Chapter 42: Farewell Without Saying Goodbye

That night, after the depressed Li Shaohui returned home, he saw that Xu Yu was not there, so he had to endure his anger and look for it again, but after some twists and turns, he still found nothing, and he was irritable, so he borrowed wine at home to kill his sorrows.

When there were about seven or eight bottles of belly, Xu Promise came back, she glanced at Li Shaohui, smiled coldly, didn't look back, and went into the bedroom.

Li Shaohui staggered to his feet, followed in and lay down beside Xu Promise, and put his hand on Xu Promise, Xu Promise fell over, and moved his body outside by the way.

Although Li Shaohui was full of alcohol, he was still conscious, and he softly persuaded and promised to take off his clothes and sleep, otherwise he would not be able to sleep soundly.

promised not to answer, Li Shaohui had to hold back his anger, and apologized in a low voice, promising to see Xiao Bei in the future and take a detour to hide, and there would never be any more entanglement and ambiguity, but the promise was still ignored.

After bowing and bowing again and again, he couldn't get back a promised smile, Li Shaohui couldn't help but get angry, and then the grievances and pains of the past few days also came to his heart all of a sudden, and the words that Xiao Bei said during the day made him even more ashamed and irrational.

So Li Shaohui, who was impulsive, made a man's self-righteous mistake, thinking that there was no problem that could not be solved by a couple quarreling, so as soon as he turned over, he pressed on Xu Promise and began to undress and undress with his hands and feet.

He didn't follow his promise and struggled to resist, but after all, he was weak and weak, and he was defeated by Li Shaohui after all, and his coat was taken off in the tearing.

At that moment, Xu Yu suddenly gave up resisting and stood there motionless, letting Li Shaohui do whatever he wanted.

Finally, when the promise was taken off again, she choked up with tears: "Li Shaohui, do you really want to rape me?"

As soon as these words came out, Li Shaohui suddenly woke up from the bear* just now, he looked at the promise under him, his expression was sad, there was still a cold teardrop in the corner of his eye, stubbornly refused to fall, and suddenly regretted in his heart, and he was busy apologizing again and again.

Promise smiled bitterly, his eyes were empty, and he looked at the ceiling in a daze.

After a long time, Xu Yu sat up again, she looked at Li Shaohui's bearded face, the eyes that were usually bright were bloodshot at this time, and the chapped lips were trembling, as if she wanted to say something to make her happy.

Therefore, in an instant, Xu Promise's heart was filled with infinite tenderness, and she gently hugged Li Shaohui and took the initiative to stick her warm lips.

Li Shaohui was surprised, stunned, and when he reacted again, Xu Yu was already lightly undressing, his chest was half exposed, and he took the initiative to lean towards him.

Happiness will eventually come quietly after the ordeal, and the excited Li Shaohui can't think about anything else, he hugs the lovely person in his arms tightly and tastes it slowly, just wanting to melt with her and melt together forever.

Perhaps, the cold war and conflicts of the past few days will also quietly melt and disappear in this amorous and blazing night...

The next morning, when the first rays of sunlight poured in through the blinds, Li Shaohui woke up happily and tiredly, and with sleepy eyes, he reached out to the side, not as soft and smooth as he expected.

"Duo'er, baby?" Li Shaohui got out of bed and walked to the bathroom, which was empty.

"Baby, Duo'er?" Li Shaohui called a few more times, his voice was a little more panicked and anxious, he looked at the balcony, and there was no one.

"Where the hell did you go?" Li Shaohui became more and more flustered in his heart, and searched the room back and forth, but still found nothing, he sat down on the sofa in a dejected manner, holding his head in his hands, his head hurt a little, was it just a dream yesterday? But how could the dream be so real?

Li Shaohui rubbed his aching temples, and at a glance, he saw a note on the coffee table, with a juanxiu font on it, which was a letter promised to be written to him.

Husband:

When I saw this letter, I was already gone, don't ask me where I went, don't look for me, and don't resent me, I'm a person who has been hurt since I was a child, and I can't let go of the pain of my childhood, so I'm afraid of hurt, I'm afraid of betrayal.

In fact, I have known your love for me for a long time, but I have never had the courage to accept it, I am afraid that there will be no result between us, I am afraid that I am cowardly and selfish, and one day, I will destroy all your love for me with suspicion and suspicion, so that you will be overwhelmed and leave gloomily.

I know that you love me, and I have never doubted your love for me, but love is never a matter of two people, we have to live in the worldly reality, accept the eyes of others, the gossip of others, and I am a young lady, destined to be scolded by thousands of people, the end of a lonely life.

I think that if you love someone, you should fulfill him, make him happy and carefree, and not bring him endless troubles and suffering, so I want to let go, please forgive me.

These days with you, I haven't given you enough warmth and care, just want to take care and love from you, although you are half a year younger than me, but you are like a big brother, will always tolerate my vexatiousness, change the way to make me happy, even if I am unreasonable to make trouble, you will disregard the dignity of the time again and again begging me to coax me, treat me as a treasure in the palm of your hand.

After so many years, the person who really loves me like you is the first.

Although I promised to see a lot of men, but only you Li Shaohui will not look at me with colored glasses, only you really respect me from the bottom of your heart, care for me, and it is also in you that I really experience the deep love of both father and brother, I really realize that it is such a happy feeling to be loved, so at this time, I suddenly feel tired, I don't want to be drunk and dream in that kind of drunken world, I want to be with you in peace and happiness, live our ordinary life, I want to form a family with you, be a virtuous wife, a loving mother…

Although I was very angry and sad, I still gave you a chance when I was about to get home, and I thought that as long as you took the initiative to admit it, I would forgive you, and I would not blame the past, and I could also talk to Belle and beg her to let go.

But you still let me down in the end, you chose to deceive, deceive.

I told you, I promised that I couldn't hide my words, and I was most afraid that others would deceive me and deceive me like a fool, there were a few years, I was in this situation, and I was stupid at that time I still fantasized about it, deceit, deception means that he still cares about you, and when he deceives enough, he will change his mind, but... Hehe, so from then on, I vowed not to let anyone lie to me, as long as he dared to lie to me, I would not hesitate to turn around and leave.

In the past few days of the cold war with you, I have also thought about it a lot, and then I also figured it out, after all, your deception was out of good intentions, so that the two of us could be together forever, not to mention that the incident between you and Belle happened in front of us, and I really can't blame you, so later, I forgave you in my heart.

But when I listened to Belle cry to me, I realized how pitiful she is, how much she loves you, and she has far more affection for you than I do, so in this battle of love, I can only choose to quit and fulfill you.

Husband, do you know why Belle likes you so much?

Your first life-saving grace has planted a seed in Belle's heart and it has taken root. After that, Belle will always think of you unintentionally, at the bar of heaven on earth, she will think of your heroic rescue posture when she is drunk and hazy, and in bed, in the dead of night, she will think of your very manly face...

Until the re-encounter in heaven on earth, Bei'er, who never believed in gods and ghosts and Buddhas, believed in the wonder of fate, she was very excited at that time, she took the initiative to invite you, but unfortunately, you did not agree.

You also know that in the night club, if a man can please the young lady, or simply make the young lady like him, then it is normal for the young lady to come out for free and even spend money, so, obviously, Belle liked you at that time.

But your refusal made Belle stunned with shame, in heaven on earth, no man was willing to refuse her invitation, and it was free, so at that time, she was angry, and she had been secretly scolding you in her heart, but this also aroused her curiosity, and she has been thinking about you.

It was probably at that time that her heart was like a stone and she never believed in love, and she experienced the taste of lovesickness.

Finally you met on Nanjing Road (that is, the night when you were bullied in heaven on earth, although I helped you, but I never gave you a good face), you were drunk, and she sent you back to your residence, and then you naturally fell asleep and had a relationship, and then she hugged you and quietly looked at your eyebrows, your eyes, your nose...

Looking at it, she fell asleep happily, it was the first time she had slept peacefully in so many years, no nightmares, no loneliness.

That night, she had a dream.

In the dream, she was wearing a white wedding dress, beautiful and dignified, like an angel, extremely holy, and you were also wearing a suit, kneeling on one knee, proposing to her reverently, making a promise of life and death that you would never leave, and then you entered the palace of marriage and lived a happy life in the blessing of everyone.

Alas!

It's just that reality can never be as perfect as in a dream, and when you wake up, you will be ruthless to her and avoid her.

She has laid down her dignity and pleaded with you, but you are still unmoved. For this reason, she was heartbroken, and she quietly asked me how to please you.

It's just that no one expected that you and I would meet, and we got better and became the third party between the two of you.

Husband, do you say that I am a broom star, the people close to me, my parents, my grandparents, my ex-boyfriend, are all dragged down by me, and I am very unhappy.

Now it's your turn again, so forgive me for not saying goodbye before it brings disaster to you.

Husband, do you know? Girls like us never dare to ask for love, of course, we don't deserve love, but if one day, a man accidentally walks into our hearts, so that we can't give up, then we will also try our best to protect this relationship, protect that person.

Although Belle has a twisted temper and is a little extreme, I can see that she really loves you, she is a girl who dares to give up everything for love, she will go down to the dust for you, even if she is broken, she will not hesitate to do so, so husband, you can meet such a good girl, you should cherish it!

In fact, sometimes think about it, Bei'er is also quite suitable for you, she does laundry, cooking, filial piety to her parents, unlike me, except for a stinky temper, she is useless.

Also, Shaohui, although you usually don't look very reliable, I know that it's just your protective color, you are sincere and kind, and you very much want to be honest with others, but you are afraid of being hurt.

Although you don't say it, I understand that you have also had an unbearable past, and you have never completely come out of it, so you need someone to help you heal, but your kindness often makes you ruthless and bullied by others, but you are with Bei'er, I am relieved, because with her character, with her love for you, how can she bear to let you be bullied a little?

Okay, let's not talk about it, I'm sure you're tired of it.

Here, in the end, I hope that you will not dislike Bei'er, if you can enjoy the glory and wealth, and be noble and self-promising, who would want to fall into the dust and grovel to the knees? I also wish you and Bei'er can join hands and grow old happily.

Someone who doesn't love you and you shouldn't love it

Li Shaohui read it silently with a blushing face, without saying a word, and the air also froze at that moment.

After a long time, Li Shaohui pushed the coffee table to the ground suddenly, and various items such as kettles and snacks on the coffee table also scrambled to fall to the ground, making a loud noise, as if this was the last carnival.

Li Shaohui felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart, and muttered to himself: "Promise, promise, why do you want to do this to me? Why do you want to be like Tang Fengling, say goodbye without saying goodbye, is it the only way to keep your arrogant head and be a victor and ruler of love?"

You can dislike Lao Tzu, but what right do you have to control Lao Tzu's preferences?

It's my business to fall in love with you, it's my business not to love Xiao Bei, and you don't care who I'm with. ”

Author's experience: If you think you can, you can collect a wave.