Chapter 85: 2 --- Dispersed

Li Shaohui couldn't help but stare at the girl in front of him carefully, he had known her for so long, and her smile had already been deeply imprinted in his mind, but no matter how he looked at it, he couldn't get enough of it.

This is a 26-year-old girl, three years younger than herself, but she is gentle and kind, dignified and virtuous, has been gently caressing her scars, healing herself, and giving herself a small home, leading herself to grow up...

This is a beautiful girl, with a slender figure, white and silky skin, delicate and beautiful facial features, and a fluttering temperament...

This is a sad girl, with a haggard look, a pale face, red and swollen eyes, and a blue mouth...

This is the girl she loves most in her life, for her to go up the knife mountain and down the sea of fire is not afraid, for her, she has been in the flowers, not a single leaf is touched, for her, the person she once loved ---- promised, and has left helplessly.

This is the girl she hates the most in her life, you can abandon yourself, you can get a new love, for you, you can let go of the pain, but you shouldn't hurt a person who loves you deep into the bone marrow. Now, the truth is revealed, there is nothing you can do but hurt, except for revenge, except to make your life worse than death.

Lin Yue'er saw that Li Shaohui was back, her sad eyes showed a strong color of joy, she smiled, although she smiled reluctantly, although her smile carried endless grievances, although her smile had endless resentment.

However, the moment she saw Li Shaohui, she still chose to put it down and chose to welcome Li Shaohui's return with the warmest smile, just like in an inconspicuous moment on weekdays, she would use this smile that can melt everything, making Li Shaohui deeply obsessed.

Then, in Li Shaohui's demented eyes, Lin Yue'er took the initiative to throw herself into Li Shaohui's arms, hugged him tightly, and choked up: "Shaohui, you're back, it's still hello, you haven't abandoned me, I'm really afraid of you--I'm afraid of you--no--won't come back." ”

Li Shaohui was originally touched by Lin Yue'er's softness somewhere in the softest place in his heart, and wanted to let go of everything and get back together with her, grinding his ears and temples, but her words made Li Shaohui's heart fall to the bottom again, he listened to the title of "Shaohui", and suddenly felt extremely heartbroken, is she calling He Yonghui or calling herself? And "Hello, you didn't abandon me." The words made him even more sad and inexplicable, this was obviously comparing himself with He Yonghui, listening to her, the reason why he was better than He Yonghui was only because he came back, if he didn't come back, could he still be compared with others?

Li Shaohui sighed secretly, to be a shadow is to have the consciousness of being a shadow, what is nothing to compare with the deity? Only when the deity is not there, can he have the opportunity to behave himself, if the deity comes, don't you obediently hide to the side and drink the northwest wind?

Li Shaohui no longer hesitated, he was ruthless, and while pushing Lin Yue'er into the house, he turned around and called the pair of "mother and daughter" behind him to follow in.

The excited Lin Yue'er realized that Li Shaohui did not come back alone, and when she saw the two women behind Li Shaohui clearly, she first frowned, then sank her face, bit her lips, panted, trembled and pointed at the two young ladies, and then looked at Li Shaohui.

Li Shaohui finally saw Lin Yue'er's embarrassed face again, and finally saw Lin Yue'er also sad and angry for him, he was happy in his heart, the pleasure of revenge seemed to be stronger than **, at this moment, he finally understood why those stupid dicks in the TV series would show off their experience nonsense when their tricks succeeded, it turned out that this pleasure is indeed the most subtle enjoyment in the world.

And Li Shaohui can't get rid of it, he looked at Lin Yue'er's sad and angry appearance, he actually laughed, smiled viciously, he pulled the young girl and hugged it in his arms, and smiled shamelessly: "Lin Yue'er, how is it? Do you think that this girl's temperament is so much imaginary with you? Look at this again, do you think she is also a little similar to Xia Xue, Lao Tzu wants to tell you, he He Yonghui can hug left and right, and Lao Tzu can do the same." ”

Lin Yue'er looked at Li Shaohui smiling with her teeth and claws, tears falling down in tears, she trembled, her lips were bitten and bleeding due to excessive force, she pointed at Li Shaohui and stammered: "Li Shaohui, you are not human, why do you want to bully me like this?"

After Lin Yue finished speaking, she paused and ran back to her room, closing the door with a "snap".

Li Shaohui, who was relieved, naturally lost the interest in performing because there was no audience, and after she pulled the pair of "mother and daughter" into her room, she looked at her two embarrassed expressions and shouted: "Take it off, did Lao Tzu let you come to watch the performance?"

This shout seemed to have exhausted the strength of Li Shaohui's whole body, at this time, he was drunk, his heart was haggard, and he no longer had the majesty and domineering that he had just bullied Lin Yue'er, his feet were weak, he fell to the ground, closed his eyes and never wanted to open them again.

In a daze, Li Shaohui heard that the pair of "mother and daughter" seemed to ask for prostitution fees with Lin Yueer, and he wanted to stand up and scold the mother and daughter, and dared to bully his own girl when he was unconscious.

In a daze, Li Shaohui felt that there was a beautiful girl untying her clothes and wiping the sweat and tears on her face for herself.

In a daze, Li Shaohui felt a gentle girl curled up in his arms, gently rubbing his face, telling the girl's heart.

The next day, after Li Shaohui woke up, he saw that it was two o'clock in the afternoon, he was lying in the warm quilt, looking at the pajamas on his body, and a warm current flowed in his heart.

After a while, Li Shaohui had another headache, he patted his head that was a little swollen and painful, and thought of Lin Yue'er again, who was so noisy yesterday, and I don't know what happened to her, thinking about it, Li Shaohui jumped out of bed and went out of the room, but after looking around, the room was empty.

Li Shaohui's heart was cold, could it be that Lin Yue'er left like this, and was he going to be abandoned again? Li Shaohui suddenly felt that the world was spinning, and his mind was full of mush, obviously he wanted to get together and disperse, why did he end up with unscrupulous revenge? Why did he feel like an evil ghost coming up to destroy everything when he saw Lin Yue'er crying for others?

Now that all my wishes have come true, everything is developing according to my expectations, why don't I have the slightest pleasure of revenge, only deep powerlessness and desolation?

When Li Shaohui was in pain, Lin Yue'er actually came back, Li Shaohui's eyes were suddenly foggy, he looked at Lin Yue'er, his voice was dumb, and said, "Girl, you--you..."

Lin Yue'er ignored Li Shaohui, glanced at him expressionlessly, then turned around and entered her room and closed the door.

After a long time, Lin Yue'er opened the door and came out, and when she came out, she was still carrying a large trolley suitcase, Li Shaohui was shocked, and secretly wondered: "Is she going on a business trip? But there is no need to bring such a big box on a business trip, doesn't she usually carry that small suitcase?"

Suddenly, Li Shaohui instantly understood that she was moving away.

"Move away, hehe, she's leaving herself, she's leaving herself. Li Shaohui's heart was desolate for a while, he thought of the hazy afternoon when he confessed to Lin Yue'er, and also thought of the gentle relative of Lin Yue'er who was suffering from appendicitis, and also thought of the charming scenes of the Red Mansion shared by the two, and even thought of Lin Yue'er's helplessness when he saw He Yonghui again yesterday, thinking like this, Li Shaohui's heart was filled with a wordless resentment, "Obviously you are at fault first, obviously you are sorry for me, are you embarrassed to go away?"

Lin Yue'er struggled to carry the box to the door, but she didn't open the door, but turned her head to look at Li Shaohui, Li Shaohui felt something, and also raised her head and looked at Lin Yue'er.

Li Shaohui's heart trembled, in just one day's work, Lin Yue'er was tortured like this, with a pale face, godless eyes, bloodless lips, and a slender figure...

Li Shaohui was distressed, he trembled his mouth, wanting to bow his head and beg for peace, he found that the women who were close to him liked the trick of saying goodbye without saying goodbye, they all liked to torture themselves to death, and then walked away arrogantly, leaving himself alone to wander in place, licking his wounds, Tang Fengling is like this, Xiao Bei is like this, and the promise doesn't know how many times he ran away.

But this time, he will never allow them to do this, and if they want to suffer, they will also suffer together, why should they let themselves be sad alone, so Li Shaohui stood up and opened his mouth to talk to Lin Yue'er, but inexplicably, he thought of He Yonghui again, Lin Yue'er is so sad for himself? He twitched in his heart, and slowly sat down again, women can be petted and loved, but they must not get used to it, if Lin Yue'er really wants to leave, he really won't stop you, and he will never get used to such a stinky problem as you.

At the same time, Li Shaohui is also lucky, life is bumpy, all the scenery she has walked through is the scenery, and what she left behind is the most cherished, if Lin Yueer really loves herself, how could she give up and leave?

Lin Yue'er watched Li Shaohui finally sit down ruthlessly, lowered her head and said nothing, her heart was bitter, it was even more bitter than eating Coptis chinensis, she tightly clutched the corner of her clothes, closed her amorous eyes, sighed, and without hesitation, turned around and opened the door, and walked out.

And Li Shaohui looked at the door, in a daze like a fool.

After a long time, Li Shaohui suddenly went crazy and ran to the balcony of Lin Yue'er's room to look downstairs, the street was empty, there was no pedestrian, only a few stray dogs were homeless in the cold wind, shivering, Li Shaohui suddenly realized that he was no different from those stray dogs for the rest of his life.

Li Shaohui was stunned in his heart and fell into deep thought. But he didn't regret it, love and marriage can be imperfect, but it must not be compromised. Since Lin Yue'er has a heart, let her go, doesn't it mean that true love is dedication? Instead of sharing the same bed and having different dreams and torturing each other, it is better to be lonely and chic and waste the rest of your life!

But now that she has figured out all this, why does she still have heartache? He began to hate Lin Yue'er again, why did she leave so ruthlessly? She can completely deceive herself, saying that what she loves is herself, and then use this grievance to blackmail herself, let herself prostrate at her feet, and respectfully worship her like a goddess, and never dare to make her angry again.

Li Shaohui looked at the window sill where there were still colored sculptures of the twelve hairpins of Jinling that he bought from the old man of the small restaurant when he had just confessed. Now, the colored sculptures are still there, except for Jia Baoyu, Li Shaohui smiled bitterly, as if he understood something, and his heart also fell, and he kept falling...