Not long after Xia Xue left, the Spring Festival came as scheduled, this is a beautiful moment for the whole family to reunite and be happy, Li Shaohui watched through the video that his mother began to prepare New Year's goods and delicacies early, waiting for the return of his children who traveled far away, and his father was also smiling and asking a few old friends to smoke and drink together, and brag and chat. Within a few days, the eldest brother and little sister returned to their hometown with their families and reunited with their parents. At this time, his mother also urged him to go home quickly and enjoy the joy of family.

Looking at his mother's kind smile, although Li Shaohui felt much missing, he didn't have the slightest intention of going back. This year's love is not going well, and I have lost interest in all the good things of reunion. When Li Shaohui guiltily told his mother his plan, his mother sighed repeatedly, and her face was surprisingly lonely.

After hanging up the phone, Li Shaohui looked at the empty room, and felt more and more ashamed, he came to Shanghai to work this year, and he hadn't gone home to see his parents for a year. Originally, I wanted to take Lin Yue'er back with me during the Spring Festival and do my filial piety, but unfortunately it backfired, and finally disappointed my parents, so that they were disappointed on Chinese New Year's Eve, a day of national celebration.

Li Shaohui smiled bitterly, affection must be ruthless, when he puts his mind on love, he is much indifferent to the family affection of his parents, brothers and sisters.

Li Shaohui stood in front of the window, looked at the deserted room, smelled the aroma of the food next door, heard the laughter of the neighbors, and saw the brilliant and beautiful fireworks outside the window...

At this moment, the lonely Li Shaohui thought of the girl on the other side of the ocean, the girl who was injured by herself, what was she doing? Is she also looking at the fireworks in the sky in front of the window, thinking about herself, thinking about the useless scumbag?

Li Shaohui went to call Yao Lanlan, but the first one did not answer, the second one did not answer, and it was only connected to the fifth.

"What are you doing, why are you so noisy?"

"Sing!"

"For the Chinese New Year, if you don't reunite with your family, what are you going out to fool around?"

"Li Shaohui, what do you mean? Even you have to take care of Miss Ben?"

After being reminded by Yao Lanlan, Li Shaohui realized his abruptness, could it be that he subconsciously regarded Yao Lanlan as his sister?

"You speak, don't say I'll hang up. ”

"Lan Lan, I want to go to your cousin, can you give me her address?"

"Send red envelopes first, and for the New Year, you don't even bring money to your sister-in-law?" Yao Lanlan complained, Li Shaohui hurriedly transferred 2,000 yuan, and Yao Lanlan's tone also changed one hundred and eighty degrees, "This is like words, good brother-in-law." ”

"Then you should tell me, right?"

Yao Lanlan sighed, "Li Shaohui, are you really the one my cousin boasted to the sky?"

"Huh??"

Yao Lanlan said angrily: "Do you know what the essential reason for your mistake is?"

Hearing this, Li Shaohui smiled bitterly helplessly, and thought of what Xia Xue said on the night of separation, Yao Lanlan continued: "If you know the reason, you have to change it, you have to improve yourself and make a career, do you think that my cousin and you are in love is a playhouse? Just because you go to the United States to stalk and fight, you can make my cousin forgive you and solve the problem between you?"

Li Shaohui said astringently: "Lan Lan, thank you for reminding me, I have realized my mistakes, I will correct them, I will also work hard and make some achievements to impress your cousin, but I really miss your cousin now, I really want to meet her." ”

Yao Lanlan sighed: "Li Shaohui, if you make a mistake, you have to suffer the consequences, this is what you deserve, if you have to see my cousin, my cousin will not only not be happy, but will become more and more angry, and will be very disappointed in you, thinking that you don't want to make progress, and you will change if you don't know your mistakes, in that case, you are really dangerous." ”

Li Shaohui smiled bitterly, and the girl who seemed to be happy and angry appeared in his mind again, Yao Lanlan comforted: "Li Shaohui, don't worry, I told you last time, my cousin still has you in her heart, and she won't find a new boyfriend, so you just need to work hard during this time, change again, and when she comes back, I will almost forgive you." ”

When Li Shaohui heard this, he felt better, so he begged: "Lan Lan, you must speak well for me in front of your cousin, so that she doesn't hate me so much, and if she comes back, you must tell me as soon as possible." ”

"That's fine, but..."

Li Shaohui heard the sound and knew what it meant, and hurriedly sent a few red envelopes to please him, and Yao Lanlan naturally agreed with a smile, and then, Li Shaohui began to inquire about Lin Yueer's recent situation with his mother-in-law, such as what Lin Yueer does every day, what she eats, whether she is sick, whether she wants to eat Chinese specialties, she can buy it and send it over, of course, the most important question is not forgotten--- who Lin Yueer usually comes into contact with, whether there are men, whether she is handsome or not...

At the beginning, Yao Lanlan looked at the red envelope, and he could still respond a few times with "mmmmmm

"Okay, one last question, if your cousin comes into contact with a man, you must help me keep an eye on it, hey-hey, why did you hang up?" Li Shaohui held his mobile phone and was very angry at Yao Lanlan's rudeness, this little girl, why can't you learn from your cousin, when did you see when your cousin hung up on me?

After hanging up the phone, Li Shaohui was still not at ease, and sent a red envelope to Yao Lanlan, telling her that she must pay attention to Lin Yueer for herself, a long-distance relationship is not fun, and it is a long-distance relationship across the Atlantic, or a long-distance relationship with contradictions.

After settling Yao Lanlan, Li Shaohui's mood finally felt better, and he suddenly wanted to go out for a walk and breathe. But when he walked down the street, he found that there were few pedestrians, and there were no cars at all, only dim lights accompanied him.

Li Shaohui smiled bitterly, the bustling magic capital that was busy a few days ago turned into an empty ghost town in just a few days, I didn't expect that the prosperous and powerful Shanghai would have such a quiet moment, such a lonely moment.

At the same time, Li Shaohui is also at this moment, realizing that the prosperity of laughter and laughter is always short-lived, only loneliness and loneliness are eternal, people are destined to come alone in this life, go alone, no one can accompany anyone from the beginning to the end, even the great parents will die in the middle of our lives, helplessly abandon us, as for the love of a lifetime, it will also be when we are old, regret goodbye, and die in bliss, so we are struggling to find a lifelong lover, a lifetime of companionship, a lifetime of mutual affection, but self-deception。 They will always leave quietly when they give us endless warmth, so that we, who are already accustomed to the excitement and warmth, will experience the prosperity and beauty of the past alone and spend the rest of our lives sadly. Rather than this, it is better not to pursue any love from the beginning, not to pursue any beauty, to be a lonely person, without joy or sorrow, and to spend this life quietly.

Li Shaohui felt while walking, he suddenly thought of the night when he was sick and hospitalized and chatted with Lin Yue'er, she said that she had a dream and wanted to leave her footprints in the corner of the motherland, and now she was idle and bored, why not take her dream and complete this dream for her?

Thinking like this, Li Shaohui hurried in the direction of the train station, but tonight the street was empty, how could there be any trace of a vehicle? Li Shaohui walked and looked for a taxi, but all he gained was disappointment, and when he walked to the train station exhausted, there were actually a few taxis in the square there, and when the taxi drivers saw him, it was as if a predator had seen his prey, and they were overly enthusiastic and wanted to pull him into their cars.

After Li Shaohui waved his hand and refused, he entered the ticket hall, the usually crowded hall was also very deserted, only a few staff on duty stood there, listless like saplings exposed to the sun, Li Shaohui walked slowly to the counter and asked, "Hello, do you still have tickets?"

"Where are you going?" the conductor wiggled his muscles and smiled stiffly.

"Where?" Li Shaohui smiled bitterly and wondered, where should he go? Isn't he just a wanderer who doesn't know the end?

Finally, Li Shaohui sighed and asked again: "Where are the tickets now?"

The conductor looked at Li Shaohui strangely and said, "Today is Chinese New Year's Eve, and there are tickets everywhere." ”

"Then whatever!"

The conductor spread his hands and said, "There is no **** anywhere in China, so there is no casual place." ”

Li Shaohui looked at the conductor, thought about it, and said, "Then Tongxiang!"

After taking the car to Tongxiang, Li Shaohui looked at the lights of the city and became more and more lonely. At this moment, he suddenly understood that without Lin Yue'er's company, he would be a wanderer everywhere he went, and he would be a hurried passer-by everywhere he went.

Li Shaohui walked along the lonely road, looked at the mountains in the distance, and found that the mountains were cold, he squatted down and reached out to touch the water by the river, and found that the water was also cold... Although Wuzhen, which is not far away, has the love of "Years Like Water", but without Lin Yue'er's company, Li Shaohui has no heart to appreciate it...

After wandering outside for seven days, Li Shaohui packed up all his moods, started to work, and prepared for the new year's work.

After the Spring Festival, the Lantern Festival came one after another, and in this lantern festival that was very lively across the country, Shi Lei submitted his resignation.

As good brothers and friends, Li Shaohui and Liu Datou held a banquet to see off Shi Lei at night.

During the banquet, several people pushed cups and changed lamps, telling their respective sorrows and men's thoughts, and Li Shaohui and the others also knew the reason for Shi Lei's resignation.

During the Spring Festival last year, when Shi Lei took the train home, he found that the girl next to him turned out to be the female psychological counselor who had a skin-to-skin blind date with him. Shi Lei was shocked when he saw her, and hurriedly put on sunglasses to avoid embarrassment.

The journey was lonely, the night was long, and Shi Lei, who was extremely bored, couldn't help but think of everything that had happened to the girl next to him, and he had taken great pains to get her body, but at the critical moment when the two were one, he had a thought of it, and he was no longer much interested in women.

Why did this happen? Why did you have that strange understanding with her at that time? Shi Lei had doubts, and couldn't help but secretly look at the girl next to him, because the girl was curled up on the seat to sleep, so Shi Lei observed very unscrupulously and carefully.

This is a delicate-looking girl, she has seaweed-like hair, her skin is not very fair but smooth and soft, she is a single eyelid, she will not look big and divine like double eyelids, but there is also a kind of wisdom beauty, there is a small tear mole at the corner of her eye, according to numerology, people with tear moles, the lone star is like life, trapped by love, will be lonely for a lifetime. Shi Lei is reading Buddhist scriptures recently, so he still agrees with this statement, because he remembers that when he made a date with this girl, she was already 29 years old, and she was a proper leftover girl.

Now that she has returned from the Spring Festival, she has also entered the ranks of 30 years old, but she is still alone in the car, which shows that she still has not solved the lifelong event, and it also shows that she has passed the first stage of the leftover women--- Saint Seiya in the army of leftover women, and officially entered the second realm of leftover women---- Monkey King, Shi Lei thought of this girl who was still doing the hook-up business, and when she was still seeing her by herself, she was so fierce and ungentle to him, so Shi Lei slandered that this girl would definitely reach the third realm of leftover women in the near future--- fight to defeat the Buddha, until she finally cultivated to the highest level of leftover women--- died without a man。

Shi Lei secretly slandered this girl, and thought of the scene where the two of them were doing firewood, not to mention, this woman is really fierce enough, when she soaked her, she was all kinds of cold and tall, but when she got to bed, it was a different scene.

Shi Lei was obscene, and suddenly realized that people are complex and hypocritical, and often the more glamorous and golden people are on the surface, the more dirty and filthy they are behind the scenes, just like the woman in front of him, with a decent job, beautiful appearance, extraordinary knowledge, knows how to enjoy food, knows how to exercise, and knows how to read everyone's famous books, can be described as the spokesperson of intellectual women in the new century. But under her flashy appearance, she is engaged in promiscuity, and she also uses her appearance and knowledge as a means to hunt for better men and improve the quality of the hookup, which is really ironic!

Shi Lei sighed helplessly, turned his head to look out the window, at this time it was already dark, and everything outside the window was as heavy as water, both quiet and hazy.

When the train passed through a city, it was full of light, and although the lights of thousands of homes lit up the darkness of the night, there was no home, no one who was really waiting for him.

If the heart has no home, it is also wandering wherever it is. At that moment, Shi Lei suddenly understood why he had obviously obtained this woman's body and could enjoy it, but at that critical moment, he was disheartened and had no interest. It turns out that under his dirty appearance, there is still a true and beautiful heart, but this heart has been buried by himself for too long, but fortunately, with the help of this woman, it has seen the light of day again.