Chapter 54: I can't bear to die
Even if they are accustomed to Mu Ye's wonderful performance, everyone is still shocked by the performance in front of them!
When Mu Ye's curled body unfolded, the tearful cheek said to the camera: "I may die here......"
The despair and helplessness that was so intense that it even made their hearts tremble.
At that moment, they forgot about Mu Ye, and there was only a desperate and helpless person in their eyes.
"Xiaoling...... I love you very much......" In the camera, Mu Ye said every word and word with tears in his eyes.
Because he knew that this was the last thing he could tell his wife, the last thing left in this world!
"Although we often quarrel, I have never been mad at you...... I'm sure you're the same, right?
I don't know how long it has been now, but Xiaobao is okay...... You're in a hurry, aren't you?
I'm so sorry...... Again worries you.
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It seems like we've never been apart for so long since we got married......
You're very clingy, and I'm reluctant to go on a business trip for a day or two, as if I won't come back as soon as I'm gone.
I'm always annoyed with you, saying that you're like a child who hasn't grown up......
But in fact, I am secretly happy in my heart, I like you pestering me to ask me to eat delicious, asking me to talk to you, and even feed you......"
There was silence at the scene, and Mu Ye's weak but affectionate whisper reached their hearts and made their noses sour.
Mu Ye wiped his tears and snot, cried silently for a moment, held back his tears and continued.
"But now, Xiaoling...... I'm sorry, maybe you're going to grow up......
I can't be by your side anymore, you have to learn to take care of yourself.
You also have to take good care of Xiaobao, that little guy is a little naughty sometimes, so you will bother......
Remember to eat breakfast on time, I'm afraid I won't have a chance to buy it for your bedside in the future.
Don't turn down the temperature of the air conditioner too low at night, your body is cold and easy to catch a cold......
You can buy whatever you want to eat, but you're not fat at all, really.
My parents' side...... Can you help me go see them......
It's good that I have a younger brother, otherwise I don't know how they survived this pain......"
Mu Ye wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and sniffed.
In the shot, his eyes were bloodshot, and his eyes were full of reluctance and pain.
"Xiaoling, I'm not afraid of death...... It's true.
Do you remember, when we were in love?
Once, when we went to play in the fishing house, a child was swept away by a strong wave.
I didn't hesitate at all and rushed out to save him.
The rushing water was constantly draining my stamina, and I didn't even have much strength left to catch him!
If it hadn't been for the lifeboats, I would have rushed out into the sea!
I didn't regret it at all, and I even wondered if I would have given me a hero medal if I died......
I'm not afraid of death...... I didn't lie to you......
But ......"
Mu Ye said, tears welled up from his eyes again, everything in front of him became blurred, and the smiles of his wife and children seemed to appear in front of his eyes.
His body trembled, his throat choked, pain and despair filling his eyes.
That sense of grief and powerlessness was compressed to the extreme as Mu Ye's body curled up!
Everyone at the scene followed his emotions, and no one even paid attention to whether Mu Ye acted well or not......
Everyone's hearts were tugged at until a mournful voice sounded, and it was as if a sharp knife had been inserted into their hearts, and there was a tingling pain, and even breathing became difficult!
"But...... I can't bear to die!
I can't bear Xiaobao......
He's just that big, hugging my trouser leg and shouting for my dad every day.
Before I got home, he rushed into my arms with excitement.
I haven't been with him yet, and I've seen him grow up and become a handsome guy......
I didn't watch him marry and have children......
I can't bear my parents, they love me so much.
Dad was reluctant to spend money to buy good cigarettes, and he always smoked Huangshan for five yuan a pack.
My mom was reluctant to eat an egg from one of her own hens.
But every time they come to see us, they buy lots and lots of things......
They hurt me so much, how sad they must have known that I was dead......
Also, Xiaoling...... The one I don't want to give up is you!
I haven't traveled to the ends of the earth with you yet!
I haven't been with you to see your favorite singer in concert yet!
I haven't grown old with you yet, and I hate each other but never give up!
We still have so much to do......
There's so much more I want to do......
You're so stupid......
What are you going to do without me?"
Mu Ye in the camera cried unscrupulously.
The cheeks, which were stained with tears and sweat, were twisted into a ball from crying.
The bloodshot eyes were painful and helpless.
The hoarse cry went straight to the depths of everyone's heart, and there was nowhere to hide......
Pale sense of powerlessness, devastating despair...... At this moment, it was vividly displayed by Mu Ye!
Behind the monitoring station, Zhang Xiaoyan covered her mouth and cried silently.
Xie Baoju's face was also heavy, and there was no joy in his eyes for a successful performance.
At this moment, everyone was infected by Mu Ye in the performance......