
Whether to do good or evil, it is an attribute of the character. For the sake of doing good, and likewise just for the sake of enriching the character, it is all false. It's always about reinforcing the character's existence, and what right is there to despise evil deeds?
A piece of hard is qualified to despise the?!
Bah!
Seeing that you have experienced a good thing, and attributing this good thing to the good deeds you have done in the past, this TM does not make sense at all!
Why isn't it the evil deeds of the past that bring about the good things of today?
Oh, my God!
It's really all emotions, and my former self couldn't listen to this at all. Emotions tug at themselves, obscuring the obvious. They think they are sensible, but they are not honest at all, and they turn a blind eye to these things.
What else can I feel besides nausea?
Character, I used to be complacent about the role of Yuan Changwen, the first person in the empire! Born in an ordinary place, inspirational and legendary! Give up honor, just for practice!
Zhen Nima is disgusting, Lao Tzu has been fighting for so many years for such a thing and still doesn't know it.
The former self was full of blood, and anything that stood in his way must be defeated. Whether it is heaven and earth, or gods and Buddhas, as long as they block themselves, they are all opponents who must fall. Any question is an answer waiting to be solved.
This is self-definition, this is the result of imperial propaganda.
I can't tell who is the master. Firmly grasp the self-definition in your head, and then you have to reach a specific goal. Who is choosing these targets?
Don't dare to let go, don't dare to give yourself over. Everything has to be desperate, everything is hostile, control and control. As long as there is something beyond one's control, then fear will follow.
Even if you succeed many times to build supreme self-confidence, you know that it is just the result of deliberately not thinking about fear. Fear still exists, and it is just a symptom but not a cure.
For fear, the symptomatic way is not to face it, and then desperately learn to improve yourself, so that you can get rid of this fear and enter another fear. Continue to learn, get rid of this fear, and then start the infinite loop mode.
The reason why I am afraid is because the character of Yuan Changwen exists, if there is no role of Yuan Changwen, who will be afraid?
I have no body, what is my trouble?
I used to be at the peak of my efforts, and I didn't want to listen to these words at all, and I had no basis to think that these were nonsense. I didn't expect that now, I actually walked here step by step, and I saw that these were just characters.
I'm curious, I used to be unable to see, was I mentally retarded, or did I deliberately turn a blind eye?
The power of self-definition is that it makes me ignore something so obvious, not only to ignore but to deny that thing exists. It seems that the whole world is revolving around self-definition, and nothing else matters except self-definition.
Everything else at that time was still self-defined.
Is the world I see really the world? It's just a group of self-defined worlds constructed in my head. For the sake of these self-definitions, I am willing to be driven by fear and pulled by emotions.
Alas, this is the real cruelty!
If it weren't for the unrealism that hit, if it weren't for the teacher's repeated emphasis, maybe I wouldn't have come this far in my life.
Without understanding this, I can call it death before life has even begun.
I would never have thought so before, but now it's better to kill me if I go back to those days full of fear. At that time, my life had not unfolded at all, and that kind of life was not worthy of the word "life" at all.
"Don't complain, don't complain, see the beauty of life. ”
Shit!
Who would believe such a word?
I'm me!
Fooling me for so many years, I just believe it so stupidly.
"Don't be so serious, life is hard to get confused. ”
"As a human being, don't always make yourself uncomfortable. ”
"Being invisible is a kind of wisdom. ”
That's it, generation after generation of fooling. The sheep are all running in the dark grassland, chasing the demons behind. But we have to pretend that it is our own initiative that is running, and that it is our own initiative that is creating a brave new world.
I'm sorry, I'm quitting.
What social circle life positioning, what victor effect, what lifelong learning list, all die!
Don't talk to me about teamwork, management, success, and don't talk about compassion, good deeds, and heaven in front of me. Everything is a toy for the characters, and we are all being manipulated by the characters to talk about the future.
Character, you're amazing!
I've never been suspicious for so many years. Several times, I have been confronted with the question of "who am I?", but each time I have been interrupted or distracted.
I admire this means.
But now, it's all over. Characters are always just characters, and although you still have the initiative at the moment, you can't deny my existence at all. All you can do is threaten me with fear, or seduce me with a sweet future.
What else? Despite the move, I'll continue.
I'm going to slowly devour you, slowly corrode this character, you'd better not resist, it's all irreversible. I don't know how much more you can increase your fear, can it compare to death?
it!
It turns out that the meaning of death is here!
I thought I knew it before, but it seems that the realization that I once realized has now become the object of my ridicule. So will today's enlightenment become the object of ridicule tomorrow?
Come on, come on, death, come here, let me have a good **.
Listen! The hidden clock of life is ticking, a second, a second, no one knows how much life there is. But we can be sure that with every second that passes, we are one second closer to death.
Come on, self-definition, make a move, and see what you have to fear more than death?
If not, remove your armor and let me devour you.
What qualifications does a false character have to occupy this life? Lao Tzu finally deceived himself into believing that he was a character and that there was a world outside.
It's so hard, it's not to make the characters tremble in fear, it's not to be bound in fear and dare not move.
So, please ask the character of Yuan Changwen to die, okay?
I will commemorate you, write an epitaph for you, and even write a memorial. You see, I'm so polite, if you don't die again, it's shameless.
I can't do anything to you, after all, this reflection belongs to you as well.
But, you can't continue to manipulate me.
The role of Yuan Changwen, you are dead.